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Todays morning weight was 43,5kg. Im okay with it, since i was with my boyfriend the start of the week and he fed me alot (i couldnt really decline since i dont want to make him worry). So i was almost 45kg 3 days ago. Today i got a bit too excited about tomorrows cheatday. I ate berry porridge, unsweetened youghurt and then downed a tub of halo top and snacks. It doesnt happen often, i guess today was a bad day. So i got stressed in the evening and went to exersice an additional 600kcal to make sure i dont gain weight.
#weightloss#exersice#fitnessgoals#fitspo#fitspiritaion#i need to be thin ffs#thinspiration#pro ana#anareksia#ed journey#ed thoughts
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Heya, decided to take a turn w this acc and make it abt my own weight loss journey. Feel free to tag a long and give my blog a follow. I mostly do it for myself tho to keep myself on track and do some journaling.
If you know me, pls ignore my acc xx
I started loosing weight during quarantine since i never did andything and i had just started a new realitionship, and wanted to look good.
I started out weighing 50kg, im 157cm. Pretty normal. But noticed after a month, only weighing 47kg and then a week later 46. This sparked some confidence for me to keep going. As months went by, i upped my game with eating more healthy and exersicing on top of being a dancer.
Right now i strive to eat a bit above 500-600kcal a day, i do gym 6 times a week and burn atleast 500kcal by exersice, daily.
I have one cheatday a week, which i try to exersice off as fast as possible.
My goal is to weigh around 40-41kg, low fat, but still maintain some muscle and look fit.
#fitness#proana#pro ana#thinspiration#i need to be thin ffs#ed thoughts#ed journey#skinny#fitnessgoals
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d-do you smell that?
ahh i know what it is ..
it’s the sweet sweet smell of
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I'm so in love!
Holy fuck.
This boy. He's the best, he lifts my mood so much. I get motivated and cant get off track!
I wanna lose weight so he doesnt have to see As much fat when we might get undressed. I mean idk if this happens but if it does I dont want him to see the fat :(
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(ahhhhh it is done…i needed so much more time, than i though… coloring the frames the fu****ing water, recording…ahhhhhhhand there are still so many mistakes….but i am kinda proud)
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too risky for tumblr¿ i like challenge i guess
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I notice
As a person who’s also dealing with a mental illness I feel like I notice a lot of stuff ‘normal’ people don’t see.
I noticed how the pretty blond girl in my class suddenly shut down when someone was talking about self harm.
I noticed how the boy that’s always helping others didn’t eat at breakfast, or lunch or dinner.
I noticed how the usually quiet girl was rubbing her wrists when she was nervous.
I noticed how the girl who’s always social suddenly got very quiet and put on headphones to escape the world.
I noticed how the friendliest guy I’ve ever met was hurting when everyone was talking about their loving parents.
I noticed how the skinny girl in my class stood still for a couple of seconds after she got up because she felt dizzy.
I notice the long sleeves, the tired eyes, the blank look, the big hoodies.
And if you just take a moment to look around, you’ll notice too.
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2nd December 2018
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Mun lapsuuden suurin pettymys oli se et kettukarkkei ei tehtykkää ketuist.
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