AHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE
tolerate it
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- "i notice everything you do and don't do"
✧. ┊ pairings : dracomalfoy!mean!slytherin x reader!slytherin
✧. ┊ warnings : fluff, slight bullying, kissing at end, enemies to lovers, drunk behavior, alcohol mentioned
✧. ┊ summary : Draco gets terribly drunk at a slytherin party, but y/n was the only one who noticed his bad state. did Draco really hate her? or was he just hiding his feelings?
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ever since you've been little, you've always had a soft spot for draco malfoy. everyone in your year said he was a prick, but you didn't think so. although, there have been times where you totally agreed. even if he tormented you everytime he saw you, or even if he called you nasty things, you still seemed to tolerate it. almost like you didn't care.
there was something about draco that made him like a magnet. and when you were attached, you couldn't escape. his looks were one thing. you thought he was very unique looking, with his blonde hair and his green eyes. green was in fact your favorite color, not just cause the forest reminded you of him.
you were completely head over heels for him, and you knew that draco malfoy would be the death of you.
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the floor vibrated under you as you flipped through the potions book. annoyed by the loud music, you closed your book and got out of your chair. the slytherin house was having a party, slytherins only.
you opened your dormitory door and headed down the spiral stairs of your house. you past by a couple making out on the stairs, seeing that the girl was a hufflepuff. guess word got out. you turned once more, only to see practically the whole year in the living room. music was blasting and beer cans were crumbled on the floor. you couldn't even see the floor with all the mess and the people.
you spot your friend waving at you. you smile and wave back as you start to walk towards her. as your walking across the living room, you knock into the one and only draco malfoy. his balance and state is not right.
if it's all in my head tell me now
"watch where your going!" he spits at you, and he walks away.
you simply just roll your eyes, used to his theatrics. he's been tormenting you since the first year, so it's so surprise that he's being a total prick. yet you didn't want to admit it, your sort of seemed to enjoy his bullying. you felt like he noticed you, and you felt like he doesn't regret one second bugging you. but there's no way that you have a cru-
"you okay?" your friend said grabbing your shoulder, causing you to jump "draco's an twat. wish he never existed sometimes y'know?"
you nod, still dazed at the encounter you just had with him. your friend didn't seem to notice, and she kept going on.
"look at him now, drunk. i'll tell you.. someone's telling his father about this wild behavior of his."
you face the direction your friend is looking at. you see draco, crazy out of his mind. he's pushing everyone and he looks like he's on the verge of puking. you see him pound down a vodka bottle. his eyes are closed, but he opens them. as he's drinking and no one's stopping him, he locks eye contact with you. your body tensed up, and you blushed like a tomato. his eyes didn't leave yours, and he stared at you coldly.
he puts down the drink and looks down at the floor. his hand is to his chest. he retaliates, and before you know it, he's puking on the couch. the girls sitting on it scoot over in disgust. there were so many people at the party that no one noticed. how can nobody notice him?
you apologized to your friends and escaped from her arms. your heart is beating the more you get closer to him. what are you doing?! helping your enemy? he's stopped puking now, and he's just sitting on the floor miserably. you kneel down, and he looks up at you. his expression is something that you've never seen before. it looked weak, like his guard was down and he was confused on what was happening around him.
"y/n.." he said in a raspy voice, the vodka burning his throat.
you have no hesitation to pick him up and wrap his arm over your shoulder. thank goodness the stairs were right there. you carefully take him up, your heart beating faster than a cheetah running.
"you smell good.. you've always smelled go- good.." he mumbles, dazed and confused.
you smile softly, for sure feeling the butterflies start to appear in your stomach. you finally reach his dormitory. you open the door and lead him inside. he stumbles over to his bed, recognizing that this was his bed and his things. he basically throws himself onto the bed and pushes his face into his pillow. he's sweaty, and his breath is becoming heavy by the second. fortunately, there was a random cup of water on a small table. you pick it up and walk over to his bed.
you sit on the edge and place his cup on his nightstand. he heard the cup be placed, so he flipped over and grabbed it. he chugged the water, just how he did with the vodka. he lets out a sigh as he finishes it.
i sit and listen...
"thank you.." he says softly, avoiding your gaze. he was embarrassed that the girl he "hated" was helping him.
why was she helping him after all he's made her go through? he didn't understand.
"um y/n..?" draco said, just before you were going to get up and go to the restroom.
"yeah?" you say, not really wanting to go pee now.
"why-why'd you help me?" he asked.
you never really expected him to ask that. you knew the reason why. you liked him. even what he does to you, you always fell in love with him even more. your friends thought you were crazy, but they didn't know what love felt like.
you shrug, "well no was else was."
he scoffs softly, "i know that. but why did you help me? i could have handled the whole situation by myself y'know."
you laugh softly, "sure you could've."
he chuckles back and smiles. "yeah your right."
"but, i've put you through so much. you hate me."
you watch him, never knowing that he was that aware of her behavior towards him. he knows that your put through a lot. he knows.
you shrug again, "draco i know you've put me through a lot. but that doesn't mean i don't care."
his eyes widened, almost like he's never heard those words before. his family was wrecked, so who knew if anyone that he knew really cared about him.
"you-" he's unable to speak, "you care about... me?"
you felt so bad for him. was that the first time anyone's ever said that to him? little did you know, but you were draco's world. he loved you, but he didn't understand how his feelings came out as bullying. that moment of you and him, draco realized that his feelings for you were real. his cheeks turned a light shade of pink.
"of course i do. i've always had, but i never really showed it." your cheeks as well turned pink.
"i- i don't know what to say." draco said. he reached out and held your hand.
this was his chance. his chance to confess his years of feelings for you. he had a strong hope in his heart that you felt the same.
"y/n i've- i've always liked you. ever since the first year. i thought you were the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. and i still think that now. your everything to me y/n, you keep me going. i don't know why my feelings for you came out as tormenting you. i feel so guilty. i promise for the rest of my life, ill make it up to you. i promise."
there's tears in your eyes and his. draco's bottom lip is trembling, his face red, the reality hitting that he just confessed all of that to you. you were speechless, all you did was watch draco. you barely could see him, with the tears filling up in your eyes.
you grabbed his head and pulled him into a soft kiss. a kiss that both of you have been longing to have for years. he became more desperate, and so did his kiss. his hands went to your neck and waist, and yours went into his ungeled hair. he groaned into the kiss. the kiss became passionate again, and it became more soft.
you two finally pulled away. you wanted to be with him forever. and so did he. all he wanted was you. he wanted to hold you in his arms forever and kiss you till he couldn't. he grabbed your waist and pulled you into his chest. you laid your head on his chest. your legs were intertwined with his, and his thumb was caressing your arm. he kissed your head.
"i love you y/n.." he whispers.
"i love you too draco.." you whisper back.
from then on, draco kept his promise. he was going to make it up to you until you two died. the rest of the years at hogwarts, you and draco were in a happy and caring relationship. after you two graduated, he proposed to you.
i know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it
you said yes of course.
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Sorry, but talking about what someone is wearing and how they’re sitting and calling it gay IS homophobic. And youse are fucking foul for that, even if you say you’re joking, it’s still homophobic.
Majority of you saying this are upset at the idea of the possibility that he is, which means you won’t be able to live out your delusion that this very real person would fuck you.
Reality check: Ewan will never fuck you. He was never going to fuck you. Because he will never know you exist. You will never be in his vicinity, let alone within his radar unless you’re stalking his whereabouts or attending a convention.
Analysing how someone sits or dresses and calling it gay perpetuates the idea that gay people look and behave in certain ways which is homophobic.
There is something deeply wrong with a lot of people in this fandom and I usually keep my mouth shut and observe the cognitive dissonance and general unwell behaviour from many of you, but lord help you all this time.
He will never fuck you, no matter what your delusions tell you. He will never know you exist. You are a blip in the foreground of his life as an actor, and you are perpetuating homophobic stereotypes.
Get help, touch grass, or maybe get a lobotomy because I think a few of you would benefit from one and be far better behaved if you did.
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I'm feeling ranty and I'm not even putting this bitch under a read more
Ewan Mitchell is an ACTOR. He's not your friend, boyfriend, celebrity hook up, or even someone you can follow on social media. He's an actor who, assumedly, prefers to live a private life outside of his JOB of acting
Literally everything we know about him from behind the scene stuff from The Last Kingdom and House of the Dragon (I assume more of his projects too but idk) is that he is a lovely person, very kind, and generally a good dude. Like, that's what EVERYONE says
And given all the event content we've seen of him over the last week, all those people who've talked good on his name are correct! He really does seem like a genuinely good dude!
Idk why so many people are (badly) foaming at the mouth about it???
He's an adult who can do whatever he wants. If he wants to wear that, he can. If he wants to go to two different events in the same week he can. If he wants to bombard the media with pretty boy behind the scene sillies, HE CAN
HES AN ACTOR. DOING A JOB. FOR THE BIG STUDIOS HES WORKING FOR. HE PROBS HAS A CONTRACT.
"He's an introvert" "he doesn't like being in the spot light" "he doesn't like interviews" "he just wants to live a quiet life" BLAH BLAH BLAH
You can still be an introvert and have fun at parties. Like wtf. Introverts aren't weird little hermits who live in caves and don't ever have fun
As much fun as I've had seeing Ewan Mitchell content this past week it's also a huge reminder of why I've never dove into fandoms like I have with HotD. People are insane over celebrities. It's gross. It makes me uncomfortable. The way people treat and obsess over celebrities is genuinely ODD and sometimes disturbing behavior
Do I admire and respect Ewan Mitchell? Absolutely. This last week hasn't changed that
BUT at the end of the day this blog is centered around FICTION, reading and writing imaginary stories, and CHARACTERS within their respective universes. I avoid the celebrity bullshit as much as I can. I'm here for the CHARACTERS actors portray
I really enjoy my fandom space here. But wow this last week has really opened my eyes a lot to how people feel about celebrities aside from their acting capabilities
END RANT.
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