pettybourgeoisblues
Petty Bourgeois Blues
Ellie | she/they/it | Hunter, Fisher, Puppygirl that meows, Critic | 28; general cw | Unnameable is that which is the agony and ecstasy of my soul, my deepest longing
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if you *really* want to try and understand psychosis, I always offer the experience of dreaming.
Almost everyone on the planet dreams, and I find it to be a perfect comparison for psychosis... Anything can happen in a dream and you don't question it. This is your reality. If you're suddenly an astronaut, you don't typically question it. If there's suddenly a dragon, you don't typically question it. A monster can crawl out of the bushes or a stranger can appear in your house. Anyone can be someone they're not. Danger can come from anywhere. A pleasant dream can easily become a nightmare.
The only difference is that you wake up in the morning and it's over. And most people don't judge you for it. When you "wake up" from psychosis, there's often shame and people judge you.
#I can’t say for certain if I’ve actually been psychotic or not#though I was hospitalized for it#but I feel this describes my/the experience pretty well#I have deeply irrational thoughts all the time#I just happen to always question most all of them#some are too difficult to reject#such as some anxieties#but others I take the leap of faith with#since they actually make my life better#(personal spirituality/religiosity)
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The Coffeyville Daily Journal, Kansas, April 29, 1896
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I...tried to make a meme and got carried away and made A Thing that is like partially unfinished because i spent like 3 hours on it and then got tired.
I think this is mostly scientifically accurate but truth be told, there seems to be relatively little research on succession in regards to lawns specifically (as opposed to like, pastures). I am not exaggerating how bad they are for biodiversity though—recent research has referred to them as "ecological deserts."
Feel free to repost, no need for credit
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honestly? i'd love to have someone who, under any other conditions could break me in half, tied up and overstimulated to the point of tears. where's all your strength now, darling? you're being controlled by such a weak brat
the power trip would be exhilarating
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How is this worse than the time I tried to make brownies with mayonnaise
Made the worst brownies ever created just now
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It is so funny to undress at the end of the day just to remember you’re wearing someone else’s underwear
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hey here's a website for downloading any video or image from any website.
works w/ youtube, soundcloud, twitch, twitter (gifs and videos), tumblr (video and audio), and most other websites you're probably lookin to download stuff off of.
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"so there's a divine form of truth that can't be grasped..."
"oh, like the truth that can be felt?"
"yeah, but this one is the shape of the vessel's emptiness rather than the water within."
"wait, but that's sick, because you can find meaning in stillness and silence."
"exactly."
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i'm not lost i'm just wandering around or something
V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue
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children existing in public spaces is genuinely like. necessary for the continuation of society. it doesnt have to be your kids you dont have to volunteer at a daycare or whatever but you need to be able to tolerate the presence of someone who is learning how to exist as a human and interact with people
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i just had the most unusual moment of executive function—I perfectly cleaned up after myself after eating dinner. And I think it could be because I am high. This is a lot to process...
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