My last post

I know that most of  you won't even notice that I am not posting anything anymore, but for those few  people who probably will I want to say I am sorry. I was assuring you that everything's gonna be okay, that life isn't that bad and there's thousand of reasons to stay alive.... I feel like a such a hypocrite right now. Two weeks ago I started noticing that I am losing myself again. I was mean to people I love, I wasn't hungry at all, feeling really tired, having dark thoughts and these few days I am not even able to get up from bed, cause I feel like my body would shatter to pieces. I just can't.... I can't. I'm sorry. 

I love you all, you are all fucking amazing human beings, and every one of you deserves to be happy. I just hope you will be able to find hapiness some other way than I did. 

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Can we talk about Jeniffer Lawrence?  Can somebody PLEASE talk with me about Jennifer Lawrence?!  How does she do this?! I can even display this much emotion in REAL LIFE.

Fuck, I am so glad I am around to see her create this shit.  She is incredible. 

michael clifford’s eyes are so gorgeous like i’d be so scared to look him in the eye he’d probably pull a medusa and turn me into stone from his sexiness or some shit 

Actual sunshine coming out :) x

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I’m so fucking weird It’s like: I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet. I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care about a lot. I hate people but I develop crushes easily. I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous. I need help.

Wherever you are - Luke Hemmings 26th Nov +

I wonder what it’s like to have someone fall for you. And I mean really fall for you. Not just they want to get in your pants because they think you’re attractive. But be consumed with every little piece of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you just exist. To everyone in love: you don’t know how lucky you are.

but my favorite thing about Calum is when he does that crinkly eyed laugh and then tries to stop himself from laughing but just ends up laughing harder. 

you’re not what you look like. you’re the music you listen to, the shows you watch, the art you make, the flowers in your hair, your favourite blanket. you’re not the pimple on your nose or the pudge on your stomach. You’re not your thighs or your teeth. you’re the colour of your hair, you’re your favourite band, you’re the mismatch socks you wear and your favourite sweater. You’re what you love, you’re not what you look like or the body you are in.