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RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS 2.0
continuing from my original random dialogue seriesĀ  ( 1.0 | 1.5 ),Ā  i thought to create a brand new one for even more (random) situations! the following prompts are from a variety of public sources, as well as my own. as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!
thank you for agreeing to help.
sorry, itā€™s just that i get very nervous when someone else is driving.
i sense tensionā€¦
thereā€™s a reason i keep this door closed.
i canā€™t believe you would do this to me!
thereā€™s nothing reassuring about what you just said.
i thought weā€™d be safe here.
thanks for looking out for me.
iā€™m right here.
thinking about it makes me sick.
iā€™m not asking.
cā€™mon, iā€™ll drive you home.
thereā€™s something iā€™ve been meaning to tell you.
hey, you owe me this favour.
i want to be there when you get whatā€™s coming to you.
youā€™re too good for this world.
iā€™ll be okay, iā€™m always okay.
sorry about last night.
do you remember we used to do that in school?
i need your help.
you have no idea how much this means to me.
how long have you been standing there?
we have to stop meeting like this.
thereā€™s someone in the house!
youā€™re beautiful.
very few people understand me, but you do.
iā€™m sorry.
get out of my way.
i saw it as clearly as i see you standing there now.
if you leave now, you lose everything.
please stop talking.
i make my goddamn choices myself, based on what i know.
donā€™t upset your father, not now.
youā€™re gonna get us killed someday.
i donā€™t feel good.
do you ever think we should just stop doing this?
i think you should stay the night.
whoā€™s side are you on?
believe it or not, i am grateful.
iā€™m not supposed to talk to strangers.
you have to leave right now, you arenā€™t safe here.
i donā€™t think this is a good idea.
youā€™re not dead yet.
i wish you told me sooner.
are you kidding me?
you must be mad, coming here like this.
i donā€™t know how i can repay you.
you embarrassed me this evening.
donā€™t act so surprised.
thereā€™s something i need to get off my chest.
tell me whatā€™s bothering you.
everything is always about you!
midnight, on the bridge. come alone.
you stand there and accuse me, but where were you at the time?
i knew you wouldnā€™t be able to see it through.
i need more time to think.
you need me.
iā€™ve forgotten what itā€™s like to feel young.
youā€™re okay, youā€™re okay.
i donā€™t remember my childhood.
if we both stick to the story, they canā€™t prove anything.
iā€™ve been checking you out.
you look tired.
this must be hard for you.
never underestimate me again.
you got a package for me?
i think youā€™re right.
my hands are clean in all of this.
we really need a better excuse to see each other.
iā€™m ready to try again.
where i go and what i do is none of your business!
i never thought iā€™d see you again.
my work is my life.
we never shouldā€™ve kissedā€”that was our first mistake.
i feel very alone.
you are loved, donā€™t ever forget that.
iā€™m not gonna make it.
i donā€™t think i could live alone again.
when i was younger, i saw something i shouldnā€™t have.
i donā€™t want to have a baby.
stay the night, you deserve the rest.
you look ridiculous in that thing.
quick, hide behind the sofa!
hurry! theyā€™re pulling up in the driveway!
i havenā€™t had a good breakdown in months, perhaps iā€™m due.
youā€™re impossible to ignore.
if you get me his phone, i might reconsider.
iā€™m afraid youā€™d look at me differently, now that you know.
i canā€™t trust you anymore.
hope is a silent killer, one day youā€™ll find that out for yourself.
i miss moments like this more than anything.
you canā€™t keep treating me this way!
sorry, i havenā€™t checked my phone all day.
my head is killing me.
just do as i say, and no one gets hurt.
you woke me up.
i didnā€™t mean to make you upset.
i canā€™t believe youā€™re just gonna give up like that!
just breathe.
iā€™m in the mood for pizza, what do you think?
if this is going to work, youā€™re going to have to trust me.
iā€™m not a big fan of the dark.
i could kill you!
you shouldā€™ve listened to me.
thereā€™s always going to be someone who wants to knock you down.
itā€™s not fair!
so you had a bad day, thereā€™s always tomorrow.
be nice to me, itā€™s my birthday.
you didnā€™t have to walk me home.
i would appreciate it if we didnā€™t discuss personal matters right now.
thereā€™s no need to be callous and cruel.
this is for your own good.
i could kiss you.
iā€™m in the middle of something, this better be urgent!
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outahell Ā· 1 year
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here asap ,Ā  just working on @centurie to get everything queued so i can work on other blogs <3
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š‘¬š‘½š‘¬š‘¹š’€š‘»š‘Æš‘°š‘µš‘® š‘Æš‘Øš‘ŗ š‘Ŗš‘Æš‘Øš‘µš‘®š‘¬š‘« . Ā  Ā (Ā  Ā aĀ  collectionĀ  ofĀ  lyricĀ  startersĀ  forĀ  aĀ  taylorĀ  swiftĀ  typeĀ  ofĀ  love .Ā  someĀ  phrasingĀ  hasĀ  beenĀ  edited ,Ā  feelĀ  freeĀ  toĀ  changeĀ  genderedĀ  terms . )
ā›Ā  iĀ  heardĀ  youā€™veĀ  beenĀ  outĀ  withĀ  someĀ  otherĀ  girl . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  wantedĀ  me ,Ā  youĀ  reallyĀ  shouldā€™veĀ  showedĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  forĀ  you ,Ā  iĀ  wouldĀ  crossĀ  theĀ  line . Ā āœ ā›Ā  heā€™sĀ  soĀ  smug ,Ā  mr.Ā  always - wins . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  notĀ  sorry . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  doingĀ  good ,Ā  iā€™mĀ  onĀ  someĀ  newĀ  shit . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thoughtĀ  iĀ  sawĀ  youĀ  atĀ  theĀ  busĀ  stop . Ā āœ ā›Ā  allĀ  thisĀ  timeĀ  iĀ  wasĀ  wasting ,Ā  hopingĀ  youā€™dĀ  comeĀ  around . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  rememberĀ  itĀ  allĀ  tooĀ  well . Ā āœ ā›Ā  somedayĀ  maybeĀ  youā€™llĀ  missĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™veĀ  beenĀ  waitingĀ  forĀ  youĀ  allĀ  myĀ  life . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  lookedĀ  meĀ  inĀ  theĀ  eyeĀ  andĀ  toldĀ  meĀ  youā€™dĀ  neverĀ  goĀ  away . Ā āœ ā›Ā  everyĀ  singleĀ  dayĀ  untilĀ  theĀ  end ,Ā  iĀ  willĀ  beĀ  byĀ  yourĀ  side . Ā āœ ā›Ā  allĀ  youĀ  doĀ  isĀ  letĀ  meĀ  down . Ā āœ ā›Ā  somedayĀ  whenĀ  youĀ  leaveĀ  me ,Ā  iĀ  betĀ  theseĀ  memoriesĀ  willĀ  followĀ  youĀ  around . Ā āœ ā›Ā  sayĀ  youā€™llĀ  seeĀ  meĀ  again ,Ā  evenĀ  ifĀ  itā€™sĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  wildestĀ  dreams . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  knifeĀ  cutsĀ  bothĀ  ways . Ā āœ ā›Ā  longĀ  storyĀ  short ,Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  badĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™llĀ  doĀ  anythingĀ  youĀ  say ,Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  sayĀ  itĀ  withĀ  yourĀ  hands . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™dĀ  beĀ  smartĀ  toĀ  walkĀ  away . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  pathĀ  isĀ  reckless . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  takesĀ  everythingĀ  inĀ  meĀ  justĀ  toĀ  getĀ  upĀ  eachĀ  day ,Ā  butĀ  itā€™sĀ  wonderfulĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  thatĀ  youā€™reĀ  okay . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howā€™sĀ  yourĀ  heart ,Ā  afterĀ  breakingĀ  mine ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  takenĀ  meĀ  thisĀ  long ,Ā  butĀ  iā€™veĀ  figuredĀ  youĀ  out . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  hurtĀ  anymore . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  canĀ  sayĀ  youā€™reĀ  sorry ,Ā  butĀ  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  believeĀ  youĀ  likeĀ  iĀ  didĀ  before . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  thinkĀ  heĀ  didĀ  it ,Ā  butĀ  iĀ  justĀ  canā€™tĀ  proveĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  gotĀ  yourĀ  shareĀ  ofĀ  secretsĀ  andĀ  iā€™mĀ  tiredĀ  ofĀ  beingĀ  theĀ  lastĀ  toĀ  know . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  fineĀ  withĀ  myĀ  spite . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  justĀ  needĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  myĀ  pictureā€™sĀ  inĀ  yourĀ  wallet ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  didnā€™tĀ  sayĀ  halfĀ  theĀ  thingsĀ  iĀ  wantedĀ  to . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  howĀ  theĀ  worldĀ  works . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  gotĀ  pastĀ  whatĀ  youĀ  putĀ  meĀ  through . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  lastĀ  timeĀ  youĀ  tellĀ  meĀ  iā€™veĀ  ā€˜gotĀ  itĀ  wrongā€™ . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theyĀ  sayĀ  iā€™veĀ  goneĀ  tooĀ  far ,Ā  thisĀ  time . āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  beenĀ  awhileĀ  sinceĀ  iā€™veĀ  evenĀ  heardĀ  fromĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weĀ  tookĀ  aĀ  wrongĀ  turn . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  helpĀ  itĀ  ifĀ  thereā€™sĀ  noĀ  oneĀ  else . Ā āœ ā›Ā  noĀ  oneā€™sĀ  celebrating . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weĀ  fallĀ  inĀ  loveĀ  untilĀ  itĀ  hurtsĀ  orĀ  bleedsĀ  orĀ  fadesĀ  inĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  allĀ  weĀ  areĀ  isĀ  skinĀ  andĀ  boneĀ  trainedĀ  toĀ  getĀ  along . Ā āœ ā›Ā  yourĀ  cheeksĀ  wereĀ  turningĀ  red . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  thatĀ  itā€™sĀ  over ,Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  needĀ  yourĀ  closure . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  treatĀ  meĀ  likeĀ  someĀ  situationĀ  thatĀ  needsĀ  toĀ  beĀ  handled . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  itā€™sĀ  allĀ  inĀ  myĀ  head ,Ā  tellĀ  meĀ  now .Ā  tellĀ  meĀ  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  itĀ  wrong . Ā āœ ā›Ā  weĀ  wereĀ  something ,Ā  donā€™tĀ  youĀ  thinkĀ  so ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  regretĀ  itĀ  oneĀ  bit ,Ā  heĀ  hadĀ  itĀ  coming . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™llĀ  findĀ  theĀ  realĀ  thing ,Ā  instead . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  myĀ  loveĀ  shouldĀ  beĀ  celebrated ,Ā  butĀ  youĀ  tolerateĀ  it .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  sawĀ  youĀ  coming . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  lastĀ  timeĀ  iā€™mĀ  askingĀ  youĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  putĀ  myĀ  nameĀ  atĀ  theĀ  topĀ  ofĀ  yourĀ  list . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  greatestĀ  filmsĀ  ofĀ  allĀ  timeĀ  wereĀ  neverĀ  made . Ā āœ ā›Ā  didnā€™tĀ  itĀ  allĀ  seemĀ  newĀ  andĀ  exciting ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whileĀ  youĀ  wereĀ  outĀ  buildingĀ  worlds ,Ā  whereĀ  wasĀ  i ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  beggingĀ  forĀ  footnotesĀ  inĀ  theĀ  storyĀ  ofĀ  yourĀ  life . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whenĀ  iĀ  fellĀ  hard ,Ā  youĀ  tookĀ  aĀ  stepĀ  back . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  betĀ  youĀ  neverĀ  lovedĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  words ,Ā  howĀ  littleĀ  theyĀ  meanĀ  whenĀ  youā€™reĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  tooĀ  late . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  neverĀ  calledĀ  itĀ  whatĀ  itĀ  was . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  oneĀ  prizeĀ  iā€™dĀ  cheatĀ  toĀ  win . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  wouldā€™veĀ  beenĀ  funĀ  ā€¦Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  wouldā€™veĀ  beenĀ  theĀ  one . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™dĀ  doĀ  itĀ  overĀ  andĀ  overĀ  andĀ  overĀ  again ,Ā  ifĀ  iĀ  could . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  noticeĀ  everyĀ  thingĀ  youĀ  do . Ā āœ ā›Ā  allĀ  weĀ  knowĀ  isĀ  touch - and - go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  itā€™sĀ  longĀ  goneĀ  andĀ  thereā€™sĀ  nothingĀ  elseĀ  iĀ  couldĀ  do . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  keptĀ  meĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  secretĀ  butĀ  iĀ  keptĀ  youĀ  likeĀ  anĀ  oath . Ā āœ ā›Ā  maybeĀ  weĀ  gotĀ  lostĀ  inĀ  translation . Ā āœ ā›Ā  maybeĀ  iĀ  askedĀ  forĀ  tooĀ  much . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™veĀ  gotĀ  someĀ  thingsĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  toĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  cutĀ  deep ,Ā  toĀ  knowĀ  you .Ā  rightĀ  toĀ  theĀ  bone . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thatĀ  madeĀ  meĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  die . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  ideaĀ  youĀ  hadĀ  ofĀ  me ,Ā  whoĀ  wasĀ  she ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™reĀ  notĀ  myĀ  homeland ,Ā  anymore . Ā āœ ā›Ā  theĀ  greatestĀ  lovesĀ  ofĀ  allĀ  timeĀ  areĀ  over ,Ā  now . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  mightĀ  beĀ  okay ,Ā  butĀ  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  fineĀ  atĀ  all . Ā āœ ā›Ā  ifĀ  myĀ  wishesĀ  cameĀ  true ,Ā  itĀ  wouldā€™veĀ  beenĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  beenĀ  aĀ  longĀ  time . Ā āœ ā›Ā  itĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  right ,Ā  theĀ  wayĀ  itĀ  allĀ  wentĀ  down . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  couldĀ  feelĀ  youĀ  sneakingĀ  in . Ā āœ ā› Ā take Ā my Ā hand . Ā āœ
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outahell Ā· 2 years
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shoves you at @centurie while i work on icons for that blog
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random (chaotic) dialogue starters.
* is that all you have to say?
* tell me you love me or something, donā€™t just stand there!
* are you out of your fucking mind?
* itā€™s truly a wonder that youā€™re still alive.
* thatā€™s not my name.
* thatā€™s not my name and you know it.
* how many fingers am i holding up?
* i swear, itā€™s my dogā€™s fault.
* are you really going in there?
* thatā€™s how people get killed in horror movies, you know?
* if you die on me after everything iā€™ve done for youā€¦ iā€™ll never forgive you.
* how could i ever forgive you?
* sometimes, everything shifts in the snap of a finger.
* stop yelling at me or iā€™ll tell them!
* would it kill you to hold my hand every now and then?
* just squeeze my ass and tell me everything will be okay.
* youā€™re all i need right now.
* youā€™re finally here, so i can fucking sleep.
* i told you to turn your music down!
* youā€™re not my parent!
* i didnā€™t steal your boyfriend, he came with me willingly.
* itā€™s taking everything in me not to slap you in the face right now.
* you know, people can hear you.
* do you ever think before you speak? you should try it.
* iā€™ll change your life, if you let me.
* will you go buy me tampons or not?
* please, close the door on your way out.
* keep your hands to yourself.
* what do you think they were thinking about? you know, when they died?
* do you think they know?
* itā€™s not my fault, itā€™s 4am and youā€™re fucking yelling at me!
* youā€™re a shit friend.
* youā€™re my best friend.
* youā€™re my only friend.
* i hope hell is nice and warm when we get there.
* tell me the truth, at least once.
* did you really cheat?
* i donā€™t wanna know the details.
* can i have some?
* i would kill for a nice glass of wine right now.
* you brought a knife to a gun fight, baby.
* youā€™re so stupid it kinda turns me on.
* i want you to meet my parents.
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outahell Ā· 2 years
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here asap !Ā  Ā just working through cleaning @centurie up and doing icons for allĀ the muses on there :ā€™)
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#let me touch the hair #please #just once
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sorry for not writing much lately !Ā  Ā i had an event on the weekend iā€™ve been building up to for weeks and had no time ,Ā  now iā€™m trying to paint and finish my living room with a practically broken shoulder but iā€™m nearly there !
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š‘µš‘¶š‘»š‘Æš‘°š‘µš‘® š‘©š‘¼š‘» š‘½š‘¼š‘³š‘µš‘¬š‘¹š‘Øš‘©š‘³š‘¬ . Ā  Ā (Ā softĀ  angstĀ  starters. Ā  )
ā› Ā iĀ  canā€™tĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  withoutĀ  you .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  safeĀ  forĀ  peopleĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  usĀ  together . Ā āœ ā›Ā  pleaseĀ  donā€™tĀ  leaveĀ  meĀ  alone . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  know . Ā āœ ā›Ā  justĀ  go .Ā  Ā getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  here ,Ā  Ā go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  evenĀ  trustĀ  myself ,Ā  Ā anymore .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  thereā€™sĀ  nothingĀ  leftĀ  forĀ  meĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  stillĀ  needĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  onlyĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  help . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  youĀ  doingĀ  this ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  tellĀ  meĀ  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  true .Ā  Ā please . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  alone . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  didĀ  youĀ  getĀ  thisĀ  scar ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  tellĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  yellĀ  atĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  meantĀ  toĀ  hurtĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thingsĀ  areĀ  gettingĀ  badĀ  again .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  shouldĀ  go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  saidĀ  enough . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  dareĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  youĀ  stillĀ  here ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  deserveĀ  better . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  talkĀ  aboutĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  canĀ  iĀ  fixĀ  this ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  doĀ  youĀ  hateĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  justĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  feelĀ  something . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  lieĀ  toĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  didĀ  youĀ  everĀ  careĀ  aboutĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  regretĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  it .Ā  Ā notĀ  aĀ  singleĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  couldĀ  youĀ  sayĀ  that ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  askedĀ  forĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isnā€™tĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  needĀ  toĀ  go .Ā  Ā iĀ  canā€™tĀ  beĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatā€™sĀ  thatĀ  supposedĀ  toĀ  mean ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  soberĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  talkĀ  aboutĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thankĀ  youĀ  forĀ  beingĀ  gentleĀ  withĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  canĀ  iĀ  possiblyĀ  trustĀ  you ?Ā  Ā afterĀ  allĀ  youā€™veĀ  done ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  runĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  understand . Ā āœ ā›Ā  please ,Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  rightĀ  now . Ā āœ ā›Ā  canĀ  youĀ  forgiveĀ  me ? Ā āœ
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it is 11:23pm and iā€™m about to go on an 8 hour car journey to an event ,Ā  spend a few hours there ,Ā  then travel 8 hours back in the same day .Ā  Ā so i wonā€™t be here at all tomorrow ,Ā  Ā will be back on sunday !Ā  Ā 
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outahell Ā· 2 years
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will be trying to catch up on @spacedoc today !ā€‹
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okay so i got like, three books delivered this week, and in anticipation i reread another book that i had, and lads, let me tell ye, it was like quicksand. so now i have a list, some from my head, many from my wonderful friendsā€™ heads, of prompts that basically made us all very soft or veryĀ ā€œpleasantly scandalized rich lady from the sixties who just found out a juicy bit of goss about the new neighborā€. i hope ye like them! (DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST. I WILL MAKE A PART TWO. AND THREE. AND FOUR. MANY MANY PARTS. EVENTUALLY. )
[ HAIR ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  sender slowly reaches out to catch a loose strand of the receiverā€™s hair and tuck it gently and securely back behind their ear, letting their touch linger afterwards. (if the receiver has short hair, then the sender reaches out and gently runs their fingers through their hair to smooth it back.)
[ CLOSE ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while standing remarkably close to one another, the sender is unable to stop themselves from running their gaze across the receiverā€™s body, lingering for a moment on their lips, before returning to initiate prolonged, intense eye contact.
[ CHIN ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  as they stand close to one another, the sender hooks a finger and tenderly lifts the receiverā€™s chin, tilting it up so that they can look at one another, and running a thumb across their skin lightly.
[ THUMB ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while cupping the receiverā€™s cheek in their hand, the sender slowly glides their thumb across their cheekbone in a tender, sweeping caress.
[ WOUND ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  upon noticing a recent injury on the receiverā€™s person, the sender carefully moves closer, running a thumb (or hand) across the wound in a gentle, troubled manner.
[ INHALE ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while standing in very close quarters to the receiver, the sender shakily inhales with desire/anticipation as they realize how intimately close they are to one another.
[ DANCE ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once theyā€™re alone) the sender takes the receiverā€™s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.
[ BARE ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  as they get undressed, the sender gently places a soft, tender kiss against the receiverā€™s bare shoulder.
[ SCAR ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  noticing a scar on the receiverā€™s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it.
[ FOREHEAD ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  placing a hand on the back of the receiverā€™s neck, the sender guides them close and rests their foreheads together.
[ PALM ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  taking the receiverā€™s hand, the sender brings it to their mouth, and places a tender kiss against the receiverā€™s palm.
[ LINGER ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  taking the receiverā€™s hand, the sender lifts it to their lips, and gently kisses their knuckles, lingering for a moment before withdrawing.
[ BEHIND ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā upon entering the same room as the receiver, the sender steps behind them, and winds their arms around the receiverā€™s waist, drawing them close against them.
[ WAIT ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  realizing the receiver is about to leave the room, the sender hastily reaches out and catches their wrist, preventing them from continuing their departure.
[ ARM ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  after holding their hand, the sender releases the receiver, but slowly glides their hand up the full length of their arm, lingering on the upper arm, then the shoulder, then resting their touch against the side of their neck.
[ HOLD ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.
[ PLAY ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while sitting together, the sender absently lifts the receiverā€™s hand, idly running their fingertips across the lines of their palms, mapping out every inch of their hand with slow, lazy touches.
[ GUIDE ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  in the process of guiding the receiver through a crowded place, the senderā€™s hand protectively grazes against the small of their back
[ TOUCH ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while touching the receiverā€™s waist, the senderā€™s hand briefly dips beneath the hem of their shirt, skimming briefly across the bare skin of their waist.
[ CUP ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā bringing both hands up to cup the receiverā€™s face, the sender draws them in closer to them in order to get a better look at their face.
[ TUG ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  the sender tugs the receiver close against them by resting a hand against the small of their back, pulling them flush against their body.
[ HUSH ]:Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  while standing close to one another and hiding from pursuers, the sender reaches up and places a finger against the receiverā€™s lips to prevent them from speaking and revealing their location.
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š‘µš‘¶š‘»š‘Æš‘°š‘µš‘® š‘©š‘¼š‘» š‘½š‘¼š‘³š‘µš‘¬š‘¹š‘Øš‘©š‘³š‘¬ . Ā  Ā (Ā softĀ  angstĀ  starters. Ā  )
ā› Ā iĀ  canā€™tĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  withoutĀ  you .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  safeĀ  forĀ  peopleĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  usĀ  together . Ā āœ ā›Ā  pleaseĀ  donā€™tĀ  leaveĀ  meĀ  alone . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  know . Ā āœ ā›Ā  justĀ  go .Ā  Ā getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  here ,Ā  Ā go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  evenĀ  trustĀ  myself ,Ā  Ā anymore .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  thereā€™sĀ  nothingĀ  leftĀ  forĀ  meĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  stillĀ  needĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  onlyĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  help . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  youĀ  doingĀ  this ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  tellĀ  meĀ  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  true .Ā  Ā please . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  alone . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  didĀ  youĀ  getĀ  thisĀ  scar ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  tellĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  yellĀ  atĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  meantĀ  toĀ  hurtĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thingsĀ  areĀ  gettingĀ  badĀ  again .Ā  āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  shouldĀ  go . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youā€™veĀ  saidĀ  enough . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  dareĀ  you ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  areĀ  youĀ  stillĀ  here ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  deserveĀ  better . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  talkĀ  aboutĀ  it . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  canĀ  iĀ  fixĀ  this ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  whyĀ  doĀ  youĀ  hateĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  justĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  feelĀ  something . Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  lieĀ  toĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  didĀ  youĀ  everĀ  careĀ  aboutĀ  me ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  regretĀ  anyĀ  ofĀ  it .Ā  Ā notĀ  aĀ  singleĀ  thing . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  couldĀ  youĀ  sayĀ  that ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  neverĀ  askedĀ  forĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thisĀ  isnā€™tĀ  you . Ā āœ ā›Ā  iĀ  needĀ  toĀ  go .Ā  Ā iĀ  canā€™tĀ  beĀ  here . Ā āœ ā›Ā  whatā€™sĀ  thatĀ  supposedĀ  toĀ  mean ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  soberĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  talkĀ  aboutĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  thankĀ  youĀ  forĀ  beingĀ  gentleĀ  withĀ  me . Ā āœ ā›Ā  howĀ  canĀ  iĀ  possiblyĀ  trustĀ  you ?Ā  Ā afterĀ  allĀ  youā€™veĀ  done ? Ā āœ ā›Ā  donā€™tĀ  runĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  this . Ā āœ ā›Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  understand . Ā āœ ā›Ā  please ,Ā  iĀ  canā€™tĀ  doĀ  thisĀ  rightĀ  now . Ā āœ ā›Ā  canĀ  youĀ  forgiveĀ  me ? Ā āœ
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