Strict parents are the shit. How the hell do they expect their child to do the right thing if they dont give them a chance at all to do it. Fuckin stupid. I swear i love my parents but i wish to god i dont end up like them.

Its like they expect me be fucking perfect all the time, the more mistakes i make the tighter their choke on me is.

Im running out of air and space to breathe in.

Dont blame me for being rebellious. If you put a lion in a cage, there are only two things that could happen, one is their spirit is broken down or two, they grow to hate you. On my case, its the latter.

And you tell me, “its like we dont know you” lmao mom, you were so busy trying to shove who you want me to be up my ass to see who i really am.

I dont wanna be who you want me to be.

Cant you see that? Im not cutout for that kind of shit.

Fuck that.

You failed.

You lost me a long time ago.

I’m actually envious of people who can have a conversation with their parents and can open up to them about their feelings. Like howww? How nice must your parents be for you to do thattt? Teach me your ways.

PSA TO ALL PARENTS:If you do raise kids remember this: the tighter the leash, the further they run when it snaps.

Why do you do that? Why do you do this to yourself? You always care for people more than you care for yourself. You look tired, take a nap. You look stressed, take a break. Your eyes are puffy, do you want to talk? Your grades are getting worse, are things okay? Why can’t you see how amazing you are? You constantly ask yourself why will you never be good enough.. why do you always get hurt.. why are you such a disappointment and failure.. It’s like you take ten steps forward but get pushed twenty steps back every single time. You’re scared to open up because no one stays, no one really cares. Why does everything in your life always crumple apart? I want things to get better for you. I want you to finally be happy. You deserve so much more. You are more than those tears and lines on your wrist. You’re that bright personality who always knows how to make others smile. You’re so great and I hope that one day you see that. recover. smile. love. bloom. happy.

I can’t focus, it’s like I hear the words but they just won’t connect or make sense, I can’t focus on anything and it is unnerving. It’s making me anxious.

Self - ❤

sleep can’t cure this type of tiredness

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Y’all ever worry that you’re gonna do something that reminds your bf of his ex? Yeah, me too.

Literally me.😅❤️

You just gotta let love find you instead of you finding it

if somebody

anybody

tells you

that if it’s meant to be

it will be

they are a liar

if you want something

if you want something so bad that your chest hurts and your heart is breaking

then you have to go for it

you have to try as hard as you possibly fucking can

in this world

you cannot just sit

and wait

you have to run

and conquer

i found this quote that i wrote four months ago. i didn’t end up going for it, and i regret it everyday. you have to fucking live in the moment. go for it. kiss the boy you’ve liked since middle school. go for your dream job even if you’re unsure it’ll work out. just live. i promise you, you won’t regret it.

“Falling for someone doesn’t mean they’ll catch you.”

R.H Sin, Whiskey words & a shovel III

“They say you’re scared until you realize and accept that you’re in love. I wonder if that’s what it is.”