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ivy glances over her shoulder in the mirror to look at pavarti in between focusing on doing her makeup, looking respectfully, of course.Ā ā oooh, let me dress you ! i have a few dresses that would look amazing on you. and we should definitely match, letās be those bitches ! or we at least have to coordinate, like black and white or pink and red or something. ā she finishes off her eyelids with a healthy amount of a gold shimmer before dropping the brush down onto the counter. she runs down to the kitchen to grab a bottle of tequila, two shot glasses, and a bottle of orange juice for a chaser. she sat it all carefully on the counter, pushing her scattered makeup out of the way before pouring them both a shot, picking up one of the shot glasses and holding it up for a quick toast, ā what should we drink to ? ā
Ā Ā Ā she adores ivy . thereās never a dull moment when sheās around and thatās just the type of person that pavarti wants to keep C L O S E . granted , trouble seems to follow them both in some way or another , but as far as sheās concerned --- that just makes things BETTER .Ā ā you wanna dress me ? ā she inquires gilrishly , a giggle accompanying her tone as she teases the other girl .Ā ā seriously ? weāre gonna be those bitches tonight , huh ? iām down , girl , just make sure you pick something my ASS looks killer in . deal ? ā she pauses conversation , curling her lashes until theyāve got the desired volume , pushing them up with her fingers as she examines her foundation up close . pavartiās grin turns into a d e v i l i s h smirk as ivy returns with tequila in hand , licking her lips as she watches her pour them some shots . she takes a hold of herās , pursing her lips as she CONTEMPLATES something worthy to celebrate .Ā ā to . . . being the sexiest bitches in the club ? ā
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Ā Ā he really thought that saying what he said was enough to scare the shit out of him, but what she said absolutely terrified him. because now, he knows he isnāt the only one feeling the way that he does ā it was a lot easier, when he thought it was all one-sided (rather, when he pretended it was all one-sided because they were so silent about it). but once alex made the first push, he seemed to encourage pavarti to say whatever was on her mind, as well. it brought him both an electric excitement that he hasnāt felt for months and a happiness that he hasnāt felt in years, but at the same time it brought a lot of anxiety and fear that was instilled in him over a long time. he wasnāt even sure how he was going to respond to her ā so, theyāve both just acknowledged their feelings, and theyāre both terrified of taking it to the next level. āi donāt think iād be able to shake you after just one night.ā alex definitely knew he wasnāt ready to commit to one person. it was a mix of his fear of being hurt and left again, like what happened with ella and wilhelmina, and some part of it was that he felt he didnāt deserve to feel the cosmic love and pure energy that a girl like pavarti would surely give him. but then her fingers were on his lips, and then threading through his hairā¦ and he could smell her as she came closer to him. alex closed his eyes, and just held her tighter.Ā āthen i wonāt kiss you.ā he mumbles into her hair, which smelled of sea salt and warm breeze from the events of earlier today.Ā ānot today.ā he pulls away from her, lifting her chin up so she could look at him, and he simply smiles at her ā the sight of her eyes looking up at him like that was enough to put a smile on his face, no matter what.Ā ājust sit next to me, and we can see where things go naturally.āĀ
Ā Ā Ā she feels overwhelmed . thatās the best way to DESCRIBE IT . itās been weeks of keeping this all inside , falling harder even with her guard up . alex managed to infiltrate her defenses , hijack her thoughts and dreams until sheās a l l sheās thinking about in the dead of night , staring up into the darkness of her ceiling as she contemplates just CALLING him --- telling him letās quit this bull shit and just do this . sheās well aware sheās flirting with disaster . pavartiās done so well at keeping herself at a safe distance , but there was no more hiding when it was all put onto the table like this . a girlish S M I R K twitches onto her brims , a light hearted moment in such a time of intensity .Ā ā no , no you definitely wouldnāt . . . , ā the singer hums , suggestiveness coating her tone , though her eyes convey faux - innocence through thick lashes . if they had any sense , they would QUIT while they were ahead , go on with this sham of a friendship as they continue to behave the exact opposite . blissful ignorance . she feels his grip tightening on her , and she feels a d e s p e r a t e pull to come even closer , but refrains . the air is thick between them , impossible to ignore the passionate tension that lingers . as his face presses into her hair , eyes flutter shut , savoring the way he FEELS , his breath warm against her ear . shivers travel up her spine . she says he wonāt kiss her , not yet , and pavarti feels robbed even if what alex is saying does PERFECT sense . theyāve been going with the flow successfully for this long . so why does she feel so unsatisfied ? his fingers hooking under her chin compels her gaze to lock with his , her heart T H U M P I N G so loudly she can hear it herself .Ā ā no . . . ā she trails off ,Ā ā i donāt want that . i just want you . ā impulsion takes over and she officially throws caution to the wind , staring all of her WORST fears right in the eye and deciding : fuck it . nails tangle in his short tresses , directing his face closer to herās as she eagerly crashes her lips against his .Ā
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Dark brows furrowed, though her lips didnāt shift from their position, seeming curious yet amused by the exclamation. āDonāt have a right? Iām afraid I hadnāt been informed that admiring appearances was something made unlawful after a fall out but if youād truly prefer, Iāll keep such thoughts internal.āĀ Of course, her perusal when it came to the topic of Pavarti went deeper than perhaps even the femme was aware, based both on what she had on display physically and emotionally; but despite all the bad of Natalia, she was well-mannered enough to know that at least some of those things ought not be spoken unless the other requested to hear them - an unlikely occurrence.Ā āOr is even thinking such thoughts a criminal act on my part? Because if such is the case, Iām afraid the handcuffs may have to be broken out.ā The fact of the matter was that despite her seemingly cool demeanor, she felt that had she held an ounce less self control she would have already risen and allowed herself to draw nearer, if only to see what reaction it would cause. āYou donāt think of me but you certainly made it a point to make your way over here, mi amor. If you would like to, youāre more than welcome to sit and inform me just how deplorable I am.āĀ
Ā Ā Ā alcohol is a GREAT fuel . itās flammable , all - consuming . it clouds her better judgement and encourages the compliance with her most d e v i l i s h of inclinations . she doesnāt want to give natalia any recognition whatsoever , yet here she is --- drunkenly chewing her out over shit that neither of them could change . would natalia even WANT that ? to rewrite their history and do things differently ? the thing is : pavarti doesnāt know and sheās too damn afraid of any answers she could possibly uncover .Ā ā yeah , you donāt fuckinā deserve to check me out , ā she slurs , tone accusatory as though the other female truly did commit a crime . a scoff escapes painted brims , unsure how to take nataliaās words other than in the W O R S T of ways .Ā ā you canāt even fuckinā talk to me for five minutes without bringing up your kinky shit ? what part of iām too good for you donāt you GET ? ā itās not even a fair assumption , yet based off of previous experiences , itās an understandable conclusion to make . she thought she knew natalia so well . now all she sees is a stranger .Ā ā donāt call me that ! you d o nĀ ā t get to call me that anymore ! you just fuckinā sit there like you donāt even know what you did wrong --- pretty fuckinā DEPLORABLE if you ask me , huh ?! ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā he decides to not comment anything else in regards to the trip she went on , doesnāt want his thoughts to remain fixated on whatever it was that she did with this other guy .Ā daniel doesnāt ask either , instead heās already made his assumptions . heās been to santorini , and heās not clueless to the warm romanticĀ atmosphere set by the most breathtaking of views . though daniel did go alone , or rather a couple of friends after a quick stop in mykonos .Ā he nods , digits shifting as they sink into her flesh , gently massaging her shoulders , as he speaks up , his voice remaining soft , keeps his gaze locked with hers , lips curling into a cocky grin . āĀ it is , yeahĀ , your pussyās my favouriteĀ ,Ā ās so fuckinā good . i bet you love hearing me say that too , huh ??Ā knowing that youāre my favourite .Ā .Ā . ā daniel breathes , teasing query dripping off his tongue , before wet appendage darts out to wet his lesser brim seconds later . heās well aware of the shit he did when they were together , how he hurt her , betrayed her , and daniel regrets it deeply .Ā āĀ i know , ā if thereās anything he wishes he could do itās jumping into a time machine to alter the shit show he caused , stops himself from r u i n i n g the only real thing in his life , from hurting the only person heās ever felt anything for . he knows she deserves better , deserves so much more than anything he could ever offer , but heās selfish , and he canāt d e n y the magnetic pullĀ , or the way his heart flutters whenever heās near her . he wants to prove her that he can do better , that he will do better this time , and that heāll keep his promise .Ā āĀ i donāt expect you to trust me right away , so just give me time to show youĀ that iām serious . ā he doesnāt want to hurt her , and he knows heāll have to fight through hell and back to gain back her trust . it wonāt happen overnight , and actions do speak louder than words . giggles parting pink petals cause his grin to widen , despite herr words , and as he speaks , its evident his own are meant to d i s t r a c t her from his previous suggestion as they smoothly roll off his tongue .Ā āĀ youāre cute when you laugh , you know that ?? ā he tells her , before quickly adding .Ā āĀ and i wonāt pull that shit again , seriously .Ā .Ā . as i saidĀ fuck the bahamasĀ . iād rather stay right hereĀ with you anyways ,Ā ā brow arches as the femme speaks , and daniel laughs as he shakes his head .Ā ā just let meĀ pretend the songās about me . ā he laughs , before adding .Ā ā you better not be doubting me , bebĆ© . seriouslyĀ .Ā .Ā .Ā you are , arenāt youĀ ??Ā alright get up , weāre heading out . ā daniel reaches for the remote and pauses the movie , gaze falling on the brunette seconds later .Ā āĀ start thinkinā where you want the tat to go , youāre picking .Ā cāmon , thereās a place we can get it done not too far away from here .Ā āĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā pavarti has to debate whether or not sheās petty enough to BRAG about the other suitors in her life . is it wrong that she wants to inflict that same pain , same jealously on daniel as he did to her ? or does he deserve it ? sheās done p l e n t y of terrible things to the latino since he broke her heart . perhaps now that heās ( seemingly ) giving this a genuine try , she should meet him halfway --- not play any games . however , that did include INFORMING him that there are others . itās only fair . sheās not looking to settle down , not with anyone , at least not in this moment . pavarti doesnāt want this to become some type of fucked up C O M P E T I T I O N . sheās not a prize to be fought over and they werenāt in high school anymore . canāt she date around without it being an issue ? thatās what she hopes , at least . a smirk spreads across pavartiās plump brims as he describes to her that her pussy is his FAVORITE flavor . heās right --- she does like hearing him say it . sheās still possessive of daniel like that .Ā ā thatās so sad for you that you havenāt gotten a taste . . . in what , months ? i almost feel bad for you , really . ā she has yet to decide to believe in what danielās saying . itās everything sheād w a n t to hear , but thatās not enough anymore , not after what he made her endure . heās managed to convince her heās something heās not before , he could do it again .Ā ā i just donāt want you to EXPECT that iām gonna get back with you . just because iām fuckinā you again doesnāt mean i love you . but iām giving you time . all right ? thatās all i can promise you right now . ā itās probably not what daniel wants to hear , but he deserves to K N O W where her headās at . now he does . he calls her cute and she just giggles more , rolling her eyes as he insists that heās done with trying to one - up alex . sheāll believe it when she SEES IT . her and daniel both have fiery tempers . she wouldnāt be able to stay silent if she ran into any girl he was seeing . itās a bit u n f a i r that she expects him to be on his best behavior , but she does .Ā ā mmhm , i know you would , ā the singer replies , cocky in delivery but she knows she can back it up .Ā ā i hope you think of me fuckinā someone else every time you look at it . ā pavarti sits up from her comfortable pillow of his lap as daniel pauses the movie ,Ā ā youāre fuckinā CRAZY , you wanna go do this right now ? ā the brunette leans forward , lips only centimeters away from his as she coquettishly mumbles ,Ā ā my pussy really has you whipped , doesnāt it , papi ? i like thatĀ . . . letās go .Ā ā
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Ā Ā Ā for weeks since they first met and she declared that all she wanted was a pure friendship out of alex, he thought he could be deal with that ā after all, a relationship is never something alex wanted. but heās been in a constant battle with himself, the more he got to know pavarti, and the closer he felt to herā¦ the more he felt like he was treading into dangerous territory. while he absolutely adored spending time with her, and the chemistry between them was unrealā¦ he also always felt a sense of discomfort around her ā always in the form of, i donāt want to get used to thisā¦ i donāt want to feel anything for her.Ā but right now his mind was elsewhere, and the only thing he could feel was warmth and comfortā¦ a sense of serenity that he possibly wonāt find again back in new york. back with other people in his life, back to his work, and back to his parents. right now, there was only the pink hue of the sky, the sound of the waves beneath them, and pavarti by his side, closer than ever ā in every aspect of the word. and then he looks down at her as she speaks, and she looks up at him, and she asks him,Ā ādo you feel it, too?ā and perhaps, today was the only day he truly allowed himself to feel it. and perhaps, today will be the only day heāll allow himself to be so vulnerable around her.Ā āi feel like i want to kiss you.ā the words escaped him; they left his lips before he could even stop himself ā and he didnāt fucking care. he didnāt know how to keep his thoughts to himself; the last few weeks with pavarti were torture, having to pretend that it was all just platonic and he wasnāt thinking of all the different ways he could make her feel good, and just kissing her once.Ā āiāmā¦ā i know, iām not supposed to say that. friends, or whatever āā he rolls his eyes teasingly, smiling at her.Ā āso iām sorry.ā was he actually sorry? because he didnāt sound like it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā his words take her by surprise , literally STEALING the breath from pavartiās lungs . he says whatās on both of their minds , something that has been repressed since the f i r s t moment they spent together at that party . itās absolutely terrifying how time seems to slow in alexās presence ; whisked away into a world of their own creation . she could stay here FOREVER . he makes her feel safe , warm . . . adored . sheās been so sure about someone before , heart in tunnel vision that she was B L I N D to the signs around her . god , how she hopes this isnāt another one of those situations . alex offers an apology , though she can tell itās not genuine --- why should it be ? out of the two of them , heās the ONLY one who has had the confidence to speak on what was so obviously between them .Ā ā donāt be , ā pavarti urges , tone velvety soft ,Ā ā donāt be s o r r y . ā fingers dare to dart forward , lilac - painted nails ghosting along his oh - so tempting lips .Ā ā i . . .Ā i wanted you to KISS ME since that stupid party . i mean it . ā eyes divert away , if only for a moment . she doesnāt know how to say whatās in her heart other than just saying it .Ā ā i know i turned you away . itās not because i donāt like you , i told you this back in new york --- i do . so fuckinā much . boy , why do you think i canāt L E A V E your side for more than a minute ? ā itās a weak joke , giggling softly as she hides her face into the exquisite curve of his neck . she inhales his cologne , his shampoo , his everything .Ā ā but youāre not someone i can just be with ONCE , yĀ ā know ? i canāt just fuckinā kiss you once . if we start . . . i donāt think iām going to be able to stop . it scares me . ā fingers thread affectionately through alexās hair , releasing a sigh as the weight of her feelings is released from her shoulders .Ā ā iāve known from the second i met you that there was something s p e c i a l about you . about you and me . ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā blood boils as it pumps through the maleās veins , tells himself to keep it together . daniel has no right to complain , has to remind himself of that very fact , tells himself heād keep his eyes open and fight h a r d e r for what he wants , her trust , her heart . heās unsure of this other guyās intentions , but something tells him he might be after the same thing he is , her affection .Ā āĀ you better have had some gyros then . i swear thatās a fuckinā gift from the gods . itās not a trip to greece if youāve not had it at least once , seriously . have you ??Ā you better have , if not iām ordering some right now .ā heās trying his best to shift the light of the conversation , set the focus back on them , on her , and divert his thoughts from wherever she stood with morgan . he evidently cares , it bugs him , but thereās nothing he can do than try his best to c h a n g e , and prove her he wanted to as well . baby steps , he canāt rush anything , and he knows thatĀ ,just like he knows that heās lucky enough to be there with here , right now .Ā ā i dunno , thereās no way thereās a fruit that t a s t e s as good as you , ā voice is low , corners of his brims twitching , a cocky grin adorning his features as pools of chocolate fall upon the side of her face , his digits shifting to thread through her curls once more .Ā āĀ ās sweetĀ .Ā .Ā . like honeyĀ , ā daniel knows exactly what heās doing , teasing words meant to tempt the femme , paint a picture in her mind to remind her of howĀ and what he could make her feel . he pops another nacho into his mouth as she rolls over , hues gazing into hers as she reveals thereās stuff about him on the album , things which he wouldnāt like , but he gets it , he understand , and heās not going to complain .Ā āĀ no , youāre right , i do deserve it .Ā ā daniel agrees , nodding for her to take some more from the bowl before he sets it to the side again , tongue darting out to wet his lesser brim .Ā āĀ but i swear i meant it when i said i wish i could take all the shit i did back . ā he wants to do better , for her , and themĀ , and he wants to prove her heās serious . brows raise , hands lifting defensively , nervous chuckle parting his brims .Ā āĀ alright , alright , i get it ,Ā i take it backĀ , no bahamas . fuck the bahamas , ā arms rests on the couchās arm , his other hand falling to rest on her shoulder , gives her a reassuring squeeze . ā lo siento , siĀ ?? i mean it . i donāt want it to seem like iām playinā games here , when iām not , i promise . ā thereās a brief pause , knows that his promises meant nothing with all the shit heās pulled in the past , which is why he speaks up again , eyes lighting up with the idea thatās crossed his mind .Ā āĀ iāll get pussy fairy inked , both to celebrate and show you that iām serious. you pick the spotĀ . my cock and pretty face are off limits though .Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā pavarti is B E Y O N D weary of daniel and his intentions . heās managed to pull the wool over her eyes once before , seemingly possessing a talent of saying just what the brunette wants to hear . whilst she ENJOYS having him back in her life again ( in this capacity ) , sheās not about to fall into the same pattern with her ex boyfriend . he hurt her badly , worse than anyone ever has . those wounds turned into scars --- d e e p and impossible to avoid , infesting her current love life to the point where she distrusts any possible scenario leading to her happiness . frankly she doesnāt care if he dislikes that she has other suitors . the bitterness in his voice serves as poetic justice . as far as pavarti is concerned , daniel is lucky sheās even giving him the chance to spend time with her .Ā ā i donāt eat lamb , ā she expresses ,Ā ā but donāt worry . it was still a good trip . ā B E S T sheās ever had , really , but her ex doesnāt need to hear that . a sultry smirk spreads onto her glossy brims as he describes the taste between her legs , finding it impossible to not be lured in by the sensuality coating his accented words .Ā ā your favorite , right ? ā the singer hums , a girlish innocence accompanying her tone . sheās always been able to express herself best through song . naturally her new album had PLENTY of material that depicted daniel in a negative light . sheās glad he takes it , that he understands the gravity of his errors . it might be too late , but at least he understands .Ā ā you canāt . hindsight is twenty twenty . you shouldāve KNOWN better . ā the last thing pavarti wants right now is to get into it --- sheās finding a rare moment of happiness here with daniel and discussing his infidelity would surely spoil that .Ā ā no , fuck you for tryinā to pull that shit with me . youāre not as slick as you think , ā she informs him , though she giggles as she speaks . right now , itās all just words . danielās promises , his determination . . . words , words , words . he could talk as much as he likes , but they both know that actions were louder and only time would tell if he could stick to his word . a string of L A U G H T E R escapes the brunette as he poses the idea of getting the title of her song tattooed on his flesh and pavarti canāt resist the opportunity to fuck with him .Ā ā you wanna go and get the title of a song about some dude lovinā my pussy tattooed on you ? ā itās about him , but he doesnāt need to know THAT .Ā ā mm , do it then . i dare you . or are you all talk and no play ? ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā free hand reaches into the bowl of nachos perched on the couchās arm , a meal that heād prepared for them earlier . daniel was quick to pop a cheese covered triangle into his mouth as he remained quiet , silently wondering what the possible reasons for her absence could be . he was clueless , had no idea that sheād gone away with anyone . instead , he was assuming that pavarti being busy was work related , and with her single coming out it did make sense . itās evident , daniel is entirely taken back by words parting the femmeās lips .Ā news that sheād spent some time alone with another man didnāt sit well with him . ā oh , ā a rather awkward laugh falls from his brims , tongue darting out to wet his lesser brim , and it takes daniel a second to get it together . heās j e a l o u s , though he has no right to complain , and he knows that . did he feel threatened ?? yes . whoever this guy was , daniel sees him as competition . āĀ well , i hope it was good . santoriniās nice , āĀ but he prefers to believe she wouldāve enjoyed herself with him even more . heās gong to do someĀ digging , and if it turns out to be the same alex he knows , heād take back the invitation to appear in one of his music videos . palm rests flat against her shoulder , digits giving her flesh a small squeeze , chuckle rolling off his tongue as he points out his choice of words . āĀ well , itās juicy .Ā .Ā .Ā whatās the properĀ fruit for pussy then , huh ?? ā he questions laughing lightly , as he reaches for the bowl of nachos once more , offering her some .Ā āĀ ās good though , really . estĆ” muy chĆ©vere , muy caliente , yeah ?? i like it . iām excited to hear more of your new stuff , pavarti . ā he means it . heās always appreciated her art , swears that her voice resembles that of a siren . sheās gifted , and he means it when he says itās beautiful . thoughts wander back to alex unsure about whether or not pavarti and him were more than friends . daniel wouldnāt waste any time , he wanted her to know that heās s e r i o u s , he wants her back , and heād fight for aĀ secondĀ chance .Ā āĀ yāknow .Ā .Ā . i could use a small break from new york , ā words themselves already hint at what it is that he wants .Ā ā and the bahamas sounds like the perfect placeĀ .Ā .Ā . would you say no if i asked you to come with me ?? ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā pavartiās been adamant for months about keeping to herself . not only did daniel crush her DESIRE to date , she had too much going on . an album getting ready to drop , late - night studio sessions . . . the list was constantly growing and just wants to mind her own damn business for once . did she have feelings for alex ? yes . did she have feelings for daniel too ? she d i d . however alex had something that daniel didnāt : her trust . she keeps trying to convince herself that she isnāt searching for anything with anyone yet still finds herself keeping company with she simply CANāT refrain from falling for . itās a fucking mess and deep down sheās well aware sheās playing with fire . perhaps on some subconscious level she wants to get B U R N E D . either way , she canāt deny the sense of sick satisfaction she feels at the sound of his disappointment . pavarti isnāt low enough to use anyone for some petty game , but she has to appreciate the poetic justice of the moment . she doesnāt NEED daniel . she doesnāt need anyone .Ā ā it was . it was a really great trip , ā she comments , failing to elaborate any further . sheās poked the bear --- she doesnāt want to enrage him . besides , she doesnāt wish to weaponize a man who means a great deal to her , alex .Ā ā iām not sure . what kind of fruit does my pussy taste like ? ā pavarti queries innocently , popping a chip into her mouth as he offers up the nachos .Ā ā yeah ? iām g l a d you like it ,Ā ā the brunette hums , rolling over then so sheās staring up at him , head still comfortable in his lap .Ā ā probably not all of it . thereās shit on the album about you youāre DEFINITELY not gonna like . but you fuckinā deserve it . ā with that , she offers him a sultry smile spread across her glossy brims , refusing to miss a chance to make her displeasure for him known --- she hasnāt gotten OVER it . not even close . itās obvious that heās only offering a trip to her because another man already has . daniel doesnāt even try to conceal it .Ā ā i say that youāre JUST asking me because youāre jealous . and iām not gonna play this fuckinā games with you , daniel . donāt offer me shit like that just to compete . iām not a fuckinā trophy . you understand ? ā sheās not being C O L D , rather pavartiās voice is quiet , truthful . theyāve already hit rock bottom . thereās no reason for her to not be upfront with him . . . but she does expect the same treatment . if he says heās changed , she wants to see it .
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Ā Ā Ā Ā daniel hadnāt been subtle , intentions crystal clear from the start . her favourite kind of flowers delivered to her door the next morning painted the picture of what it was that he wanted from her , another shot at what they once shared , a chance to prove himself , that heās serious, that he wouldnāt dare to fuck up in the same ways he had in the past , or in any ways for that matter . for once daniel was trying to change. heās already acknowledged itās not going to be e a s y to win her back , found himself anxiouslyĀ waiting for her to text him backĀ . heās surprised that sheās asked him to come over , though he wasnāt going to say no , and miss this opportunity to spend some time with his ex girlfriend , thus his decision to postponeĀ any plans he had of heading to the studio . digits slowly run through the femmeās tresses , delicately toying with her hair as gaze remained stuck upon the wide screen before them , and while he attempted to stay focused on the movie , his attention was mostly set on her . heās missed this tremendously , and all he really wants is to share more moments like these with her . ā .Ā .Ā . youāve been busy ??Ā ā query that had been on his mind finally dares to roll off his tongue , tone of voice soft as digits moved to rest on her shoulder , fingertips trailing small circles upon her skin as his gaze flickered to fall upon the cherubās features . heād rather look at her anywaysĀ . of course heās noticed sheās tanner than usual , curiosity peaking as he finds self wondering whether or not sheād gone anywhere .Ā āĀ iĀ .Ā .Ā . listened to your new song ,Ā ās good , reallyĀ , itās peachyĀ , added it to my playlist and all . ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā itās not as though sheās trying to conceal her other romantic endeavors from daniel . why should she ? in fact , she W A N T S him to know there are others she has her mind on . pavarti knows better than to blindly place her trust in daniel like she did before . so far he hasnāt really done anything to PROVE to her that she can give her heart to him . flowers ? a few kind words ? it wasnāt enough to repair her shattered heart and sheād be lying if she said there wasnāt a sense of sick satisfaction that accompanies making him jealous . his fingers feel amazing t h r e a d i n g through her tresses , focusing on the screen in front of her as she purposefully keeps herself on emotional lockdown whilst in the presence of her ex boyfriend . itās not like she isnāt HOPEFUL . she is . but pavarti wasnāt going to be his fool , not again , not ever . it doesnāt matter that she likes the way she feels in his arms , that she can still see that future she wanted so desperately with him looming on the horizon . she canāt and wonāt be hurt again .Ā ā mmhm , ā she muses , half - engaged with his query as she pays most of her attention to the screen .Ā ā i went to santorini with alex . ā itās so casual in delivery , she knows he wonāt like it --- but so what ? the trip meant a GREAT DEAL to pavarti . alex means a great deal to her as well , even if their relationship was hardly conventional by any means . it poses a bit of awkwardness when daniel mentions her new single . ironically a song inspired by their sex life , though she isnāt too keen on giving him that particular ego boost right now .Ā ā peachy ? ā pavarti inquires , amused by his choice of words ,Ā ā that wasnāt really the V I B E that i was going for . itās called pussy fairy , daniel , youāre on about the wrong fruit . ā
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nataliayoungā:
Perhaps it would have been wiser to keep her mouth shut, to let Pavarti get out whatever venom had clearly made itās way into her system in hopes that it would make her feel better for at least the night - but such would also mean she might more quickly lose what would most likely be the only interesting thing the night was going to hold for her. Smoke released into the air between them, her lips curling further yet at the refutation spat back at her, utterly cocky and yet - the truth. āI cannot and will not argue you on that. Perhaps itās just the red that makes the fire within you seem all the bright.ā And it does seem so incredibly bright in that moment. Natalia could practically feel the anger radiating off of her as she had drawn nearer and it enthralled her like nothing else, the energy seeming palpable in that moment. There had been a reason she had been so drawn to her, a reason that she had held on for longer than perhaps she should have - there was so much within her, it was powerful and it was stunning and to this day it held her attention, her thoughts dancing across the idea of drawing her in this state. āTo dispose of an art youāve mastered would be awfully wasteful, would it not? Besides, how else would you like me to be, Pavarti? Doesnāt this way make despising me so much easier?āĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā this isnāt the first time that pavartiās temper has gotten the BEST of her , nor would it be the last . many would consider it to be her fatal flaw . add alcohol to the mix and sheās practically unstoppable , feeling justified in her rage . just seeing natalia is m o r e than enough to put a sour taste in her mouth ; their relationship couldnātāve gone worse . pavarti isnāt sure why she consistently falls for people who deceive her --- perhaps itās what she DESERVES , some sort of karmic retribution for her unruly behavior . sheās tried to understand it , tried to protect herself from it with even more fervency , yet she always ends up here : looking like a fucking F O O L . she scoffs as her ex merely agrees with her . itād be easier if natalia put up a fight , spit some venom as well . the way sheās sitting there , so damn poised , is infuriating . why canāt pavarti have the same effect on natalia as she does on her ? itās not fucking fair .Ā ā you donāt have a fuckinā right to say anything about how i look anyways ! ā sheās admittedly grasping at straws to uncover something to pick at , something to FUEL her hatred . in reality , this woman broke pavartiās heart . pain and anger go together so dangerously well , doesnāt it ?Ā ā how would i like you to be ? i donāt know , natalia , i donāt fuckinā think about you . youāre already fuckinā deplorable enough on your own ! ā
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hqemiliaā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ššššš
ššš Ā šššš Ā šššš Ā ššššššš Ā ššĀ anyĀ occassionĀ wasĀ certifiedĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ timeĀ ,Ā aĀ shortĀ periodĀ ofĀ timeĀ whereĀ emiliaĀ couldĀ reallyĀ enjoyĀ herselfĀ andĀ notĀ evenĀ giveĀ consequencesĀ orĀ anythingĀ elseĀ aĀ secondĀ thoughtĀ .Ā whenĀ theyĀ wereĀ togetherĀ ,Ā allĀ thatĀ matteredĀ wasĀ theĀ twoĀ ofĀ themĀ .Ā itādĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ likeĀ thatĀ andĀ aĀ predicamentĀ thatĀ emiliaĀ wasĀ farĀ tooĀ comfortableĀ withĀ .Ā āĀ doĀ iĀ everĀ notĀ flirtĀ withĀ youĀ ?Ā āĀ sheĀ retortsĀ quicklyĀ ,Ā handsĀ effortlesslyĀ fallingĀ toĀ pavartisĀ ownĀ handsĀ loopedĀ roundĀ herĀ waistĀ ,Ā wellĀ awareĀ thatĀ itĀ wasĀ nothingĀ moreĀ thanĀ aĀ harmlessĀ gestureĀ ofĀ affectionĀ andĀ oneĀ sheĀ welcomedĀ withĀ openĀ armsĀ asĀ usualĀ .Ā āĀ photoshootĀ timeĀ itĀ isĀ !Ā āĀ sheĀ exclaimsĀ withĀ absolutelyĀ noĀ quarrelsĀ aboutĀ actingĀ asĀ theĀ photographerĀ inĀ thisĀ caseĀ soĀ sheĀ slipsĀ outĀ herĀ phoneĀ ,Ā swiftlyĀ tappingĀ theĀ frontĀ facingĀ cameraĀ iconĀ firstĀ ifĀ onlyĀ toĀ captureĀ thisĀ momentousĀ nightĀ inĀ theĀ formĀ ofĀ aĀ photoĀ forĀ theĀ twoĀ toĀ laughĀ overĀ laterĀ .Ā āĀ firstĀ ,Ā iĀ thinkĀ aĀ photoĀ withĀ meĀ thenĀ theĀ photoĀ withĀ theĀ dickĀ comesĀ secondĀ .Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā ā you flirt with all the bitches , em ! ā she whines , pursing her lips as brows furrow into a FIERCE pout . sheās always been the envious type . . . when they were dating , pavarti noticed the way people look at emilia . sheās breathtaking . whoever ultimately ended up getting her e v e r y t h i n g was one lucky individual indeed . sometimes she wishes that person could be her , but she knew better than to get caught up in a possibility that simply could never be . besides , their friendship has become TOO valuable to ever do anything to purposeful disrupt the flow .Ā ā of course ! chicks before dicks ! ā pavarti exclaims drunkenly , leaning over to press a full kiss to the otherās cheek for her pose , opting for something cute and cheeky rather than a predictable smile --- sheās positive she looks like a drunken M E S S anyways .Ā ā okay , okay , ā the brunette whines , separating herself from the other female , albeit , reluctantly . she moves over to the car , crudely sticking her tongue out to the base of the dick whilst flashing her middle finger proudly with both hands .Ā
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Ā Ā Ā alex wasnāt sure how happy he was. all he knew was that he hasnāt truly felt happiness in a while; there was always something in the back of his mind, as if to tell himĀ āwhatāre you so happy about? youāre a piece of shitā. but in this moment right now? he felt happy. maybe it wasnāt genuine, or maybe it was only artificial, and in the moment ā but the pink ambience around him, the sound of the waves crashing against the rocksā¦ and most importantly, the feeling of pavartiās pure energy right next to him, and the way her hand felt in his ā was this the feeling heās been longing for for years now? he wasnāt sure, but he wasnāt about to question it right now. he turns his head to catch a glimpse of her as she admired the view before them ā and she looked breathtaking, actually. her hair was all over the place with the wind, and the haphazardness of it all was beautiful. he sits down next to her, his hand moving up and down her arm, playing with the skin as they sat in silence for a moment.Ā āi almost wish i didnāt have anything else waiting for me back in new york.ā he agrees. the past few days have been such an experience for alex, and he never wanted to look back ā but eventually, they had to go back to new york. he smiles at her, fondly.Ā ādonāt look at me, pav, this was basically your idea.ā his arm moves over her shoulder, pulling her a little closer.Ā āitāll be hard to top this the next trip we go on.āĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā sheās ENDLESSLY grateful that sheās here , experiencing this place for the first time with alex by her side . pavarti knows sheāll never forget it . she feels so alive , each of her senses in tune . sheās feeling e v e r y t h i n g . the gentle sea breeze , the smell of salt and flowers in the air . . . the touch of alex beside her . she takes a deep breath in , a slow exhale as she savors this sensation , hoping that it LASTS for forever . does he want that to ? or is she simply getting caught up in the idea of him ? right now it seems like the universe planned this all for a reason --- placing her precisely W H E R E she needs to be .Ā ā me too , ā pavarti muses , hues focused forward on the deep blue of the ocean . sheās preening into his touch , head resting on his shoulder as cascades of dark brown shield her cheeks from the setting sunās rays .Ā ā being here , this PLACE . . . itās pretty fuckinā special . ā as his arm snakes around her shoulders , she effortlessly melts into his embrace . the warmth . the safety . she could die happy , right here . the prospect of doing this again with alex as he mentions their n e x t trip lights a flame in her chest and she finds it impossible to ignore what sheās feeling . she turns her head , face pressing against the crook of his neck .Ā ā youāre right , itās going to be difficult . but . . . i donāt want to think about it right now , ā pavarti begins ,Ā ā i just wanna feel this moment . and feel you . ā silence isnāt something sheās AFRAID of with alex . if anything , it gives her a moment to absorb it all , hyper - fixated on everything . thereās not a damn thing she could complain about . thereās nothing but perfection .Ā ā do you feel it too ? ā
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Ā Ā Ā it wasnāt that pavarti was INTENTIONALLY avoiding daniel since they slept together . her ex was purposefully making it difficult to him to escape her thoughts --- the flowers delivered to her door the day after the night they spent made his intentions p a i n f u l l y clear . whilst such romantic sentiments mightāve been enough to win over another woman , pavarti was trying her damndest to keep daniel at armās length . having sex was ONE thing . . . actually trusting him again was a step she just wasnāt willing to take . after a few days spent in the greek islands with alex ( a fact sheās managed to keep hidden from her ex boyfriend ) , she was F I N A L L Y back in new york and couldnāt exactly dodge danielās requests to see her again any longer . as much as she knew better than to let someone who destroyed her emotionally back into her presence , she sent him a text , asking him to come over . it was so bizarre to just exist alongside daniel again . it both felt so natural yet so out of place . how could she be so SURE that he wasnāt just saying all of these things to her just to hurt her all over ? heās been over for about an hour so far . pavarti had put on a movie --- just an excuse not to have to t a l k because she knew itād just turn into an argument . with her head in his lap , sheās focused on the screen rather than how domestic this seems . itās almost like theyāre back together and itās just an average night at home . in REALITY , they are still very much not in a relationship and his infidelity is still prominent in the back of her mind . but even pavarti can admit . . . itās so damn easy to fall back into old routine . @danberiā
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alanncsā:
āĀ youĀ couldĀ pullĀ offĀ literallyĀ anythingĀ ,Ā pavĀ ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ respondsĀ withĀ aĀ gentleĀ smileĀ .Ā sheĀ trulyĀ believedĀ itĀ tooĀ ,Ā theĀ otherĀ girlĀ couldĀ wearĀ aĀ plasticĀ bagĀ &Ā alannaĀ wouldĀ stillĀ thinkĀ sheĀ lookedĀ likeĀ aĀ princessĀ .Ā sheĀ laughsĀ softlyĀ atĀ theĀ girlāsĀ nextĀ wordsĀ ,Ā beforeĀ noddingĀ herĀ headĀ inĀ agreementĀ .Ā Ā āĀ Ā loveĀ thisĀ forĀ usĀ ,Ā āĀ Ā theĀ blondeĀ smilesĀ widelyĀ asĀ sheĀ makesĀ herĀ wayĀ intoĀ theĀ dressingĀ roomĀ ,Ā gentlyĀ hangingĀ herĀ blueĀ gownĀ upĀ onĀ oneĀ sideĀ ,Ā leavingĀ theĀ otherĀ hangerĀ emptyĀ forĀ pavāsĀ dressĀ .Ā sheĀ canātĀ helpĀ butĀ turnĀ aroundĀ toĀ faceĀ theĀ brunetteĀ asĀ sheĀ joinsĀ herĀ inĀ theĀ fairlyĀ confinedĀ spaceĀ ,Ā herĀ mindĀ wanderingĀ toĀ placesĀ sheĀ knowsĀ itĀ shouldnātĀ .Ā theĀ blondeĀ snapsĀ backĀ intoĀ Ā realityĀ ,Ā closingĀ theĀ curtainĀ ofĀ theĀ dressingĀ roomĀ behindĀ themĀ beforeĀ slidingĀ offĀ herĀ shortsĀ &Ā liftingĀ herĀ tankĀ topĀ offĀ ,Ā tossingĀ bothĀ ofĀ themĀ onĀ theĀ floorĀ .Ā Ā carefullyĀ ,Ā theĀ blondeĀ stepsĀ intoĀ theĀ gownĀ ,Ā pullingĀ itĀ gentlyĀ overĀ herĀ hipsĀ &Ā holdingĀ itĀ inĀ placeĀ beforeĀ turningĀ toĀ faceĀ theĀ wallĀ ,Ā herĀ backĀ nowĀ facingĀ pavĀ .Ā Ā āĀ couldĀ youĀ zipĀ meĀ upĀ ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ asksĀ softlyĀ ,Ā movingĀ herĀ hairĀ offĀ herĀ backĀ forĀ theĀ otherĀ girlĀ .Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā ā stop FLATTERING me , iām actually falling more in love with you , ā pavarti teases with a girlish giggle . itās difficult to fight the rise of pink that encompasses her cheeks , loathing how effortlessly the blonde is able to i n s p i r e emotion . sheās certain no one else means as much to her as alanna does . friends , lovers , somewhere in - between : it doesnāt matter . sheād be by the other girlās side for as long as sheād have her . hopefully that meant FOREVER . could one blame her ? for being so damn greedy ? the smell of alannaās perfume floods her nostrils --- her favorite scent , itās a genuine shock to pavarti that not everyone is madly in love with her . she has this magnetic pull . alanna could get A N Y O N E do to anything with just a mere smile . glossy brims press together , taking a step back as the blonde begins to undress , she takes a moment to redirect her thoughts , reminding herself that they are in a very public place . she figures sheād let alanna slip into her dress first before she begins to undress and try on her own , picking up her friendās clothes as it pools around them on the floor to neatly place them on the bench .Ā ā iām already calling it , this looks so fuckinā stunning on you . ā she hums , taking a step closer to seal the distance between them as her fingers are requested to zip up the back . hands rest on alannaās hips for a MOMENT --- perhaps a moment too long before she zips it up , chin moving to rest on the otherās shoulder as she giggles softly .Ā ā why are you so pretty ? i canāt stand you ! ā
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