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Words and Phrases To Include In Your Sex Scenes
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Appetite - 
craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal
Arouse - agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up
Assault - attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound Beautiful - admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting Brutal - atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild Burly – able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed Carnal - animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean Dangerous - alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous Dark - atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched Delicious - enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty Ecstasy - delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled Ecstatic - delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild Erotic - amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing Gasp - catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded Heated - ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous Hunger - appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst Hungry - avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting Intense - forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous Liquid - damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping Lithe - agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry Moan - beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl Moving - (exciting,) affecting, effective  arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling Need - compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen Pain - ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart Painful - aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded Perverted - aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile Pleasurable - charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent Pleasure - bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven Rapacious- avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering Rapture - bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy Rigid - adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering Sudden - abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning Thrust - (forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel (push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick Thunder-struck - amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback Torment - agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe Touch - (physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap (mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize Wet - bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water Wicked - abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched Writhe - agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yank
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You also won’t be able to understand me until the day you die.
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She can have Mang Tae, not Gang Tae.
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seo yeji as go moonyoung in it’s okay to not be okay
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Romance in this episode is quite PERFECT !
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It’s Okay to Not Be Okay (2020)
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Girls don’t want boys, girls want Go Moon Young.
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The reason why Kang Tae is always so brutal and nasty to Moon Young, rejecting her so vehemently, is because he craves love and warmth on a visceral level yet is afraid to lose himself and be abandoned when she gets her fill. Deep down, he does have huge abandonment issues - his mother might have been there but she never let him forget that the sole reason for his birth was to be used by her as a spare and a caregiver for his brother, so he had to be always afraid of being thrown away in case he lost his purpose, that is, being a necessity for Sang Tae. This thought is so deeply ingrained in his psyche that he even can’t picture his life without his brother - it’s not that he doesn’t love Sang Tae but perhaps the main reason why he’s devoted to him to the point where he refuses to want and desire anything for himself is that he thinks that without his brother he would be worthless. HIS MOTHER HAS ALWAYS TREATED HIM MORE AS A THING THAN A HUMAN BEING. 
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But now, he wants something - HE WANTS MOON YOUNG - and he feels guilty, so much in fact that he keeps repeating to Sang Tae that the person he loves more is him not Moon Young.
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Kang Tae knows he’s attracted to MY and has feelings for her and there are moments when he’s a step away from acting on them - kiss her, make love to her, dancing naked on the streets or set the world on fire - but something always stops him. THE FEAR THAT SHE SEES HIM AS A THING TO BE THROWN AWAY LIKE TRASH ONCE SHE TIRES OF HIM OR NO LONGER NEEDS HIM. Because that’s what always triggers him - her comparing people or him to something easily bought and then abandoned. It’s an understandable defense mechanism. The scene where he gives her the money, he is basically telling her: “I’m not a thing; I won’t let you abandon me; You said stuff can be bought so I just paid for your ‘love’ because I don’t want to owe you,..”
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The boy is so afraid of losing himself, of having expectations because the one person who was supposed to love him the most in the world barely sparred him a glance. All his hopes that his mother would one day truly love him died the day she did.
Moon Young does truly like him. When she says she wants him and that he is beautiful there are hidden meaning and depth behind those words, unfortunately, she lacks the ability to express them properly and get them through to Kang Tae because she is just so emotionally stunted and challeged by her upbringing that she can’t recognize what she feels for what it is because her parents never loved her. And so, the words she uses to describe what she feels for him make it seem as he were a thing and thus, Kang Tae misunderstands them.
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um.. i love this??? The tension is (deliciously) insane I'm living for it, I'm a whole sucker for angsty fics 😳 I really really hope you continue this!!! 💜
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It’s Okay Not To Be Okay fic
Tags: AU - Roommate/Housemate, Developing Relationship, Mutual Pining
Summary: The nerve of him asking such possessive questions only made her simmered with anger. She did not need this mixed signal from him. He made it clear that nothing could happen between them. For reasons she doubted even existed. He should have just said what he wanted.
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She never asked for any of this. The way people casted their judgement towards her so blatantly made her stomach feel funny. Or was it because of her excessive drinking tonight? She could not tell. Not with all of the music blaring so loudly. She had to crawl her way to a nook by the window overlooking the street below. Thankful for a chance to sit down a moment nursing her nausea. This party was getting too much for her. She started to regret it. Maybe she should have been just locking herself inside her room and putting her headphones, praying that she would not hear anything. Anything that came from her housemate and his lady company.
 
 
The apartment was dark by the time she went inside. She stumbled her way in, but a hand got hold of her waist before she could fall. She forgot about this stranger from the party who had flirted all night long with her. He seemed nice but she knew better. She did not want anything with him. Her mind had been reserved for a certain brooding man she had wished she could get over. So, for the time being, she played along and let him take her home. She stood straighter, trying to get out of his hold. She wished it had been someone else’s hand.
“Let her go.”
That was the voice that had haunted her sleepless nights. She was just about to turn to the direction of the voice when suddenly the lights were turned on. The abrupt change in brightness slightly dazed her, made her stumble backward once more into the hand she was trying to push away from. This time, she thanked him for saving her from literally falling before looking at the opposite direction. It was a shame that it turned out she had not been as silent as she would like to be in opening the door, she thought. She might have been interrupting something. She sensed a movement somewhere in the room and she chased it.
In the center of her apartment, stood the epitome of her problem. Her housemate with all the features she had wished he did not possess: dark expressive eyes, pointed chin, broad shoulders, and those abs she could only wish to touch. His long legs could easily cross the whole apartment in no time like right now. Standing closer, she could see him clearer. His dark hair looked tousled, his lounge pants hung low on his waist, and that worn black t-shirt she knew was his favorite looked a bit crumpled. His overall disheveled look was very distracting, and made her suddenly feel so hot and bothered. Behind him, there was an arrangement of pillows and a throw blanket on the sofa. His lady company was not anywhere she could see though. Did they fuck on their sofa before continuing to his room? Her nausea came back rushing. She felt like puking.
She did not want to look more ridiculous in front of him tonight. She turned to the stranger from the party. He had said nothing for this whole several moments but had not let go of her, instead he looked so tense. She followed his gaze direction only to be met with a pair of dark eyes looking back at her. To be precise, to her waist where the stranger’s hand was still at.
“Mind your own business, man,” she finally heard the stranger say. He could not be more wrong, she knew. But she decided she felt so tired. She only wanted to lay on her bed, alone. Hoping she could be lucky enough to get some sleep free from those haunting eyes.
Her roommate was now glaring at the stranger. Sensing trouble brewing, she was not going to just stand aside and be damsel in distress. Well, maybe in another time she would, but not right now. She could take care of herself, thank you very much. She had been doing it for as long as she could remember. She yanked the stranger’s hand away and gave her sweetest smile before pushing him out of the door.
“I’m sorry, I forgot my housemate was here today. Maybe next time, okay,” she said. The lies she told, she wanted badly to believe it herself. She had had her one-night stands in the past where she could have done it for the sake of doing it. Perhaps soon she could try again.
She didn’t wait for an answer before closing the door and locking the keys. She did not even know his name. But his build was good enough, resembling someone else’s she would rather put her hands on. She let out a small sigh, it was getting hard controlling her own vivid imagination when the actual object standing behind her. Feeling like she had to cool herself down before she had to walk to her room, she leaned on the door. Wondering why she had such bad luck. She could feel his eyes piercing behind her.
“Can you turn off the light? It was too bright for me,” she said. She would feel better in the dark. She did not have to see the mess they probably made in what she thought was their safe area. She would deal with it later. Much later if she could. “Please don’t mind me, I’m just gonna go to my room. So, you can continue to do… whatever you’re doing.”
“Can I?” his voice sounded lower than his usual. She cursed herself silently. She would dream about it later on; she was so sure of it.
“Of course,” she answered. Because really, what else could she say? She should just get this over with. Gathering herself, she turned herself to start walking towards her bedroom only to find he had been standing behind her. Just enough to stay out of her personal bubble, but still too close for her comfort right now. She knew she was smelling like smoke and booze.
It was a party at one of her colleagues’ house. Usually she hated coming over to such events but tonight she felt an impulsive need to go somewhere other than here, where she found him in the kitchen with a woman when she had come home earlier from her two-hour driving after her book event in the other town. His friend, if she recalled he had said. She had not asked about it. She had not said anything really other than “hello”. She had just gone into her room to put her bags for a split second before saying “goodbye” and stepped out again. It was not fair, he rarely brought anyone home, she knew. She should respect his privacy and that extends to the guest he brought home. Whoever it was.
“How much did you drink?” she heard him asking. Chivalrous as always. She scoffed.
“I’m not that drunk,” she answered. It was half-truth, she thought. Indeed, she was not feeling well but for a whole other reason. He had to know that, yet he would do nothing about it. There were times when she envied him being so simple with his needs. The amount of self-control he owned was off the chart. On the contrary, long had she let hers gone.
“Aren’t you? Then why do you need someone to take you home?”
The nerve of him asking such possessive questions only made her simmered with anger. She did not need this mixed signal from him. He made it clear that nothing could happen between them. For reasons she doubted even existed. He should have just said what he wanted.
 
This annoyingly handsome housemate of hers was her illustrator partner’s brother. She was a writer of children’s books and she had been working with his brother for a couple of years. She had been labeled difficult by her colleagues but she got off so well with him. They had established a mutual and supportive work arrangement. Although she had a principle of not having any personal relationship with people she worked together with, she got along well with him. They had shared their own personal stories and hardships, just enough to the point of being good friends.
Then a year ago, she overheard him talking on the phone to his little brother who was looking for a place to stay since his old place was going to be sold by its owner. So, it was probably just about the right timing because she had been thinking of having a housemate in her rather huge warehouse-converted apartment. Taking into consideration her healthy relationship with him, and how she thought his brother would not be a nuisance, she offered her place to him.
How wrong she was to know that she would be this helpless.
 
He might have been staring at her when they first met. The photo his brother had shown him did no justice to what he was seeing. His eyes could not look any other way, drinking her up from head to toe, before he reminded himself to take control. She was his brother’s work partner; his best friend. He should not risk his brother’s chance of having a stable life over his own desire.
His brother was on the spectrum. His condition was considered mild, often called a high functioning autism since he could do most activities like other people. He was lucky enough to have a place to live in an apartment at a complex that focused on adults with similar situations. He found a job he likes where he felt welcome and often talked about it. By often, it meant he talked about it a lot. So, he knew things about her before he met her. As if it could not get even more awkward, by the time they met, he had to find her as the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
He had been threading with his control around her, every single day.
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Whatever Gang Tae is feeling in this moment, it must be the heterosexual equivalent of gay panic.
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I said, I love you — isn’t that what you want? 
If I hear the words ’I love you’ come from your mouth one more time, I will just… 
                                                           Just what?
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Damn, Kim Soo Hyun looks so good.
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𝐇𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐥 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐋𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐀𝐔
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" 𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒕. "
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Ko Munyoung, South Korea's celebrated artist whose illustrations are throned in art galleries.
Moon Kangtae, Hotel Moon Light's devious & unwilling owner. For some reason they're drawn into each other's paths; destiny you can say.
an: i'm really excited also pbio is ending tonight and this is how we can cope together :(( tell me if you'd like to be notified when chapter#1 is posted
updates are posted every wednesday :-)
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god damn there are some waNKERS ON HERE
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I want illuminate Shawn back even though I wasn’t here for that in the first place
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ricaffeiine · 4 years
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unless it’s with you | prologue
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authors note: it’s here, it’s starting! this series has become my absolute love and i hope with this little prologue, you get just as excited to watch shawn and ava’s life as i was when writing it. i love this concept so incredibly much and i cannot wait for you guys to read it! also, massive thank you to @shawnsmoose​ for being the greatest person ever and helping me with every aspect of the fic and all of your support, i love you & thank you!
summary: arranging his marriage to ava saccaro, shawn is more than a little keen to get the ball rolling and prove to his father he has what it takes to become capo.
word count: 1,102
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Giovanni Saccaro sips on his scotch in his parlour. His grey, wispy hair is combed back, his balding head glinting under the orange hues of the wall lights. His son sits beside him, twenty and full of life and excitement. Bruno’s always teased Giovanni for the lack of hair on his head, promised that when he becomes Capo of the Californian Famiglia, he wouldn’t lose his looks and hair like his Father had. Opposite them, across the dark oak desk, Stefano Moretti leans back in his chair. He’s a few years younger than Saccaro and his hair isn’t balding just yet. Flown in from New York, he’s got a proposition to secure power and strength in his Famiglia. 
There’s a glimmer of excitement in Moretti’s eyes as he clasps his hands over his middle and relaxes further into his chair. He shouldn’t be this relaxed in such a situation. He should be on his toes, ready for anything. His step-son sits beside him, dark brown curls ungodly on his head and his face is void of emotion, but there’s a wicked hint of a smirk that tugs on the corners of his full, pink lips. 
Shawn Mendes-Moretti, twenty-years-old and soon to be Capo of the New York Famiglia. Clad in a black Armani suit, his thick legs are spread wide and a menacing glint flickers in his eyes as Giovanni begins to lean forward and speak. “It’s unexpected for me to receive a visit from the Moretti’s. I don’t remember the last time New York and California met without there being a bloodbath,” he sips his scotch. “Tell me why this shouldn’t end the same way.”
Stefano fights back the urge to scoff but Shawn doesn’t hide the way he rolls his eyes. Connor stands by the door, icy blue eyes drilling holes into Giovanni’s head and his hand rests on his gun holster beneath his suit vest. Giovanni’s guard, Gomez, does the same from beside him. He reaches a hand to his side, a silent order to remain calm, to not cause a scene and Gomez removed his hand from under the lapel of his suit blazer. 
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ricaffeiine · 4 years
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if u give me a cute nickname I’ll give u my heart
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