rebelhorsebook
Your Resident Nerd
She/her - Currently obsessing over Demon Slayer, but I'm also always happy to squeal over Star Wars Rebels, The Owl House, Fullmetal Alchemist, the Skyhunter duology and many more on an ever-growing list! :) I draw a bit, so every so often I'll post some of my stuff, but most of the time I reblog things that catch my fancy!
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head empty just genya truly believing that sanemi hated him because he was weak and understanding he doesnt want him around because of that when in reality none of it was true and all sanemi wanted was to keep genya away from all the mess
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being a writer is spelling disembowelment correctly on the first try but somehow always screwing up definitliely
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Every writer has two sides:
"I love my characters, they are my children and will protect them with my life"
"I wanna make them suffer so fucking much"
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From now on I hate his stupid mismatched haori with a burning passion, that took way too long to render 😭
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see I know you said any of your followers can answer but I still feel awkward doing this but I’ll do it anyway!
2. Probably Eternal Beauty by Aglo (which has some romance but that’s really more background) or Pastries & Guitar Picks by bluejelly245 (which is Gentan)
3. My first fandom ever was Star Wars Rebels and I’m still in it, but Demon Slayer has currently overtaken my brain. Writing fic for Rebels is what got me into writing, period, but also the show itself will always be special to me. I’m also into The Owl House and Fullmetal Alchemist, both of which are nice. also some other stuff
4. probably at my school’s creative writing club, because my friend group is so utterly chaotic. We once did one of those everyone-takes-a-turn-writing-a-sentence things and it went off the rails by, like, the third person. Let’s just say they put the lust in bloodlust.
7. Uhh never really thought about this; I guess the classic sailboat is kinda pretty so I’ll go with that
8. Real world-wise, space shuttles are pretty cool. Fiction world-wise, the Ghost from Star Wars Rebels
9. right now my brain is stuck on Demon Slayer, so Gentan, but I also love Kanera from Rebels
Questions for my followers because I'd like to get to know you better
If somebody I was following made a post like this I think I would probably want to do it but then think "oh they don't mean me they don't want to hear about me" so if you're stupid like I am, just to clarify: Yes I mean you! I want to interact with you!
(Obviously, no need to answer every single question if you don't want to.) (Except for numbers 7, 8, and 10. Those are mandatory.)
What time zone do you live in?
Link your favorite KnY fanfic of all time (preferably no x reader, and bonus points if it's gen because I'm not the biggest fan of romance lol)
What are some of the other fandoms you've been in besides KnY and how do they compare with the KnY fandom?
What is the hardest you've ever laughed in your entire life?
What are you majoring in/planning on majoring in (if anything)
Show me pictures of your pets, if you have them
What is your favorite ship (sea vessel)
What is your favorite ship (spaceship)
What is your favorite ship (romantic pairing)
Top five favorite reptiles, go.
My answers:
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Maybe Once More, With Feeling by tiny_peach? Idk, I haven't come across a ton of KnY fanfic that I really fell in love with yet; that's why I'm asking for recs.
My first love was Lego Ninjago and it is still my favorite fandom tbh. Maybe that's because I'm conceited and I get far more interaction with my Ninjago fics than I do with fics in other fandoms shgkjaflk. Also been into Star Trek, Star Wars, Star Wars Rebels, Stranger Things, TMNT, and ATLA, among other things.
Last month my cousins and siblings and I came across some home videos we made about ten years ago. Way too many iconic lines there to list them all but one of the funniest ones was "I'M AMERICAN! TAKE FIVE HOUR ENERGY!"
I'm an English major
(Pet pictures at bottom of post)
The S.S. Pewabic
The NCC-1701
Maybe Obamitsu? Idk like I said I'm not too into romance
Iguanas, box turtles, ball pythons, gold dust day geckos, and veiled chameleons, with veiled chameleons being my favorite
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Sometimes (re: all the fucking time) I think about Sanemi’s face. And I don’t mean how beautiful he is. I mean the fact that his most prominent scars are things that he can’t avoid looking at even if he wants to. Every time he sees his reflection (which I think is probably as infrequently as possible) he sees his scars.
And you may be thinking ‘okay so what? He walks around basically naked to the waist to show off the damn things’ which is true but… The scars on his body are ones he got in combat. The scars on his face were from his fucking mother.
When he sees his reflection what he’s really seeing is a window into the worst day in his life. A fucking two-way mirror that shows him the foulest, most horrific act he ever committed- a sin he can never be clean from. But it was also one done out of love. Love for Genya, a marrow-deep need to protect his little brother and salvage just one good thing in his life.
I just…god he must feel so many things when he sees his own face, and they’re all sad. His dead siblings, his murdered mother, the little brother he did everything to save who pushed him away. Who he pushed away every day after. (I will not talk about how Genya’s scar is also from their mother - I will NOT TALK ABOUT HOW GENYA’S SCAR I-)
It makes me think of this G.R.R. Martin quote:
“Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armour yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.”
I think that is why Sanemi is so “proud” of his other scars. He’s a dirty killer and the world should know. They’re his armor. They’re a way to distract from the ones he so desperately does not want to think about. And they’re great at keeping people at arms length, if his putrid attitude isn’t enough to do the job.
After a life like his I think Sanemi’s greatest fear is intimacy of any kind with someone else. So the rudeness and the posturing is…just that.
I mean, self-loathing is already a huge part of Sanemi’s character, but I don’t think I understood just how deep it went. How could he not hate himself when his face is branded with evidence that he killed a beloved parent? To Sanemi, it doesn’t matter that it was out of self defense.
His mother was the only decent adult in his life. He loved her so much that when he reunited with her he offered to carry her to hell on his back. TO GO TO HELL WITH HER - because that’s where he believes he belongs for what he did that day. Like???? He devotes his entire life to killing demons and protecting people and he still thinks he belongs in hell?
Just - fuck - Sanemi’s character is so fucking tragic and gut wrenching. I need help y’all. Why is it always Shinazugawa angst hours with me???
So…Are you like me or are you normal? 😭
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Being a SW fan who prefers Rebels over TCW sucks because even when we get stuff it’s entirely filtered through projects that appeal mainly to TCW fans.
I mean for fuck’s sake a TCW character got to be the main character of the Rebels sequel.
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Sneak peak from a WIP about Obanai living with the Rengokus after being rescued as a kid (in this scene, he's 12 and Senjuro is 5):
“Why are you crying?” Obanai spat, but there was no real venom behind his words.
“B-because you are,” Senjuro explained tearfully.
“That’s stupid!”
“Uh-uh, it’s not,” Senjuro shook his head. “Nii-chan said that I have something that makes me feel other people’s feelings. It’s called empathy.”
What? What did he mean he was feeling other people’s feelings? That sounded like an invasion of privacy and Obanai did not like it. “Well, stop it,” he told him.
“I can’t,” Senjuro sniffed.
“What do you mean you can’t?” Obanai crossed his arms. “That doesn’t make sense. It’s not like you feel everybody else’s feelings and your own at the same time all the time.”
“Yeah I do,” Senjuro said.
Obanai blinked. “Really?”
“Uh-huh.”
“…oh.” That…sounded very overwhelming. No wonder Senjuro was so sensitive. Obanai relaxed slightly. He was silent for a moment. “What…what am I feeling right now, then?”
Senjuro pulled his knees to his chest and looked out the window. Then, so quietly Obanai could barely hear him, he said, “You’re very lonely.”
For some reason that was all it took for Obanai to start crying all over again.
Tears slipped down his face as he stared at Senjuro with wide eyes for a moment. He barely made a sound as his chest began to heave.
“Can I hug you now?” said Senjuro.
Obanai swallowed thickly. He thought about it for a moment, and then whispered, "Okay."
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I keep jumping around between my fav's and tonight is Genyas night.
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