im a materialist. i love to have items

captainawkward of course is an annoying snapshot of an internet era, and conversations around what people have come to call emotional labor and etc etc etc however. " a girlfriend is not a pacifier" is such a useful sentence imo

“Do not draw me without reason. Do not wield me without valor.”

and if i said old woman yuri 🤨

"wouldn't buy again :) but it is good"

what are you trying to communicate!!!!

the dumbest, most despicable people in the world live in the reviews on cosmetics stores

doing apologetics for my dissertation in a way ppl in my field arent typically expected to, feel very sorry for myself, resentful of my circumstances

What do people put on sex playlists. I cannot imagine a song i like that i'd want to get fucked to i'd be imagining amvs and lose interest

the dumbest, most despicable people in the world live in the reviews on cosmetics stores

sat down on the train btwn 2 people who look crazy similar down to the haircut but maybe different gender (tall, big, dark blond shoulder length hair, dressed in grey and light earth tones), like they're siblings pretending not to be travelling together. feels almost weird to take the place btwn them

i dont think i have the caffeine thing anymore where it affects my sleep way too much, if i ever had it. what else is just a fake story i tell myself abt me

okay everyone reblog and tell me your favorite perfume. but if your favorite is glossier you… don’t bother

Works by Ozy Worldy 

youre an olympic level hater. i respect it.

they asked me to represent my country in the sport of hating i said no. i hate my country

have been perceived today, feels p bad

backpack check profiled at the metro, idek what-ed by the little faggot at the upscale cosmetics store, misgendered-then-corrected-apologetically at the pharmacy, and just now not carded buying beer

i think an uncomfortable truth is that there is an inherent arrogance one has to overcome after spending too much time alone, which is not so obvious when it's forced (i.e. through ostracism) because the assumption is that someone who has been ostracized is more likely to lack confidence and thinks poorly of themselves. but then there's this dance between victimhood and low self-esteem yet also subconsciously believing that your own view or daily decisions are "correct" or "better" because you've never had anyone tell you otherwise, because you've been alone. and in addition have gotten used to being extremely independent and considering others' input doesn't even occur to you. so when others DO provide feedback, it's almost jarring, like you don't have a behavioral pathway with which to respond or receive the feedback so you just respond with irritation because your system is confused

although I find both institutions detestable I think they should force the vatican to compete in the Olympics. let's see what those priests can do