Optimus Prime (TFP) Matrix HC:
Even though the Matrix of Leadership does allow him to be much wiser and have a lore more insight, due to the combined wisdom of the original thirteen Primes being contained within, it also is somewhat of a burden for him mentally.
Due to the fact it does possess so much knowledge and wisdom, it surely has so know just as much about the terrible and gut-wrenching things as anything else. So I think that Optimus would sometimes have dissociative flashbacks to events he never was present for, or have overwhelming intrusive thoughts about violence. Not in the “what if I hurt somthing” (the traditional type) but more of a “here’s an extremely graphic and nauseating thought you won’t be able to escape”.
He sometimes has episodes where he just goes completely silent, and nobody but Ratchet knows. It’s something he keeps secret so the others don’t worry about him, but sometimes he has to go on recon or other things during these episodes, and he goes nonverbal. The rest of Team Prime just wave it off as him being angsty and moody, but Ratchet tries his best to give Optimus space and to lighten his load.
He usually gets hazy visions of different awful scenes, sometimes real, sometimes a memory from the era of the primes, sometimes a graphic hypothetical. But he can’t really fight it, and any time he tries not to think of it, his mind just leads him back to these uncomfortable and unwanted thoughts.
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Prompt List
I’ve seen a couple of prompt lists, and I wanted to compile a list of my favorites for oneshots. Most of it is based off of @dear-yandere‘s prompt list, you can find those here. Feel free to request these for oneshots, but I won’t do the same prompt for the same character twice.
Addiction - “If you want me to beg, then I’ll beg for you.”
Allure - “I want to tell you I love you until my throat bleeds.”
Anesthetic - “Sleep tight, I’ll deal with our little annoyance.”
Angel - “This world doesn’t deserve an angel like you.”
Aphrodisiac - “Just give into me, love.”
Band-aids - “Don’t you know how much this hurts me?”
Blanket - “You’re so cute when you’re asleep!”
Blood - “Who hurt you?”
Break - “Should I just break your legs? That way you can never, ever run away again.”
Bruises - “I will never let you leave.”
Cage - “I will protect you from everything.”
Camera - “You were beautiful in the photos I took, but you’re absolutely perfect in my arms.”
Candles - “I just want to show you how much I love you…”
Carvings - “Please! You can use me all you like, just don’t leave me!”
Cellar - “I’ll lock you up and throw away the key if you think about doing that again, understand?”
Chains - “I’ll do whatever it takes if it means we’ll be together forever.”
Choker - “You have no idea how much I have been holding myself back for you.”
Clouds - “You don’t even know how lucky you are. I protect you and provide for you. Don’t act so ungrateful.”
Control - “Can’t you see? The world is a scary and dangerous place. If you stay here, you’ll be safe. In my arms.”
Corpses - “The next time they touch what’s mine, I’ll cut their arm off.”
Crown - “The world doesn’t revolve around you, but my love does.”
Crucify - “This is all your fault. You have nobody to blame but yourself.”
Defeat - “I’m yours, use me in any way that you want.”
Delirium - “Why do you think I’m stalking you? I’m only keeping you safe. You need me.”
Desperation - “You’re happy being with me, right?”
Disguise - “Why aren’t you happy? I look exactly like your lover! Kiss me, hug me, love me, me, me!”
Doll - “I’ll give you every little piece of me. Just don’t leave me.”
Escape - “Did you really think you could get away from me?”
Eyes - “I’ll gouge out their eyes, so they can never look at you ever again.”
Flowers - “Is it so hard to love me?”
Fog - “I’ll kiss away the pain, love.”
Gaslight - “I know you better than you know yourself.”
Guardian - “I’m your Guardian Angel. I exist solely for you.”
Guns - “I think they might be a problem. Don’t worry, love, I’ll take care of them for you.”
Heartless - “If you leave me, I’ll die!”
Hope - “I don’t wanna hurt you, baby.”
Hubris - “I will destroy everything in my way until I have you.”
Hysteria - “I’m only this desperate for you.”
Jealousy - “You don’t need anyone but me.”
Joker - “I hope you understand just how far I’m willing to go for you. How many rules I’m willing to break for you.”
Key - “If you just do what you’re told then we wouldn’t have a problem, would we?”
Kisses - “Tell me how much you love me.”
Locks - “I know you liked them, sweetie, but they were keeping you away from me.”
Love letter - “Am I wrong? You want to be loved, Don’t you?”
Lungs - “I need you more than I need to breathe.”
Marks - “You can hurt me if you want. Hit me, stab me, yell at me. You can do anything, if you just stay with me.”
Memories - “I can make all of your pain go away. You just have to say the words.”
Mercy - “If I killed myself, would that make you happy?”
Moonlight - “I’m sorry, honey, but you made me jealous. They had to die.”
Paralysis - “There’s nowhere to run. So don’t scream anymore, love.”
Paranoia - “I know everything about you.”
Photos - “I’m so happy you finally wanted to take a picture with me! They can go right next to the ones of you sleeping.”
Poison - “Sorry sweetie, this was just a precaution! I promise I won’t poison you as much.”
Punishment - “I know it hurts, honey, but this is what happens when you don’t do what I say.”
Queen - “If you’re with me, I don’t need anything else.”
Rain - “Why are you crying? Aren’t you happy to be with me?”
Red string - “I’m madly in love with you. You’re all I ever think about.”
Restraints - “Be a good girl and sit still. You don’t want me to be unhappy right?”
Secrets - “You can run away but I will always find you.”
Smiles - “Where’s that smile I’m looking for, sugar?”
Stranger - “You’re lying. You love me, I know it.”
Sunshine - “It’s okay to love me. Please love me.”
Tears - “Sweetie, don’t cry.. they didn’t love you as much as I did.. I’ll help you over the heartbreak.”
Veins - “You are the reason I live.”
Window - “I saw you last night…you looked beautiful.”
Wine - “I’ll bleed for you.”
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