finally seeing that yuzu for sure knew how underscored he was, how ISU never truly appreciated his efforts and talent, how he sacrificed everything to this sport (including endless sleepless nights, his health, living like a normal young person etc) and almost never got rewarded for it hurts like hell
a graceful warrior, an elegant swan, a capricious rockstar, the first sakura flower that brings hopeful spring, embodying the qualities of both romeo and juliet, ill-starred esmeralda... yuzuru can be all of them