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Schizotypal freak with a bit of a narc streak. If it turns out I'm not cluster b then I believe in their beliefs. this is my Mental Shit blog so likes and reblog will be from another blog
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"its good that youre so self aware about your issues!"
thanks i was deprived of help when i desperately needed it and was made fun of because of my issues which made me question what was wrong with me so i ended up dissecting every part of me
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i would say i'd give anything for someone to truly love me but the problem is i can't conceive that from anyone who is in any way different from myself because i'm obviously the optimal person
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ASPD/NPD attachment: one of the problems. Narcissistic/Psyhopathic extension.
The most frustrating aspect of ASPD and NPD is that the person I have developed an attachment to eventually becomes not only my property, but also an extension of myself.
Setting boundaries becomes a difficult task. I often don't care how other people behave as long as they don't annoy me with their foolishness, because that's one of the things that makes me feel superior to a certain type of people.
However, I won't go into details, maybe sometime later. No matter who they are, as soon as they become a "part of me", their actions, thoughts (or their image) are also unknowingly regarded as mine. Let the world fall, but this person should not talk or think about things that I would not have thought of, or that I would not have confessed, otherwise they would be wrong. This is especially true when the two of us have to interact with society.
The situation is also complicated when a person says something that falls into a category that I hate, for example, discussing their weaknesses, behaving like a child, etc.
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𓏵 Bug NPD …
A flag for those with NPD { Narcissistic Personality Disorder } & a connection to bugs.
Made By : 望愛， 🐰．
Requested By : 🦋🐛 Anon．
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𓏵 Dragon NPD …
A flag for those who have NPD { Narcissistic Personality Disorder } & are or have a connection to dragons．
Made By : 心愛， 🐭．
Requested By : Anon．
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Does Schizotypal have the negative traits like schizophrenia? If so do ALL people with Schizotypal have negative traits?
Sent in: May 29, 2024
Yes! I have answered asks [ here ] and [ here ] that talk about disorganized symptoms in schizophrenia, and what they’re called in StPD.
I have an answered ask [ here ] and [ here ] about catatonia.
Other negative symptoms include:
alogia: reduced or lack of speech (also known as “nonverbal”)
anhedonia: inability to feel pleasure (present in other disorders like depression, things that you used to enjoy don’t sound appealing/seem pointless/don’t give you pleasure anymore)
asociality: often incorrectly called “antisocial”, asocial means no interest in socializing (like in SzPD)
avolition: a lack of motivation (what’s the point of doing anything if it all feels pointless and meaningless)
blunt affect: reduced or lack of feeling emotions (see also: alexithymia the inability to name or recognize emotions, there’s an answered ask about it and StPD [ here ])
And here’s some links to research for all of this.
Exploring the Role of Social Anhedonia in the Positive and Negative Dimensions of Schizotypy in a Non-Clinical Sample
A Transdiagnostic Perspective on Social Anhedonia
Anhedonia and Negative Symptom Schizotypy 🔒
The Relationship Between Schizotypal Traits and Affect-driven Volition in Healthy Adults
Schizotypal ambivalence is associated with schizophrenia-spectrum and borderline personality traits in young adults: Converging results from three interview studies
Neuropsychology and Neurobiology of Negative Schizotypy: A Selective Review
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i knew from a young age i was weird and off putting and unlovable
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Vented about this and the only comment I got was "well you can't expect people to love you all the time". Ok where's the nearest fucking bridge then if I'm just supposed to Get Over It.
Love it when people let it slide that they liked me better when I was suicidal.
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mental illness that makes me take five shots of vodka if i have to interact with a poorly coded website
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Love it when people let it slide that they liked me better when I was suicidal.
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Glvudygn it was referencing the Eccentric Way Of Dressing for Schizotypal it was wild to read. Diagnosed emo at the psych ward.....
these are actual diagnoses from my dr appt today
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my favorite people are couples who are holding up a small hairdresser shop where mostly ppl who live directly across the road come and are so so fucking stocked about dying my hair bright fucking pink
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these are actual diagnoses from my dr appt today
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I think if ladies gave me a chance they'd discover that I'm not just an awkward strange guy, but also a highly neurotic basket case whose hangups make him very difficult to deal with in a romantic context
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I survived I'm so good at this game. Will not be eating carbonara until the amnesia takes hold though.
drunk brain : You Can Eat Things. It is Normal to want food, and your discomfort with your current body is not due to eating too much but not eating badly balanced meals and not exercising enough. go for the carbonara, it is better than going to bed hungry.
drunk brain, 10 min later : oh my god i fucking regret everything puke puke puke puke
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drunk brain : You Can Eat Things. It is Normal to want food, and your discomfort with your current body is not due to eating too much but not eating badly balanced meals and not exercising enough. go for the carbonara, it is better than going to bed hungry.
drunk brain, 10 min later : oh my god i fucking regret everything puke puke puke puke
#tw ed#im so FUCKING bad with food i am trying so hard to be brave and keep everything in.#eating disorder#ed
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