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Engine room #ussnorthcarolina #explorenc (at Battleship North Carolina)

Lieutenant's quarters complete with 1942 original gear aboard the #ussnorthcarolina #explorenc (at Battleship North Carolina)

IT’S 2014 AND I’VE BEEN RICK ROLL’D AT LEAST FIVE TIMES I CANT TRUST ANY LINK

A lesson in humility

Usually when I get a call its a call to rip me a new asshole for some sort of battle I am fighting with trolls on the internet, but tonight was different. We actually sat down, and talked to the roots of my mentality, and why I felt I had to fight everyone. 1) I am my own problem. Im responsible for giving these trolls the time of day, and an audience, and it stops now.

2) The movie isnt about me, but through my actions I have made some feel I feel that way, The movie is about the horrifying attack on a young lady, who survives an attempt to cover it up, upon which I played a small part in helping stop their actions. Its about her. Her bravery, Her survival.

3) I fight with people out of habit, I fight with people growing up for survival, defense, and sometimes I need to learn when I walk away, I win.

4) They dont exist when the laptop is off, so unplug.  I formally apologize for everything ive done to discredit my humility thus far, as ive struggled with the alchoholism, I have also suffered a stranger addiction, an addiction to be validated by who I ever speak to, and being a public figure, that person is you. Its a problem that I feel I need to prove every aspect of everything to you, instead of just letting you decide for yourself. I apologize for that, and hope to regain your trust not only as supporters, but as friends. 

-Thank you.

Deric Lostutter

Formally KyAnonymous

This spoke volumes to me today after my conversation with my lawyer

Blogging now?

Since the world of drama which constantly surrounds me has drug me to tumblr, I decided to make a profile. Here you will find my daily thoughts, which wont be posted on facebook. Be sure to follow me for updates. Thank you and love you all.