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onlyrains · 9 days
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hey there, i'd like to request a writing for yasushi if you don't mind. prompt can be up to you (surprise me!) thank you 🙌
a/n: i'm back with a request from a loooong time ago😫 i'm sorry for being inactive these past few months. life was harsh and now i'm trying to reorganized everything. thank you for requesting and i hope you like it!🩵
[9:16am]
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—t/w: harsh words
smells of roses, blinding lights, and an odd repeating sound were things that came to your senses once you tried to crack open your eyes. it was heavy and hurts, but you gave all your strength to blink and think as you conclude that it wasn't your room.
clack.
someone entered your room and walked straight to the window on your right to close curtain so the lights would be more bearable for you.
"exc-"
"AAAAAH-" the man blurted out.
you really wanted to react the same but you felt something strangling your neck so only your eyeballs could follow his movements.
"you're sober!" he exclaimed excitedly.
"yeah, i think i am…?"
"wait, i'll call the doctor.” then he ran.
couple minutes later you found yourself being checked by several nurses and a doctor. they said you were okay and your condition was already stable—much better than before—which made you more confused.
“what happened to me?” you asked. a little hesitant at first but you couldn't fight the curiosity within you. he turned to make sure the doctor was gone and closed the door.
“you don't remember anything?”
“i remembered i was on my way home…” you stopped and so were your memory.
“you were hit by a car…”
“huh?” you almost turned your head to him but the throbbing neck muscle held you back.
he looked down before continuing. “my friend was testing his new car with me. we thought it was safer at midnight, we were wrong, we know that. he didn't see you crossing the road and … you know what happened next.”
you tried to proceed his words in your head but nothing came to your conclusion. it felt like your brain was stop working.
“w-when was it?” you asked startling.
“two days ago.”
“oh…”
“he tried to meet your family but it looks like you live alone…”
you weren't say a thing. nor did a thing. you were just staring blankly.
“but don't worry he will be responsible for all your care in this hospital.” yasushi added.
“where is he?”
“who?”
“your friend, who hit me.”
he sighed. “at work. he worked all day to pay your treatment and i'll be here all day to help you with anything you want.” a small reassuring smile painted on his lips.
you wanted to let your wrath out. to shout on his face. to pull his dry, damaged, neglected hair. to poke his doe eyes that constantly looking down. to punch his pursed lips. you really wanted to.
but you couldn't—physically and mentally.
thinking that they were responsible enough to paid the hospital costs and even take care of you 24/7 with that guilty expression, somehow melted your heart. moreover, you could finally rest from everything just as you wanted to without resigning from your work. you hadn't had a free day in two months and couldn't even take a furlough. so as silly as it sounds, this wasn't too bad for your sanity.
“he would come after work but it could be very late.”
“what's his name?”
“kiyoshi.”
“and you?”
“yasushi.”
you nodded. “how about you? didn’t you should be at work too?”
“we are actually students,” your eyes almost leave its place. “you know oya kou?” oh, the world must be joking with me.
“yeah, i know.” you can tell from his looks, honestly. but his demeanor didn't match it up at all so the thought wasn't even cross your head. of course you knew how brutal the student there. but was it because of his guilt? because of his—
“YASUSHI, IS SHE STILL UNCONSCIOUS?” you heard a slammed door with a loud voice entering your room. oh, maybe these are the real ones.
“shut the fuck up!” yasushi groaned. oh, there he is.
your three new visitors came up to you with a wonder look.
“hello?” you voiced.
“AHHH! she's alive!” the loudest one exclaimed.
“of course, you idiot!”
“don't be so loud, jamuo.” tsukasa added.
“are you … okay?” fujio asked, still with his curious look.
“no.” you replied quickly.
“of course.”
“i'm sorry, they are my friend. this is fujio, jamuo, and tsukasa.”
you nodded. “from oya kou too?”
“so you already know.” tsukasa interrupted made you tried to turn your head to see him.
yasushi quickly held your head still. “d-don't move your head too fast.” you knew your forehead was full of bandage but you could still feel his thumb brushing your temple a bit. why is this making it less hurting?
“okay.” you said quietly.
“…”
“i'm sorry this is happen to you.” tsukasa interrupting again but this time was very necessary—as he noticed yasushi's sudden tension.
your eyes now met tsukasa's.
“yasushi and kiyoshi are our friend, and here, fujio, is the student leader of oya kou. so we're here to make sure you're okay too and apologize properly.” the four of them started to stand together and then bowed to you for a few seconds. you just stared as much as you wanted to reciprocate.
“it's okay.” you said then they back to stood again.
jamuo sighed. “anyway, what a unique way to meet your crush, yasushi. finally, after a year of waiting.” he held his laugh.
yasushi turned with a unreadable expression. that was his last straw.
“GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE YOU PIECE OF SHIT.”
and again. you just blinked and watched as much as you wanted to react to the announcement.
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onlyrains · 3 months
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Hi!!! I just wanna say that im really obsessed with your writtings i keep reading them especially the monji one 😣😭💖
So i was wondering if you dont mind to make the part 2 if there is any cuz asdfghjll they are so adorable 😭😭💖
Love you!!
a/n: hiii!!! thank you for liking my work, it means a lot! here's you request and i'm so sorry for the wait. i make it quite long as an apology. btw love you too!❤️
part 1
[3:54pm]
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the last time you saw your best friend—monji—was the day you noticed his anxious and nervous face for the first time after encountering his senior then he urgently needed to take you home.
“why do you seem so anxious?” you asked that day.
he shook his head. “we need to take you home first.” he replied hurriedly.
you confused. until today. so you decided to go to his school then you both can walk together and talk about the other day.
having just finished your shift at the cafe, you opted for your daily clothes over your school uniform, considering it might look suspicious at a boys-only school like housen.
as you approached the front gate, a mere 100 meters away, loud thuds echoed from the crossroads. your curiosity drove you closer, revealing a chaotic scene with about twenty guys engaged in physical altercations. a gasp escaped your mouth as you witnessed monji, the reason for your visit, lying on the ground, attempting to fend off the attacks. your feet froze, body stiffened, and your eyes were almost fell from its place. this was the first time you witnessed something so chaotic that made your head stop working.
“who are you?” someone yelled beside you, catching you off guard as he dragged you away from the scene. he walked far enough then stopped near a store with a bunch of people around. “who are you?” he asked again.
you tried to regain your consciousness back, barely blinking your teary eyes. “huh?” you look at the bowl-headed guy in front of you.
“wait.” he said before running to the store to buy you a water to calm down.
“thank you.” you accept his kindness and drank it as much as you could.
“i-i came to see monji.” you started. he frowned. “monji? are you his girlfriend?” he asked.
you shook your head immediately. “no—i'm not. i'm just a friend—”
“hmm,” you heard him humming. his forehead frowned again as he thought. “how could he have a girlfriend but having a girl pick him up? is he that popular among the girls?” he murmured.
what does he mean? monji have a girlfriend?
“what do you mean?” you asked. he shook his head. “nothing. and don't worry. he will be okay, you don't need to shocked like that. trust me.”
ah, the fight! you almost forgot about the fight. you scanned his appearance from up to the bottom. he was wearing housen's uniform.
“are you from housen too?”
he nodded. “yes. so you can trust me that everyone will be okay.”
“how can someone be okay after having a wooden stick on their head? should i call an ambulance? or police?”
he scratched his head and smiled awkwardly. “they'll be okay.”
and just like that, you waited for the next ten minutes with him while having small talks about everything around you. he was quite nice, you thought. he even introduce himself and now you knew his name was sabakan. he tried his best to distract you from the fight.
“let's go.” he said after answering a call.
“is it okay?”
he nodded and walked in front of you.
as you take a right turn, you could saw a bunch of guy wearing housen's uniforms sitting on the road. you couldn't help but biting your nails to channelled your anxiety and and secretly hoped to meet monji in a proper condition.
“is everyone okay?” sabakan asked his friends and you still behind his back. they answered in unison like a war troop answering its superior.
“where were you? you promised to assist me today!” a familiar voice exclaimed. you knew for sure the owner of that voice.
“you better not yell like that…” sabakan murmured.
“what—” monji's voice were gone when sabakan step aside, revealing you who were there the whole time.
you squeezed the strap of your crossbody tightly and looked up slowly to meet monji's eyes. everyone was shock, but no one match monji's shock.
he got up immediately and approached you in a blink. “why are you here? are you okay? who brought you? how…” his hands stopped checking your condition as his eyes meet your own. you didn't know why it got teary again and you need to bit your inner lip to held your cry and anger.
his thumb caress your left cheek before he turned around and ask for leave to his senior.
“see… this is what would happen if you don't tell your girl your plan for the day…” you could see a blond with glasses guy speak to his underlings. he was mocking monji and tried to hold his laughter, you knew that.
“shut up, odajima.” a big guy—who looks at you with a concern look—replied.
“let's go.” monji said after got his permission. he grabbed your wrist and take you to a more conducive place to talk.
“have you eaten yet?” he asked. you shook your head then he made you both entering a ramen shop.
you didn't open your mouth a bit after you sit and busy holding your teary to fall from your eyes seeing him so messed up like this. monji also busy with his own thought on how to tell you what was going on.
“here's your ramen.” a server approaching your table. “do you have a first aid kit?” you asked. he nodded and gave you a box behind the cashier shelf.
“i'm fine.” monji voiced when you wet the cotton. you weren't respond his words and started cleaning the wound.
he hissed occasionally but not avoiding you. the guilt already ate his guts alive and all he could do was obey you.
“i was just want to go home with you since my shift ended early.” you say while tidy up the aid kit. “i don't know—i'm just so shocked but luckily sabakan helped me.”
monji nod his head and he started to sip his ramen broth to warm his chest since your gaze was too cold than usual.
“and he confused why am i there to pick you up when you already have a girlfriend?” you added as you take mouthful of your ramen.
monji choked himself and coughed for an entire minute. “he say what?”
you shrugged. “but now i know why people find your school interesting. why are you enter that school in the first place?”
monji's gaze was back to his bowl.
“i don't see the point of the fights and i know you know that it's dangerous even though you can face it. but still, why?” you continue your rambles.
“i just not expecting you chose this path, you know? i'm not trying to complain about your decision, i'm just… what should i call it? worry…?”
he took a glance at you. your eyes reddens but you tried to sip your ramen like nothing happened. he knew you tried your best to act cool.
“thank you.” he said. “this is why i forbid you to go to housen.” you sigh.
“but you are really okay, right?” he asked. you nodded.
“i'm sorry for making you worried.” he continue before finished his ramen. “we're cool, right?”
you glance sharply at him for a few second then nod unheartedly.
monji sighed silently and felt a limp on his throat before he say, “don't be afraid of me.”
you looked up and stared at him this time. “i won't.”
a small smile appeared on his lips as his finger still rubbed against each other, nervous. so you decided to change the topic.
“by the way, how could you have a girlfriend and didn't tell me?”
“i-i don't!” he exclaimed. “uh, let's not talk about it for now—”
“why?”
“just not now. it's a long story. all i can say now is i don't have one, it's just a misunderstanding, okay?”
you narrowed your eyes. “don't make me call sabakan and we'll have him in this conversation…”
“argh…” he groaned and messed his hair out of frustation.
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onlyrains · 4 months
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😭😭 not wrong but 😭😭😭
[2:43am]
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— t/w: angst, mention of death
the feeling of losing someone, the feeling of being alone, the feeling of your absence—these stressed this man out. murayama hadn't eaten anything since the day you left him, the day you left everything behind, and broke your own promises. but he isn't mad at you, not even for a second, not even a bit. he's angry because he tried to suppress everything he's feeling, but he couldn't. the fact that you're no longer alive and the memory of your body turning blue slowly engraved in his mind, and it hasn't stopped playing since the day he locked himself.
the grip he has on his pen tightens as he feels the heat welling up in his eyes, forcing a tear to fall down his cheek for the thousandth time.
i never knew i would be alone after i met you. i thought we were meant to be together, and you would never leave my side. but you left. you left me, but i'm not mad at you. i can't be. well, it would be so nice if you were here to wake me up from this nightmare, but i know it's impossible because i've realized now that i haven't slept for days. scold me all you want because that would be the best thing that could happen right now. i love you, really. you broke your promise to move to my place, but that's fine. i still love you.
i believe that in another life, i would run to the key shop to duplicate my door key and give it to you as a present. i believe that in another universe, we would think of the same place when we think of home. i believe that in another time, we would sleep on the same bed every night, with my hands around your waist.
i need you. you're still the best thing ever happened to me and i don't know how my life would turn out without you. the dreams i had, the goals we made, i lost them. i lost the path i was on. love, i lost everything when i lost you. but i'm fine. it's fine because you're not hurting anymore. you have the peace you deserved. i'm sorry this is so messy. i tried to express everything i feel just like you always told me to, but i'm in the worst state now. i hope you understand. i will force myself to sleep, and I'll place this on my chest because i know it's the closest to you, right? i love you so m
he fell on his back without completing the sentence. he dozed off, having drained the rest of his strength to write the letter. seki had been there the whole time, staring through the door gap, watching his friend burst into tears while trying to put his feelings on paper.
he entered the room and carefully laid his dear friend on the bed, pulling the blanket and arranging him in a more proper position to sleep, hoping he would find some rest for a while.
seki knows that it will continue for some time, until murayama reaches the phase of seeking the culprit who hit you to death. he probably kill someone for real.
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onlyrains · 4 months
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😭😭 i was sobbing when i wrote this… sorry😅😝
[2:43am]
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— t/w: angst, mention of death
the feeling of losing someone, the feeling of being alone, the feeling of your absence—these stressed this man out. murayama hadn't eaten anything since the day you left him, the day you left everything behind, and broke your own promises. but he isn't mad at you, not even for a second, not even a bit. he's angry because he tried to suppress everything he's feeling, but he couldn't. the fact that you're no longer alive and the memory of your body turning blue slowly engraved in his mind, and it hasn't stopped playing since the day he locked himself.
the grip he has on his pen tightens as he feels the heat welling up in his eyes, forcing a tear to fall down his cheek for the thousandth time.
i never knew i would be alone after i met you. i thought we were meant to be together, and you would never leave my side. but you left. you left me, but i'm not mad at you. i can't be. well, it would be so nice if you were here to wake me up from this nightmare, but i know it's impossible because i've realized now that i haven't slept for days. scold me all you want because that would be the best thing that could happen right now. i love you, really. you broke your promise to move to my place, but that's fine. i still love you.
i believe that in another life, i would run to the key shop to duplicate my door key and give it to you as a present. i believe that in another universe, we would think of the same place when we think of home. i believe that in another time, we would sleep on the same bed every night, with my hands around your waist.
i need you. you're still the best thing ever happened to me and i don't know how my life would turn out without you. the dreams i had, the goals we made, i lost them. i lost the path i was on. love, i lost everything when i lost you. but i'm fine. it's fine because you're not hurting anymore. you have the peace you deserved. i'm sorry this is so messy. i tried to express everything i feel just like you always told me to, but i'm in the worst state now. i hope you understand. i will force myself to sleep, and I'll place this on my chest because i know it's the closest to you, right? i love you so m
he fell on his back without completing the sentence. he dozed off, having drained the rest of his strength to write the letter. seki had been there the whole time, staring through the door gap, watching his friend burst into tears while trying to put his feelings on paper.
he entered the room and carefully laid his dear friend on the bed, pulling the blanket and arranging him in a more proper position to sleep, hoping he would find some rest for a while.
seki knows that it will continue for some time, until murayama reaches the phase of seeking the culprit who hit you to death. he probably kill someone for real.
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onlyrains · 4 months
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SORRY!!😄😝
[2:43am]
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— t/w: angst, mention of death
the feeling of losing someone, the feeling of being alone, the feeling of your absence—these stressed this man out. murayama hadn't eaten anything since the day you left him, the day you left everything behind, and broke your own promises. but he isn't mad at you, not even for a second, not even a bit. he's angry because he tried to suppress everything he's feeling, but he couldn't. the fact that you're no longer alive and the memory of your body turning blue slowly engraved in his mind, and it hasn't stopped playing since the day he locked himself.
the grip he has on his pen tightens as he feels the heat welling up in his eyes, forcing a tear to fall down his cheek for the thousandth time.
i never knew i would be alone after i met you. i thought we were meant to be together, and you would never leave my side. but you left. you left me, but i'm not mad at you. i can't be. well, it would be so nice if you were here to wake me up from this nightmare, but i know it's impossible because i've realized now that i haven't slept for days. scold me all you want because that would be the best thing that could happen right now. i love you, really. you broke your promise to move to my place, but that's fine. i still love you.
i believe that in another life, i would run to the key shop to duplicate my door key and give it to you as a present. i believe that in another universe, we would think of the same place when we think of home. i believe that in another time, we would sleep on the same bed every night, with my hands around your waist.
i need you. you're still the best thing ever happened to me and i don't know how my life would turn out without you. the dreams i had, the goals we made, i lost them. i lost the path i was on. love, i lost everything when i lost you. but i'm fine. it's fine because you're not hurting anymore. you have the peace you deserved. i'm sorry this is so messy. i tried to express everything i feel just like you always told me to, but i'm in the worst state now. i hope you understand. i will force myself to sleep, and I'll place this on my chest because i know it's the closest to you, right? i love you so m
he fell on his back without completing the sentence. he dozed off, having drained the rest of his strength to write the letter. seki had been there the whole time, staring through the door gap, watching his friend burst into tears while trying to put his feelings on paper.
he entered the room and carefully laid his dear friend on the bed, pulling the blanket and arranging him in a more proper position to sleep, hoping he would find some rest for a while.
seki knows that it will continue for some time, until murayama reaches the phase of seeking the culprit who hit you to death. he probably kill someone for real.
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onlyrains · 4 months
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i love him too much😫💥💗
:: h&l boys being with their drunk s/o for the first time ::
pairings: fujio hanaoka, tsukasa takajo, yosuke todoroki, yuken odajima, yasushi nishikawa x fem reader
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FUJIO ✧.*
it warmed his heart seeing you made a fond friendship with all his friends. you were new yet so significantly important to his life so of course he wanted you to get along with all his people and now you dis it so naturally. everyone liked you to the point you were get comfortable so quickly while chatting and drinking alcohol with them. fujio didn't know you can drink so tonight he was quieter than usual to watch you got tipsy while actively interacting with his childhood friends because it's too fascinating to him.
“fujio…” you turned to him with your flushed red cheeks.
“yes?” he responded.
you didn't answered right away. you were focus on his face then a hand landed smoothly on the back of his neck. “i'm happy with you.”
he beamed. he didn't know how to respond to that so he just look at you with a surprise look while his heart was ready to blown up.
“i want to stay here all night but why's my head so dizzy?” you placed your head on your palm to stay still. your other hand playing with his ear absentmindedly.
he finally replied with a chuckle. “you can't stay here all night. let's go home, it's already late.”
“but you haven't drink a bit?” you protested, handing a glass of beer to your boyfriend.
he squeezed your cheek excitedly. “i'm good.” he said giggly. you felt your head keep spinning then your forehead fall perfectly on his shoulder, inviting a laughter from madoka. “GIRL, YOU LOSE!!! FUJIO YOUR GIRLFRIEND JUST LOST!!!” she said extremely drunk.
fujio sighed to the rest of the guys. “i'm going.” he said before placing you on his back, ready to take you home.
TSUKASA ✧.*
“you drink too much.” he warned you. you glanced at him with disapproval and a pout on your lips.
“i'm fine.” you replied while lying on your stomach, eyes back on the papers in front of you.
“but you have a pre-test tomorrow,”
you laughed, “this is my pre-test y'know.” then continue to take a sip of your drink to accompany you studying tonight.
he copied your position. “you could just ask me then drink these cans.” tsukasa ran his fingers through your hair softly.
you flipped your body to lay on your back then you covered your face with both of your hands. he could still hear you sobbing beside him. “why can't i go through this test peacefully? why can't my head absorb things easily like most of people do? why i feel like i know nothing about these things? why…” you started to ramble then looked at him with so much anger on your face.
he knew you so frustrated lately, that's why he decided to come to your house then he found you barely sober on the floor with papers and beer cans everywhere. it was the first time he saw you cried and drunk. too surprising to him to process.
he helped you sit then he started to rub your back in up-down motion. “cry. let it out.” he said. in a split second he could feel his body being pulled in and you cried drunkly on his neck, hugging him tightly.
“thank you,” you said. he nodded while patting your hair and back. “anything for you. just ask me if you need anything.”
silence.
he felt your breating evenly which meant you were asleep. “hey?” he called.
“you're body is so sweet-scented, it's comfy.” oh, you may regret this tomorrow because it was completely not you at all.
tsukasa chuckled. “okay, then.”
TODOROKI ✧.*
he was hanging out with you and his oya friend. when he received a call from his parent that he needs to handle a few things for a bit. “you can go. i'm fine here, really. they are my friends too.” you tried your best to convinced him that you are okay with fujio, nakagoshi, yasushi, kiyoshi, tsuji, and shibaman while he's away.
“yeah, she's right. you don't need to worry about nothing.” yasushi spoke making todoroki's gaze switch to him.
“it won't take more than an hour i promise. don't get too drunk.” he said before you nodded and he left. so there were only you and the idiots, and you agreed to play beer pong with them. you were pretty sure it wouldn't be too difficult since you could drink quite well. in the middle of the game, they start to realize that your shooting is good, you rarely throw the ball away. then the opposite team start to rearrange their strategy to catch up your team's score. you've got tipsy but the games had an endless round until kiyoshi passed out beside you.
you snorted, “poor you, kiyo-kiyooo!” then laughed maniacally. you sat on the sofa when tsuji lit his cigarette. you felt your head too dizzy to worked but the view of a drunk guy smoking beside you intrigued you so much that you decided to try the nicotine too. so you pulled out a cigarette unconsciously and lit it up while sucking on it carefully.
“i shouldn't leave you with these jerks.” the love of your life showed up and snatched the nicotine between your lips.
“baby!” you exclaimed cheerfully and put your arms around his neck. completely distracted.
“why don't you listen to me?” he hissed.
you frowned. “me? not listening? never! i've never not listening to you in my life.” you put your head on his shoulder, clingy. “i'm just… sleepy.” then you pecked his neck.
he rolled his eyes and tightened his hand on your waist. “we're going home.” he said, slightly mad but couldn't ignore the way your warm breath fanned his side neck.
YUKEN ✧.*
“can i talk to my boyfriend?” the right side of your face lying on the table. you eyed your boyfriend, who was sitting next to you.
“you can. what do you want to talk about?” yuken dropped the glass he'd been holding onto the table then put his palm under your cheek so it wouldn't get sore. he was smiling slightly looking at adorable view of you like this.
“honestly, i didn't want to go on the triple date either.” you started. “i love to be like this. just with you.”
yuken laughed at your cute confession. you both were at a small shop near the restaurant you previously visited for a triple date your boyfriend initially refused to come to. but you said it just for once and you spent days to persuading him to come, so he agreed.
“i was in denial of it but today the proof was in front of my eyes. i can't deny that i only get comfortable with you now.”
he smirked as he feel an ego boost. he thought he made a genius decision to drink with you. your relationship was love-hate so that was the first time you were so honest about your feeling.
“sorry to forced you to come to that date.”
he caressed your hair. “it's fine. i can finally know about you more because of that damn date.” he grinned. “i'll plan us a proper date for next week.”
you giggled. “oh, really? will you?” you asked doubtedly.
“it will be the best date ever and you need to give me a reward if i succeed.”
you held his hand with both of yours. “deal.” and you didn't let go of his hand afterward.
he noticed that you are more touchy when you were drunk and it was kinda alarming because he wouldn't let you drink without him.
you stared straight at his lips when he was going to speak. “okay, then. we'll see.” he tried to let go of his hand from you slowly to down his tequila but your movement restrained him.
you quickly lift your head and approached his, placing a gentle kiss on his mouth for a few seconds.
“your lips are flirting with me.” you blurted out.
yuken remained frozen for a while then he stood up and carried your body like a sack on his shoulder. he smirked, “that's not fair you drunkenly doing that in public. let's go home.”
YASUSHI ✧.*
it was almost midnight when he received a call from an unknown number. he wanted to ignore it but he remember you were out drinking with your friends, so he picked up quickly. a deafening noise entered his ear.
“hello, is it—”
“where is my girlfriend?” he cut. fast. his body was ready to sprint to wherever you were.
“s-she is drunk—can you pick her up? i'll send the location.”
he hung up then grabbed his jacket and shoes to head to your location—luckily it wasn't that far.
he almost got there when he saw a girl sitting on the ground—face down and nearly passed out… or maybe sleeping? it was you.
“babe? why are you—you okay? babe? how can—” too many question filled his brain. you opened your glazed eyes after hearing a familiar voice.
“hi,” you greeted happily. you placed hands on his arms to support your body to pecked his cheek. a wide smile appeared after the sudden action.
“babe—”
“i had a good night,” you grinned. “you're so pretty by the way.” his cheek and ear turned red at the same time. it wasn't a good timing but who could ignore compliment from the prettiest girl on earth?
“thanks but how can you end up here? where are your friends? you said you're going with the girls, right?”
your eyes closed but the smile didn't seem to fade anytime soon. “they're going home… maybe?”
“what do you mean maybe?” you place a forefinger on his lips. “shut up. my head's noisy.”
he groaned on himself. “i swear i'll beat them tomorrow.” you frowned. “they are my friends—girls—you can't.”
“okay then i'll punch their boyfriend?”
you laughed. “stop, you feral kid.”
he sighed heavily. “let's go home you need to wash yourself.” he swore he won't let you out drinking without him.
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:: h&l boys being with their drunk s/o for the first time ::
pairings: fujio hanaoka, tsukasa takajo, yosuke todoroki, yuken odajima, yasushi nishikawa x fem reader
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FUJIO ✧.*
it warmed his heart seeing you made a fond friendship with all his friends. you were new yet so significantly important to his life so of course he wanted you to get along with all his people and now you dis it so naturally. everyone liked you to the point you were get comfortable so quickly while chatting and drinking alcohol with them. fujio didn't know you can drink so tonight he was quieter than usual to watch you got tipsy while actively interacting with his childhood friends because it's too fascinating to him.
“fujio…” you turned to him with your flushed red cheeks.
“yes?” he responded.
you didn't answered right away. you were focus on his face then a hand landed smoothly on the back of his neck. “i'm happy with you.”
he beamed. he didn't know how to respond to that so he just look at you with a surprise look while his heart was ready to blown up.
“i want to stay here all night but why's my head so dizzy?” you placed your head on your palm to stay still. your other hand playing with his ear absentmindedly.
he finally replied with a chuckle. “you can't stay here all night. let's go home, it's already late.”
“but you haven't drink a bit?” you protested, handing a glass of beer to your boyfriend.
he squeezed your cheek excitedly. “i'm good.” he said giggly. you felt your head keep spinning then your forehead fall perfectly on his shoulder, inviting a laughter from madoka. “GIRL, YOU LOSE!!! FUJIO YOUR GIRLFRIEND JUST LOST!!!” she said extremely drunk.
fujio sighed to the rest of the guys. “i'm going.” he said before placing you on his back, ready to take you home.
TSUKASA ✧.*
“you drink too much.” he warned you. you glanced at him with disapproval and a pout on your lips.
“i'm fine.” you replied while lying on your stomach, eyes back on the papers in front of you.
“but you have a pre-test tomorrow,”
you laughed, “this is my pre-test y'know.” then continue to take a sip of your drink to accompany you studying tonight.
he copied your position. “you could just ask me then drink these cans.” tsukasa ran his fingers through your hair softly.
you flipped your body to lay on your back then you covered your face with both of your hands. he could still hear you sobbing beside him. “why can't i go through this test peacefully? why can't my head absorb things easily like most of people do? why i feel like i know nothing about these things? why…” you started to ramble then looked at him with so much anger on your face.
he knew you so frustrated lately, that's why he decided to come to your house then he found you barely sober on the floor with papers and beer cans everywhere. it was the first time he saw you cried and drunk. too surprising to him to process.
he helped you sit then he started to rub your back in up-down motion. “cry. let it out.” he said. in a split second he could feel his body being pulled in and you cried drunkly on his neck, hugging him tightly.
“thank you,” you said. he nodded while patting your hair and back. “anything for you. just ask me if you need anything.”
silence.
he felt your breating evenly which meant you were asleep. “hey?” he called.
“you're body is so sweet-scented, it's comfy.” oh, you may regret this tomorrow because it was completely not you at all.
tsukasa chuckled. “okay, then.”
TODOROKI ✧.*
he was hanging out with you and his oya friend. when he received a call from his parent that he needed to handle a few things for a bit. “you can go. i'm fine here, really. they are my friends too.” you tried your best to convince him that you were okay with fujio, nakagoshi, yasushi, kiyoshi, tsuji, and shibaman while he was away.
“yeah, she's right. you don't need to worry about nothing.” yasushi spoke making todoroki's gaze switch to him.
“it won't take more than an hour i promise. don't get too drunk.” he said before you nodded and he left. so there were only you and the idiots, and you agreed to play beer pong with them. you were pretty sure it wouldn't be too difficult since you could drink quite well. in the middle of the game, they started to realize that your shooting was good, you rarely threw the ball away. then the opposite team started to rearrange their strategy to caught up your team's score. you've got tipsy but the games had an endless round until kiyoshi passed out beside you.
you snorted, “poor you, kiyo-kiyooo!” then laughed maniacally. you sat on the sofa when tsuji lit his cigarette. you felt your head too dizzy to worked but the view of a drunk guy smoking beside you intrigued you so much that you decided to try the nicotine too. so you pulled out a cigarette unconsciously and lit it up while sucking on it carefully.
“i shouldn't leave you with these jerks.” the love of your life showed up and snatched the nicotine between your lips.
“baby!” you exclaimed cheerfully and put your arms around his neck. completely distracted.
“why don't you listen to me?” he hissed.
you frowned. “me? not listening? never! i've never not listening to you in my life.” you put your head on his shoulder, clingy. “i'm just… sleepy.” then you pecked his neck.
he rolled his eyes and tightened his hand on your waist. “we're going home.” he said, slightly mad but couldn't ignore the way your warm breath fanned his side neck.
YUKEN ✧.*
“can i talk to my boyfriend?” the right side of your face lying on the table. you eyed your boyfriend, who was sitting next to you.
“you can. what do you want to talk about?” yuken dropped the glass he'd been holding onto the table then put his palm under your cheek so it wouldn't get sore. he was smiling slightly looking at adorable view of you like this.
“honestly, i didn't want to go on the triple date either.” you started. “i love to be like this. just with you.”
yuken laughed at your cute confession. you both were at a small shop near the restaurant you previously visited for a triple date your boyfriend initially refused to come to. but you said it just for once and you spent days to persuading him to come, so he agreed.
“i was in denial of it but today the proof was in front of my eyes. i can't deny that i only get comfortable with you now.”
he smirked as he feel an ego boost. he thought he made a genius decision to drink with you. your relationship was love-hate so that was the first time you were so honest about your feeling.
“sorry to forced you to come to that date.”
he caressed your hair. “it's fine. i can finally know about you more because of that damn date.” he grinned. “i'll plan us a proper date for next week.”
you giggled. “oh, really? will you?” you asked doubtedly.
“it will be the best date ever and you need to give me a reward if i succeed.”
you held his hand with both of yours. “deal.” and you didn't let go of his hand afterward.
he noticed that you were more touchy when you were drunk and it was kinda alarming because he wouldn't let you drink without him.
you stared straight at his lips when he was going to speak. “okay, then. we'll see.” he tried to let go of his hand from you slowly to down his tequila but your movement restrained him.
you quickly lift your head and approached his, placing a gentle kiss on his mouth for a few seconds.
“your lips are flirting with me.” you blurted out.
yuken remained frozen for a while then he stood up and carried your body like a sack on his shoulder. he smirked, “that's not fair you drunkenly doing that in public. let's go home.”
YASUSHI ✧.*
it was almost midnight when he received a call from an unknown number. he wanted to ignore it but he remember you were out drinking with your friends, so he picked up quickly. a deafening noise entered his ear.
“hello, is it—”
“where is my girlfriend?” he cut. fast. his body was ready to sprint to wherever you were.
“s-she is drunk—can you pick her up? i'll send the location.”
he hung up then grabbed his jacket and shoes to head to your location—luckily it wasn't that far.
he almost got there when he saw a girl sitting on the ground—face down and nearly passed out… or maybe sleeping? it was you.
“babe? why are you—you okay? babe? how can—” too many question filled his brain. you opened your glazed eyes after hearing a familiar voice.
“hi,” you greeted happily. you placed hands on his arms to support your body to pecked his cheek. a wide smile appeared after the sudden action.
“babe—”
“i had a good night,” you grinned. “you're so pretty by the way.” his cheek and ear turned red at the same time. it wasn't a good timing but who could ignore compliment from the prettiest girl on earth?
“thanks but how can you end up here? where are your friends? you said you're going with the girls, right?”
your eyes closed but the smile didn't seem to fade anytime soon. “they're going home… maybe?”
“what do you mean maybe?” you place a forefinger on his lips. “shut up. my head's noisy.”
he groaned to himself. “i swear i'll beat them tomorrow.” you frowned. “they are my friends—girls—you can't.”
“okay then i'll punch their boyfriend?”
you laughed. “stop, you feral kid.”
he sighed heavily. “let's go home you need to wash yourself.” he swore he won't let you out drinking again without him.
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you are welcome!🥰💗
Hi!!! I just wanna say that im really obsessed with your writtings i keep reading them especially the monji one 😣😭💖
So i was wondering if you dont mind to make the part 2 if there is any cuz asdfghjll they are so adorable 😭😭💖
Love you!!
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part 1
[3:54pm]
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the last time you saw your best friend—monji—was the day you noticed his his anxious and nervous face for the first time after encountering his senior then he urgently needed to take you home.
“why do you seem so anxious?” you asked that day.
he shook his head. “we need to take you home first.” he replied hurriedly.
you confused. until today. so you decided to go to his school then you both can walk together and talk about the other day.
having just finished your shift at the cafe, you opted for your daily clothes over your school uniform, considering it might look suspicious at a boys-only school like housen.
as you approached the front gate, a mere 100 meters away, loud thuds echoed from the crossroads. your curiosity drove you closer, revealing a chaotic scene with about twenty guys engaged in physical altercations. a gasp escaped your mouth as you witnessed monji, the reason for your visit, lying on the ground, attempting to fend off the attacks. your feet froze, body stiffened, and your eyes were almost fell from its place. this was the first time you witnessed something so chaotic that made your head stop working.
“who are you?” someone yelled beside you, catching you off guard as he dragged you away from the scene. he walked far enough then stopped near a store with a bunch of people around. “who are you?” he asked again.
you tried to regain your consciousness back, barely blinking your teary eyes. “huh?” you look at the bowl-headed guy in front of you.
“wait.” he said before running to the store to buy you a water to calm down.
“thank you.” you accept his kindness and drank it as much as you could.
“i-i came to see monji.” you started. he frowned. “monji? are you his girlfriend?” he asked.
you shook your head immediately. “no—i'm not. i'm just a friend—”
“hmm,” you heard him humming. his forehead frowned again as he thought. “how could he have a girlfriend but having a girl pick him up? is he that popular among the girls?” he murmured.
what does he mean? monji have a girlfriend?
“what do you mean?” you asked. he shook his head. “nothing. and don't worry. he will be okay, you don't need to shocked like that. trust me.”
ah, the fight! you almost forgot about the fight. you scanned his appearance from up to the bottom. he was wearing housen's uniform.
“are you from housen too?”
he nodded. “yes. so you can trust me that everyone will be okay.”
“how can someone be okay after having a wooden stick on their head? should i call an ambulance? or police?”
he scratched his head and smiled awkwardly. “they'll be okay.”
and just like that, you waited for the next ten minutes with him while having small talks about everything around you. he was quite nice, you thought. he even introduce himself and now you knew his name was sabakan. he tried his best to distract you from the fight.
“let's go.” he said after answering a call.
“is it okay?”
he nodded and walked in front of you.
as you take a right turn, you could saw a bunch of guy wearing housen's uniforms sitting on the road. you couldn't help but biting your nails to channelled your anxiety and and secretly hoped to meet monji in a proper condition.
“is everyone okay?” sabakan asked his friends and you still behind his back. they answered in unison like a war troop answering its superior.
“where were you? you promised to assist me today!” a familiar voice exclaimed. you knew for sure the owner of that voice.
“you better not yell like that…” sabakan murmured.
“what—” monji's voice were gone when sabakan step aside, revealing you who were there the whole time.
you squeezed the strap of your crossbody tightly and looked up slowly to meet monji's eyes. everyone was shock, but no one match monji's shock.
he got up immediately and approached you in a blink. “why are you here? are you okay? who brought you? how…” his hands stopped checking your condition as his eyes meet your own. you didn't know why it got teary again and you need to bit your inner lip to held your cry and anger.
his thumb caress your left cheek before he turned around and ask for leave to his senior.
“see… this is what would happen if you don't tell your girl your plan for the day…” you could see a blond with glasses guy speak to his underlings. he was mocking monji and tried to hold his laughter, you knew that.
“shut up, odajima.” a big guy—who looks at you with a concern look—replied.
“let's go.” monji said after got his permission. he grabbed your wrist and take you to a more conducive place to talk.
“have you eaten yet?” he asked. you shook your head then he made you both entering a ramen shop.
you didn't open your mouth a bit after you sit and busy holding your teary to fall from your eyes seeing him so messed up like this. monji also busy with his own thought on how to tell you what was going on.
“here's your ramen.” a server approaching your table. “do you have a first aid kit?” you asked. he nodded and gave you a box behind the cashier shelf.
“i'm fine.” monji voiced when you wet the cotton. you weren't respond his words and started cleaning the wound.
he hissed occasionally but not avoiding you. the guilt already ate his guts alive and all he could do was obey you.
“i was just want to go home with you since my shift ended early.” you say while tidy up the aid kit. “i don't know—i'm just so shocked but luckily sabakan helped me.”
monji nod his head and he started to sip his ramen broth to warm his chest since your gaze was too cold than usual.
“and he confused why am i there to pick you up when you already have a girlfriend?” you added as you take mouthful of your ramen.
monji choke himself and cough for an entire minute. “he say what?”
you shrugged. “but now i know why people find your school interesting. why are you enter that school in the first place?”
monji's gaze was back to his bowl.
“i don't see the point of the fights and i know you know that it's dangerous even though you can face it. but still, why?” you continue your rambles.
“i just not expecting you chose this path, you know? i'm not trying to complain about your decision, i'm just… what should i call it? worry…?”
he took a glance at you. your eyes reddens but you tried to sip your ramen like nothing happened. he knew you tried your best to act cool.
“thank you.” he said. “this is why i forbid you to go to housen.” you sigh.
“but you are really okay, right?” he asked. you nodded.
“i'm sorry for making you worried.” he continue before finished his ramen. “we're cool, right?”
you glance sharply at him for a few second then nod unheartedly.
monji sighed silently and felt a limp on his throat before he say, “don't be afraid of me.”
you looked up and stared at him this time. “i won't.”
a small smile appeared on his lips as his finger still rubbed against each other, nervous. so you decided to change the topic.
“by the way, how could you have a girlfriend and didn't tell me?”
“i-i don't!” he exclaimed. “uh, let's not talk about it for now—”
“why?”
“just not now. it's a long story. all i can say now is i don't have one, it's just a misunderstanding, okay?”
you narrowed your eyes. “don't make me call sabakan and we'll have him in this conversation…”
“argh…” he groaned and messed his hair out of frustation.
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Is it possible for you to make pt2 of monji's story? By the way i really like your works!! Xoxo
here's the link of your request! [link] i'm sorry it took me soooo long to post it. hope you like it!💗
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Hi!!! I just wanna say that im really obsessed with your writtings i keep reading them especially the monji one 😣😭💖
So i was wondering if you dont mind to make the part 2 if there is any cuz asdfghjll they are so adorable 😭😭💖
Love you!!
a/n: hiii!!! thank you for liking my work, it means a lot! here's you request and i'm so sorry for the wait. i make it quite long as an apology. btw love you too!❤️
part 1
[3:54pm]
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the last time you saw your best friend—monji—was the day you noticed his anxious and nervous face for the first time after encountering his senior then he urgently needed to take you home.
“why do you seem so anxious?” you asked that day.
he shook his head. “we need to take you home first.” he replied hurriedly.
you confused. until today. so you decided to go to his school then you both can walk together and talk about the other day.
having just finished your shift at the cafe, you opted for your daily clothes over your school uniform, considering it might look suspicious at a boys-only school like housen.
as you approached the front gate, a mere 100 meters away, loud thuds echoed from the crossroads. your curiosity drove you closer, revealing a chaotic scene with about twenty guys engaged in physical altercations. a gasp escaped your mouth as you witnessed monji, the reason for your visit, lying on the ground, attempting to fend off the attacks. your feet froze, body stiffened, and your eyes were almost fell from its place. this was the first time you witnessed something so chaotic that made your head stop working.
“who are you?” someone yelled beside you, catching you off guard as he dragged you away from the scene. he walked far enough then stopped near a store with a bunch of people around. “who are you?” he asked again.
you tried to regain your consciousness back, barely blinking your teary eyes. “huh?” you look at the bowl-headed guy in front of you.
“wait.” he said before running to the store to buy you a water to calm down.
“thank you.” you accept his kindness and drank it as much as you could.
“i-i came to see monji.” you started. he frowned. “monji? are you his girlfriend?” he asked.
you shook your head immediately. “no—i'm not. i'm just a friend—”
“hmm,” you heard him humming. his forehead frowned again as he thought. “how could he have a girlfriend but having a girl pick him up? is he that popular among the girls?” he murmured.
what does he mean? monji have a girlfriend?
“what do you mean?” you asked. he shook his head. “nothing. and don't worry. he will be okay, you don't need to shocked like that. trust me.”
ah, the fight! you almost forgot about the fight. you scanned his appearance from up to the bottom. he was wearing housen's uniform.
“are you from housen too?”
he nodded. “yes. so you can trust me that everyone will be okay.”
“how can someone be okay after having a wooden stick on their head? should i call an ambulance? or police?”
he scratched his head and smiled awkwardly. “they'll be okay.”
and just like that, you waited for the next ten minutes with him while having small talks about everything around you. he was quite nice, you thought. he even introduce himself and now you knew his name was sabakan. he tried his best to distract you from the fight.
“let's go.” he said after answering a call.
“is it okay?”
he nodded and walked in front of you.
as you take a right turn, you could saw a bunch of guy wearing housen's uniforms sitting on the road. you couldn't help but biting your nails to channelled your anxiety and and secretly hoped to meet monji in a proper condition.
“is everyone okay?” sabakan asked his friends and you still behind his back. they answered in unison like a war troop answering its superior.
“where were you? you promised to assist me today!” a familiar voice exclaimed. you knew for sure the owner of that voice.
“you better not yell like that…” sabakan murmured.
“what—” monji's voice were gone when sabakan step aside, revealing you who were there the whole time.
you squeezed the strap of your crossbody tightly and looked up slowly to meet monji's eyes. everyone was shock, but no one match monji's shock.
he got up immediately and approached you in a blink. “why are you here? are you okay? who brought you? how…” his hands stopped checking your condition as his eyes meet your own. you didn't know why it got teary again and you need to bit your inner lip to held your cry and anger.
his thumb caress your left cheek before he turned around and ask for leave to his senior.
“see… this is what would happen if you don't tell your girl your plan for the day…” you could see a blond with glasses guy speak to his underlings. he was mocking monji and tried to hold his laughter, you knew that.
“shut up, odajima.” a big guy—who looks at you with a concern look—replied.
“let's go.” monji said after got his permission. he grabbed your wrist and take you to a more conducive place to talk.
“have you eaten yet?” he asked. you shook your head then he made you both entering a ramen shop.
you didn't open your mouth a bit after you sit and busy holding your teary to fall from your eyes seeing him so messed up like this. monji also busy with his own thought on how to tell you what was going on.
“here's your ramen.” a server approaching your table. “do you have a first aid kit?” you asked. he nodded and gave you a box behind the cashier shelf.
“i'm fine.” monji voiced when you wet the cotton. you weren't respond his words and started cleaning the wound.
he hissed occasionally but not avoiding you. the guilt already ate his guts alive and all he could do was obey you.
“i was just want to go home with you since my shift ended early.” you say while tidy up the aid kit. “i don't know—i'm just so shocked but luckily sabakan helped me.”
monji nod his head and he started to sip his ramen broth to warm his chest since your gaze was too cold than usual.
“and he confused why am i there to pick you up when you already have a girlfriend?” you added as you take mouthful of your ramen.
monji choked himself and coughed for an entire minute. “he say what?”
you shrugged. “but now i know why people find your school interesting. why are you enter that school in the first place?”
monji's gaze was back to his bowl.
“i don't see the point of the fights and i know you know that it's dangerous even though you can face it. but still, why?” you continue your rambles.
“i just not expecting you chose this path, you know? i'm not trying to complain about your decision, i'm just… what should i call it? worry…?”
he took a glance at you. your eyes reddens but you tried to sip your ramen like nothing happened. he knew you tried your best to act cool.
“thank you.” he said. “this is why i forbid you to go to housen.” you sigh.
“but you are really okay, right?” he asked. you nodded.
“i'm sorry for making you worried.” he continue before finished his ramen. “we're cool, right?”
you glance sharply at him for a few second then nod unheartedly.
monji sighed silently and felt a limp on his throat before he say, “don't be afraid of me.”
you looked up and stared at him this time. “i won't.”
a small smile appeared on his lips as his finger still rubbed against each other, nervous. so you decided to change the topic.
“by the way, how could you have a girlfriend and didn't tell me?”
“i-i don't!” he exclaimed. “uh, let's not talk about it for now—”
“why?”
“just not now. it's a long story. all i can say now is i don't have one, it's just a misunderstanding, okay?”
you narrowed your eyes. “don't make me call sabakan and we'll have him in this conversation…”
“argh…” he groaned and messed his hair out of frustation.
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HIII, THANKS A LOTTT, REALLY💖 but actually i have reqs and drafts about monji x fem reader but idk why i havent finished it??? HAHAHAHA but im sorry for waiting tho😭😭 i'll try to post it soon since i have a lot of free time rn😆🩷
Hi dear! I am wondering if you could make any writings about monji from housen? He looks really adorable duh 💖💖
a/n: hi, sweetie! yes, i can and i think he's adorable too😍. thank you for requesting, by the way. hope you like it!💗
[4:34pm]
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— t/w: harsh word
“i miss this so much.”
monji turns his head to you as you lick your strawberry ice cream in your hand.
“what? ice cream? yeah, me too.”
“no. i mean this.” you open your both arms. “walking at the park, after rain, with ice cream, with you.” you continue.
“oh…”
“we used to do this a lot, right? but we can't now, means we're already becoming an adults. we're busy.”
monji chuckles at your babbling. “are we suddenly going to talk about life?” he asks.
you pinch his stomach a little. “i'm serious!” you nag.
he continuously laugh. “okay, okay, i'm sorry. i'm not used to it.”
you sigh as you keep eating your ice cream. monji peek at you quietly and let out the voice in his head, “it matches your cardigan, by the way. it looks pretty.”
you look at him with a ‘what-do-you-mean’ frown.
“the ice cream.” he replies as he give you a quick smile. you look down at your pink cardigan and eventually understood what he means.
“oh, right! you have to know i bought this cute cardigan with my first salary.” you tell him cheerfully.
“oh, wow, you even got your salary?”
you nod repeatedly. “the cafe was busy last month, so they gave me extra money, and i make a lot of new friends as well.”
he listens to your chatter while looking at you carefully. it is no surprise if a lot of people wants to be friends with you, he thinks. he surely happy knowing you, his childhood best friend, happy. but he also feels you two are too far from each other. he doesn’t know what will keep you both close.
“what about you?” you ask him after a moment. he just gave you a smile to response to your story and he didn't say a word afterwards, making you worried.
“me?” he pointing at himself.
you nod. “yeah, tell me about your school.”
“nothing special.” he shrug.
“nothing? but i often heard that it is quite interesting. the students are bald but why aren't you?”
“do you want me to be bald?” he asks while munching his ice cream's cone.
“you can choose to be not bald?”
“the leaders are not bald.” he informs reluctantly. he’s not even looking at you.
“oh… so you are the leader?” you ask again enthusiastically.
“no. not yet.”
“but what's the leaders? why do they need leaders? for what?”
he groans silently at himself. you don't know anything about housen and he actually wants you to stay so. it isn't like he try to hide it from you, it is just he doesnt want to be the one who explain it to you. you'll be worried or worse, you'll pity him. he remembers the look on your face when you find him have a fight with other guy in middle school. he still hates to see it.
“you ask too much.” he says. you stay silent for a moment.
“can i come to housen?” you ask.
he turns to you and immediately shook his head. “no. that is no way.”
“why?”
“it's only boys school. you are not allowed to come.”
“okay, then i will wait for you in front of the school.”
“no.”
“why?”
“just no.”
“but i want—” you can't finished your sentence due to the shock you felt after a bike passing next to you hit a water puddles and it splashed to your clothes.
“oh my god…” you mumble.
“OI!” monji shout at the cycler. “DON'T RUN, YOU BASTARD.”
he almost leave you to run after the culprit but you quickly hold his wrist. “no, it's okay.”
“he needs to apologize to you.” he says with a cold voice.
“i'm fine, monji.” you make your voice an octave higher to assure him.
he looks at you and then your clothes, your new cardigan.
“don't worry, my mom knows how to fix it.” you smile even though you can not say you are happy with the situation.
“oi, monji!” you can hear someone calling from not too far. then you can see someone with a white jacket approching you and you see monji's face is so shock that his eyes could leave its place.
then you see him bowing when the guy finally arrive in front of you two.
“should i bow too?” you whisper innocently.
“no.” the white jacket guy answer you quickly. his voice was not really friendly, so you step back a little.
“why are you here, shidaken-san?” monji ask him.
“me? why are you here, stupid? jinkawa is looking for you. let's go.” shidaken taps monji's shoulder once as a sign to follow him to housen. but monji is still aware that you're there.
you frown, confused with what just happened. “is he your boss?”
shidaken heard your question and turn around.
“can i take her home first? i can't leave her alone here.” monji ask before his senior let out a word.
shidaken looks at you, still with unfriendly look. “okay, quick.” he sigh.
monji smile unintendedly. “i'll meet you at housen, shidaken-san.”
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thank you!! and im glad to know that🩷 have a great rest of your day chuchuu🤗💖
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—t/w: slightly suggestive, mention of blood
the sky had darkened, energy barely lingered in his body, and his head was filled with the view of your cozy room, a place to rest before returning home. todoroki, as always, walked to your house, unaffected by the drizzle wetting his clothes.
you took a small glance when you heard the front door crack open. not needing to look to know it was your best friend—todoroki. he entered your house and sat at the dining table behind you.
“what are you making?” he asked with a tired sigh, head resting onto the table. his gaze fixed at your back—particularly at the knot of your apron on your waist that somehow fascinating to him.
“carbonara. i learned the recipe this morning.” you replied with a wide smile, focused on stirring the fettuccine in the pan. you started to learn how to cook a month ago and todoroki never allowing himself to be absent from tasting the food ever since. it was becoming his habit and you were not complaining since he gave you an honest review about your food. you know he wasn't the type to sugarcoat things and you liked it.
unbeknownst to both, your relationship had intensified. you sure close to him—undebately—but not this way.
“wasn't tsuji and shibaman supposed to come today? where are they?” you turned to face him, slightly leaning on the counter.
he looked up at you. “hm, turns out today wasn't the day. they need to deal with some things.”
“again?”
“so much going on lately,” he leaned to the chair, eyes full on you. “we'll graduating soon.”
you nodded a little broke the eye contact at the third second and cleared your throat to covered the heat that suddenly appeared on your cheeks. weird.
“it's just for us then,” you turned back to your cooking and continue to focus on your carbonara which has started to thicken.
his heart racing as he knew you were avoiding the eye contact. moreover, seeing you dance lightly and swaying your waist to the music on your speaker intrigued him to stood next to you.
“why?” you asked.
he shook his head not knowing what to do. “i just want to see…” he peeked at the pan. the fabric of his uniform touching your bare arm.
“is it raining outside?” you touched his damp clothes. he still have his eyes on the food. “it's quite drizzling.”
“then take it off!”
he turned to you immediately. “what?”
“your clothes!”
he frowned. “why would i?”
“it's damp. you can catch a cold, grumpy.” you take off his outer with a lot of effort since your height just as far as his chin and his body was acompletely still, taken aback by your action.
seeing you in a sleeveless top with apron adorned your front body while taking off his outer is new experience yet awakened something inside him.
something he never knew he had.
“stir it.” you commanded him. he looked at you with a confused look.
you squeaked and grab his wrist to unbuttoned his hand buttons and rolled it to his elbow. “stir it. nicely.” you repeated as you handed him tongs you used.
still with a confused look, he followed your command. you prepared the plates and cutlery before turned off the stove.
he watched you as you tried to decorate your plate with cheese and parsley.
“it's ready!” you exclaimed happily then take off your apron.
todoroki arranged the table to be more properly mannered before you both sat opposite each other.
“how is it?” you asked curiously as he took a mouthful amount of fettuccine.
“good.” he nodded once.
you clapped happily, satisfied even before you tasted it yourself.
“i think i'll add more cheese.” he stood up to grab a shredder and the cheese box. “is it right?” he asked for the way he gripped the shredder. you nodded and chuckle a bit.
“you look like a kid by now.”
he started to shred the cheese above his plate. “shut up.”
“stop that grumpy—OH MY GOD!”
the cheese slipped through his hand and he shred his skin a bit.
you grabbed his hand without a second thought and sucking his forefinger to stop the blood.
he almost gasped at the warmth of your mouth through his finger. his lips parted without making any sound while you still doing your job.
you stopped when you finally realized his body didn't move an inch and he had his eagle eyes on you. you staring back at him with his finger still on your mouth. “why are you looking at me like that?”
the vibration of your voice sending chills to his spine and heat started to radiate his stomach. “d-don't talk.” he responded in a low voice yet not even pulled his finger away.
his face reddens slightly at the view of you like this. this was too new to him.
you quickly pushed his hand and started to feeling nervous when you completely understood the situation. “i-i was just trying to stop the b—”
“i know.” he mumbled. “it's okay. thank you.” he added.
“wash your hand, i'll find a plaster.” you stood up and rushing to your room.
“ugh,” he whimpered. “…stupid.”
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onlyrains · 5 months
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[06:05pm]
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—t/w: slightly suggestive, mention of blood
the sky had darkened, energy barely lingered in his body, and his head was filled with the view of your cozy room, a place to rest before returning home. todoroki, as always, walked to your house, unaffected by the drizzle wetting his clothes.
you took a small glance when you heard the front door crack open. not needing to look to know it was your best friend—todoroki. he entered your house and sat at the dining table behind you.
“what are you making?” he asked with a tired sigh, head resting onto the table. his gaze fixed at your back—particularly at the knot of your apron on your waist that somehow fascinating to him.
“carbonara. i learned the recipe this morning.” you replied with a wide smile, focused on stirring the fettuccine in the pan. you started to learn how to cook a month ago and todoroki never allowing himself to be absent from tasting the food ever since. it was becoming his habit and you were not complaining since he gave you an honest review about your food. you know he wasn't the type to sugarcoat things and you liked it.
unbeknownst to both, your relationship had intensified. you sure close to him—undebately—but not this way.
“wasn't tsuji and shibaman supposed to come today? where are they?” you turned to face him, slightly leaning on the counter.
he looked up at you. “hm, turns out today wasn't the day. they need to deal with some things.”
“again?”
“so much going on lately,” he leaned to the chair, eyes full on you. “we'll graduating soon.”
you nodded a little broke the eye contact at the third second and cleared your throat to covered the heat that suddenly appeared on your cheeks. weird.
“it's just for us then,” you turned back to your cooking and continue to focus on your carbonara which has started to thicken.
his heart racing as he knew you were avoiding the eye contact. moreover, seeing you dance lightly and swaying your waist to the music on your speaker intrigued him to stood next to you.
“why?” you asked.
he shook his head not knowing what to do. “i just want to see…” he peeked at the pan. the fabric of his uniform touching your bare arm.
“is it raining outside?” you touched his damp clothes. he still have his eyes on the food. “it's quite drizzling.”
“then take it off!”
he turned to you immediately. “what?”
“your clothes!”
he frowned. “why would i?”
“it's damp. you can catch a cold, grumpy.” you take off his outer with a lot of effort since your height just as far as his chin and his body was acompletely still, taken aback by your action.
seeing you in a sleeveless top with apron adorned your front body while taking off his outer is new experience yet awakened something inside him.
something he never knew he had.
“stir it.” you commanded him. he looked at you with a confused look.
you squeaked and grab his wrist to unbuttoned his hand buttons and rolled it to his elbow. “stir it. nicely.” you repeated as you handed him tongs you used.
still with a confused look, he followed your command. you prepared the plates and cutlery before turned off the stove.
he watched you as you tried to decorate your plate with cheese and parsley.
“it's ready!” you exclaimed happily then take off your apron.
todoroki arranged the table to be more properly mannered before you both sat opposite each other.
“how is it?” you asked curiously as he took a mouthful amount of fettuccine.
“good.” he nodded once.
you clapped happily, satisfied even before you tasted it yourself.
“i think i'll add more cheese.” he stood up to grab a shredder and the cheese box. “is it right?” he asked for the way he gripped the shredder. you nodded and chuckle a bit.
“you look like a kid by now.”
he started to shred the cheese above his plate. “shut up.”
“stop that grumpy—OH MY GOD!”
the cheese slipped through his hand and he shred his skin a bit.
you grabbed his hand without a second thought and sucking his forefinger to stop the blood.
he almost gasped at the warmth of your mouth through his finger. his lips parted without making any sound while you still doing your job.
you stopped when you finally realized his body didn't move an inch and he had his eagle eyes on you. you staring back at him with his finger still on your mouth. “why are you looking at me like that?”
the vibration of your voice sending chills to his spine and heat started to radiate his stomach. “d-don't talk.” he responded in a low voice yet not even pulled his finger away.
his face reddens slightly at the view of you like this. this was too new to him.
you quickly pushed his hand and started to feeling nervous when you completely understood the situation. “i-i was just trying to stop the b—”
“i know.” he mumbled. “it's okay. thank you.” he added.
“wash your hand, i'll find a plaster.” you stood up and rushing to your room.
“ugh,” he whimpered. “…stupid.”
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onlyrains · 5 months
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it's been months since the last time i posted here about h&l and i got stuck even though there are quite a lot of draft and reqs😫 my head full of geto suguru and nanami kento😭 my heart just don't want to heal😞
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onlyrains · 7 months
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[5:24pm]
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— t/w: none
he knew he shouldn't show up at your front door looking like a mess. he knew you would shriek in surprise as you opened the door and carefully guided him to your living room then started to stare at him silently until he needed to break the silence by calling your name. he knew he needed to tell you that his wounds needed to be treated by you, or else you wouldn't move an inch. but fujio knew all along that he wasn't in the right state of mind, so he really did. and he didn't know why he was like this.
“why are you like this?” you wetted the cloth to cleanse his wound for the fifth time.
he knew he shouldn't be glancing at your lips by now.
“like what?”
“i mean—battered, like this.” you stuttered. felt intimidated by the least intimidating person you've ever known.
he knew he shouldn't be chuckling at your response that he found it cute.
“i fell.”
“you fell?” you stopped whatever you were doing to focused on the conversation. in return, making your gaze meet his.
he knew he shouldn't be lying because you would possibly believe to whatever he says even if it was a non sense.
“i was thinking to come here a little faster so i borrowed kiyoshi's scooter. but i fell.” he grinned.
you looked at him in confused yet shocked expression. why did he want to come here faster? why did he want to come here anyway?
“but why? am i forgetting something?” you asked.
he knew you might not completely believe him this time but he knew you wouldn't press for more details. you would just stare with so many mixed feelings and expressions until he felt the guilt eat him and finally tell you the actual situation.
or maybe he wouldn't.
he knew you were so curious yet so shy to even talked about anything that happening in your thoughts about him. so he decided to be selfish this time and take an advantage of that.
he wouldn't told you that there was so much going on in his life—especially in oya and today was the climax where he had fought his own best friend.
he wouldn't told you not because he didn't want you to know about him. it was because he felt ashamed of himself for craving your presence, your warmth—even if he was never touched you that way, and the comfort you gave him—even if you never intentionally comfort him in less than 2 months you've known each other.
he didn't know when exactly he became mentally clingy.
he didn't know why he got everything he needed when he was with you.
he didn't know how he could feel content when he saw you around.
“fujio?” you called him.
he was zoning out and just stared blankly at you for a whole minute.
“hm?”
he knew he shouldn't be notice that your lashes had a longer part that made your eyes easily and beautifully remembered by him.
“fujio, are you okay?”
he knew he shouldn't have been aware that this was the first time you initially touched him first by pulling his chin up to look at you.
he knew he shouldn't have collapsed into your embrace the second his gaze met yours from this close.
he knew he shouldn't have been sobbing while hugging you tight and hiding his face in the crook of your neck and leaving you speechless for sometime.
“i'm sorry,” he said after successfully soaking your neck and shoulder.
“i-it's okay.” you reply. you were definitely not okay.
fujio didn't know why he was chuckling again after seeing you stutter.
“i'm so hungry let's eat something!”
fujio knew he shouldn't be vulnerable with you and he needed to distract you and himself a bit.
fujio knew he had made a mistake since he had tried so hard to deny everything he felt towards you lately.
he stared at your lips again as they parted. his heart shouldn't be beating faster. although he didn't know whether it was because he was scared of your response or it was just because they were yours, and they had become his desire.
“okay, let's go.” you said.
his heart was still beating fast.
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onlyrains · 7 months
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i know it's late but here's mine!!!😝❤️
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it was fun its quite represent me tbh HAHAHA. thanks for tagging me chuchuuu💖
What your Pinterest says about you?
Saw that on my fyp here and decided to do that
So, the rules
1. Go to Pinterest
2. Save the first celebrity, quote, aesthetic and an outfit you find on your fyp
3. Post it here and tag some people 🖤
So here is mine:
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I'm sure some of you ain't surprised haha
Tags: (I love you all, my people) @barcodegaybitch @star2fishmeg @rainisawriter @simpforchuchu @rowdyshogun @rouzuchan @igot7-penta-seo @cheshirecatuniverse @wishuponthepledis @sieunkinnie @araveninthedarknight @taerominjae @unknowntrilogy2 @aynfp @an-enigma-in-orbit @claibornc
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onlyrains · 7 months
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[8:15am]
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— t/w: slight angst
that day wasn’t a good day to start for tsukasa. no, it wouldn't be good on any day if he saw you wholeheartedly laughing with someone else. he knows for sure that his relationship with you had been over for almost 6 months and it looks like you've gotten into a new relationship. he will never admit that he still feels a strange reaction in his heart every time he sees you around but acts cool and indifferent in front of everyone because why should he show it? for what? he is aware of the matter why his relationship ended so he will not beg you to come back to him.
“they look really happy, don't they?” todoroki appeared behind him and tapped his shoulder. “still can't get over it, huh?”
tsukasa chuckled. todoroki was the only person who knew about his relationship with you. “she looks happy now. it's all that matters.” he looked straight to the scenery where you and your new boyfriend were being goofy with other oya boys.
todoroki scratched his ear. “i can't hear cheesy word, y'know? not even from you.” he put his arm around tsukasa to lead him walked closer to the others. his arrival added even more excitement to the atmosphere than what was already happening. only you became silent in a split second.
“tsukasa-san!” nakagoshi called him to sit next to him which made him closer to you so you lower your gaze. fortunately, your boyfriend wasn’t notice your sudden change.
“fujio-san bet you can't wink with your left eye. you can, right?”
“why are you betting about me?”
fujio chuckled and shrugged. “i just know you won't do it.”
“please, tsukasa-san! he'll owe me lunch!”
“i won't.”
fujio laughed. “see?”
“pleaseeee!” nakagoshi twined his arms around tsukasa.
he giggled and accidentally glanced at you. that was enough to make him change his mind and want to act foolish in front of everyone. “you mean like this?” he winked his left eye.
fujio gasped dramatically. “tsukasa, you okay?”
“what did you eat for breakfast?” tsuji asked worriedly.
meanwhile nakagoshi jumped and embraced tsukasa to thank him for giving him a free lunch.
“oi, i'm the one who will buy you lunch. you should've been thanking me!” fujio stood up.
“yeah, but still, he prefers my side!”
tsukasa just giggled at the two and absentmindedly stared at you who sat in the sofa in front of him. the way your face lit up when you defended your boyfriend—who is also his friend, the way you confidently talked and joked around with the other—just like the way he had hoped you would.
it wasn't like he wanted you to be someone else. he just felt that you needed to be more confident and relaxed so you wouldn't always depend on him in every situation and could stand up for yourself. but then he realized you couldn't and maybe it was just not the way you were. maybe he needed to love the way you were or he couldn't which is why he ended the relationship before could become more complicated and toxic.
he had ended the relationship and now he was aware of how cruel and wrong his attempt to change you had been. and today, seeing you sitting there in front of him, looking and doing so well with your new boyfriend just like he wished you would made his heart ache.
“is something wrong with my girlfriend's face, tsukasa?” fujio clapped to pull tsukasa back to reality.
todoroki glanced at him.
“nah, it's nothing.”
he admitted it. fujio really brought out the best in you just like he never did.
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