He winced at the others’ words. That was hurtful, especially for someone he didn’t know. 

“It isn’t that I have nothing to offer you...it’s that I’ve learned that saying outright what I know and can do has given me more than my fair share of...pain.”

He put emphasis on the word “pain”; he almost spat it out, and he seemed on the defense now. He gave a harsh look to the prince, and crossed his arms. “You know...how about we have a sparring match? You win, I’ll tell you what I know - I win, and we just go about our way. Deal?”

???:

[[ Necromancy and Geomancy - continued from here with @royal-botanist ]]

“У вас много призраков вокруг вас. Не притворяйся, что нет,” he said, dully, yet harsh with his accent. He could see them around the prince; though, he didn’t currently recognize Leo as the second prince of Nohr.

Being outcast like he was tended to end that way, unfortunately.

“You’re asking me to elaborate? …What if I do? What will you do then?” he asked, running his hands through his black hair. He hated explaining things; he’d rather leave them in the past, like they should, but somehow it always ended up coming back to bite him in the ass.

However, he knew the other could feel his magic. Nikolahs, too, could feel Leo’s; as such, he was extremely wary of giving any information about his kind of power to the other.

Leo couldn’t help but to quirk a brow at the other’s response. The accent too thick for him to decipher what had been said. Though, judging from his companion’s face, the words had not been of a pleasant sort. LOVELY. Stuck with a child that seemed too keen to discuss the afterlife - as well as make snide remarks. Just what the prince had ordered…

“You make an outrageous claim and then grow upset when you are asked to explain yourself? Such an oddity you are. If you have nothing to offer me…than leave.”

Leo had little time to be wasting. Especially on a child. While the air surrounding the other was ODD, it did not warrant the prince sticking around. Having far more important matters to attend to. 

“Or, you may stay here, tell me of what you mean, and we can leave it at that. Now, is there another snide remark you wish to give while hiding behind a language I cannot understand? Or are you going to converse with me like an ADULT?”

[[ Necromancy and Geomancy - continued from here with @royal-botanist ]]

“У вас много призраков вокруг вас. Не притворяйся, что нет,” he said, dully, yet harsh with his accent. He could see them around the prince; though, he didn’t currently recognize Leo as the second prince of Nohr.

Being outcast like he was tended to end that way, unfortunately.

“You’re asking me to elaborate? ...What if I do? What will you do then?” he asked, running his hands through his black hair. He hated explaining things; he’d rather leave them in the past, like they should, but somehow it always ended up coming back to bite him in the ass.

However, he knew the other could feel his magic. Nikolahs, too, could feel Leo’s; as such, he was extremely wary of giving any information about his kind of power to the other.

Ask muse how good they are at..

💋 - kissing 👼 - babysitting 🍛 - cooking 💃 - dancing 🎭 - acting/performing arts 🍻 - tolerating alcohol 😠 - managing with their temper 📝- planning and following their plan 🎤- singing 🙊 - keeping secrets 🌷- taking care of plants/pets 😈 - manipulating with others 🏊 - swimming 😂 - telling jokes 📰 - keeping track of world news 📚 - worlds history knowledge ⌚- keeping track of time 💪 - staying fit 😏 - lying 🚗 - driving a car 👗 - dressing with style 🔮 - magic 🔪 - melee weapons 🔫 - ranged weapons 💞 - expressing their feelings 😓 - acknowledging mistakes 🎺 - playing an instrument 🎁 - making gifts ✊ - keeping promises

1/4 - Vocaloid Original Song Lyric Ask Meme

“Watch my heart beat out of my chest.” “We’ve done something wrong.” “Was it you?” “…Or am I the one here taking the blame?” “Feel my throat sink deeper and deeper, I’m gasping for air.” “Is it me?” “Or are you not feeling this?” “Are you not feeling the same?” “I’ve done everything perfect to instruction.” “Tell me you’re trying.” “Tell me I’m lying.” “I’ve done everything perfect for destruction.” “I can’t be alone with this feeling.” “Am I the only one that’s holding on for far too long?” “Was it all just a dream?” “Am I wrong?” “Was there no ‘You and Me’?” “Scream and call me hopeless!” “Shout out that you have nothing left!” “Something, just say anything!” “Don’t end this with words left unsaid!” “Don’t you hear me crying out for you as you turn away?” “Is it true, or are you not feeling the same?” “Tell me you’re kidding.” “It’s just the beginning.” “I can’t be alone in my grieving…” “Scream and call me worthless!” “I can’t push on with emptiness.” “Am I the only one that can’t feel anything at all?” “All the guilt and all the lies, all the times I gave it my best try…” “I’ll be real, I am tired…” “I remember now, all your fire.” “And all the things that you put me through.” “Tore my heart into two…” “Was I supposed to just be okay with everything that you did!?” “I was broken, I was hurting!” “But I’m meant to forgive?!” “You cut me to pieces!” “It’s your fault I’m a complete wreck!” “And I guess I didn’t matter to you…” “The worst part? I always knew.” “So here’s my final “Fuck You”.”

Headcanons

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

La Llorona (VOCALOID Original Song) Lyric Meme

[[ The bolded lyrics are lyrics that I did not want to change, as they are originally in Spanish for the song and imo they feel more impactful by keeping them the way they are. ]]

This song is actually a really fun one to do because you can put a lot of these together to make more than one sentence! I also put in other pronouns, so have fun, mix things up, and see what comes out of it! Also I have more horror/sad/etc songs that I can turn into lyric memes, so just let me know if you want more!

“Her/their/his/your screams light up the night.” “Her/their/his/your face fills you/them/her/him with fright.” “And still with all her/their/his/your might-” “She/he/they/you yearn/s to make things right.” “For them/him/her/you, they’ve//you’ve/he’s/she’s lost their/your/his/her live/s.” “She/he/they/you warned them/you/she/he of the dive.” “She/he/they/you prayed that one survived.” “Yet none of them/you arrived.” “They’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, they’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, she/he/they/you yell/s.” “So on, so on, church bells.” “Of tears and salt she/he/they/you smell/s.” “There are no last farewells, farewells…” “The crying woman, what’s going on?” “Why do you cry, my love?” “And the children, where are they?” “In the river they sleep.” “I’m sorry…” “My sons…” “She/he/they/you walk/s, hands dripping wet.” “She/he/they/you look/s really upset.” “She/he/they/you was/were never a threat.” “Yet no one/you/she/he will/won’t forget.” “They’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, they’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, she/he/they/you know/s.” “Yet from their graves they rose…” “Her insanity grows…” “Just as the river flows and flows.” “They’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, they’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, she/he/they/you dig/s.” “I slaughtered them like pigs!” “I drowned my fucking kids!” “Their necks, their necks, they cracked like twigs!” “They’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, they’re/you’re/she’s/he’s gone, she/he/they/you cry/cries.” “Her/their/your/his eyes cast to the sky…” “She/he/they/you never said goodbye.” “And now’s her/their/your/his turn to die.” “Your/their/his/her children left you/them/him/her.” “How is the excavation?” “For you/him/her/them, there is no salvation.”

don’t let me go//let me go.

for the painful part .

“please… i’m scared.”

“i need you to say it —”

“please say you love me”

“don’t let go”

“don’t give up on me”

“don’t give up on us”

“please call me back”

“i never meant for this to happen”

“i didn’t — intend to say that”

“no! you got it all wrong” 

“i—”

“please… please don’t leave me”

“you can’t — mean that…”

“why are you saying all this?!”

“what does that mean!?”

“why are you — telling me this now —”

“what… ? i don’t… understand?”

“was it – something i said…?”

“was it – something i did…?”

“please, talk to me.”

“please – tell me what’s wrong”

“please, please just  — listen to me!”

“that’s not what i said!”

“what i meant was (…)”

“are you – leaving me…?”

“you – … no — not you too, no, please…”

“you’re all i have – please don’t do this…”

for the also painful part.

“i think it’s best if we stop here.”

“i had fun but – i just can’t do this anymore.”

“i don’t feel the same way you do.”

“it’s — it’s not you, it’s me and… i don’t love you.”

“it’s over, okay?”

“i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.”

“this isn’t easy for me either, but we’re just — different.”

“we’re not at the same page right now, I can’t do this.”

“i can’t live like this anymore.”

“i can’t do this anymore.”

“it feels fake from my side. i can’t lie to you anymore.”

“i don’t want to hurt you anymore.”

“i said that… it’s over.”

“i need a break. we need a break…”

“we have to stop, please.”

“i can’t give you want you want. i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry i wasted your time.”

“i don’t love you, i never did —”

“we’re just not meant to be, okay?”

“this is not meant to be.”

“i need to leave.”

“you have to let me go.”

send a symbol - get the following from my muse ;

EXORCISM † [Vocaloid Original Song] Lyric Starter Sentences

"I had found you."

"I had left you."

"I forgave you."

"I forgot you."

"You possessed me."

"You controlled me."

"You said you loved me."

"You said you'd kill me."

"...He is speaking, speaking for me..."

"I'm a worthless human being."

"He's still speaking, speaking for me."

"Keep your voice down, or he'll hurt me!"

"...Exorcists can't save me now."

"...I swear to you...That I'm fine. :)"

"...Please let me die...to be found..."

"...He speaks for me, nerves that I grind..."

"I'm speaking louder in my own voice."

"I'm blocked by the voice of a demon inside."

"I just act coy and play nice...only to die on the inside."

"I need an exorcism"

"It happened once."

"It happened twice."

"It won't happen again."

"Now I won't play nice."

"You spoke for me."

"You spoke for them."

"This is number 3, go back to the damned!"

"Bullshit liar!"

"Everything you told me were lies!"

"You left me here to fucking die!"

"Exorcise me...get the demons out of me!"

Lemme Smash Starters

‘ this is a nice stick. ’ ‘ I like sticks. ’ ‘ lemme smash. please? ’ ‘ no, (name), go find (name2). ’ ‘ you want sum fuk? ’ ‘ no, (name), I don’t want sum fuk. ’ ‘ I got you blue. ’ ‘ hey girl. you want some tail ? ’  ‘ (name), your tail is small. ’ ‘ wot? ’ ‘ swiggity swooty? ’ ‘ you want yellow? ’ ‘ she doesn’t want yellow. ’ ‘ blue and yellow? no. ’ ‘ (name), I’m leaving. ’ ‘ no! wait! lemme smash! ’ ‘ what has my life come to ? ’ ‘ (name) thought my tail was big. ’ ‘ (name) used to let me smash. ’ ‘ but (name) is smashin (name2). (name2) is a hoe. ’ ‘ fuck this nest. fuck (name)! ’ ‘ I need you (name)! ’ ‘ (name) lemme smash! ’ ‘ I’ma get that bitch a stick. ’ ‘ bitches love sticks. ’ ‘ stick stick stick stick stick stick stick. ’ ‘ need stick? got stick. (name) I got stick. lemme smash. ’

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valentine's day application

Name: Age: Do you like to cuddle?: Can we make-out?: A night in or dinner out?: Ice cream or chocolate covered strawberries?: What makes you a good Valentine?: Would you cook for me?: Would you let me cook for you?:

INTERNAL SCREAMING.

There's a skeleton in the corner. He's dooting softly.

[[ @lilacawakening i blame you for this ]]

“Shuuuuut uuuuuup.”

No skeleton will doot softly in his presence if he had any say in it.

There's a skeleton in the corner. He's dooting softly.

[[ @lilacawakening i blame you for this ]]

“Shuuuuut uuuuuup.”

No skeleton will doot softly in his presence if he had any say in it.

Send me ♬ and I’ll put my playlist on shuffle and make a starter for you with the first line of the next song

“I can’t believe you lied to me!”

“I didn’t lie! If you think about it, the only real difference between healing magic and necromancy is timing.”

[[ currently under construction. ]]