Reflection Correction

I don't believe in the saying, "If things are too good to be true, they probably are." I believe that when there's doubt, it clouds seeing the full picture of lives that are blessed in those moments. Other times when things are truly good, they are ignored instead of being embraced. No time for regrets. Time to realize & reflect.

The last production I was a part of. 2015/2016. Nominations….awards…couldn't even get the poster sent to me so I could frame it.

Just released my 1st streaming vid on a YouTube account I have had since 2010. Already have 15 new subscribers but wanted to save this one

Love this skull ship tshirt soooo much.

The Falkirk Mansion aka Falkirk Cultural Center in N.Cali. Anyone ever been here? The lamp was flown in from Falkirk, Scotland in the 80′s that’s straight from Dollar Park. Some of my earliest memories I still remember was being in this house for a huge celebration. All says it was taken over in 1974 yet some of my family was still living there until 1979/1980. It’s odd owning a phone book w/ this Victorian style home on the cover (my mom iron steamed the cover off after that year was over) my mom won a raffle which was a drawing of this house & I still have it.

One of my relatives was one of the entrepreneurs that helped give funds to have The Golden Gate Bridge constructed. I love taking pix of it that some might overlook. 

The types of things I buy at conventions. Random but meaningful to me.

My luck with love.

I got stacking skills

Do you like how my balls look?

I’ve stayed in enough hotels in my day to know this set up is in a hotel. I have known a few actors that live in hotels because they don’t trust apartments nor owning a home.

Have you ever decorated a hotel room up for any reason?

I love my black heart shades. Been wearing these since 2010 thanx to finding my 1st pair at Venice Beach

I miss my friend I originally met at a goth club in L.A. After a few years of keeping in touch he asked me to be an extra in his indie film (2009) & last time I hugged him was at the Wrap Up Party. Proud to help out my friend, that movie is proof I own dresses.

FLIP OF THE COIN

There’s a man out there that is perfect for me…

it’s just not you.

There’s a woman close by that is perfect for you…

it’s definitely not me.

Someday I will find a good soul, not tonight.

Friday I wanted to stream for 12 hours to help as many as possible get the drops. My teen was home for the night & we ended up spending a lot of time together on Friday morning so I ended up not streaming until 1pm. I ended up doing my 12 hour regardless of time I began. I couldn’t sleep until 3am & woke up at 8:30am aka I was so zombie draggin’ I ended up not streaming on Saturday. Was bummed feeling like I blew my load (so to speak) on Friday & having to rebalance before going at it again. Shoulder in tons ‘o’ pain but doing what I can for the pain to stop. Sunday I will probably be streaming at least 12 more hours to help with those that forgot there were drops this weekend. Love Sea of Thieves & wearing my pirate hat no matter how stupid anyone thinks I look. That’s not my problem, I would rather be happy with those around me enjoying my chill time rather then anything else.  

One of my favorite sayings for decades now is coming back to haunt me. ‘Imperfection is Perfection’ I am usually a very confident, outgoing & sassy quick witted gal. When I am into someone I become this shy, soft spoken person that thinks she’s not good enough to spend time with someone let alone date them. I’m not cookie cutter perfect looking yet have more incredible traits then anyone would know just from walking past me. 

Optometrist appointment. 3rd try on getting my prescription done correctly instead of just looking through glass. Glad things are only blurry for smaller print but I haven’t driven at night in too many years & I miss reading end credits at the movie theater aka last one to leave the theater yet nicest person to thank the custodian crew & always throw my trash away instead of leaving anything behind. Keeping my fingers crossed on them testing me until I tear up of my eye sight getting corrected after trying since 2016.