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Biggest April Fools joke of all is thinking I'm gonna reach my ugw if I keep this up lmfao
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132.4 this morning. I didn't even really TRY this week and I'm shocked but happy. I was just kind of too busy to eat yesterday and didn't realize my intake was so low, so that probably helps.
I'm also dehydrated 🙃 fixing that now. But so motivated after seeing a new low (for this time around) that I doubt I'm eating much today.
I just can't believe it didn't go up, with the way I ate last week. Crazy. I don't know if I can go for my usual 1hr run today because I'm also working but I'll get some steps and stairs in at work.
I'm officially 10 above my lowest ever and I am so excited 😭😭😭
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Get Up and Walk
A short play.
[curtain opens on an almost empty stage where an overhead light illuminates a table with three people sitting in chairs. PERSON 1 sits on one end of the table and PERSON 2 and ANA sit together side by side on the other end. ANA is slightly out of the light, just barely in the shadows]
PERSON 1: So how's all of the hospital stuff going? Are you feeling better?
ANA: Unfortunately. 138.2
PERSON 2 (aside, under their breath): Shut UP, Ana. I mean...
PERSON 1: Who are you talking to?
PERSON 2: Oh, no, nobody. It's going okay. I mean I'm really trying hard to kick this!
ANA : You're gaining weight.
(PERSON 2 cringes)
PERSON 1: I'm glad! So how's Aaron?
ANA: Aaron just lost 40lbs and found someone to love him and works out every day, unlike you, his pathetic sister.
PERSON 2: Um, Aaron just got married. They eloped and went to the black sand beaches in Iceland. It was beautiful.
PERSON 1: Are you ok?
ANA: You're not ok, you need to get up and walk.
PERSON 2 (visibly uncomfortable and shifting in seat): I'm, yeah, I'm fine. Michelle wore this deep wine colored dress and it was beautiful against the sky.
ANA: You'll never be beautiful like that unless you get up and walk.
(PERSON 2 cringes again)
PERSON 1 (taken slightly aback by the cringes): Uh... yeah. Sounds like a gorgeous way to do it. I'd kill to get out of here for a week even without a bride.
ANA : I'd kill to be sk-n-y. 135.2. Goal 125. Ultimate goal 110. Get up and walk.
PERSON 2: They came home and had a small party with just family. Oh and listen to what they wrote on the cake-
ANA: The cake is writing 1200 calor!es into your journal, 1200 failures
PERSON 1: Are you sure you're ok? You look a little pale.
PERSON 2: Yeah, I'm just kinda tired.
ANA: You haven't eaten in three days. Make it four. Make it five. Get up and walk.
PERSON 1: Anyway, Evan and Danielle are tying the knot too!
PERSON 2: Oh neat! It was about time.
ANA: About time to fucking walk.
PERSON 1: They've been together five years now I think.
PERSON 2: Do you think they'll keep it small?
ANA: Small. Tiny. Fragile. Sick. 135.2, 135.0, 134.6, 18,000 steps
(PERSON 2 is looking around nervously and rocking slightly with anxiety)
PERSON 1: Look, you really seem like something is bothering you. You know you can talk to me about stuff, right? If you need it?
PERSON 2: Really, I'm fine, I'm just a little anxious today.
ANA: You can never tell anyone or they'll stop you. Do you not want this? 50 at lunch, 15 at breakfast. Crushed ice. Cigarettes. Get up and walk.
PERSON 1: Ok. Well just know that I'm always here,
ANA: Get up and walk. Drink water. Walk. Burn it off. Burn off every single one.
PERSON 2: SHUT!!!! UP!!!!!!!!!
(silence)
PERSON 1: I... What????? Seriously, you're acting really weird dude, are you ok??
ANA: GET UP AND WALK YOU FUCKING WHALE
PERSON 2: I have to go. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. (gathering their things)
ANA: LETS GO, LETS GO, LET'S GO,
PERSON 1: Okay um, well, feel better, I'll see you next week...
(PERSON 2, visibly upset, walks offstage, tugging Ana behind them and revealing that they are chained together by the wrist)
ANA (being dragged off stage): You can walk faster than that.
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Sigh. I'm back. Somehow with the same CW.
But not for long.
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Wow, thanks for 200 followers on my edblr, Are you guys OK
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The next day. I guess celebrating that way pays off too.
FUCK. YEAH. NEW AND IMPROVED CW AS OF THIS MORNING.
Running extra hard, fast, and long to celebrate today. We're not stopping.
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I'm literally only 10lbs over my lowest wt ever. I'm gonna make it back. And only 12lbs away from my UGW. Holy shit.
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Well now I'm below 134. Slow and steady.
Had a depressive crying episode and woke up 18 hours later to a gift - my CW went down. Two more days and I'll be below 134.
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FUCK. YEAH. NEW AND IMPROVED CW AS OF THIS MORNING.
Running extra hard, fast, and long to celebrate today. We're not stopping.
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A lot of this blog is just older before and afters of me, sorry
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This was presumptuous lmfao
Had a depressive crying episode and woke up 18 hours later to a gift - my CW went down. Two more days and I'll be below 134.
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quite a lot of u are calling yourselves fakers while getting genuinely very upset about eating
#anorexcya#⭐️rve#sk11ny#tw ana diary#tw ana trigger#tw ed but not sheeran#ed not sheeran#ed not ed sheeran#thiinspa#th!n$piration
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Reminder @ myself!!!! Your fitbit/step tracker only has information that you give it!!!! You still get steps when you're not wearing it!!! And just because you didn't log the cals doesn't mean you didn't eat them. Your apps only have the information that you give them. Your body knows the truth.
#tw ana diary#⭐️rve#anorexcya#thiinsp0#sk11ny#tw ana trigger#thiinspii#thiinspa#th1nsp1ration#th1n$pø#th!n$piration#th!nsp0
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Please interact if ur an 4n4 blog and you're 21+ ☁️🖤
[pics were me, once upon a time]
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I accidentally posted this on the wrong blog and it won't let me copy it so here's screenshots 😭
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⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ
My old ana/edjournal pages.
starting new ones tonight actually
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