an independent roleplay blog for the orginal character VANCE BLAKE. a former monster hunter, ex-bounty hunter for the yakuza &. currently paying rent working as gun for hire. based off the hellhound concept &. inspired by the black dog folklore. written by CERO (she/her, 21+) private, selective &. mutuals only. carrd. / ©

screaming @ all of you rn

winks, i still need tags & a nice icon border but i'm pretty much done with the blog

i am staring disrespectfully

finding fcs is hard man :')

alright so i played through the new hsr story and av.enturine woke up my old gambler/thief muse so guess who's gonna have to make a dual muse blog now

hi, i'm still taking a break but i'm thinking about working on my jack the ripper muse and i'm probably changing my alias yet again (don't sue me). i think i'll be back soon-ish once i find a nice fc!

what kind of love are you?

━━ love as a performance

your love is a masquerade, a dance, a work of art. you love with a veil across your face, unable to allow anyone to see the real you. can that be considered love, you wonder? as a performer, you have all your lines prepared, and you know exactly what to say and when to say it. you’re charismatic and bold, seductive and hypnotic. your love is a snake’s melody, the siren song of the sea. your love is enchanting. your love is melodic. your love is afraid and fearful and longing. you ache to tear the veil off, you ache to cast poetry aside for the sake of something real and gritty. you’re terrified of the very thought. being loved by you is to be loved by an artist; it is to be a muse. it reflects others beautifully, but never, ever yourself. not really. not truly.

tagged by: @astarablaze thanks! <3 tagging: steal it!

dressed in rage inside my cage, my pandemonium. still bound to the flame that i bear. buried alive in the coffin of who i used to be. i'll scream all i like, 'cause we're all mad here. / indie original character, penned by paissa ( she / her ; 32 ).

my brain is jumping from one thing to another but i'm finally working on my multi again

alright, i've decided to take a little break from cain + the future multi. instead i'll be working on my space pirate and hopefully get some motivation back

more stories where falling in love is a horrifying fate worse than death rather than a source of comfort and hope. more stories where love is understood as a terminal affliction.

i'm trying to find motivation to be on here but it's been kinda hard. it feels like all desire to write and work on stuff just vanished and i hate it.

TWINS TWINS TWINS TWINS

well what if i want to bite the hand that feeds me but fondly. gently. what then