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rosesoflilac · 9 days
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𝙟𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙩 𝙪𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙪𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 🌠
🌠 ─── the jupiter-uranus conjucntion is upon us so here is a reading to cover how the power and energy of this astrological alignment will affect you.
🌠 ─── picking your pile: take a deep breath and allow your soul to centre itself. when you feel your mind balanced and cleared, allow yourself to be drawn to an image. your eyes may gravitate to one, or you may close your eyes and feel which image is calling out.
🌠 ─── be sure to check out my other readings and don’t forget to share and give feedback. disclaimer: all readings done are for entertainment only. please do not use my tarot readings as a replacement for legitimate advice.
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how it will affect you
pile one, with the page of pentacles i'm seeing that this will affect you academically or or career wise. you will feel a spring of inspiration for learning things. if you've been procrastinating tasks or studying, you will experience a refreshing perspective on studying and completing tasks. you will identify your end goals, gain clarity on your manifestations. it could be a project also, or a hobby. something you've had in mind for a long time but just pushed the thought away. you keep saying i'll do it eventually but that hasn't happened yet. with this conjunction, you will shift from thought to action, you may even be starting something entirely new, but it does feel like learning and education is involved. you want success in the long term and you will realise the steps you need to take to achieve that. the shift the conjunction will bring you will push you towards reaching your goals through learning and motivation, and excitement about education.
messages for you
the messages are about opportunities coming your way. you may have missed some significant opportunities in the past. maybe you're missing them now. i see you are not recognising when the perfect opportunity is right in front of you. so when you do recognise an opportunity, you wish it would be better. but you already missed the better one. pay more attention to the chances coming your way, and take action to seize them. you will face a hard time filled with lack and instability if you do not focus and take the opportunities when they come.
how to benefit the most
you're hitting hard times. this might not be relevant to all but i do see loss, scarcity. this can mean something material, like money or a job. but it can also mean something more spiritual and personal, such as losing faith or trust in someone you love. it's disappointing, right? the conjunct here wants you to use this as motivation. every loss can be turned into a gain. try to see the silver linings because if you focus on the negatives, you will only get negatives. the work with the power of the conjunct, open your mind to the possibilities. find the good in the bad because it does exist. accept that it's okay to lose and feel like you have nothing. but what's not okay is to simper away in your self-pity and give up on trying to find happiness. to benefit the most from this alignment, you need to change your mindset. stop being the victim of your life and start being the hero! every hero goes through hardships, don't they? so get up, dust yourself off and keep trying.
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how will it affect you
the energy of this alignment can cause you to be overwhelmed with many tasks and activities. it may make you busier than usual. you'll be rushing from one end to the other, and have very little breaks. but the thing is, you keep telling yourself it's fine. while you may have balance, it can still feel difficult to maintain. i think this conjunct will give you the spurt of energy to be able to handle it all. alternatively, it is the conjunct that is making you like this. so many things to do and not enough time to do them, but you still want to. you will feel uncomfortable sitting still, so you need something to do. you may even be torn balancing between different areas of your life, for example, your work and your relationship. however, this conjunct will prove to you just how capable and resourceful you are. that despite the overbearing nature of it, you are still adaptable and flexible to get through everything to the best of your ability. you will even surprise yourself. when everything has calmed down, you with think: i don't know how i did it but i'm proud of myself!
messages for you
you may have some unrealistic dreams. you may desire them so much. but whatever it is, you need to open up to the possibility that it is simply not meant for you. this is particularly if you are an idealistic person. you can achieve emotional fulfilment even when it is not picture perfect how you imagine it to be. don't over indulge at your own expense on things that are not feasible. you need to be more grounded and honest with what is actually possible. but don't worry, you will still find happiness even then.
how to benefit the most
get in touch with your romantic side. take yourself out on a date, or share a date with a special someone (eg partner, friend, sibling). just have a fun relaxing date spending time with someone you love. if there are new opportunities or positions coming your way, don't be afraid to jump right in. get involved with your present, appreciate what is going on around you at this very moment. stop focusing so much on what could be, and appreciate the now. the you from ten years ago probably can't imagine where you are right now. so stop worrying, because the you right now can't even fathom where you'll be in ten more years. leave it up to fate to lead you where you're meant to be and enjoy life as it is in this moment.
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how it will affect you
there is so much energy here. the conjunct will open your throat chakra, you will have so much to say, to think, to express. there is just so much to be said. you might be more talkative that usual, your mind might be busy running on overdrive. you may feel inclined to express yourself more with clothes or hobbies etc. you will feel more independent and in touch with yourself. you will embody confidence and be more outgoing than usual. you may come off a bit pushy to others. but your inner instincts are telling you to be courageous. your overall approach to life will be energetic. this boost of confidence and energy from the conjunct can go both ways though, so make sure you make decisions carefully. and since you will be so bubbly, you may often crash. so better take care of yourself mentally.
messages for you
you may have regrets and disappointments. but you also have so much to look forward to! you cannot undo what has been done. but you can forgive and let go. forgive yourself, forgive others. learn that peace is incomparably better that holding onto the past. loss is painful, but it can either lead to rotted roots or a beautiful blooming flower. it is your choice to decide how you want to end up.
how to benefit the most
plan. plan, plan, plan. have your details in order. everything needs a plan and sure, not everything goes according to plan but if you have a plan, it will still work out better than if you didn't. don't get used to going with the flow. start adding some structure and order into your life. also, don't be afraid to step out of your comfort zone. this conjunct is the perfect time to embrace new change. so be open to new experiences and get out there. do things you're scared of. say yes to the thing you think you're not good at. expand your horizons and make your life all the more successful and richer.
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how it will affect you
you will embody that masculine energy. you may find yourself in leadership positions, being a guide to others. people looking up to you. and you will feel quite natural in this role. even if you have not been a leader before, you may be forced into this position with no other choice and you will find that you are pretty good at being a leader. you may overall feel more ambition with life, you may strive for more leadership opportunities. you may also become someone who inspires and influences others. it could be something as simple as other people taking inspiration from your style to being the leader in a very important project. you will feel more passionate than usual, and may be pushed out of your comfort zone for whatever reason. but you will be stern and motivated. you won't step down and you will deal will face any problem head on.
message for you
you are or will be surrounded by abundance and wealth. some of your manifestations will come into your life soon. or, you may lose your need of "wanting" and simply learn to be happy with what you have. your hard work will pay off and the rewards will be reaped. everything is coming together, be proud of how hard you worked for this!
how to benefit the most
harmony is so important for you to not lose track. this conjunct will give you a boost of energy, but that doesn't mean you should overdo it and burn out on the third day of trying. take it easy and find your balance. stability is key. prioritise your health and happiness because it will keep you going. celebrate everything, big and small. every little thing that happens to you, everything you do. even celebrate others. happiness and celebration will serve you well. visit home, your family, your friends. you will feel welcomed and supported, search for those feelings because for one reason or another, it will benefit you.
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rosesoflilac · 20 days
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-`♡´- this too shall pass. (lucifer x reader)
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summary: the revelation that you might be responsible for lucifer's lost memories weighs heavy on your mind.
tags: lucifer x gn!reader, hurt/comfort, spoilers for chapter 37 of the original obey me!
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It was a frightening feeling, knowing the three worlds were collapsing in on themselves because of you. Because of some power you had no control over. It felt like a joke when Lord Diavolo had suggested it, you were still just a human, despite all your connections. Having control over them didn’t mean a thing, you yourself weren’t powerful; demons, angels, sorcerers all had their power from within, you had to rely on others to protect you.  
All this so-called power and what does your body do with it? Destroy.
Not only the three worlds collapsing in on itself; but your own little world here in the Devildom. The world you created through pushing your way into the demon’s hearts; giving yourself wholeheartedly to them that were dismissive of you at best, cruel to you at worst. Over time, they opened themselves up to you, but helping to fix their problems was draining in a way you had never experienced before. Back then, you often wondered what they saw you as: a therapist, a dead sister or a friend?
You knew now of their love for you but…
Pushing a hard reset on everything you had worked to accomplish was painful. Even if it was just losing your pacts, they were an eternal bond that was proof of your capability. 
As if all that wasn’t bad enough, they were slowly losing their memories. Lucifer had already lost his, who’s to say Mammon wasn’t next? The one person who has always been on your side, hurt because of you.
After you had bid Lucifer goodnight, you carry your tired and aching body up to your room. When Diavolo had hugged you earlier you had nearly collapsed. Such a gentle gesture was like tapping at fractured glass. Now you couldn’t ignore the swell of emotions within your chest, tightening like a vice as you traipse out onto the balcony.
The cool air of the balcony stings against the tears forming in your eyes, chilling to the bone. You fall into one of the chairs out there; you can’t recall the amount of times you and someone else had gazed up at the stars together.
It makes you numb for a moment, but then the reality that the stars weren’t out that night hits you; were they hiding from you? Scared that you might pluck them down one by one? 
You pull your knees to your chest, unable to control the tears that fall freely, now that you were alone.
A knock on the balcony door. You grit your teeth, trying to wipe your eyes of tears, it didn’t help, you were gasping for air at this point.
Who is it that knocks?
Lucifer opens the double doors without any acknowledgement from you, as if the first knock was just a courtesy he was affording you. The night air feels familiar in a way he doesn’t understand, like he had been here many times but couldn’t quite place when. It was frustrating, stumbling through the dark when it seemed all you needed was someone to reassure you. He knew he wanted to be that person.
And then he sees you, so small, trying to control your frantic breathing. You look up to him with watery eyes, he feels a part of him start to choke up. Just one look from you and he feels himself soften.
Did you truly have this effect on his other self?
“What’s wrong?” He asks gently, cheeks flushed as he kneels down in front of you. Maybe his other self would cradle you in his arms, he feels the itch under his skin to do something more, but he settles for not crossing a boundary he wasn’t sure of. “You spend all night comforting me, and then leave to spend the night alone?”
His body might know you like a lover, but what about his mind?
“I’m sorry,” the apology leaves your lips before you can think. Lucifer brushes his thumb against your knee. “I didn’t want to bother you.”
His grip tightens. “You’re never a bother to me." For a moment he sounds like himself again. “I may not remember anything concrete but… I know the man in this body loves you. More than anything.”
You blink back tears, “I know. I know.”
“So, why don’t you tell me what’s wrong?” Lucifer pouts, “is it about the…? Your powers?”
You take a moment to compose yourself, breathing deeply through sore lungs. “Yes… I’m destroying so many things and I can’t help it. Even you losing your memories is my fault. Aren’t you mad at me? I’m destroying everything you love!” You sob harder, unable to hold back.
“It’s through no fault of your own,” his eyes look deeply into yours. “In fact, if what they say is true, I believe we have some blame.”
A pause. “But if it wasn’t for me-“
Lucifer smiles, leaning up to cradle you in his arms. “I have no memories of this world. Destroy it if you’d like.” His fingers trace through your hair. “Just let me hold you for a minute. Everything will be alright.”
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rosesoflilac · 23 days
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{Lovely Boyfriend}
☰[Main list]•⊰ Obey me!
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𝕊𝔽𝕎
• Lucifer is the type of boyfriend who is both patient and supportive. He understands that sometimes, people need time alone and doesn’t force the issue.
• He enjoys showering his loved ones with affection, as well as surprising them with little gifts and gestures now and then.
• He puts their happiness and safety above his own, and he always seeks out ways to make them feel safe and loved. But, when it comes to defending those he cares about, he’s a force to be reckoned with.
• he does not tolerate the mistreatment of those close to him, and will go to any lengths to protect them. In short, Lucifer is a dedicated, considerate and loving partner.
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ℕ𝕊𝔽𝕎
• Lucifer is a true lover of pleasurable experiences. He's passionate and playful in bed, and he enjoys teasing and playing with his partner's mind, body and senses.
• He knows how to get the best out of his partner, and he likes to take his time exploring and enjoying the moment. When it comes to pleasing his partner, he goes beyond the limits of comfort and always aims for total satisfaction. Lucifer is a true perfectionist when it comes to making his lovers smile in every possible way.
• He also has an intense and passionate side that comes out in intimate moments, where he craves a deep emotional connection with his partner. He's a sensual lover who likes to explore and deepen the passion between them, and likes to try out new things and explore every aspect of physical and emotional intimacy.
• Lucifer is an extremely passionate and erotic lover, who enjoys taking his time when it comes to exploring his partner's body and psyche. He enjoys pleasure in all its forms.
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rosesoflilac · 25 days
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What if Alastor yawned like a cat...
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rosesoflilac · 28 days
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fallen angel gang! I love these two and need more of them together
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rosesoflilac · 29 days
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irresponsible
-the drawing belongs to me, do not repost.
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rosesoflilac · 1 month
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rosesoflilac · 1 month
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yk in those 90s sitcoms how when the hot character walks into the room there's that like canned whooping whistling etc
anyway that's what your fave hears when you enter the room
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rosesoflilac · 1 month
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@jeschalynn
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dr ratio.... 📚
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rosesoflilac · 1 month
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These two have the potential to be the funniest duo of the show istg
First one is from this amazing reblog from one of my posts, second one is inspired by some of the replies of said post
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rosesoflilac · 1 month
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Husk's secret weapon
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Adam, the very first idiot
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rosesoflilac · 2 months
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⋇⋆✦⋆⋇ YOU DID A NUMBER ON ME, BUT HONESTLY BABY, WHO'S COUNTING? (1, 2, 3)
summary: boyfriend/ex-boyfrend hcs ft. lucifer, mammon, leviathan x gn!reader
warnings: toxic exes, not proofread
a/n: thank you for reading! please consider reblogging, I had a lot of fun writing this post. I hope you all have a wonderful day!
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: *✧・゚:* LUCIFER : *✧・゚:*
boyfriend!lucifer who goes to you when you're feeling down and does everything in his power to make you smile. will join you in bed and hold you, get your favorite snack, or even crack silly jokes just to see that happy shine in your eyes and your loving smile.
boyfriend!lucifer who does the most dad thing ever when he buys your favorite human world snack/drink in bulk a couple of months after you mentioned it to him in passing.
ex-boyfriend!lucifer who stalks your devilgram and deviltok page to see what you're up to. he has to know how you're doing. if you seem happy, he is upset and confused on how someone could be okay after being with him. If you haven't posted, a sick satisfaction comes over him knowing you're still heartbroken.
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ MAMMON ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
boyfriend!mammon who truly loves you and finds different ways to express his love for you. he's not the best with his words so the little knick knacks and each goodmorning text message you receive from him are truly your greatest treasures, besides him of course.
boyfriend!mammon who dies each time you smile at him. every outing he takes more and more candid pictures of your smiling face as you gaze. he shows you his favorite (every single picture) and praises you. one day, you decide to do the same. you show him the pictures and mammon almost dies from how adorable you are, totally not from your words of affirmation.
ex-boyfriend!mammon who will always be there for you. partied too hard and need someone to pick you up? he's there. some demons messing with you? they're already taken care of and nothing you have to fear. you don't know about some of his deeds he does behind the scenes for you. mammon will never truly turn his back on you- no matter what may have transpired to end your relationship. at the end of the day, you'll realize how he is the only one there for you.
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾ LEVIATHAN ‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾
boyfriend!levi who you convince to play that card game that asks questions to know a person on a deeper level. you want to play it to make him feel more comfortable around you. he answers his questions without answering them at first but as the night goes on he gains the courage to be more honest.
boyfriend!levi who is so excited you asked to cosplay with him. he'd cosplay anyone with you, but prefers a couple cosplay compared to two random characters. get ready for anime marathons while you and levi make your costumes! levi handles all of the sewing if you're not inclined to it. all he wants is your presence.
ex-boyfriend!levi who can't stand to look at any of your pictures, the memories, you two made together. he destroys memorabilia of you two; matching key chains, framed photos, gifts you had given him. other times, he cries over them. of course he would lose you, you deserved better than him.
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rosesoflilac · 2 months
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nah, she'd win.
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rosesoflilac · 2 months
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people who only use conventional social media are so funny bc they’ll casually be like “can I see your tumblr??” are you Insane. this is no instagram or twitter. this is my vault of secrets
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