Thought I'd post this cuz I don't wanna wait to get my neocities blog (the replacement for my tumblr blog) for too long. Plus the melody here sounds a bit decent here even though I pretty much threw random notes everywhere so beware the random shitty piano by the one and only rena levy!!

Rantings from a [not really drunk and cringy] fucktard #1: FML, I'm thinking bout going off-grid

Bonjour mes amis, I think my existential crisis has reached a breaking point in my life: I'm fucking done with my current life. I don't wanna force myself to do school work for another few months, throw myself into a 4 year program that I'm no longer passionate about and slave myself to a boring bureaucratic job in the government for several goddamn years just to get the dream that I want rn. Everything in my life feels pointless and nothing -- school, work, even friends and family -- can make feel like I have any purpose or reason to live my life. Or at least live the way I initialled planned my life trajectory to be.

I swear the longer time pases, the more off-grid living REALLLLLLLYYYY do be sounding appealing cuz then i have more time to do whatever the hell I want. Writing, drawing, composing music, fishing, chilling with nature outside, you know just enjoying life n' drinking some fizzy Coca Cola that all Canadian citizens could ever wish in this incredibly awesome economy.

Jk jk im just being dramatic and im not having a deeply nasty existential crisis that nearly drove me to commit suicide using a plastic bag around 5:30pm last Thursday on the 29th of February 2024 but couldn't cuz I was too cowardly to choke myself to a painful death filled with sorrow and regrets. Nah nah, it's just dat good ol' friend senioritis making act all silly and goofy and procrastinating on my school work AHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUHU!!!!!11!1!!1!!1! HEHEHE THE TEACHERS CAN PUNISHB ME NOW 4 BEING A LAZY FUCK YIPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

*takes a big sigh* yeah anyway. Having a bad existential crisis making me hate my current life trajectory and making me wanna kms unless I decide to start living off-grid. Hmmm, maybe I should really start looking into that. After all, a passionate amateur soul idealistic by nature struggles to find meaning in a world filled with corruption, greed and inauthenticity.

Alright, this is Rena Levy reporting on my most damning mental crisis and thank you my non-existent audience for reading my rant! Toodleloo little poo!

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