gowonpgâ:
GIRL FRONT
with @pgyuna
all of these young and fresh faces of the industry gathered today at the radio show for a special episode, secretly aiming to promote these rising starsâ names and singles, are giving gowon a spark of jolliness in her heart. some of them debuted earlier, some later than her but theyâre still very much new to the scene. gowon feels lucky to have the chance to represent cross_over, normally sheâs in charge of being a resident dumbass so if itâs about promoting the group in the best way before the camera ( no accidental spoilers for the next comeback, no unintentional stupid sayings and learns a this-song-is-about script by heart ) then the blonde is automatically eliminated.Â
this time, however, she goes to the radio show alone. donât ask gowon, she doesnât know why either and even when sheâs halfway through the show, the female idol still wonders if the company and her manager made a mistake when they announced in front of the girls that she was specifically chosen as a guest. up until now, sheâs doing amazingly well at warming up the room with her adorable personality and numerous dumb sayings. theyâre about to take a short break after talking for what feels like 84 years when a song comes on to which gowon assumes that it belongs to one of the idols sheâs surrounded by.
canât take my eyes off you, you and my eclipse
(i only see you in my eyes)
canât touch, you were dangerous
(woo boy)
my heart as well
(keeps closing in on you)
this track sounds familiar, she thinks she recognizes it. gowon turns to the younger idol sitting besides her, the lead vocalist of cross_over forms a peaceful, almost too innocent smile on her lips. âyuna-ssi, is this one of your babies?âÂ
go yuna, remain.... calm.
itâs no big deal.Â
totally cool. coolcoolcoolcoolcool nbdnbdnbdnbdnbd. youâre an idol yourself, a public figure in your own right, so itâd be unbecoming of you to geek out on camera. itâs fine that ! gowon ! from !!! cross_over !!! is sat in the same room as you, breathing the same air, and...
oh my god, gowon knows her name.
GOWON KNOWS HER NAME.
emotionally? sheâs clutching at her heart and screaming in a pitch mariah carey would shake at. physically? she blinks. and then blinks again, because the latter part of the sentence is finally registering, and no, this is most definitely not one of hers. if only!Â
âitâs... your song, sunbae.â is this a trick question? a prank segment on her? yuna doesnât bother to mask the clear confusion on her face, just in case itâs the latter. âum, âi donât know what love is, a-z?â you know?âÂ
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pgeunâ:
Subject:Â Re: Very Important Work Email. Please Respond Urgently.
Dear Ms. Go Yuna,
Unfortunately, your email comes at an extremely inappropriate time. I believe you should also be paying attention to the stuffy man up front who is over-enthusiastically pitching the same idea as everyone elseâwhich, I think, Iâve heard about twenty times in the past one hour. Â
Get the stapler yourself.
By the way, hand it over when youâre done with it. I think I might need it too.
Thank you.
P.S. I would kill for a coffee right now. Or maybe a tequila. Any ideas?
Best regards,
Go Eundam
Over Out
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[email protected]
Zircon Sound
Mangwon-dong, Mapo-gu, Seoul
Subject: I Will Kill Everyone In This Room If I Have To Sit Through One More Proposal. Thank you and regards.
Dear Mr. Go Eundam,
Thank you for reaching out to me, and for your suggestion, which I have taken into consideration.
Despite my best efforts, I have discovered that my arm is too short to reach the stapler. I can, and will, cause you grievous bodily harm if you make a short joke.
Very bold of you to assume my brain did not log out the minute I walked into this meeting room and saw that it was filled with executives thrice our age.Â
P.S. An Irish coffee? I donât have any schedules after this. Itâs 5pm somewhere.
Regards,
Go Yuna
Soloist
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[email protected]
Zircon Sound
Mangwon-dong, Mapo-gu, Seoul
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pgsanghoâ:
âso fuckinâ good,â
âout of this world,â
âgrade a. koreaâs best.â
the television sizzles on, flickers of faces young, younger, and younger still, teetering the line between fetal and tween. thereâs the odd snippet of applause cut too short, a last-minute edit amidst countless others, likely outsourced too late in the night to be ethically sound.
itâs all part of the jobâfortunately, not sanghoâs. here he is, reveling in his saturday night encircled by the same chorus of idiots who are as convincing as they are shitfaced. minho juts his chopsticks inches away from sanghoâs nose, impatient. "hey. you listening?â
sangho blinks back to awareness, leveling his own chopsticks against the waxed table before grabbing for a chunk of underdone pork belly.
ânot to you,â sangho retorts with a snort. canât tell if heâs directing the snort to minho or the entitled pipsqueak on the screen telling everyone to pipe the fuck down. sangho gnaws down on his chopsticks, never mind the sauce dish minho slips in front of him a second too late, never mind the unpleasant, fleshy gush in his mouth and the jeweled piece on the grill taunting him in its medium-well rendered glory.
âfigures,â junyeop chides, folding a lettuce wrap for himself. âitâs another one of those shows. didnât you just finish one last month?â
sangho spits out the leftover gristle into a napkin. he unconsciously derails. âthis oneâs a bootleg as far as i can tell.â minho throws a properly cooked piece of pork onto his plate (âyouâre welcome,â) just as sangho whips his head back guffawing.Â
âbeyoncĂ©?! from this kid? she canât be serious.â
beyoncĂ©?! from this kid? she canât be serious.
that seems to be the general sentiment, anyway. the disgruntled look from the feedback that rings around the studio transforms into a cruel smirk, barely concealed, on hyunâs face. unbridled glee at the prospect of seeing someone crash and burn on national television.Â
luna really just wants for all this to be over.
these survival shows are one and the same anyway, and the path the kid seems to be going down? sheâs about to become pannâs laughingstock for the next week. chum in the water. still, thereâs a bit of heart left in her even after all these years in the industry, and she takes pity on the kid. âgo on...â the nametag says... âyuna.â
the lights donât dim-- thereâs none of that star treatment type bull in the first round of an audition determined to weed out the best of the best. instead, the resolve on the kidâs face is clear as day, as she glowers at everyone in the audience like they owe her money.
the first notes play, and well...
colour her surprised.
the audience has fallen silent, as has the panel of judges beside her. thereâs relative silence in the studio, everyone a mix of contrition and astonishment. that is, until little go yuna begins strutting around like she owns the place, crooning about how she wonât be pushed aside. (oddly fitting.)
a gradually increasing buzz from the audience reaches a crescendo of cheers as the kid belts the finishing note, and she bows. more out of necessity than anything, if the expression on her face is anything to go by.Â
lunaâs the first to pick her mic up, and yuna fixes her with a look. thereâs a rebellious spark in her eye, as if daring her to not sing her praises to the high heavens. âthat was... wow, yuna.â hyun chimes in with his own praise, lauding her like he hadnât been laughing behind his cue sheet earlier on.
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Subject: Very Important Work Email. Please Respond Urgently.
Dear Mr. Go Eundam,
I hope this email finds you well, and not in the middle of a creative meeting so boring that a certain Zircon soloist is one more âfacilitation of the free-flow of creative exchanges between the artists and managementâ away from stapling her own hand to get out of this meeting.Â
Oh, there is it.Â
Kindly hand me the stapler beside you at your earliest possible convenience, or bash me over the head with it.Â
Thank you.
Regards,
Go Yuna
Soloist
â
[email protected]
Zircon Sound
Mangwon-dong, Mapo-gu, Seoul
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yunaâd expected this. known she would be asked about it, so why, why, why was her brain blanking out on her right now? still, her near-decade of training kicks in (thank god her teenage years hadnât been robbed for nothing!) and yuna manages a facsimile of a laugh. âwow, my experience on idol youth? the show was... what, like 10 years ago...?â
the host seems to sense her distress, and they react with an anecdote about their age. where appropriate, yuna reacts with a nod or chuckle, unable to do much more with her brain in overdrive trying desperately to fish memories of idol youth from the murky depths of her brain. she takes an unusually long sip from her bottled water as the host wraps up their little story, feeling like theyâve given yuna enough time to formulate a response.
a beat passes.
âright! yeah, wow. i canât believe itâs really been that long-- seems like just yesterday i was auditioning for the show!â the host nods and gestures for her to elaborate, and yunaâs smile freezes on her face.
ah, fuck.
well. nothing to do but keep going and pray she remembers as she goes. âit technically wasnât my first audition-- of course there were all those preliminaries, but those were all private. itâs pretty funny, actually, looking back-- my parents hadnât ever heard me sing before that televised audition.â the host interrupts with a really? your parents must really have believed in you! and cracks up. yuna laughs along even though she doesnât think itâs all that funny. all for good radio, she supposes.Â
âyeah! so that was the first time theyâd ever heard me sing seriously. i did beyoncĂ©âs listen-- the audience was ooh-ing and aah-ing when i announced my song of choice, and even laughed at me when i told them to shush so i could start singing.â a little kid with a voice bigger than themselves is such an overplayed trope, câmon. âi got nervous when they started laughing, and i dropped my mic, which, iâll tell you this, is not a good way to start an audition.â well, what people didnât need to know was that it was a plot to get the audienceâs attention, and hey, itâd worked, so.Â
for @pgsangho, whoâs been yunaâs #1 supporter since day one.
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ë°±ì늰 (Yerin Baek) - Square (2017)
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unknowing trainee who means only the best: oh no did a producer's kid get lost?
2010 yuna: >:(
hi, hi! iâm jia (18+, she/hers), and iâll be writing for go yuna, newly debuted soloist/rubies trainee! all u rlly need to know about her is that she was inspired by this vine. more abt her will be under the cut, but like this post & iâll message u 2 luv on u n ur muse! (also plotting.)
ëì ë°° of zircon... entered the company when she was 11 and never looked back because vine vc heeeey i want to be famous!! the companyâs princess (and a lil bit of a diva) just because of how long sheâs been with them.
trained for a total of 9 years before her solo debut last yr, so now sheâs trying to juggle both composing for a solo comeback/rubies training.
pretty all-rounded as an idol, because... nearly a decade of training, dude. if uâre not thatâs pretty wack.
thinks sheâs hot shit because her debut did well, and iâm not saying she WILL try to mia/soyeon/xiyeon it up when rubies debut, but, iâm also not not saying that.Â
will making that comparison get me #cancelled fuck
go yuna is Here to cause problems. on purpose or just because of, like, who she is? that remains to be seen.
keepin this short and sweet but if u wanna know why she is, like,,,,, the way she is... dm me i wud luv 2 scream about my literal hellspawnđ or just for plotting!!
edit: disclaimer! as her mun & writer, i keep ic strictly separate from ooc. yunaâs actions and thoughts ic in no way reflect mine ooc! sheâs a bit of a bitch, and i am simply her stressed pa running around apologising to everyone in her wake.
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I think I'm falling for youđł
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âI cannot stop I want to be all things Iâve got to let go I want to be all things.â
â Chelsea Wolfe, from Birth Of Violence (2019); âBe All Things,â
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âI open my mouth. I want to say: Iâm breaking, and I need someone to hold me together. But no sound comes out.â
â Beth Revis, A Million Suns
(via weltenwellen)
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