Spring cut/recomp is going well so far.

Got over my leg press PR. You can actually see the only bit of abs I've ever had, and probably ever will, again.

I am lucky that my body can actually recomp. Thank you weird little machine I live in. You're doing your best.

yeah yeah domming someone who usually doms is cool but what goes really hard is caregiving someone who’s usually a caregiver like you just sit there and watch your show while i grab you a juice box do you want me to make you some mac and cheese or should i order you a pizza? mac and cheese? ok it’ll be ready in 20 minutes that’s one episode of your show now you just sit tight and don’t worry about anything

unsheathe thy sword, brave knight 🗡️

I'll spit on your pretty face and smear your makeup before we start recording. I want you to see yourself in a sorry state. Tears streaming from your eyes and a drenched cunt to match it.

toys are fun but i love watching someone use their hands . making me suck on your fingers , pulling my hair , getting spanked , choked , held down , fingered , manhandled , pinned .. its always much more satisfying seeing what someone's hands can do

The short gasp they do when you first curl your fingers inside them 😵‍💫

can’t get the thought of a dom reteaching me how to smoke weed out of my head. i haven’t been able to get high in a few years, mostly due to sensory issues, but i want sooooo badly to sit down in a calm and comfy space with someone i trust wholeheartedly beside me, shotgunning their smoke into my eager mouth. i want them to make it good, to hold me by my jaw and lick into my mouth, play with my hair and soothe me with coos of praise. i want to take it slow, to get in that good place where everything is a bit fuzzy but not overwhelming, and then i want them to touch me. want to feel their hands rub soft circles on my thighs in between hits, easing me into a deeper high by offering me kisses or more when i take hits without coughing, and just,,, have them take care of me through it all. want to slip into that drowsy state, where im reduced to mindless whines and giggles, and have them lay me down so they can make me feel even better. i want it coercive. i want it loving. i want it sick. i want all of my senses to revolve around them, in a constant but not overbearing way, so that i can’t ruin the high for myself. i need to be taken care of, doted on, goaded into smoking more when i start to sober up. i want to cum on their fingers while they talk me through it, rut against their tongue with my favorite songs playing softly in the background, whimper and grind on their cock as it slips inside me. i need it to be so good that i want more, and more, and more. i need it to be so good that i don’t want it to ever end, so they can get me back in that place where im so fucking vulnerable without having to force me into it. i want it to be a choice i’m tricked into making, via their own cunning manipulation and gentle influence, solely because they see how pliant and easy i am when i’m too high to function. because they can’t help but take advantage of it. lord.

Imagine punish a brat by tying them down and overstimming them with toys. They start off defiant and curse you while cumming a few times.

"F-Fuck you"

"I hate y-you"

"Y-You suck"

So you just sit there, keeping them nice and stimulated while they cum over and over again until they need to use you for support and start breaking.

"fuckfuckfuck"

"You're doing so good, darling. We'll keep going until you learn your lesson"

Until they start begging and apologizing for being a brat for no reason.

"pleasepleasepleaseimsorryitwonthappenagain"

When they're clearly overstimmed and tired but you just keep pushing them anyway.

"P-Please it's too much, I can't cum anymore" they'll whine and whimper

But you just keep going until they orgasm again.

"What are you talking about? You clearly can keep going, you liar"

So you punish them for "lying" to you with more overstimulation, watching them slowly spiral more out of control as their consciousness slips.

Completely an imaginary situation though

Shapeshifter boyfriend who fucks you as different monsters

she would look so pretty with my fingers in her mouth

I'd love to cuddle someone with a bunch of toys on. Vibrators, rope, dog bone gag, dildos and everything possible. Put it all on high while I cuddle them and hold them tight so I can feel them struggle.

I'll play with their hair, rubbing their body all over while whispering, encouraging words to them like

"You're doing so good, puppy. Keep going"

"You squeezing me so tight, darling."

"You can cum all you want, baby"

Or maybe I'll be mean and say

"You're moving around too much. Stop it"

"You're cumming again? You're so pathetic"

"You're wayyyy too fucking loud"

Maybe I'll replace the dildo in them so I can feel their needy little hole tighten around me as they orgasm.

I wonder how long it would be when they give up trying to hold it in and just start uncontrollably twitching and moaning.

I'll be sure to kiss them while saying even more words into their ear

"Shhhh. Just keep cumming, honey"

"Just let it alllll out"

"You're so cute when you lose control"

Maybe while they squirm, they'd naturally have me slide in and out of them making them feel even better. I'm sure they'd be so desperate to be filled up with cum so they'd move and struggle more trying to get me to fill their little stomach up with cum.

Maybe if I do, I'll pull them really tight to hold them down so they can do nothing but take the stimulation from the toys while they feel me fill their stupid little hole up.

Ahhh, but it's just a fantasy :(

No one to make it true

forcing subs to beg for what they want is so fucking hot. telling them to use their words and that they'll only get it if they beg like a good slut. seeing them get all red and shy, claiming that they dont know how to or that they get too flustered and try to hide their face. grabbing their wrists and pinning their hands above their head and again telling them to beg. hearing them stumble over their words for them to only be edged for the night because they need to learn to use their words better

forcing subs to beg for what they want is so fucking hot. telling them to use their words and that they'll only get it if they beg like a good slut. seeing them get all red and shy, claiming that they dont know how to or that they get too flustered and try to hide their face. grabbing their wrists and pinning their hands above their head and again telling them to beg. hearing them stumble over their words for them to only be edged for the night because they need to learn to use their words better

"you make my brain fuzzy" good. let me take away your ability to think. be my mindless little pet.

SUPPORT BLACK SEX WORKERS.

You’re cute, but you’d look much better collared and leashed. Would you like to test my theory, darling?

*flirting* you look like you bruise easy