I haven’ t been on any mentally ill site in about 6 months which is crazy… I tried to recover but ended up just binging my feeling because of a heartbreak :D. I was doing very well mentally in the summer but recently I had kinda of had a mental breakdown but I am alive :/. I relapsed on SH really bad but I am gonna get clean and just st@rve myself instead. I also deactivate my bird app account but I had s much good rice cake stuff on there;-;. New year old me old habits I can’ t anymore!!! I think I will be back on here just to log my thoughts on to this website and hopes someone cares.

I'm 4 pounds away from my lw? This doesn't feel real, in 2 weeks if I stay on track I'm going to be back at my lw????

I got broken up with so naturally I have more time to focus on my ed 🙏

i can’t make myself purge and i’m so upset rn it used to be so easy

MY PROM DRESS MAKES MY ARMS LOOK SO FAT 😭😭😭😭

my boobs got so much smaller wtf

everyone hates me rn and honestly i can’t blame them 🥰

fun fact about me the first time i purged i was in a movie theatre 🤭

One of my irls ( a guy) had an ed and lost a bunch of weight and im so jealous

i’ve been too scared to weigh myself due to a massive binge cycle i thought i got back to my hw but thankfully i didn’t but it’s too close, i did weigh after eating fruit, drinking lots of water and waffles so i’m going to try and fast tomorrow till I can weight again .

I am aware of two people who went to inpatient one was literally almost death spo and one didn't look like they had a restrictive ed at all.

I'm working at a camp for three weeks this summer, and that means no phones, no restricting, but lots of exercise because walking everywhere and we only get three meals and a snack every day, and even then staff don't get to eat snack usually. I will probably maintain, or gain some muscle. Hopefully I'm alone on my breaks so I can exercise.

I think my gf is gonna break up with me 😭😭

I’m having weird issues with my tumble recently but happy 3rd birthday to my eating disorder (i think) 💕🤭

i recently stopped snacking because that always caused a binged, and it helped so much!!!

I'm so mysterious when people look at my phone they go “what's zero, what's lose it” and I go mind your damm business ❤️

Hey Tumblr, I'm gonna start posting again. I've been binging because I've been super depressed. But it's almost summer and nothing fits so I'm back to 🌟ving myself!!!