lawlight toxic yuri i never posted

I hope they reincarnate into a shojo manga

!!

Sometimes self-care is, actually, NOT getting onto the computer and little treats and watching youtube videos. Sometimes those things are self-care, but sometimes they're also avoidant behaviors.

Sometimes self care is waking up and just. Fucking getting in the car. And driving to the bank. And the store. And buying the cat litter. And changing the cat boxes you've been avoiding because your brains been stuck in a hole. And picking up the trash you've been piling up. And getting a load into the wash. And mowing the lawn before the village council sends you a formal complaint and potential-fines warning.

Like its hard and annoying to do because it sucks. It sucks so much. But if I don't start working on this pile of bullshit I've let build up because it stinks and i was stuck in deer-in-headlights mode, I risk letting it turn into fuckery. I do not have the patience for fuckery that I once - foolishly! - thought I had.

I thought I’d grow out of vampires but here I am grown loving every anemic goth bat bitch I see

tell your cat I said pspspspsps

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Going out shopping 🛍️🏷️🩷

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this stupid twink wont share his fucking doritos 

personally if i were an artist and teenage girls happened to gravitate towards my art i would consider that the highest fucking honour imaginable

CRIES.. I wanna be a professional dom so bad imagine earning money from slapping men across the face

a drive through the countryside at night

genuinely save me

want to be clear that if i ever talk about a headcanon and then later discuss a headcanon that is directly contradictory to the first one, that’s because headcanons exist in a quantum state where they are all simultaneously true and not true up until the point where i discuss it in detail, in which case that is the one that is true in that instance. schroedinger’s headcanons

whatever you do DON'T think about red string of fate parallels to L and Light being handcuffed to each other. there's no coming back from that train of thought

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