Mercy

Just documenting down more weirdass conversations in the spiritual realm that my earthly brain cannot comprehend. I used to document so much more of these in the earlier days of this blog. But I guess they have become so commonplace in my life that I kind of just took it work tasks and “just do it” but it also means that the more intense questions have been bottled up. Got a tiny little…

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Since I'm here ...

I haven’t blogged for so long! And since I logged in to post in Ragtag, I might as well write something to post in Oh Border! 😀 Sunday was a tough day of contemplation and reflection, and since I already spent the entire evening / night ranting about it, I will not put you through the torture of hearing all the itsybitsy details of it. Instead, let me just share with you a huge revelation I got…

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Blessings

I have moved to a new office! Yay! It’s in a retail mall, yay yay! This December marked super a lot of shifts (bother literally and figurative) and I am super duper elated (while at the same time flat-out-exhausted, with a million fluttering butterflies in my stomach). Will report on the above when I’m back on a computer. Devices are spread out over different locations at the moment, so I shall…

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Wait. Help. What's this?!

Weird stuffs on WordPress. I just saw this Everybody-thing on my post, is this something new? I went on to the post settings and found this Newsletter visibility thing. Any idea how we can turn it off? Does it just go spam everybody with an email of my post? …… ….. ….. !!!!!

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Small Successes

Activities are ramping up this year. And it is a much better feeling than what I thought I would be worried about! I used to think I would worry about life getting back into the buzz, and that I am feeling happy with life now only because I am doing only the happy things in life i.e. I am living the happy half part and cutting all the non-happy other half of life. I have started working…

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Healing Chronicles

Life’s been a ride of amazing miracles since I came back from Japan in March. Sis has been reminding me to jot them down (just like me reminding all my students to journal .. haha) and I am finally starting to do it! With this post! The most amazing one was with my dad’s but that is very long so I will write about it when I am in a writing mood. So I will start with a brief one from…

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Old Guilt

How old can guilt be? Just worked on myself! I thought I was working on anger and pissed-offness towards someone, and it turned out to be guilt! The guilt came from having to block her from my circle, and guess I really hate excluding people. All the weird things that underly the superficial emotions. Interesting, eh? Checking into my system on how this guilt started – OMG, it is sometime in…

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Lifetimes

Lifetime after lifetime.How many lifetimes does it take to finally realise (or feel validation) that a certain direction / choice lifetimes ago was right? That was how I felt today when we accessed a past life to work on the healing of a resentment/belief that was held very close to my heart. There are so many ways I can describe how this belief had me working on a lot of stuffs this very life…

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Eclipse season (again)

Strange strange day again. I woke up amazingly calm and peaceful, and really absolute stillness in my heart. ABSOLUTE STILLNESS! Omg. How I have longed to get back to this point, and wow, absolute gratitude to how I have gotten back to this point of stillness again. It is just such an amazing feeling. It’s the first time I regained this level of zen since moving back home (I have been bunking at…

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Patience, my dear

The series of dreams stopped (or paused?) last night!! I had a full sleep and my brain didn’t feel that busy nor tired the whole night! It is so refreshing. In terms of energy level, dreams or no-dreams does not feel like it makes any difference, but my mind feels very rested and clear. Clarity is good, and it is only now that I have clarity that I realise my brain has been somewhat clouded the…

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Inner Child Woes

Wow, it’s been more than two months since I last posted. My dream-reality time-space are all super warped at the moment. In the last two months, I did two of the more advanced instructor courses, and each was one week in US timezone. To keep my mind and body in the correct timezone, when I was all zombied out and unable to function normally, I just watched Korean drama which was really fun and…

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Like Attracts Like

So. We celebrated National Day two days ago. Which also meant that over the last two weeks, there had been rehearsals. Which also meant that there were super loads of aircrafts every weekend. Which also meant that there were fireworks! Sounds fun, doesn’t it? Well. I forgot. And got caught in a situation that my “PTSD” was slightly triggered again. It was a Saturday afternoon tea in town with…

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Power Animals

I’m heading back to Singapore tomorrow! This trip has been amazing. Class finished two days ago, and I learnt so so so much and had so so so much fun! One of the fun-and-games-plus-a-little-bit-of-stress was drumming to find our power animal! OMG. It’s so fun!! I must really have been half asleep, or maybe too strictly following instructions – I was finding my Power Animal and spoke only to it,…

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Heidi Hiding

I got into Grindelwald last night. Meant to reach in the afternoon so I can go up the mountains that day. BUT, Bern was just too pretty, I spent extra half a day there than I expected. I might have been able to make it had I not gone out to see the Paul Klee museum. BUT, hahaha, firstly it’s Paul Klee, secondly (or firstly too), it is by Renzo Piano. So I still went anyway. There was only a tiny…

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First Stop: Munich

Singapore airport was very busy when I left. Busier than my last two short trips. Guess this is what happens when operations are confined to one terminal. It is also nice to see that activities have significantly ramped up. But will probably take a while to get everything up to scratch at the clockwork efficiency of pre-pandemic. Funny how I missed my connecting flight (because of heavy air…

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Whassssup Universe

I am feeling nervous. I have been feeling nervous since Saturday. It’s an empty queasy uneasy feeling, but it is not the “bad” kind of feeling. I have no idea what is up and hence I am just blogging all these down for documentation sake. Rationally, there could just be travel anxieties or maybe even separation anxieties, since I have been grounded for so long in Singapore, and have not been…

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Again

Yikes, I got Covid again. Actually I am fully recovered but just waiting for the ART to show up negative. It is sooooo annoying. Yes, I am here to rant about it. I think my blogger space is the most benign place for me to vent my frustrations without causing anyone hurt. Pppppfffffff. There must be a lesson somewhere too, hopefully by the time I finish this blog, I have uncovered the hidden…

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