catalogs for medical equipment suddenly appear strewn about the apartment when i start complaining that i want to slow down. they very obviously begin making more meals they can overload with butter and cream. they become more involved when i refuse to touch my favorite snacks they always keep overstocked, and even escalate to filling up a rolling caddy next to where i sit on the couch. they become more affectionate, always snuggling up into my side rolls and popping alternating bites of salty and sweet treats into my mouth while my brain rots from trash TV.
the praise escalates almost to an absurd extent when i start losing my mobility. i come home one day to a bariatric hospital bed set up in the spare bedroom. i don’t even notice when it gets really really hard just getting out of bed because they’re always there helping me, telling me how great i’m doing and how beautiful i look like this. i barely notice when they nudge me towards the spare bedroom one night on my slow lumber from the couch. the next morning they’re there doting on me, spoiling me with anything my heart desires and soothing my worried looks.
my mind is gone by the time my body starts overflowing the siderails of the bed and i know nothing but my partner, the tube that all but lives down my throat, and the tangle of wires leading to monitors that make worrying beeping noises. they tell me it’s okay, and i trust them. one day when i complain that my chest feels tight, i hear their pants drop to the floor.
anyway, that’s how depraved i’d like my partner to be 🤷🏻♀️
god i wish i was gaining rapidly ahahah id be 400 by now if i was but the things i do notice us my knees and legs hurting like walking is literally exhausting
You're doing such a good job. If you just stuff yourself a little more often, you can hit 400 in under 3 months. But I think you could reach it sooner. I think you can do it in two months. Wouldn't it feel so good to gain 20 pounds in a month, to eat an extra 10,000 calories every day?
You'd be 400lbs just in time for summer.
i would love to but work and uni have exhausted me atm so feederism is taking a bit of a back seat until then
enabling someone whose obviusly too far gone is so fun ^^ you can barely stand up, you can't start your day without taking fat bong rip, you're wasting you life eating junk food, touching yourself or both at the same time...
I shouldn't but...
Yes, I can get your more weed...
Of course I can get you the pizzas you ordered
Turn on some porn for you? no problem
What honey? You're starting new diet? Again? Of course I'll help you with it, but I already made you a meal so be a good girl, finish it and we'll start tomorrow okay? ^^
From the anon that asked if you liked girls - I'm literally so down bad lmao 😂. Every time I see your page and get reminded that we're both in the UK and the same age I have to chant
"I love my boyfriend, I love my boyfriend, I lo-"
in another world 💔
ahahah yeah id hate to be a home wrecker from afar, i would love a gf tho especially if shes into feederism i just feel like women would be more understanding sadly im a shit flirt ahaha
I’ve now got a chair in every room, including my shower, since the pounds keep piling on. It makes it easier to lotion every fold and roll without having my short, fat legs get so tired 😮💨 lately, I can’t help but notice how much softer and fatter I’m feeling and looking, especially after I shower, and I wonder if anyone can tell just how close to a quarter ton I am 🐷🩷🍔🍟🍕🌮🍤🧀🧁🍰🎂🍩🍪