omg, she told our dad.

I wish i can become the moon.

I asked for her to buy me chips at 9 and walmart closes at 11. So I thought that she would be buying them at that store.. apperntly she bought them at a 7-Eleven which makes them 5 dollars when they are usually 3 dollars. But apperntly its on me cuz when she asked 20 minutes after 11 [which I didnt know cuz I asked her of this hours ago] I should have know it was going to cost that much. We got into a fight about this and I told her I wanst paying that amount so she said to give her the chips back. So I threw it back at her. Now keep in mind she does this to me to when she mad. Heck she does this to anybody when she's in a bad mood. But I was really upset cuz why would you buy chips for this amount??? Anyway she tells me it was disrespectful and I was like?? Yeah? It was ! But I didnt care because I was so done with her. She does it. Its okay because she must feel like there's some justification. But when I do it she has to go and tell me it was disrespectful. I dont want her to be my sister anymore. I recently have come back from previous memories that she didn't like me when were kids. I've noticed how she avoided me at school or how she was jsut not there. She literally let our own cousin bully me while she just did nothing. I just want to call my mom and tell her to move me to back to mexico

She talks about being disrespectful when she does the same shit. When she does its different apperntly.

I just talked to myself and realized how bad this is

Our dad is in the hopital and this girl. She bring the anger in me so bad

I thought i was getting better

I sometimes forget how much of a inconvenience i become

Dude. Im tired of waking up to the smell of dog pop everyweek. This damn dog does it stleast once a week. At this point my sister is just negelecting the dog

My sisters dog once again shit in the house

I have two essays due and idk if I have time

I talked to my sister about doing the dishes one day and the next day I would do it. She said she'll think about it😑

Im not doing the dishies until my sister fuking does them or atleast come to an agreemetn. She litterlly just cooked and didnt clean up jer shit. I just keep remembering a video she sent me of how one person cookes and the other cleans. And like thats o bull shit cuz she doesn't even do it

Its upsetting how my sister doesn't help do the dishes sometimes. Like before when we both went to school we would take turns. But then at some point in her junior year she got a job. So with less time in the house she got to not do dishes. I was a bit upset about it but i got over it. Plus it made sense. Now that both of us are continuing a education and we both don't have a job at the moment. I thought to ask fr8da woth helping with the dishes. AND SHE DOES! But she just half ass them. Like i noticed that she leaves the utensils and hug pans and pots on the side. Then I remembered that when we were in high school that she doesn't like cleaning them. Because they are tedious. AND LIKE? Just do the dishes dude! And like i do the same somtimes. Like leave big pots and difficult dishes because I JUST cleaned a lot of dishes and there no more room for them. So I would leave maybe 3 on the side but with water and soap. So. I want to knwo why can't she just help. I also cleaned the kitchen and livingroom. And when I asked frida if she can clean the dishes she said no cuz she cleaned the bathroom. I didnt want to start anything with her cuz out dad was in the room and we were eating but God damn. She's been planning on getting ready for our dad to go back to mexico quicker but if I ever have the fuking Chance I will get the fuk out of there. I literally had a 4 month vacation woth out her in the house and it was kinda nice. The only person I cleaned up after was my dad and he wanst that bad.

Going to try and stay awake today. I need to fix my sleep schedule. Also going to try make my dad be outside more. Also its raining i like rain

My sisters dog had pooped on the living room this morning and it still stinks. Its so upsetting how she thinks that a bottle of anti urine thingy is goikg to fix it. I literally told her to do it with bleach. But no. Cuz the thing would do vetter cuz its its purpose. DUDE! UR NOT EVEN SCRUBBING UR JUST SPRAYING IT OVER IT! Its not until my dad said it still smells that she didnt fight it

IM SO FUCKING EMBARRASSED! I TRIED MAKING AN APPOINTMENT FOR MY MOM AND IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING HOW MY DAD WALKED IN TO ASK IF WJAT HE HAD IN HAND WAS MU UNDERWEAR. I ENDED THE PHONE CALL! IT WAS THE SECOND TIME CALLING TOO. MY DAD CAME TO MY ROOM TWO TIMES TO ASK STUFF WHILE I WAS IN A PHONE CALL AND MY PHONE WAS ALSO CUTTING OFF SO I HAD TO REPEAT STUFF AGAIN. IT WAS SO OVERWHELMING THAT I JUST ENDED THE CALL AND THREW MYSLEF ON THE BED. THEN! THEN DID MY DAD LEAVE THE ROOM