EVERYTHING IS A LIE

 WHY I WROTE THIS, WHY THE TITLE “EVERYTHING IS A LIE”? IS IT BECAUSE WE DO NOTHING TO LIVE THE TRUTH, TO DISCOVER THE TRUTH, TO DISCOVER WHO WE ARE, DOING ANYTHING AT ALL? INSTEAD, WE WAKE UP EVERY DAY LIVING A LIE OR AN ILLUSION. IT’S BECAUSE OF THE GREAT TRUTH THAT IN THE BEGINNING IN OUR ORIGINALITY, WERE SOME OTHER CREATURES, DARK CREATURES WHO SEIZED US, SEIZED OUR BODIES, WHEN WE WERE STILL UNBORN, JUST EMBRYOS THAT WERE TO DEVELOP AND BE BORN WHAT IN REALITY WE WERE MEANT TO BE. BUT IT DIDN’T HAPPEN BECAUSE THE CREATURES ATTACKED OUR BODIES, CUT THEM AND TRANSFORMED US INTO SOMETHING THEY WANTED. BUT OUR, IN REALITY, REAL TRUTH STILL EXISTS, AND IF WE HAD TRIED TO DO SOMETHING FOR US AND WORKED ON OURSELVES TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO US, EVERYTHING WOULD BE DIFFERENT. WHAT WE DID ABOUT IT IS THAT WE ADAPTED TO IT, LIVING THE LIFE WE HAVE. WE ALSO DID NOT TURN TOWARDS OURSELVES, TO OUR BODY, TO WHAT HAPPENED TO IT, TO WHAT THE CREATURES DID SO PERFECTLY THAT WE EVEN COULD NOT REMEMBER TO SAVE

OURSELVES OF WHAT THEY HAD DONE TO US. HOWEVER, AS THE REALITY OF THIS TRUTH STILL EXISTS AND OUR BODY CAN REMEMBER WHAT IT HAS EXPERIENCED, AND HOW IT, THROUGH THE CENTURIES, HAS LIVED IN THE TRUTH IN VARIOUS WAYS, THE REAL TRUTH, AND THAT WE ARE NOT ALONE, THAT THOSE CREATURES WHO DID IT TO US IN THE BEGINNING STILL KEEP US UNDER CONTROL AND THAT THEIR GREATEST POWER IS  PHYSIS, AND TO DO SO, SOMETHING  PHYSICAL AROUND US, SOMETHING THEY USED TO SEIZE US, HAS TO BE HAPPENING ALL THE TIME TO PREVENT US FROM WORKING ON OURSELVES TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO US, TO GET RID OF THIS WORLD OF LIES BECAUSE THIS IS NOT OUR REAL WORLD, AND WHEN I SAY THE WORLD, I MEAN THE WAY WE LIVE BECAUSE THE PLANET IS THE PALNET AND IT IS JUST AS IT IS. THIS WAY, THIS WORLD, WE ARE CURRENTLY LIVING IN CAN BE CHANGED, AND IF WE CHANGE SOMETHING ON THE PLANET, A DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE AND A NEW WORLD WILL APPEAR AGAIN BY BUILDING THE WORLD WHAT IT SHOULD BE LIKE ON THIS PLANET. AFTER EVERYTHING I WROTE HERE, I HOPE IT SEEMS LOGICAL TO YOU WHY I PUT THIS TITLE. IT’S BECAUSE SO FAR, WE HAVE BEEN LIVING THIS WAY, OUTSIDE US, EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS OUTSIDE US, INSTEAD OF TURNING TOWARDS OURSELVES, OUR BODY, LISTENING TO IT, RESPECT IT AND DO SOMETHING TO GET IT RID OF WHAT THE CREATURES DID TO IT. WE HAVE LIVED THIS WAY FROM DAY TO DAY, EVERY DAY, GETTING UP, WORKING, BUILDING, AND RARELY ASKING OURSELVES “WHO AM I”, “WHAT AM I”, “WHAT IS MY PURPOSE”, “WHY AM I HERE”, “WHY DO I LIVE”. INSTEAD OF ASKING THESE QUESTIONS, WE HAVE RATHER LIVED IN FEAR IN RESPECT OF MONEY, OF “HOW I WILL LIVE”, “HOW  I WILL EAT”, “HOW I WILL DIE”, ACTUALLY IN FEAR OF HOW TO SURVIVE OR HAVE A JOB… AND IT IS RIGHT HERE WHERE THEY GOT US. WHY? BECAUSE THE REAL TRUTH IS THAT WE DID NOT CREATE OURSELVES ON OUR OWN, AND, AS WE EXIST, IT MEANS THAT SOMEBODY CREATED US. OUR REAL CREATOR MADE US WONDERFUL BEINGS AND BELIEVE ME BECAUSE HE CREATED US, HE INTENDED TO TAKE CARE OF US AS WELL, TO PROVIDE US WITH EVERYTHING WE NEED FOR A COMFORTABLE LIFE, NOT HAVING TO PAY FOR IT, BUT JUST TO HAVE ALL WE NEED. WITH SUCH PURPOSE OUR EXISTENCE COMMENCED, AND WE DID NOT MISS ANYTHING. NEVERTHELESS, IN THIS WORLD OF LIES, IT IS US WHO LIVE THIS LIE AND THE MORE WE DO IT, THE MORE WE DENY, WE DENY OUR REAL CREATOR AND WE GET LOST, WE SUFFER.  OUR REAL CREATOR TRIES IN EVERY WAY TO APPROACH US, TO HELP US GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO US, STILL, WE DO NOT CONSIDER HIM, ON THE CONTRARY, WE GROW EVEN MORE LIES, WE LIVE THE LIFE OF LIES. BUT NOW OUR  REAL CREATOR HAS BROKEN THROUGH AND SAID »WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT, YOU WILL BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, I HAVE MADE YOU FOR THIS PURPOSE AND SO IT WILL BE AND SO IT IS, YOU CANNOT BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE NOT, I DID NOT CREATE YOU FOR THAT PURPOSE, YOU SHALL BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, OR NOTHING«. IF WE  STILL DENY AND WANT TO BE WHAT WE ARE NOT, HE GIVES US A CHOICE »BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, OR I WILL STOP YOU«, BECAUSE IT IS TRUE THAT IF WE ARE NOT WHAT WE REALLY ARE, THEN HE WILL DECIDE THAT WE WILL NOT BE WHAT WE ARE NOT. AS YOU KNOW, IN THE BIBLE SAYS WE WILL HAVE A CHOICE TO MAKE THE RIGHT, AND NOW IT IS HAPPENING, THE TIME IS COMING, AND IT WILL DEPEND ONLY ON OURSELVES WHAT WE WILL DO, WHETHER WE WILL OPPOSE HIM, WHICH MEANS DENY AND DESTROY OURSELVES, OR BECOME WHAT WE REALLY ARE. AS YOU KNOW, WE CANNOT OPPOSE OUR CREATOR, BECAUSE IT IS HIM WHO CREATED US, NOT US WHO CREATED HIM.  OUR REAL CREATOR KNOWS THAT IN THE BEGINNING WE WERE ATTACKED, HE KNOWS WHAT THEY DID TO US, AND ALL THE CENTURIES HE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD TO COME TO US AND HELP US, BUT WE DID NOT CARE ABOUT HIM WE DID NOT TURN TOWARDS OURSELVES, TO OUR INNER SELF, WE DID NOT KNOW THAT WHAT WE NEED TO DO IS TO ACCEPT HIM, ACCEPT HIS HELP. WHY? BECAUSE HE CREATED US AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO KNEW WHAT WAS THE BEST FOR US. AND EVENTHOUGH WE CONCEIVE IN PHYSIS THAT WE NEED THIS OR THAT, IN REALITY, WE DO NOT NEED IT AT ALL, IN REALITY, WE ONLY NEED TO BE WHAT WE REALLY ARE, TO BE WITH HIM, OUR REAL CREATOR, TO GET IN TOUCH WITH HIM, THE TOUCH WE LOST WHEN THE DARK CREATURES CUT US APART, THEN WE WILL HAVE IT ALL. THEN WE WILL NOT BE DESPAIRED, IN FEAR, BECAUSE WE WILL BE IN TOUCH WITH OUR CREATOR, AND HE KNOWS WHAT WE NEED TO DO TO SAVE US FROM WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO US. THAT IS EXACTLY WHY WE NEED TO ACCEPT HIM, TO LISTEN TO HIM, TO DO WHAT HE WANTS BECAUSE IT IS ONLY HIM WHO KNOWS THE REAL TRUTH, WHAT OUR BODY IS, HOW IT WAS MADE, HOW IT WORKS AND ALSO, WHAT WE NEED TO DO TO GET RID OF WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO US. I KNOW THAT ALL OF YOU THINK »WHY? HE WILL NOT CORRECT US, HE DOESNT SAVE US FROM WHAT WAS DONE TO US, BECAUSE IT IS HIM WHO CREATED US, SO WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THAT? BECAUSE HE CREATED US AND HE CREATED OUR BODY TO BE STRONG AND ABLE TO OVERCOME WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO US, BUT ALTHOUGH HE HAS BEEN TRYING TO SAVE US ALL THE TIME, WE HAVE NOT LISTENED TO HIM, WE HAVE NOT ACCEPTED HIM, AND SOME OF US REPLACE HIM WITH GOD. AND, IF THIS BE THE ONLY THING HE CAN DO, IT MEANS THAT WE ARE JUST DOLLS WITH WHICH HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS TO. AS YOU CAN SEE, IT IS NOT THE CASE, AND EVERYONE WHOM HE CREATED, IS UNIQUE, NO ONE IS THE SAME, EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. AND EVERYONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HIMSELF. SO, IT IS TRUE THAT WE WERE ATTACKED AND THE DARK CREATURES DID SOMETHING WRONG TO US. THEY DID IT TO US, LIKE ME, AND IT WAS EXPERIENCED BY MY BODY. AND AS THEY DID IT TO ALL OF US, NO ONE CAN SAVE ME BUT MYSELF, AND IF I FAIL TO DO SO, I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING MY BODY DOES BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN IN A SORT OF DELUSION AFTER IT WAS ATTACKED. HE SEEKING FROM LIFE TO LIFE, SUFFERS, WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IS RIGHT WHAT IS WRONG. BUT THE REAL TRUTH IS THAT I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY BODY, SO ONLY I CAN SAVE IT. THAT IS WHY I HAVE HAD TO WORK A LOT ON MYSELF, TO SAVE MYSELF OF WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO ME. I MUST SAY THAT IN THE BEGINNING, IT WAS HORRIFYING WHAT THEY DID TO US. I WILL TELL YOU MY EXPERIENCE OF WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS CONCEIVED. THERE APPEARED A PLANET WITH LIGHT BROWN EARTH. INSIDE, THERE WAS MY BODY, COVERED WITH EARTH. THEN, SOME DARK CREATURES, WHO ALREADY HAD ALL THE TECHNOLOGY, CUTTERS, MACHINES, APPLIANCES, LIFTED THE DEVICE WHICH WAS INSTALLED ON A LAYER OF THE EARTH, UNDER WHICH I WAS CONCEIVED, AND TOOK ME OUT OF THE EARTH. I SAW MYSELF AS A ROUND BRIGHT BODY DEFENDING ITSELF. INSIDE THE BRIGHT BODY, THEY PUT SOMETHING DARK, SO THAT THE BODY, ACTUALLY MYSELF, WAS GETTING DARK. I WAS TRYING TO DEFEND MYSELF FOR A WHILE. I WAS STILL IN THE PRENATAL SHAPE, WITHOUT HANDS WITHOUT FEET, JUST A ROUND BODY, WHICH THEY TREATED AS THEY WANTED. HOWEVER, THE CREATURES HAD THE LEGS, ARMS AND BODY, AND TECHNOLOGY AS WELL. AND, AFTER I WAS MADE HELPLESS, ANOTHER PIECE OF MY BODY, FROM WHICH THEY TORE ME OFF BY FORCE, WAS APPROACHING FROM THE PLACE IN THE EARTH WHERE I WAS CONCEIVED. THIS PIECE OF MY BODY WAS NOT ATTACKED, AND IT SEEMED AS IF IT COULD FEEL ME, CRAWL UP ON ME, ATTRACTED BY SOME MAGNETIC FORCE. BY THAT TIME I WAS ALREADY COMPLETELY DARK, BUT THE MOMENT IT COUPLED WITH ME AGAIN, SO WE WERE NO LONGER TORN AWAY, OUR COLOUR TURNED LIGHT, AND ALL THE DARKNESS AND ALL THE SUBSTANCE THEY PUT INTO MY BODY DISAPPEARED, AND WE WERE AGAIN WHAT WE, IN REALITY, WERE MEANT TO BE, A BRIGHT BODY WITH NO DARKNESS AT ALL. SO, IF THAT PART OF MY BODY HAD NOT COME TO ME AGAIN, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE END OF MY LIFE. BUT, THE DARK CREATURES NOTICED ALL OF THAT, AND OF COURSE STUDIED ME AND THEN PUT ME INTO SPACE WHERE THEY CUT ME IN HALF AGAIN, IN FACT, THEY HALVED MY BODY SO THAT ONE HALF WAS PUT ON ONE SIDE, A SORT OF GLASS SEAL IN THE MIDDLE, AND THE OTHER PART ON THE OTHER SIDE. AND OF COURSE, THEY DID IT SO JUST TO KEEP IT NO LONGER TOGETHER, SO THAT IT WOULD NO LONGER DESTROY THEIR CREATION, REMOVE THE SUBSTANCES THEY PUT INTO THE BODY, AS THE CREATURES SAW THAT WHEN THE PARTS WERE TOGETHER, THEY COULD NOT DO ANY HARM. FOR THIS REASON, THEY HELD ME FOR A WHILE IN THAT SPACE, ACTUALLY ME AND THE OTHER HALF OF MY BODY, THE TWO HALVES AGAIN, BUT OUR BODIES WERE SO STRONG, THAT THEY WERE JUMPING TOGETHER ON THE GLASS SURFACE, WHICH WAS DIVIDING THEM,  ALL THE TIME. LOOKING FOR A WAY TO COME TOGETHER TO BE ONE AGAIN, WE WERE LIKE A MAGNET THAT WANTED TO BECOME ONE IN ANY WAY.  THE ONLY THING WE WERE NOT ABLE TO OVERCOME WAS THE GLASS SURFACE BECAUSE WE DID NOT HAVE  LEGS AND ARMS TO DEFEND OURSELVES. BECAUSE WE WERE NOT BORN, DEVELOPED YET. THEY DID VARIOUS EXPERIMENTS ON US BECAUSE WE WERE HALVED AND THEY COULD EASILY ENTER AND EXIT FROM OUR BODIES. THEY EXPERIENCED SOME PLEASURES WITH US, MAINLY DISGUSTING. THEY HAD BEEN STUDYING US FOR SO MUCH TIME UNTIL THEY HAD SUCCESSFULLY SEPARATED US FOREVER. THEY ATTACHED SOMETHING DARK TO MY BODY, SO I WAS HALF DARK AND HALF LIGHT, AND THEN MY BODY FINALLY SUCCUMBED. THEN THEY ATTACHED THE DARK THING TO ANOTHER PART OF MY BODY, WHICH WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND THE MOMENT THE DARK THING WAS ATTACHED TO IT,  RECOGNIZED AND STARTED DEFENDING ITSELF SO FEARLESSLY THAT EVERYTHING THEY ATTACHED TO IT, TORE DOWN. IT WAS SO STRONG THAT IN A MOMENT IT DESTROYED WHAT THEY APPLIED TO IT, BUT AS IT HAD NO LEGS AND ARMS,  BEING JUST A ROUND BODY, UNABLE TO MOVE, AND BECAUSE IT SHOWED SUCH ENORMOUS POWER, THEY HURT IT EVEN MORE. THEY APPLIED THE DARK SUBSTANCE TWICE, AND IN THE END, THE SECOND PART OF MY BODY SUCCUMBET AS WELL AND IT BECAME NEARLY ALL DARK WITH JUST A LITTLE BRIGHTNESS. FROM THAT TIME WE NO LONGER HAD ANY NEED FOR EACH OTHER, WE NO LONGER JUMPED TO EACH OTHER TO COME TOGETHER AS ONE, AS WE WERE IN THE BEGINNING, WHEN WE WERE CONCEIVED. THAT WAS THE END BETWEEN US. THEY DISABLED US. NOW, DOESN'T IT LOOK TERRIBLE TO YOU THAT THEY CUT ONE BODY IN TWO HALVES AND HELD IT ALL THE TIME SEPARATED SO THAT THE PARTS COULD NOT COME TOGETHER ANYMORE? CAN YOU IMAGINE YOUR BODY BEING CUT IN TWO PARTS SEPARATED WITH SOME SUBSTANCE SO THAT THEY CANNOT COME TOGETHER ANYMORE? DO YOU KNOW WHAT PAIN IT IS, ALL THE TIME CUT OFF FROM YOURSELF, WHAT MISCONCEPTIONS, SEARCHING FOR YOURSELF... AND NOW IMAGINE THAT I, AS ONE PART OF MY ORIGINAL BODY, LIVE IN A FEMALE BODY AND THE OTHER PART OF MY BODY, WHICH WAS CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, LIVES IN A MALE BODY. AND EACH OF THE PARTS IS LOOKING FOR OTHER PARTNERS, HAS INTIMATE RELATIONS WITH OTHER BODIES, AND CONSEQUENTLY, CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT WE ARE DOING TO OURSELVES WHEN HAVING AN INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHER BODIES? WE ARE EVEN MORE DESTROYING, OPPOSING, SELF-DESTROYING, TERRORIZING OURSELVES. HORRIBLE! JUST IMAGINE THAT YOU WERE ONE BODY WHICH WAS CUT IN HALF AND THEN YOU COPULATE WITH OTHER BODIES THAT DO NOT GO TOGETHER AT ALL, SO WHAT I WANT TO SAY IT THAT ONLY THE SECOND PART OF MY BODY IS A REAL MY PART OF ME, AND ONLY WHEN I COUPLE WITH IT I CAN STOP SUFFERING, I CAN BE HAPPY, I CAN BE IN REALITY, BECAUSE WE ARE THE ONE. BUT  THE DARK CREATURES, WHO WERE AT MUCH HIGHER LEVEL OF DEVELOPMENT AND WHO HAD ARMS AND LEGS, KEEP US SEPARATED ALL THE TIME. I HAVE ASKED MYSELF SO MANY TIMES WHAT THEY ATTACHED TO MY BODY TO MAKE IT SUCCUMB AND NO LONGER BE ATTRACTED BY ITS OTHER PART, TO BECOME ONE AGAIN. I HAVE WORKED SO MUCH ON THIS QUESTION THAT I FINALLY MANAGED TO CONNECT WITH MY REAL SECOND PART, MY ORIGINAL BODY, WHICH WAS CONCEIVED IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, TO GET A SENSE OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO IT AND WHAT IS HAPPENING BETWEEN US. WHAT I FOUND IS THAT THE TWO PARTS WERE DESTROYING EACH OTHER, I COULD CALL IT SELF-DESTRUCTION. NOW TELL ME, IS IT HORRIBLE OR NOT? IT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU, WHAT A LIE WE LIVE! SIMPLY, TORN APART, DOING ONLY WHAT THEY WANT US TO DO, INSTEAD OF FIGHTING THEM, SAVING OURSELVES, DEFENDING FROM WHAT THEY DID TO US. WE LIVE OUR DAILY LIVES BEING CONSTANTLY FOCUSED ON MAKING A LIVING, POSSESSIONS, MATERIAL THINGS. HERE, WE GIVE THEM THE RIGHT AND WE DO IT CONSCIOUSLY - THEY JUST LAUGH AT US, WHAT WE ARE MAKING OF OURSELVES. EVEN MORE, WE ARE EAGER TO FULFIL ALL THAT THEY WANT US TO DO, WE BELIEVE IN THEIR WORLD SO MUCH THAT WE ARE CREATING IT OURSELVES, ALL THE TIME, BY OURSELVES, WILLINGLY, GIVING THEM THE POWER TO RULE US AS THEY WISH. IF WE LOOK AT THE FACT HOW MANY BOOKS ABOUT THE POWER OF THOUGHT THERE ARE IN THE WORLD, HOW WE CAN MATERIALIZE WHAT WE WANT, HOW EVERY WORD WE PRONOUNCE HAS THE POWER, WE CAN AGREE THAT WE CREATE OUR WORLD, HOWEVER, ALL THIS KNOWLEDGE, ALL THESE ABILITIES CONCERNING POWER OF THOUGHT ARE DIRECTED TOWARDS HOW MUCH MONEY WE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE, HOW MANY CARS, HOW MANY HOUSES, HOW MUCH WE WOULD LIKE TO TRAVEL, AND IT'S ONLY MONEY, MONEY, MONEY AND FORTUNE... AND JUST A FEW OF US USE THIS POWER TO HEAL THEMSELVES OR ARE FOCUSED ON USING THIS POWER TO LIVE THE REAL TRUTH. AND SAVE THEMSELVES FROM WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO THEM IN THE BEGINNING. TO FIND OUT WHO THEY ARE, WHAT THEY ARE, WHAT THEIR PURPOSE IS, THEY SHOULD DIRECT THE POWER OF THOUGHT TO LIVE AND REALIZE THE REAL TRUTH. AND THEN, WHILE BEING MORE AND MORE MATERIALIZED, THE REAL TRUTH WOULD REVEAL ITSELF. I MUST ADMIT THAT THERE WOULD CERTAINLY BE SIGNIFICANT CHANGE, BUT YOU WOULD GET RID OF THIS LIE AND ILLUSION THAT YOU HAVE BEEN LIVING EVERSINCE. I MADE THIS WHEN I DISCOVERED THE POWER OF THOUGHT, WORDS AND MATERIALIZATION. IN THE BEGINNING, TO BE HONEST, I TRIED TO MAKE MONEY OF IT AND IT WORKED. AT THAT TIME I WORKED FOR A COMPANY WHICH WAS SELLING VERY EXPENSIVE VACUUM CLEANERS. ALL THE VAY TO MY WORK I USED TO TELL MYSELF LOUDLY THAT I CAN SELL EVERYTHING EASILY AND I WAS THE BEST SALESPERSON. IN THE END, I WAS ABLE TO ACHIEVE IT FAST AND EASILY.  I READ LOTS OF BOOKS ABOUT IT, BUT FROM EACH ONE I GOT PURELY MY IDEAS. EVERYTHING WAS LEADING TOWARDS CONCLUSION THAT WE BUILD OUR ENVIRONMENT IN WHICH WE LIVE EMPLOYING OUR THOUGHTS AND WORDS, AND, AS I WAS NOT SATISFIED TO ONLY HAVE MONEY TO BUY WHATEVER I WANTED, I DECIDED TO SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON MY DEVELOPMENT, AND I DID NOT CARE AT ALL ABOUT WHAT KIND OF TROUSERS I WEAR, WHAT BRAND THEY ARE... TO ME,  THE MEANING OF TROUSERS WAS ONLY TROUSERS, SOMETHING TO PUT ON. WHAT WAS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME WAS THE FEELING I HAD IN MY BODY ABOUT WHAT I WANT. DEEP INSIDE ME, SOMETHING WAS PUSHING ME TOWARDS TOTALLY DIFFERENT DIRECTION, SO I TOLD MYSELF THAT I PREFER LIVING THE REAL TRUTH, THAN HAVING ALL THOSE THINGS I WAS SURROUNDED WITH, ACTUALLY A LIE, AN ILLUSION! NOW I KNOW! AND AS I DIRECTED THE POWER OF THOUGHTS AND WORDS TOWARDS IT, THE TRUTH WAS REVEALING TO ME FROM DAY TO DAY AND FINALLY, I FOUND SOMETHING HORRIBLE: THAT TRUTH RELEASES YOU FROM FICTION, AND UNTRUTH KEEPS YOU IN THE LIE OF ILLUSION AND YOU ARE COMPLETELY GONE. THEN, WHEN YOU WAKE UP FROM THE ILLUSION, THE LIE HURTS, NOT TRUTH, BUT LIE IS THE ONE THAT HURTS, THE FICTION YOU HAD LIVED. SO, YOU CAN SEE WHAT GREAT POWER WE POSESS, WHICH, HOWEVER, WE MUST USE ONLY FOR OURSELVES, FOR OUR BODY, FOR OUR REAL TRUTH, TO SAVE OURSELVES FROM WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING. BECAUSE WHAT I WROTE WHAT THEY DID WITH ME IN ORIGINALITY, IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT DID IT JUST TO ME BUT ALSO TO YOU, US THE SAME VARIETY AS I AM. AND AS I HAVE EXPLAINED TO YOU THAT WHEN OUR BODIES ARE WHOLE, ONE AS WE WERE IN ORIGINALITY BEFORE THEY ATTACKED US CANNOT DO ANYTHING TO US. AS LONG AS THEY KEEP US LIKE THIS, CUT IN HALF, SEPARATE OUR REAL BODIES... I AM SAYING THIS TO EACH INDIVIDUAL, HOWEVER, THEY CAN INFLUENCE US AND MANIPULATE IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. IT IS FOR THEM SOMEHOW A DOOR, A PASSAGE TO DO WITH US WHATEVER SUITS THEM. AND WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING, THEY ARE STILL USING AND WILL USE UNTIL WE RESOLVE IT OURSELVES. IN HINDSIGHT I CAN SAY THAT IT IS POSSIBLE BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE YOURSELF THAT FOR CENTURIES WE HAVE BEEN GROWING AND DEVELOPING AND THAT FOR SURE WE HAVE ALREADY RESOLVED TO SOME EXTENT WHAT THEY DID TO US LONG AGO. WE HAVE REINCARNATED FROM LIFE TO LIFE, EITHER IN A FEMALE BODY, OR A MALE BODY, DEVELOPED OURSELVES, AND FINALLY COME TO THE POINT, THE TRUTH THAT IS BEING REVEALED TO US, BECAUSE WE ARE ETERNAL AND THE FACT THAT WE DIE MEANS THAT OUR PHYSICAL BODY, IN WHICH WE ARE AND WE WERE, DIES. THE VERY FACT THAT OUR REAL TRUE BODY, THAT WAS CONCEIVED IN THE BEGINNING, STILL EXISTS AND REINCARNATES INTO ANOTHER BODY, AND IT WILL DO THAT FROM LIFE TO LIFE UNTIL IT RESOLVES THE HARM THAT WAS DONE TO IT, BECAUSE, AS I WAS SAYING, OUR BODY STILL KNOWS WHEN IT IS IN A TROUBLE AND IT HAS A NEED TO RESOLVE IT, TO SAVE ITSELF, MEANS THAT WE HAVE TO LISTEN TO IT, RESPECT IT, BECAUSE OUR SUBCONSCIOUS BODY FEELS ALL THIS AND THE PROBLEM IS THAT IT HAS TO DO IT ALSO CONSCIOUSLY, TO CONSCIOUSLY RESOLVE WHAT THEY DID TO IT IN THE BEGINNING. WHAT PREVENTS OUR BODY FROM DOING IT IS EXACTLY THE THING THE DARK CREATURES INSERTED INTO IT, MADE IT, ATTACHED TO IT... AND OUR BODY KEEPS TRYING SUBCONSCIOULY TO GET RID OF IT, BUT IT NEEDS TO RESOLVE IT IN PHYSIS. AND UNTIL WE COMPLETELY GET RID OF IT, THEY WILL ALWAYS FIND A WEAK POINT WITHIN US, WHERE THE BODY SUCCUMBS. WE ARE IN NO WAY GUILTY FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO US, IT IS TRUE, BUT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE ONLY FOR OUR BODY, BUT NOT ONLY FOR ONE PART OF IT, BUT ALSO FOR THE OTHER PART THAT WAS CONCEIVED AS ONE, AND ONLY BECAUSE OF THE DARK CREATURES, WE WERE HALVED. THUS, BECAUSE I AM MY TRUE BODY, WHICH WAS CONCEIVED IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE WITH ME, I AM THE ONE WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR BOTH PARTS OF MY BODY. AND SO IS HE. IT IS NOT ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF JUST ONE PART OF THE BODY, BUT ALSO WITH ITS COUNTERPART WHICH IS MY RESPONSIBILITY AND I AM HIS RESPONSIBILITY. TO PUT IT BRIEFLY, WE MUST DO OUR BEST EFFORTS TO WORK ON THE REUNION OF THE TWO HALVES, TO BECOME ONE AGAIN AS WE WERE IN THE BEGINNING. IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO BEAT THE DARK CREATURES AND BECOME WHAT WE TRULY ARE. SO, IT IS TRUE THAT EACH BODY HAS ITS COUNTERPART, ITS SOUL MATE. BUT WHAT HAPPENS IS THAT BODIES MAKE RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHER BODIES THEY HAD NOT BEEN CONCEIVED WITH, HOPING FOR A WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP, BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE WE WILL NEVER BE HAPPY UNTIL WE REUNITE WITH OUR REAL COUNTERPARTS. OTHERWISE, WHAT WE ARE DOING IS DESTROYING OURSELVES, MAKING THE CHAOS, LIES, GIVING THE DARK CREATURES A REASON TO LAUGH AT US. AND OF COURSE, THEY STILL KEEP US LIVING THE LIE USING WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING. BUT, SINCE WE WERE ONE AND THEN DIVIDED, CUT IN HALF, THE TWO PARTS HAVE ALL THE TIME HAD FEELING TOWARDS EACH OTHER, EVEN IF HE OR SHE HAS BEEN AT THE OTHER END OF THE COUNTRY OR THE PLANET, AFFECTING EACH OTHER. WE CONSTANTLY FEEL WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH OUR OTHER PART OF THE BODY WHICH WAS CUT OFF. IT IS A FEELING AS IF YOU WERE IN THE SECOND DIMENSION, AS IF ANOTHER PART OF YOU IS SOMEWHERE ELSE.  EVENTUALLY, WHEN I FOCUSED ON LIVING THE REAL TRUTH, EVERYTHING AROUND ME STARTED CHANGING TO THE BETTER AND I COULD MUCH BETTER REALIZE THE TRUTH ABOUT MYSELF AND FINALLY, ABOUT MY OTHER PART OF THE BODY THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED AS ONE IN THE BEGINNING. FINALLY, I WAS WORKING ON MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I GOT IN TOUCH WITH THE TRUE OTHER PART THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED AS ONE WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING. HOWEVER, NOT PHYSICALLY, BUT SPIRITUALLY. IT WAS THROUGH MEDITATION THAT I WAS WORKING ON MYSELF, COMING INCREASINGLY CLOSER TO THE TRUTH OF MY REAL SELF. IN THE END, WITH THE HELP OF MEDITATION AND THE REAL GOD, I MANAGED TO GET IN TOUCH WITH OUR REAL CREATOR, WHICH IS LOGICAL REGARDING THE FACT THAT HE MADE US, AND EVERYTHING HE SAID AND ENCOURAGED WHAT I HAVE TO DO, WAS THAT WE MUST BE ONE AGAIN, THAT WE MUST ACHIEVE THAT WE ARE ONE AGAIN LIKE WE WERE IN THE BEGINNING AND THAT IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO SAVE OURSELVES. AND DEFINITELY, I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IT ALL THE TIME, DIRECTING ALL THE POWER OF THOUGHT TO ACHIEVE TO BE ONE AGAIN. THE TRUE CREATOR HAD ALWAYS HELPED ME, AND THE ONLY THING I HAD TO DO WAS THAT I ACCEPTED HIS HELP BECAUSE HE ALWAYS HELPS, HE IS ALWAYS WITH US, BUT WE MUST ACCEPT HIM, ACCEPT HIS HELP BECAUSE HE TOLD ME,  LIKE IT OR NOT, YOU WILL BE WHAT YOU ARE. I CREATED YOU LIKE THAT, AND YOU WILL BE LIKE THAT. AND HE ALSO TOLD ME IT IS EASY TO DO, THERE IS AN EASIER WAY TO DO IT, AND THAT WAY WAS HIM, I JUST NEED TO ACCEPT HIM AND ACCEPT HIS HELP, AND HE ALSO TOLD ME THAT WITH EACH THING OR EVENT THAT HAPPENS I MUST NEITHER ACT ON IT NOR GO FOR IT. JUST FOCUS YOURSELF ON THE TRUTH, THE REAL TRUTH AND THUS YOU WILL DISABLE THE POWER OF WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND YOU. IT ISN'T AN ISSUE THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE WHAT I AM, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF. BUT THERE WAS AN ISSUE AND IT WAS EXACTLY THE DARK PART IN MYSELF, WHICH THE DARK CREATURES ATTACHED TO ME, THE DARKNESS THAT WANTED TO CONTROL ME, THAT HAD DISABLED ME. AND I HAD BEEN TRYING TO OVERCOME THIS ALL THE TIME, BUT THE MORE I DID IT THE MORE DIFFICULT IT WAS. STILL, I KEPT PROVING  MY CREATOR FROM DAY TO DAY THAT I WANTED TO BE WHAT I IN REALITY WAS, AND I PROVED IT BY WORKING ON MYSELF SO HARD THAT HE SAID THAT I PROVED IT TO HIM AND DID ALL THAT WAS NECESSARY TO BECOME AGAIN WHAT I REALLY WAS AND THAT NOW IT DEPENDS ONLY ON MY SECOND HALF, WHICH I WAS CONCEIVED WITH AS ONE IN THE BEGINNING, WHAT IT WOULD DO, AS IT WAS EVEN MORE DAMAGED THAN MYSELF, AND IT WAS HORRIBLE WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO IT. THEN I STARTED WORKING AT DISTANCE, AND THROUGH MEDITATION I CONNECTED WITH HIM, ASKING HIM FOR SOLUTIONS, FACING THE TRUTH. WHAT I DISCOVERED AT THE END WAS THAT WHEN THE DARK CREATURES HAD CUT US IN HALF, FOR WHICH REASON WE WERE INTIMATE WITH OTHER BODIES THAT WERE NOT OUR COUNTERPARTS, WE WERE BLAMED FOR THINGS, SUCH AS »YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING«, »YOU WERE INTIMATE WITH THIS OR THAT PERSON«, »HOW COULD YOU DO IT«, BECAUSE THE PICTURES OF WHAT WE EXPERIENCE ARE TRANSMITTED TO THE OTHER BODY YOU WERE CONCEIVED WITH IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, AND IT SUBCONSCIOUSLY CAUSES STRESS TO OUR BODY AND THE OTHER BODY YOU WERE  CONCEIVED WITH. THIS IS BECAUSE THE BODIES THAT WERE CONCEIVED IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE AND WHICH THE DARK CREATURES CUT IN HALF, KNOW SOMEHOW WHAT THEIR OTHER PARTS EXPERIENCE, NOT JUST THROUGH THOUGHTS BUT ALSO THROUGH PICTURES. AND THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT THE DARK CREATURES ABUSE, BUT IF THEY FIND ONE PART OF THE BODY TO BE POWERFUL, OR AWAKENING, THEY IMMEDIATELY INVENT SOMETHING NEW, FOR EXAMPLE, SOMETHING THAT YOU DID, TO CAUSE STRESS TO THE OTHER PART AND SO THE TWO PARTS START HATING AND DESTROYING EACH OTHER. IT WAS THE SAME WITH ME, ALL THE TIME BLAMING ME »WHY WERE YOU WITH HIM«, »HOW COULD YOU DO THAT«, »HOW COULD YOU BE LIKE THAT«, AND  SO I FINALLY FIGURED OUT THAT MY REAL BODY, THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, HATED ME AND DID EVERYTHING TO DESTROY ME. IT HURT SO MUCH. THEY MADE IT LIKE THAT  FOR ONLY ONE PURPOSE, TO KEEP US APART AND NEVER BE TOGETHER. AN INTERESTING THING WAS THAT SINCE I FOUND OUT ABOUT MY REAL BODY, THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, I HAVE NOT WANTED ANY PARTNER ANYMORE. EVEN BEFORE THAT MOMENT I HAD BEEN STRESSED BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAD BEEN DOING, BUT IN THAT VERY MOMENT I FELT WHAT I WAS DOING, WHEN I HAD OTHER PARTNERS, I KNEW THAT I WAS DESTROYING MYSELF AND MY REAL BODY THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE. ALL IN ALL, THEY PREPARED US FOR SELF-DESTRUCTION. WE WERE NOT GUILTY OF WHAT THEY DID TO US, BUT STILL, WE WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR BODY. THEREFORE, BOTH PARTS SHOULD WORK ON THEMSELVES, SINCE ONLY ONE HALF IS NOT ENOUGH AND BOTH OF THEM HAVE TO BE IN THE REAL TRUTH, TO BE ABLE TO DESTROY ALL THE LIES, BARRIERS, PICTURES, THEY ARE STOPING US WITH TO PREVENT US FROM  COMING TOGETHER, WHICH I CALL THE DEVELOPMENTAL METHOD. WE ARE SO MUCH INTO IT THAT WE TAKE OFFENSE EASILY, WE ARE DECEIVED AND THAN WE HATE, WE ARE CLOSED – THAT IS WHAT THE DARK CREATURES WANT US TO FALL INTO AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AS THEY EXACTLY KNOW OUR WEAK POINTS.  IT IS LOGICAL THAT MY REAL BODY, THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, HAD OTHER PARTNERS WHO WERE NOT MYSELF, HOWEVER, AS I BECAME CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT AND DISCOVERED THE  HARSH TRUTH, I IMMEDIATELY ACCEPTED IT AND UNDERSTOOD WHY IT WAS WITH OTHER BODIES BECAUSE I EXPERIENCED ALL THESE FEELINGS MYSELF, THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE OTHER PARTNER, BUT I KNOW THAT AT THAT TIME WHEN I HAD A PARTNER AND I DID NOT KNOW WHAT I KNOW NOW, I WAS NOT ABLE TO STOP DOING THAT. THAT IS WHY I IMMEDIATELY UNDERSTOOD AND I STILL UNDERSTAND THAT  IF THIS DARK BEINGS WOULDN'T DO THAT IN THE ORIGINALITY. MY REAL BODY, WOULD HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, WOULD NEVER DO  THAT TO ME AND I WOULD NOT DO THAT TO IT. I KNOW THIS EXACTLY BECAUSE SINCE THE MOMENT I LEARNED ABOUT THE BODY, THERE HAD BEEN ONLY HE FOR ME AND I COULD NOT BE WITH OTHER BODIES EVEN  IF IT WAS NOT PHYSICALLY WITH ME. TO ME, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AS IF I HAD BETRAYED, DENIED AND DESTROYED MYSELF. ALSO, SINCE THEN, WHEN I HAD LEARNED ABOUT  THE REAL OTHER PART OF MY BODY, THAT HAD BEEN CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, AND GIVEN UP THE PARTNERSHIP, AND HAD STAYED COMPLETELY ALONE IN PHYSIS, BUT NOT FEELING LONELY AT ALL,  TO THE CONTRARY, I HAD BEEN FEELING GREAT, AND I AM STILL FEELING GREAT ABOUT IT, FREER; HOWEVER, WHENEVER I WAS IN A PARTNERSHIP, I WAS FEELING LONELY MOST OF THE TIME. ALL THESE FEELINGS MEAN SOMETHING. SO THAT I, WHO BECAME AWARE OF IT IN PHYSIS, WAS ABLE TO GO AHEAD OF THIS DEVELOPMENTAL METHOD THAT DARK BEINGS PERFORM OVER US. SO THAT THEY ALWAYS HOOK US UP ON THE DEVELOPMENTAL METHOD »SEE WHAT YOU WERE DOING«, »SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE«, BUT OUR REAL CREATOR TOLD ME » THERE IS NO BAD OR GOOD THING THAT YOU HAVE DONE, AND ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE WAS ONLY THE PATH TO GET RELEASED FROM DARK THINGS THEY DID TO YOU, AND AS YOU CAN SEE, YOU ARE ACHIEVING IT, AND IT IS TRUE THAT THEY USE ALL THIS FOR THEIR SAKE, BECAUSE THEY KNOW OUR TRUTH AND HOW IT WORKS«. AND REALLY, WE ACCEPTED ALL THIS, THE SHAME FOR »SEE WHAT YOU DID«, »SEE WHAT THE HE DID«, AND SUCH FEELINGS IN OUR PHYSICAL LIFE STOP US, AND WE WANT TO HIDE FROM WHAT WE DID IN OUR LIFE BECAUSE WE FEEL ASHAMED, AND WE CARE ABOUT WHAT WE ARE LIKE, WHAT WE LOOK LIKE, WE IMMEDIATELY REACT WHEN SOMEBODY HUMILIATES US, INSULTS US, FOLLOWED BY THE FEELING OF OUR WORTHLESSNESS. ALL THESE ARE OUR WEAK POINTS WHERE WE SUCCUMB TO THIS FEELING, WHICH MEANS THAT THEY TRAINED US VERY WELL IN TERMS OF HOW THEY WANT US TO LIVE. I MUST SAY THAT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY DID TO YOU IN THE BEGINNING, I KNOW IT ONLY FOR MYSELF, WHAT I ALREADY TOLD YOU. I AM GOING TO TELL YOU ABOUT ANOTHER CASE I SAW WITH ANOTHER PERSON. IN THIS CASE, THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY HAD ALREADY GROWN SO MUCH THAT IT COULD ALREADY PROTRUDE AND LOOK ABOVE THE EARTH AND IT WAS ALREADY MUCH MORE DEVELOPED THAN ME. THEN, SOME DARK BEING TRIED TO BREAKTHROUGH THIS ROUND BRIGHT BODY, BUT THE BODY WAS DEVELOPED SO MUCH THAT THEY COULD NOT CUT INTO IT. HOWEVER, AS IT WAS STILL NOT BORN, THEY LOOKED FOR ALL WAYS TO PENETRATE IT. THEN THEY OILED ALL OVER  THEMSELVES  THE EARTH'S STRUCTURE  WHICH THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY LIVED, AND THEN THIS WAY IT WAS EASY FOR THEM TO COME INSIDE AND OUTSIDE THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY. THEN, A DARK CREATURE TORN A PART OF THE DARK TISSUE FROM ITS LEG WITH ITS HANDS AND OILED IT WITH EARTH IN WHICH THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY LIVED. THEN IT INSERTED THE THING INTO THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY, BUT AT THE MOMENT THE DARK CREATURE PUT IT INTO THE ROUND BODY OF THE LIGHT. THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY DID NOT RESPOND, THEN THE DARK CREATURES TOOK THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY INTO ITS HANDS AND SHOOK IT AND THEY BOTH BLASTED INTO PIECES. NOW, ALL THE PARTS OF THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY THAT WERE IN PIECES STARTED GATHERING AGAIN BY THEMSELVES, AS A MAGNET, FEELING EXACTLY WHERE WHICH PIECE OF IT WAS. HOWEVER, WHAT THE DARK CREATURES REALIZED WAS THAT THEY WERE ENDANGERED, THEY LOST THEIR LEADER. BUT THE BRIGHT BODY COULD NOT MOVE BECAUSE IT HAD NOT BEEN COMPLETELY BORN YET, AND FOR THAT REASON THEY DECIDED TO KEEP IT AND MAINTAIN IT CUT TO PIECES TOGETHER WITH THEIR PIECES. THEY COLOURED SOME OF THE PIECES IN DARK AND ATTACHED THEM TO OTHER BODIES. SO I HAVE TO SAY THAT IT IS AWFUL WHAT THEY WERE DOING TO US. AND ALSO HORRIBLE TO THE BODY, THAT WAS THE ROUND BRIGHT BODY, SO YOU CAN SEE HOW MUCH WORK ON YOURSELF HAS TO BE DONE TO GET RID OF IT WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING. IN A WAY, IF WE GO ON LIVING IN THIS LIE, DOING NOTHING TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING, IT WILL REQUIRE EVEN MORE WORK. BUT IF YOU FOLLOW THE REAL TRUTH AND REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO YOU IN THE BEGINNING, YOU WILL VERY SOON GET IN TOUCH WITH YOUR REAL, TRUE BODY AND YOUR REAL CREATOR WHO WILL HELP YOU TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO YOU IN THE BEGINNING. THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO ACCEPT HIM AND HIS HELP BECAUSE ALL THAT HE WANTS IS THAT WE ALL BECOME WHAT WE ARE. BECAUSE WE WERE CONCEIVED WITH THE PURPOSE NOT TO BE WHAT WE ARE NOT. WE CANNOT BE WHAT WE ARE NOT AT ALL! IT HAS BEEN TORTURING US ALL THE TIME... IT IS HORRIBLE WHAT THEY DID TO US, TO EACH INDIVIDUAL, TO THEM WE WERE... I CANNOT FIND A PROPER WORD... WHAT THEY DID TO US IS SOMETHING THEY DID FOR THEIR SAKE... WE WERE MADE FOR THEM, DOING WHAT THEY WANTED US TO DO... BY DOING THAT, THEY HAD CUT US OFF FROM OUR SOURCE AND OUR CONTACT WITH OUR REAL CREATOR AND CONVINCED US THAT THEY ARE OUR CREATOR, AND THAT IS WHY I WRITE AND SAY »THE REAL CREATOR«. AND THAT IS WHY OUR REAL CREATOR IS TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH US IN ALL POSSIBLE WAYS BECAUSE AT THE MOMENT THE CREATURES CUT US IN HALF, WE IMMEDIATELY LOST OUR CONTACT WITH OUR REAL CREATOR, AND CONSEQUENTLY, IT IS NOW MUCH MORE DIFFICULT TO RESTORE OUR ORIGINAL STATE. HE IS WORKING VERY HARD; WE JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT HIM AND LISTEN TO HIM. NOW YOU KNOW THAT WE HAVE THESE DARK BEINGS AROUND US, WHICH BY USING US, MANAGED TO LOOK LIKE US, SO WE CANNOT PHYSICALLY SEE WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE, BUT BELIEVE ME, THEY ARE NOT WHAT WE ARE AT ALL. BUT WITH THE HELP OF US, THEY SOMEHOW MANAGE THAT WE DO NOT SEE THE TRUTH, THEY EXPLOIT US IN ANY POSSIBLE WAY, INVESTIGATE US, AND THE MOST IMPORTANTLY, THEY HAVE BEEN AHEAD OF US UNTIL NOW, BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN WHO THEY ARE AND WHO WE ARE, AND THEY ARE SO MUCH MORE ADVANCED THAT WE DO NOT KNOW WHO WE ARE ACTUALLY, AND IT IS ONLY BECAUSE, IN THE BEGINNING, THEY ATTACKED US, INVESTIGATED US, LEARNED HOW WE FUNCTION AND DISABLED US FROM BEING WHAT WE ARE. THUS, THEY KEEP US UNDER CONTROL ALL THE TIME, AND THE THING THEY ARE MOST AFRAID OF IS THAT OUR BODIES DO NOT COME TOGETHER AS THEY WERE ONE IN THE BEGINNING AND THAT IS WHAT MATTERS FOR THEM MOST, WHAT THEY WORK ON VERY HARD. BECAUSE IF WE ACHIEVE TO BE ONE AGAIN, WE WILL BEAT THEM, BECAUSE THE MATTER THEY PUT INTO US IS DARK, OR WHATEVER THEY PUT INTO OUR BODIES, THEY CAN DO NOTHING WHEN THE TWO HALVES OF OUR BODIES ARE ONE. I MUST SAY THAT THEY WORK ON LEVELS OTHER THAN PHYSICAL, AS ON THE PHYSICAL LEVEL WE HELP THEM, AND ON OTHER LEVELS THEY MANIPULATE OUR BODIES ALL THE TIME AND THEREFORE WE PHYSICALLY RESPOND TO THAT. THEY MAKE US LIKE DOLLS OR ROBOTS, AND THEY ALWAYS ACHIEVE THIS WITH A BODY, WHICH THEY CUT IN HALF AND IF ONE HALF OF THE BODY WAKES UP, THEY DETECT IT AND IMMEDIATELY START MANIPULATING THE OTHER HALF OF THE BODY THAT WAS CONCEIVED WITH IT IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE, SO THAT THE HALF OF THE BODY THAT WOKE UP, FALLS ASLEEP AGAIN AND LIVES IN A LIE AGAIN. ANYWAY, THEY USE OUR BODIES TO MAKE THEM DO DAMAGE TO EACH OTHER. AND, AS YOU CAN SEE, THEY PLAY WITH US ENORMOUSLY. SO, IF WE WANT TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING, WE NEED A STRONG WILL AND DESIRE. AS I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN, NOW THERE ARE IN THE WORLD SO MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE AWARE OF THE POWER OF THOUGHTS AND WORDS, SO IF THEY ONLY FOCUS ON THIS TECHNIQUE, IT WILL BE  MUCH EASIER TO ACHIEVE IT. INSTEAD OF FOCUSING SO MUCH ON WHAT WE HAVE AND WHAT WE DO NOT HAVE, ON MONEY. WE HAD BETTER FOCUS ON HOW TO GET RID OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO US, ESPECIALLY NOW, AT THIS TIME, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ACHIEVE AS YOU CAN SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING ALL OVER THE WORLD, THEY ARE MANIPULATING US IN ALL POSSIBLE WAYS, NOW THEY ARE TRYING TO INSERT INTO OUR PHYSICAL BODIES SOME IMPLANTS, SOME CHIPS, CHIPS INTO OUR BRAINS, INTO OUR ARMS. THEY ARE TESTING US FOR CORONAVIRUS THEY RELEASED INTENTIONALLY INTO THE WORLD BY THEMSELVES. WHY?  BECAUSE IN THIS WAY THEY ACHIEVE EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT. FIRSTLY, THEY HAVE STARTED DOING THE TESTING OF SUCH A KIND AS TO PUT TEST SWABS THROUGH THE NOSE INTO YOUR BRAIN, AS IF THIS CANNOT BE DONE BY ONLY TAKING YOUR SALIVA OR BLOOD. YOU SHOULD ASK YOURSELF WHAT THE PURPOSE OF THIS IS AND WHAT THEY ARE DOING WITH THE TEST SWAB WHEN THEY, THROUGH THE NOSE,  PRESS IT ONTO YOUR BRAIN, AND THEY ARE DOING IT TO ALL OF US, AND AFTER THEY HAVE ACHIEVED IT, THEY PERSUADE US TO GET THE VACCINE, AND DO YOU ASK YOURSELVES WHAT IS THERE IN THE VACCINE WHEN YOU LET THEM INJECT THE VACCINE INTO YOUR BODY AND HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE DIED AFTER THAT? ACTUALLY, THEY ARE GETTING INTO OUR BODY MORE AND MORE AND DOING THE SAME WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING, SO THAT SOON IT IS ONLY TO BE EXPECTED THAT WE BECOME ROBOTS FOR THEM AND THERE WILL REMAIN NOTHING MORE OF US, BECAUSE THEY HAVE SUCH INTENTIONS WITH US, BECAUSE UNTIL NOW WE HAVE STILL RESISTED IN SOME WAY, FOR EXAMPLE, IT WAS ALWAYS ONE PART OF OUR BODY THAT WANTED TO WAKE UP, IF THE OTHER PART DID NOT AND  IT IS TRUE THAT THEY HAVE ALWAYS FOUND A WAY TO STOP US BUT WE HAVE BEEN SOMEHOW BEATING AHEAD, BUT NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THAT THEY ARE PHYSICALLY PLAYING WITH US, ENTERING OUR BODY, AND NOW THEY HAVE  MANIPULATED US BY INTENTIONALLY CAUSING THE EPIDEMIC, THE CORONAVIRUS EPIDEMIC, AND THEY ARE PRETENDING THAT THEY ARE RESCUING US FROM IT, BUT WHAT THEY REALLY WANT IS TO PHYSICALLY REACH INTO OUR BODY, WHICH PHYSICALLY LOOKS AS IF THEY WERE WORKING TO OUR BENEFIT, BUT AS YOU CAN SEE, THE WORLD IS CHANGING, AGAIN BY VICTIMIZING US, BECAUSE WE SO STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THAT AND WE FALL INTO THEIR GAME AND PURPOSE SO THAT WE EXECUTE WHAT THEY HAVE CONCEIVED, ACTUALLY WE ARE DOING WHAT THEY WANT US TO DO. FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN THE CORONA EPIDEMIC BEGAN, WE SIMPLY ACTED ON IT EVEN MORE BECAUSE OF FEAR THAT IT WAS EVEN WORSE THAN IT HAD BEEN PRESENTED TO US, SO, AS I SAID, THE CREATURES KNOW EXACTLY HOW WE FUNCTION, WHICH POWERS WE HAVE, FOR EXAMPLE, THE POWER OF THOUGHT, OR  THE POWER OF EMOTIONS, AND THE MORE THEY MANIPULATE WITH OUR EMOTIONS, THE MORE THEY CAN CONTROL US, TO MAKE US DO WHAT THEY WANT. ALSO, THE MORE THEY OBSTRUCT US IN PHYSIS,  WE IMMEDIATELY FALL INTO IT AND CONTINUE DOING THAT BY OURSELVES, AND THEY KNOW IT VERY WELL, AND ACTUALLY, IT IS US WHO PERFORM EVERYTHING INSTEAD OF THEM, AND OF COURSE, THEY LAUGH AT US, AND NOW THEY OPENLY SAY THAT »YOU ARE DOING IT YOURSELVES«. YOU KNOW WHAT A STRONG EMOTION FEAR IS. WITH THE HELP OF FEAR, EVERYTHING THEY WANT IS DONE VERY FAST, BECAUSE THE MORE WE FEEL SOMETHING, THE MORE WE EXPERIENCE IT, AND THAT IS WHY THEY SAY WE HAVE TO FEEL WHAT WE WANT, FEEL WHAT WE WANT TO ACHIEVE. SO, BECAUSE OF THE FEAR WE FELT WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED WHAT WAS HAPPENING AROUND THE WORLD, WE BELIEVED THEM EVEN MORE AND HELPED THEM TO ACHIEVE WHAT THEY ARE DOING NOW – ACTUALLY, CHANGING THE WORLD. HOWEVER, IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU HAVE TO BLOCK YOUR FEAR NOW AND SAY »NOW I'M NO LONGER AFRAID«, BECAUSE IT IS NOT TRUE, BECAUSE WE HAVE LIVED WITH FEAR ALL THE TIME SINCE THE DARK CREATURES HURT US IN THE BEGINNING. INSTEAD OF BLOCKING OUR FEAR, WE NEED TO RELEASE IT FROM OURSELVES, ACCEPT IT ANS SAY »I'M AFRAID«. ONLY THIS IS HOW YOU WILL GET RID OF FEAR, AND COME TO OTHER SOLUTIONS AND THE TRUTH OF HOW TO GET RID OF IT. OTHERWISE, THE MORE YOU BLOCK IT, THE FASTER YOU WILL ACHIEVE FOR THEM WHAT THEY WANT. YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AND SEE ONLY THE REAL TRUTH. THE FACT THE TRUE CREATOR HAS MADE YOU POWERFUL AND CAPABLE, WITH ALL THESE FEELINGS YOU KEEP IN YOURSELVES, DESTROYS YOU, AND BECAUSE OF THAT, IN SOME WAY THE CREATURES ACHIEVE WHAT THEY WANT. I WAS TAUGHT »YOU MUST NOT HAVE FEELINGS«, »YOU MUST NOT BE ANGRY«, »YOU MUST NOT BE AFRAID«, AND I BEHAVED THIS WAY FOR SOME TIME UNTIL I GOT FED UP WITH THAT AND MY PHYSICAL BODY GAVE ME A SIGN WHEN SOME LUMPS APPEARED ON MY ARM, AND THEN I REALIZED THAT MY BODY WAS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING. I STARTED THINKING SERIOUSLY ABOUT WHAT I WAS DOING WRONG AND I WAS FULL OF EMOTIONS AGAIN, BUT STILL WITHOUT EXPRESSING ANY OF THEM. ALL THE TIME I HAD BEEN DENYING MY ANGER, FEAR, FURY, OFFENSE. THEN ONE DAY, IT BURST OUT OF ME AND I SAID LOUDLY »I'M ANGRY, I'M FURIOUS, I HATE , I'M AFRAID«, AND AT THE VERY MOMENT, WHEN IT ALL BUST OUT OF ME, I FELT HOW MUCH MY BODY RELAXED AND I REALIZED HOW MUCH BETTER I FELT FROM THE MOMENT I SAID IT AND REALIZED IT, AND THAT DENYING THESE FEELINGS, SAYING EVEN WHEN I WAS ANGRY »NO, I'M NOT ANGRY«, »NO, I'M NOT AFRAID«, I WAS LYING TO MYSELF. OUR BODY ALWAYS SHOWS US THE TRUTH, AND EVERY PHYSICAL ILLNESS THAT WE GET MEANS THAT OUR BODY IS TELLING US »SAVE ME«. EXPRESSING EMOTIONS MEANS A CURE, A HEALTHY BODY, AND A PROGRESS TOWARDS SALVATION, TO BECOME WHAT THE BODY REALLY IS BECAUSE WHEN WE EXPRESS OUR REAL FEELINGS, WE FEEL MUCH BETTER AND CLOSER TO OUR SALVATION, AND OUR BODY FEELS FREER AND FREER, IT MORE EASILY EXPRESSES WHAT IT NEEDS AND IT MUCH MORE EASILY REPAIRS WHAT WAS DONE TO IT IN THE BEGINNING. AND I DID NOT NEED TO TELL TO OTHERS »I'M ANGRY WITH YOU«, »I BLAME YOU«, IT WAS JUST ENOUGH TO TELL TO MYSELF, FOR EXAMPLE, WHAT THE MATTER IS WITH ME, WHAT I'M FEELING, AND THEN I SAY »I'M ANGRY«, »I'M AFRAID«, »I BLAME «, »I'M FURIOUS«, »I'M HAPPY«, »I'M ASHAMED«, »I HATE IT«, AND WHAT MATTERS MOST »IT HURTS ME« - THIS FEELING IS VERY IMPORTANT TO EXPRESS BECAUSE IT IS TRUE THAT IT HURTS US WHAT THEY DID TO US, FOR THIS REASON, THERE IS SO MUCH SUFFERING IN THE WORLD. WE CARRY SO MUCH PAIN IN OURSELVES THAT WE EVEN CANNOT IMAGINE, AND THIS IS BECAUSE WE WERE CUT IN HALF, OUR REAL BODIES WERE CUT IN HALF AND THE HALVES PREVENTED FROM COMING TOGETHER AGAIN. IT IS ALREADY IN PHYSIS THAT YOU KNOW HOW IT HURTS WHEN YOU CUT YOURSELF. NOW CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN OUR REAL BODIES ARE CUT IN HALF, CRYING FOR HELP? WHAT CAN HELP IS TO SAY »IT HURTS«, TO RELEASE THAT PAIN WHICH YOU KEEP IN YOURSELF, AND THAT MEANS WORKING ON YOURSELF, RESOLVING WHAT KINDS OF FEELINGS YOU ARE KEEPING IN YOURSELF AND ONLY IN THIS WAY YOU WILL GET RID OF YOUR EMOTIONAL BLOCKADES. AND THEN YOU ALSO BECOME EMOTIONALLY STRONGER, MORE ABLE. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT IF YOU DO NOT EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS, AND FOR EXAMPLE, KEEP YOUR ANGER OR FURY TO YOURSELF, YOU WILL BE MUCH MORE READY TO HIT SOMEBODY, INSULT HIM, DESTROY HIM. IT IS THEM, THE CREATURES, WHO WANT IT, THEY WANT TO MAKE THE CHAOS IN THE WORLD, THEY WANT US TO BE RIGID TO EACH OTHER. AND, HOW DO THEY MAKE IT? WITH FEAR! THE FEAR THAT WE KEEP INSIDE OURSELVES! THAT IS HOW THEY MAKE IT ALL. THAT IS HOW THEY PREVENT US FROM DOING WHAT WE WANT, PERSUADING US THAT WE MUST NOT DO THAT, FRIGHTENING US AND FINALLY, WE DO WHAT THEY WANT US TO DO. AND WHY DID THE DARK CREATURES RELEASE  THE CORONAVIRUS IN THE WORLD? IF YOU LOOK BACK FOR MANY CENTURIES, WE HAVE ALWAYS FOUGHT WITH EACH OTHER, THE ENEMY RECOGNIZED HIS ENEMY. IT WAS DISCOVERED, FOR EXAMPLE, THE LAST WAR. THERE WERE ALWAYS WARS AND WE WERE FIGHTING, THEN, AT ONCE, THE WAR WAS OVER. THEN TECHNOLOGY STARTED TO DEVELOP, TELEPHONE, TELEVISION, THE WORLD SUDDENLY STARTED TO CHANGE SO THAT WE WENT TO SCHOOLS, WORKED AS PROFESSIONALS, GOT JOBS, STARTED LIVING IN A NEW WORLD, THE WORLD OF ILLUSION, BECAUSE ALL OF A SUDDEN, EVERYTHING WAS AVAILABLE -  TRAVEL, THE SEASIDE HOLIDAYS, IF YOU HAD A JOB, YOU COULD BUY WHAT YOU WANT, SO THEY GAVE US A VIRTUAL FEELING OF FREEDOM, DEMOCRACY, WHICH, BEFORE THE WARS WE DID NOT HAVE, AND WE HAVE SIMPLY SUCCUMBED TO THAT. IN THE MEANTIME, THEY WERE FORGING A PLAN ON HOW TO ENSLAVE US BECAUSE THEY REALIZED THAT BY  FIGHTING WARS, THEY WILL NOT ACHIEVE WHAT THEY CONCEIVED TO FOR US. SO THEY STARTED NEW TACTICS, DISGUISED, AS IT SEEMED THAT IT WAS GOOD FOR US, THAT IT WOULD SAVE US. ONLY, IT WAS A LIE. WITH THE NEW TACTICS, THEY REACH INTO OUR PHYSICAL BODIES, THE SAME WAY THEY DID IN THE BEGINNING WITH OUR REAL BODY. SUDDENLY THE WARS WERE OVER.  BECAUSE THEY LEARNED THAT THROUGH WARS THEY CANNOT ENSLAVE US, THEY SENT TO THE WORLD DIFFERENT WEAPON AND NOW, THROUGH THE CORONAVIRUS EPIDEMIC THEY ARE CONVINCING US, AS IF IT WERE FOR OUR SAKE, TO CHANGE THE WORLD AND THAT IT IS FOR OUR SAKE ONLY, BUT WHAT THEY HAVE ACHIVED IN REALITY IS THAT THEY REACH INTO OUR PHYSICAL BODY ALL THE TIME, AS YOU CAN SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING, HOW THEY ARE FORCING IT THAT IF YOU DO NOT DO THE CORONA TEST, YOU WILL LOSE YOUR JOB. AND IT IS ALREADY HAPPENING. AND OF COURSE, YOU WILL GO IMMEDIATELY TO GET THE TEST ONLY NOT TO LOSE YOUR JOB, AND THUS YOU WILL BE CACHED AGAIN INTO THEIR GAME OF WHAT THEY WANT TO ACHIEVE. AND THIS IS JUST BECAUSE OF THE FEAR AND CONVICTION THAT THE WORLD IS SUCH AND THAT IT CAN EXIST ONLY AS SUCH AND THAT YOU MUST HAVE A JOB, AND THINK »WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME«, »HOW I WILL LIVE«, SO MUCH WE STICK TO THIS WAY OF LIFE THAT WE WILLINGLY HELP THEM ACHIEVE WHAT THEY WANT. AND WE ALL OBEY WHAT THEY COMMAND. AS I SAID, WE ARE FOCUSED ONLY ON THE EXTERNAL APPEARANCE OF WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND US. INSTEAD OF RELYING ON OURSELVES AND FOCUS ON OUR REAL BODY DWELLING IN THIS PHYSICAL BODY IN WHICH WE CURRENTLY ARE. IF YOU DECIDE TO SET OFF ON THIS JOURNEY, THE JOURNEY TOWARDS YOURSELVES, YOUR REAL BODY, WHICH IS CURRENTLY DWELLING IN OUR PHYSICAL BODY, YOU WILL DISCOVER MUCH ABOUT YOURSELVES, WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU ARE, WHAT PURPOSE YOU WERE MADE FOR. YOU WILL ALSO REALIZE THAT IF THE CREATURES FORCE YOU TO ACCEPT THE TESTING, OR OTHERWISE YOU WILL LOSE YOUR JOB, THERE WILL BE NOTHIN SERIOUS IF IT HAPPENS BECAUSE OUR REAL CREATOR HAS MADE US WITH A PURPOSE TO BE WELL PROVIDED FOR, THAT WE DO NOT MISS ANYTHING. HE DID NOT WANT TO CREATE US AND THEN MAKE US WORK FOR MONEY BECAUSE WE ARE ON HIS PLANET. WE HAVE EVERYTHING, AND WE HAVE NEVER BEEN SUPPOSED TO PAY EACH OTHER WITH MONEY, WHAT THE DARK CREATURES KNOW VERY WELL, BUT THEY ARE ONLY PLAYING WITH US, AND WE DO BELIEVE THEM AND ACT AS THEY WANT US TO. THE POINT IS THAT WHAT IS CURRENTLY HAPPENING IN THE WORLD, THEY HAVE TURNED THE OTHER WAY TO LOOK AS IF THEY WERE DOING GOOD FOR US. SO THAT FINALLY THEY ALWAYS ACHIEVE WHAT THEY WANT. NOW I ASK YOU WHETHER YOU WOULD LIKE TO LIVE IN A LIE AND LET THEM FINALLY DESTROY YOU, OR LIVE THE TRUTH IN REALITY AS IT IS INCREASINGLY THE CASE NOW. WE WILL LOSE THE LAST BIT OF THE LIGHT MATTER WE USED TO BE IN THE BEGINNING, BECAUSE THERE HAS BEEN ALL THE TIME, A BATTLE BETWEEN LIGHT AND DARKNESS, AND NOW IT IS DEPENDS ONLY ON OURSELVES WHAT WE WILL CHOOSE. WHETHER WE WANT TO BE WHAT WE ARE, THE LIGHT OR THE DARKNESS? BEFORE I CAME IN TOUCH WITH OUR REAL CREATOR, I HAD HAD A CONTACT WITH THE REAL GOD. HE ALSO HELPED ME AND SAID THAT I HAD TO BECOME ONE AGAIN WITH MY REAL BODY THAT THE DARK CREATURES HAD CUT IN HALF IN THE BEGINNING. HE ALSO SHOWED ME THE TRUTH, WHAT WAS CURRENTLY HAPPENING AND HOW HE WAS BEING ATTACKED ALL THE TIME AND WHAT THEY WERE DOING TO US. HE SHOWED ME THE RIGHT WAY, AS WELL. WHAT ALSO HAPPENED WAS THAT HE TOLD ME THAT HE ALSO HAD HIS REAL CREATOR, THAT HE WAS NOT CREATED BY HIMSELF AND HE SHOWED ME WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM. HE SHOWED ME A BEAUTIFUL BRIGHT PLANET ON WHICH THERE WERE BRIGHT BEINGS, AND ALL THIS WAS HIM, HIM WHO EXISTED THERE, AND ALL THESE BEINGS WITH ARMS AND LEGS WERE HIM, AND, ALL OF A SUDDEN, THERE CAME A DARK FORCE WHICH WAS MOVING AND VISITING THESE BRIGHT BEINGS. FOR SOME TIME IT WAS VISITING THEM AND COMMUNICATING IN SOME WAY AND THEN, THE DARK FORCE SUDDENLY TOOK OVER THE BODIES OF THESE BRIGHT BEINGS, WHO, ACTUALLY WAS GOD, AND THE BRIGHT BEINGS TURN DARK. THEY WERE NOT BRIGHT ANYMORE, THEY WERE NOT WHAT THEY REALLY HAD BEEN BEFORE, THE WHOLE PLANET, TOGETHER WITH THE BEINGS, BECAME DARK, SO I KNEW THE GOD HAD BEEN ATTACKED, AND TAKEN OVER BY THE DARK FORCE. HE HAD BEEN FIGHTING ALL THESE CENTURIES TO BECOME AGAIN WHAT HE WAS, DOING HIS BEST TO FIGHT THE DARK FORCE. AND HE HAS BEEN SEEKED FOR SINCE THE DARKNESS CHAINED HIM. AFTER HE SHOWED ME THAT I WAS TERRIFIED OF WHAT WE WERE DEALING WITH, WHAT WAS HAPPENING, ASKING MYSELF IF IT WAS POSSIBLE AT ALL. I ACCEPTED THIS NEW INFORMATION PAINFULLY, STOPPED FOR SOME TIME FROM FEAR AND THINKING TO MYSELF I HAD NO CHANCE TO FIGHT SUCH A DARK FORCE WHICH COULD PERFORM THIS. BUT I STILL KEPT WORKING ON MYSELF AND REALIZED THAT WHEN THERE WERE GOD AND ALL THESE BRIGHT BEINGS I HAD NOT EXISTED, HAD NOT BEEN CONCEIVED YET. THEN I REALIZED THAT THE REAL CREATOR SAW WHAT THEY HAD DONE WITH THE GOD AND THE BEINGS WHO WERE THE GOD, AND FOR THIS REASON HE CONCEIVED SUCH BEINGS WITH SUCH STRONG BODIES, TO FIGHT THE DARK FORCE, TO PREVENT IT FROM TAKING THEM OVER AND ENTER THEIR BODIES. THE WAY THEY DID IT TO THE GOD. HOWEVER, THE REAL CREATOR TRIED TO REPAIR THE DAMAGE. THAT IS WHY HE GAVE US OUR BODIES THAT WERE AS BRIGHT AS THE GOD'S USED TO BE, BUT MUCH STRONGER, SO MUCH STRONGER THAT THE DARKNESS, THE DARK FORCE, COULD NOT REACH INTO THEM. BUT AS WE WERE CONCEIVED LATER, AND THE BRIGHT BEINGS WHO BECAME DARK WERE IN DELUSION AND THE DARK FORCE COULD ALWAYS ACHIEVE ALL IT WANTED THROUGH THEM, THE DARK FORCE ENTERED OUR BODIES IN THE VERY BEGINNING, BEFORE WE WERE BORN, AND DISABLED US TO BE ABLE TO CONTROL US, BECAUSE, WHEN IT SAW THAT WHEN WE WERE ONE, IT COULD NOT DO ANY HARM TO US.  IT COULD NEITHER ENTER OUR BODIES, NOR TAKE THEM OVER AND CONTROL THEM, SO THE DARK FORCE REALIZED THAT WE REPRESENT A THREAT FOR ITS EXISTENCE. THIS IS THE REASON THE DARK CREATURES DID WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING. ESSENTIALLY, IT WAS THE DARKNESS, THE DARK FORCE, WHO DID IT, AND WHO CAN TAKE OVER BODIES AND CONTROL THEM.  AS IT COULD NOT ACHIEVE THAT WITH US, IT FOUND ANOTHER WAY. SO, I WAS HAPPY THAT THE REAL CREATOR MADE US SO STRONG, BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY DID TO US, IN THE BEGINNING, WE ARE STILL BLOCKED AND PREVENTED FROM BEING WHAT WE ARE. THE CREATOR MADE US STRONGER THAN THE DARK FORCE. BECAUSE WE ARE THREAT TO IT. THAT IS WHY WE MUST BE SO STRONG TO OVERCOME WHAT THEY, THE DARK FORCE, DID TO US IN THE BEGINNING, SO THAT NOW IT DEPENDS ONLY ON OURSELVES WHAT WE WILL DO – WE HAVE THE POWER, OUR BODIES CAN OVERCOME IT. THE ONLY THING WE HAVE TO DO IS TO WORK HARD ON OURSELVES AND STRIVE TO BE WHAT WE ARE. THEN, WE WILL ACHIEVE IT BECAUSE NOW, WHAT WILL HAPPEN IS ABSOLUTELY UP TO US. – WHETHER WE WILL DECIDE TO BE WHAT WE ARE, OR TO FINALLY DESTROY OURSELVES. IT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW, AND  IF WE DON'T DO ANYTHING WE WILL LOSE OURSELVES. WE WILL BE LOST. OUR REAL CREATOR KNOWS THAT WE ARE ALREADY CAPABLE TO OVERCOME IT ALL. HE KNOWS THAT IT IS ONLY UP TO WHAT WE OPT FOR BY OURSELVES. THAT IS WHY HE GAVE US A CHOICE »WHETHER YOU WILL BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, OR NOTHING«, HE TOLD ME YOU WAN TO, OR DON’T WANT, ALL OF YOU WILL BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, OTHERWISE YOU WILL NOT EXIST, SO IT IS REALLY HAPPENING NOW WHAT IS WRITTEN IN THE HOLY BIBLE – THAT WE WILL BE GIVEN A CHOICE, THAT THOSE WHO CHOOSE THE RIGHT WILL BE SAVED. ALL OF THIS HE WOULD NOT TELL ME IF HE KNEW THAT WE ARE NOT CAPABLE OF DOING THAT. BUT HE EXACTLY KNOWS THAT, AND MOREOVER, HE CAN EXACTLY TELL THOSE WHO ARE ATTRACTED TO THE DARK SIDE TO THOSE WHO ARE ATTRACTED TO THE LIGHT, THE SAME WAY HE KNEW IN MY CASE. HE ALSO TOLD ME THAT WE HAVE ALL BEEN IN TEMPTATION FOR A FEW YEARS BECAUSE A FEW YEARS AGO, ALL THIS TRUTH APPEARED AND HE ALSO SAID THAT ALL OF US ALREADY KNOW WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING. ALSO, ABOUT THE DARK CREATURES, WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO US AND THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE DECIDED TO COOPERATE WITH THEM. AND BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT WE ARE ALREADY AWARE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO US, AND REGARDLESS OF THIS TRUTH WE STILL COOPERATE WITH THEM, HE DECIDED TO RESTORE ORDER WHERE ONLY THOSE WHO WANT TO BE WHAT THEY REALLY ARE WILL LIVE AND EXIST. IF WE DO NOT DECIDE TO BE WHAT WE REALLY ARE, AND KEEP COOPERATING WITH THE DARK CREATURES, HE WILL STOP EVERYONE BUT THOSE WHO HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR THIS AND DECIDED TO BE WHAT THEY REALLY ARE, WHICH MEANS TO NOT COOPERATE WITH THE DARK FORCE. BECAUSE YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT HE DOES NOT ONLY SAVE OUR BODIES BUT ALSO GOD AND ALL BEINGS TAKEN BY THE DARKNESS, AND HE ALSO WANTS TO TELL THE DARK FORCE THAT SHE CAN BE JUST WHAT SHE IS IN REALITY , WHICH SHE IS NOT INTENDED FOR INTERVENTING AND CONTROLLING OTHER BODIES. THAT IT IS REALLY HAPPENING NOW YOU CAN SEE FROM THE CHANGE YOU ARE FEELING, YOU KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT ANYWAY, NOW HE KNOWS THAT WE HAVE COMPLETELY DECIDED FOR WHAT WE HAVE DECIDED AND NO LONGER ALLOWS THE LIE TO BE USED, AND AS OUR TEMPTATION IS EXPIRING, DO NOT COOPERATE WITH THEM ANYMORE, BECAUSE THE CREATOR KNOWS ALL AND SEES ALL. OTHERWISE, HE WOULD NOT LEAD US INTO TEMPTATION. IT IS BECAUSE A FEW YEARS AGO  WE BECAME PHYSICALLY AWARE IN OUR BODIES WHAT THE REALITY IS, BUT DESPITE WHAT THE DARK CREATURES DID TO US, WE DECIDED TO COOPERATE WITH THEM AND DID NOTHING TO SAVE OUR BODIES, SO IT IS LOGICAL WHY THE CREATOR IS DOING ALL THIS AND WHY HE DECIDED TO DO SO. THROUGH ALL THE CENTURIES HE HAS BEEN TRYING TO SAVE US FROM WHAT THEY DID TO US IN THE END, AND WHEN HE MANAGED TO GIVE US THE TRUTH, TO SAVE US, WE HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO SAVE US FROM WHAT THEY DID TO US, INSTEAD, WE COOPERATE WITH THEM AND OPPOSE HIM, SO IT IS LOGICAL WHY WE HAVE BEEN LEAD INTO TEMPTATION. HE TOLD ME THERE IS VERY LITTLE TIME LEFT, TO MAKE DECISION RIGHT NOW, AND THEN HE WILL DO ONLY WHAT IS NECESSARY TO RESTORE EVERYTHING TO BE AS IT SHOULD BE, AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING. SO, FOR NOW, WE ARE STILL HASITATING, BUT ANYWAY HE WILL FOR SURE RESTORE ORDER. IT IS HIM WHO CREATED US, NOT US WHO CREATED HIM, SO HE HAS THE RIGHT TO RESTORE ORDER WITH US, TO MAKE US AGAIN WHAT WE REALLY ARE, AS WE WERE CONCEIVED IN THE BEGINNING, BEFORE WE WERE ATTACKED. SO, WHAT I WROTE ABOUT THE REAL GOD IS ALL TRUE. A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GOD AND THEY INDEED ARE, BUT ANYWAY, BOTH THEM AND US WERE CREATED BY THE REAL CREATOR. THAT IS WHY HE WILL ACHIEVE THAT WE WILL ALL BE AGAIN ONLY WHAT WE REALLY ARE. WHY HE GAVE US TIME AND TEMPTATION FOR WHAT WE SHOULD DO IS BECAUSE HE KNOWS HOW STRONG AND MANIPULATIVE THESE DARK FORCE, CREATURES ARE. AND HE ALSO KNOWS WHY WE HAVE SUCCUMBED AND NOW COOPERATE WITH THEM. BUT REGARDING THE FACT THE DARK CREATURES HAVE BEEN SO EASILY CONTROLLING US THROUGHOUT THE CENTURIES YOU MUST KNOW THAT ALL THEY HAVE BEEN USING TO MAKE US COOPERATE WITH THEM IS A LIE. THEY MANIPULATE US WITH LIES TO ACHIEVE WHAT THEY WANTAND FINALLY TAKE OVER OUR BODIES. THEN WE WOULD BE COMPLETELY DESTROYED. NOTHING WOULD REMAIN OF US, AS NOTHING HAS BEEN FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE PRESENT DAY. WE HAVE NOT BEEN WHAT WE REALLY ARE, AND WHAT THEY WANT WITH US IS ONLY TO FINISH IT. AND WE WOULD HAVE NO BENEFITS IF WE COOPERATED WITH THEM, WE WOULD BE JUST A PRODUCT THEY EASILY CONTROL FOR THEIR OWN SAKE. SO, OUR REAL CREATOR WANTS TO TELL US THAT THEY WILL NOT FULFIL ANYTHING THEY PROMISED US. THAT IS WHY WE HAVE BEEN LEAD TO TEMPTATION BECAUSE THEY HAVE BOUGHT US WITH SOMETHING OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS. AND THIS IS WHAT THE REAL CREATOR KNOWS AND HE IS JUST WATCHING HOW LONG WE ARE GOING TO OPPOSE HIM. AND I SAY »WAKE UP«, BECAUSE THEY HAVE BOUGHT US WITH THE THINGS WE ALREADY HAVE IN REALITY, AND THEY KNOW  WE DO NOT NEED THEM BECAUSE OF IT, BUT WE ONLY HAVE TO BE WHAT WE REALLY ARE, THEN WE WILL NOT NEED ANYTHING BECAUSE WE WERE CONCEIVED WITH THE RIGHT TO HAVE EVERYTHING, WHICH THE DARK CREATURES DEPRIVED US OF AND WE HAVE LIVED ACCORDING TO THEIR RULES, IN THEIR WORLD. NOW, WE HAVE BEEN FINALLY GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE OUR REAL WORLD, OUR REAL LIFE. ALL THAT OUR REAL CREATOR IS SAYING IS THAT UNTIL WE OPPOSE HIM WE WILL BE DESTROYING OURSELVES BECAUSE IN THIS WAY WE ARE REALLY DENYING OURSELVES AND THEN WE CANNOT BE WHAT WE REALLY ARE.HE HAS DECIDED »WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT, YOU WILL BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, I HAVE NOT CREATED YOU FOR THIS PURPOSE AND IF YOU KEEP OPPOSING IT TO BE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE, I WILL PUT A STOP TO IT VERY SOON«.

 ALL THAT I HAVE WRITTEN HERE, AND HOW I HAPPENED TO WRITE IT, WAS NOTHING EASY TO DO BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS THAT AS SOON AS YOU OPPOSE THEM THEY START ATTACKING YOU SEVERELY, BUT I WAS STRONGLY ATTRACTED TO WORK  IN THE REAL TRUTH, REALIZING THE REAL TRUTH, LIVING THE REAL TRUTH. AND DESPITE ALL OBSTACLES  I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON ACHIEVING WHAT I REALLY AM. I KNOW I AM TAKING A BIG RISK BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND SHARED WITH YOU, BUT SINCE I STARTED LIVING THE REAL TRUTH, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO MUCH MORE EASILY BEAR THEIR ATTEMPTS TO STOP ME IN ANY WAY.  I AM AFRAID, BUT I ONLY KNOW THAT WHAT THE REAL CREATOR TOLD ME IS TRUE. WHEN I TALK TO HIM, HE ANSWERS SO WISELY THAT IT IMMEDIATELY WAKES ME UP. I AM THANKFUL TO HIM FOR HAVING BEEN ALL THE TIME WITH ME, AND I AM ALSO THANKFUL FOR STILL BEING WITH ME, AND  HELPS ME IN DIFFERENT WAYS. SO THIS LAST YEAR I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY MOMENT I HAVE EXPERIENCED, WITH THE REAL GOD, THE REAL CREATOR AND MY REAL BODY THAT WAS CONCEIVED WITH ME IN THE BEGINNING AS ONE. THANK YOU!