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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā reeseĀ  glancedĀ  upĀ  owlishly,Ā  fumblingĀ  toĀ  removeĀ  herĀ  headphonesĀ  asĀ  scarlettĀ  approachedĀ  theĀ  tableĀ  sheā€™dĀ  savedĀ  forĀ  themĀ  inĀ  theĀ  library.Ā  herĀ  labĀ  notesĀ  layĀ  scatteredĀ  inĀ  frontĀ  ofĀ  her.Ā  Ā ā› Ā  ā€”Ā  Ā doĀ  youĀ  drinkĀ  coffeeĀ  ?Ā  theyĀ  gaveĀ  meĀ  anĀ  extraĀ  americanoĀ  atĀ  starbucks. Ā  āœĀ  Ā //Ā  Ā @scarlettchmbrsā€‹
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wantedĀ  connectionsĀ  !
squad:Ā  reeseĀ  needsĀ  peopleĀ  sheĀ  canĀ  beĀ  closeĀ  withĀ  &Ā  comfortableĀ  aroundĀ  !Ā  mustĀ  notĀ  mindĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  infodumpingĀ  aboutĀ  bugsĀ  fromĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  time.Ā  justĀ  giveĀ  thisĀ  galĀ  someĀ  supportĀ  please.Ā  letĀ  themĀ  nerdĀ  outĀ  together
unlikelyĀ  friendship:Ā  reeseĀ  isĀ  aĀ  nerd,Ā  andĀ  herĀ  socialĀ  circleĀ  isĀ  likelyĀ  mostlyĀ  fellowĀ  nerds,Ā  soĀ  iā€™dĀ  loveĀ  toĀ  mixĀ  itĀ  upĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  withĀ  maybeĀ  someoneĀ  whoā€™sĀ  muchĀ  moreĀ  extrovertedĀ  thanĀ  sheĀ  is,Ā  orĀ  moreĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  partier,Ā  whateverĀ  !
dislikes:Ā  peopleĀ  whoĀ  maybeĀ  reeseĀ  abandonedĀ  duringĀ  herĀ  shutdown,Ā  orĀ  lashedĀ  outĀ  atĀ  whenĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  feelingĀ  overwhelmed,Ā  orĀ  someoneĀ  sheĀ  justĀ  plainĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  getĀ  alongĀ  withĀ  !
labĀ  partners:Ā  omgĀ  pleaseee.Ā  reeseĀ  lovesĀ  herĀ  positionĀ  inĀ  theĀ  lab.Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  aĀ  longĀ  shotĀ  causeĀ  idkĀ  howĀ  manyĀ  charactersĀ  wouldĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  chillĀ  withĀ  termitesĀ  butĀ  iā€™dĀ  loveĀ  someoneĀ  sheĀ  worksĀ  with
someoneĀ  sheĀ  getsĀ  highĀ  with.Ā  self-explanatoryĀ  ?Ā  aĀ  wholesomeĀ  non-judgingĀ  lowkey-stonerĀ  kindaĀ  friendshipĀ  lol
peopleĀ  whoĀ  wereĀ  friendsĀ  withĀ  jacobĀ  !Ā  totallyĀ  forgotĀ  toĀ  putĀ  thisĀ  inĀ  herĀ  introĀ  butĀ  reeseĀ  hadĀ  justĀ  startedĀ  becomingĀ  friendsĀ  withĀ  jacobĀ  beforeĀ  heĀ  diedĀ  !Ā  maybeĀ  sheā€™dĀ  justĀ  startedĀ  hangingĀ  outĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  friendĀ  groupĀ  ?Ā  maybeĀ  sheĀ  stayedĀ  inĀ  touchĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  friends,Ā  orĀ  maybeĀ  moreĀ  thanĀ  oneĀ  blossomingĀ  friendshipĀ  wasĀ  cutĀ  shortĀ  byĀ  jacobā€™sĀ  death.
almostĀ  lover.Ā  someoneĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  gettingĀ  closeĀ  withĀ  beforeĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  interruptedĀ  byĀ  somethingĀ  ā€“Ā  maybeĀ  herĀ  shutdownĀ  inĀ  firstĀ  year,Ā  maybeĀ  theĀ  summer,Ā  maybeĀ  jacobā€™sĀ  deathĀ  ?
iā€™dĀ  loveĀ  someĀ  secretsĀ  involvingĀ  otherĀ  charactersĀ  !Ā  doĀ  iĀ  haveĀ  ideasĀ  forĀ  secretsĀ  ?Ā  notĀ  reallyĀ  !Ā  butĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  wannaĀ  tryĀ  andĀ  brainstormĀ  somethingĀ  letĀ  meĀ  know
iĀ  thinkĀ  itĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  soĀ  interestingĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  plotĀ  withĀ  someoneĀ  elseĀ  whoĀ  alsoĀ  goesĀ  toĀ  theĀ  schoolĀ  counsellorā€¦ maybeĀ  theyĀ  alwaysĀ  seeĀ  eachĀ  otherĀ  inĀ  theĀ  waitingĀ  roomĀ  butĀ  theyā€™veĀ  neverĀ  talked
spinningĀ  offĀ  ofĀ  that,Ā  maybeĀ  justĀ  aĀ  plotĀ  whereĀ  theyĀ  seeĀ  eachĀ  otherĀ  inĀ  theĀ  weirdestĀ  circumstancesĀ  SDJFJSDĀ  andĀ  theyĀ  justĀ  lockĀ  eyesĀ  andĀ  theyā€™reĀ  bothĀ  thinkingĀ  likeĀ  youĀ  againĀ  ???
literallyĀ  anythingĀ  elseā€¦.Ā  theseĀ  areĀ  justĀ  whatā€™sĀ  comingĀ  toĀ  mind
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[Ā  katieĀ  douglas,Ā  cisĀ  female,Ā  twentyĀ  oneĀ  ]Ā  itĀ  looksĀ  likeĀ  REESEĀ  DUPREEĀ  isĀ  lateĀ  toĀ  classĀ  onceĀ  again.Ā  howĀ  doĀ  theyĀ  expectĀ  toĀ  getĀ  theirĀ  degreeĀ  inĀ  ANIMALĀ  BIOLOGYĀ  byĀ  skippingĀ  classĀ  ?Ā  itā€™sĀ  aĀ  wonderĀ  thatĀ  theyĀ  madeĀ  itĀ  toĀ  theirĀ  JUNIORĀ  year.Ā  thenĀ  again,Ā  iĀ  heardĀ  thatĀ  theyĀ  wereĀ  HONESTĀ  whichĀ  mayĀ  giveĀ  themĀ  aĀ  passĀ  withĀ  professors,Ā  butĀ  theyĀ  areĀ  alsoĀ  SINGLEMINDEDĀ  soĀ  maybeĀ  not.Ā  allĀ  iĀ  knowĀ  isĀ  thatĀ  theyĀ  remindĀ  meĀ  ofĀ  CRAMPEDĀ  NOTESĀ  FROMĀ  EARLYĀ  MORNINGĀ  LABS,Ā  AĀ  LITĀ  JOINTĀ  UNDERNEATHĀ  THEĀ  STARS,Ā  FLANNELĀ  SHIRTSĀ  NEARLYĀ  WORNĀ  THROUGHĀ  ATĀ  THEĀ  ELBOWS.Ā  soĀ  watchĀ  out.Ā  ohĀ  look,Ā  SHEĀ  justĀ  walkedĀ  inĀ  !
firstĀ  offĀ  reeseĀ  isĀ  uhhhhhĀ  aĀ  BIGĀ  fuckinĀ  nerd
hailsĀ  fromĀ  alabamaĀ  soĀ  sheĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  slightĀ  southernĀ  accent
oldestĀ  ofĀ  twoĀ  girlsĀ  (Ā  youĀ  mightĀ  knowĀ  herĀ  youngerĀ  sister,Ā  averyĀ  )
everĀ  sinceĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  little,Ā  reeseĀ  kindaĀ  didĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  thingĀ  ?Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  handfulĀ  asĀ  aĀ  child.Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  superĀ  pickyĀ  eaterĀ  andĀ  refusedĀ  toĀ  eatĀ  mostĀ  theĀ  foodĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  made.Ā  sheĀ  alsoĀ  refusedĀ  toĀ  wearĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  clothesĀ  theyĀ  boughtĀ  her.Ā  sheĀ  didnā€™tĀ  likeĀ  hugsĀ  andĀ  didnā€™tĀ  likeĀ  makingĀ  eyeĀ  contact,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  ratherĀ  matureĀ  forĀ  herĀ  ageĀ  insteadĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  cutesyĀ  littleĀ  girlĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  obviouslyĀ  wanted.Ā Ā 
soĀ  eventuallyĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  justĀ  kindaĀ  gaveĀ  upĀ  andĀ  letĀ  herĀ  doĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  thing,Ā  preferringĀ  toĀ  focusĀ  moreĀ  onĀ  herĀ  youngerĀ  sister.Ā  fromĀ  aĀ  youngĀ  ageĀ  reeseĀ  hasĀ  beenĀ  makingĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  foodĀ  andĀ  doingĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  thingĀ  andĀ  takingĀ  careĀ  ofĀ  herself,Ā  justĀ  causeĀ  thatā€™sĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  sheĀ  prefersĀ  it.
startingĀ  schoolĀ  sheĀ  hadĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  ofĀ  troubleĀ  becauseĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  superĀ  social.Ā  sheĀ  alsoĀ  hadĀ  issuesĀ  withĀ  schoolĀ  itselfĀ  ā€“Ā  thoughĀ  sheĀ  excelledĀ  withĀ  someĀ  teachersĀ  inĀ  someĀ  subjects,Ā  otherĀ  teachersĀ  complainedĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  payingĀ  attention,Ā  orĀ  sheĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  applyingĀ  herself.
eventuallyĀ  theĀ  issuesĀ  workedĀ  themselvesĀ  out.Ā  reeseĀ  beganĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  aĀ  groupĀ  ofĀ  friends,Ā  andĀ  herĀ  gradesĀ  stabilizedĀ  andĀ  thenĀ  rose.Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  quietĀ  inĀ  class,Ā  polite,Ā  well-behaved,Ā  ifĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  sociallyĀ  anxious.Ā  evenĀ  still,Ā  sheĀ  managedĀ  toĀ  holdĀ  onĀ  toĀ  aĀ  smallĀ  groupĀ  ofĀ  friendsĀ  relativelyĀ  well.
andĀ  thenĀ  reeseĀ  wentĀ  toĀ  university,Ā  whereĀ  sheĀ  livedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  dormĀ  andĀ  hadĀ  classesĀ  andĀ  mealsĀ  withĀ  hundredsĀ  ofĀ  strangers.Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  totallyĀ  overwhelmingĀ  forĀ  herĀ  andĀ  sheĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  shutĀ  down.Ā  sheĀ  spentĀ  allĀ  dayĀ  inĀ  herĀ  darkĀ  dorm,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  missedĀ  classesĀ  andĀ  meals.Ā  atĀ  oneĀ  point,Ā  sheĀ  wasĀ  seriouslyĀ  consideringĀ  droppingĀ  out.
thatā€™sĀ  whenĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  finallyĀ  diagnosedĀ  withĀ  asdĀ  (Ā  autismĀ  spectrumĀ  disorderĀ  )Ā  atĀ  19Ā  yearsĀ  old.Ā  thankfullyĀ  thisĀ  letĀ  herĀ  getĀ  theĀ  supportsĀ  sheĀ  neededĀ  toĀ  succeedĀ  andĀ  sheĀ  managedĀ  toĀ  pullĀ  herĀ  gradesĀ  upĀ  enoughĀ  moveĀ  onĀ  toĀ  herĀ  secondĀ  year,Ā  despiteĀ  beingĀ  onĀ  academicĀ  probationĀ  dueĀ  toĀ  lowĀ  grades.
sheĀ  seesĀ  aĀ  schoolĀ  counsellorĀ  regularlyĀ  toĀ  helpĀ  herĀ  stayĀ  onĀ  topĀ  ofĀ  executiveĀ  functionĀ  tasks,Ā  suchĀ  asĀ  organizationĀ  andĀ  timeĀ  management
sheĀ  alsoĀ  takesĀ  testsĀ  andĀ  examsĀ  separatelyĀ  &Ā  getsĀ  extraĀ  timeĀ  becauseĀ  sheĀ  oftenĀ  experiencesĀ  sensoryĀ  overloadĀ  inĀ  testingĀ  situationsĀ  (Ā  whenĀ  peopleĀ  areĀ  sniffingĀ  orĀ  coughing,Ā  orĀ  theĀ  scratchingĀ  ofĀ  pencilsĀ  onĀ  paper,Ā  chairsĀ  scootingĀ  onĀ  theĀ  ground,Ā  etcĀ  )
amazinglyĀ  sheĀ  managedĀ  toĀ  getĀ  aĀ  positionĀ  atĀ  aĀ  labĀ  inĀ  theĀ  entomologyĀ  departmentĀ  forĀ  herĀ  secondĀ  yearĀ  !Ā  sheā€™sĀ  inĀ  animalĀ  biologyĀ  butĀ  sheĀ  specificallyĀ  wantsĀ  toĀ  beĀ  anĀ  entomologistĀ  ā€“Ā  someoneĀ  whoĀ  studiesĀ  insects.Ā  sheā€™sĀ  beenĀ  interestedĀ  inĀ  bugsĀ  everĀ  sinceĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  littleĀ  (Ā  andĀ  probablyĀ  brieflyĀ  hadĀ  anĀ  antĀ  farmĀ  asĀ  aĀ  kidĀ  ).Ā  butĀ  beingĀ  onĀ  theĀ  spectrum,Ā  sheĀ  learnedĀ  toĀ  mimicĀ  theĀ  socialĀ  behaviourĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  peers,Ā  andĀ  notĀ  manyĀ  girlsĀ  reallyĀ  likeĀ  bugsĀ  veryĀ  much.Ā  soĀ  sheĀ  learnedĀ  toĀ  maskĀ  thatĀ  interestĀ  forĀ  muchĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  childhood.
butĀ  anywayĀ  yeahĀ  sheĀ  worksĀ  inĀ  aĀ  labĀ  withĀ  termitesĀ  andĀ  lovesĀ  itĀ  ehehehe.Ā  likeĀ  iĀ  said,Ā  bigĀ  nerd
afterĀ  undergrad,Ā  sheĀ  wantsĀ  toĀ  goĀ  toĀ  gradĀ  schoolĀ  andĀ  thenĀ  moveĀ  toĀ  liveĀ  inĀ  theĀ  britishĀ  columbiaĀ  forestsĀ  andĀ  studyĀ  pineĀ  beetles
fuckinĀ  nerd
aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  peopleĀ  haveĀ  remarkedĀ  sheĀ  doesnā€™tĀ Ā ā€œseemā€Ā  autistic,Ā  andĀ  thatā€™sĀ  honestlyĀ  becauseĀ  sheā€™sĀ  learnedĀ  toĀ  pickĀ  upĀ  socialĀ  cuesĀ  fromĀ  othersĀ  andĀ  mimicĀ  whatĀ  theyā€™reĀ  doing,Ā  especiallyĀ  ifĀ  sheĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  themĀ  wellĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  beĀ  herselfĀ  aroundĀ  them.Ā  ā€˜maskingā€™Ā  herĀ  natureĀ  likeĀ  thisĀ  canĀ  beĀ  prettyĀ  tiring,Ā  soĀ  sheĀ  needsĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  aloneĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  rejuvenateĀ  herself.Ā  itā€™sĀ  easierĀ  whenĀ  itā€™sĀ  oneĀ  onĀ  oneĀ  orĀ  withĀ  peopleĀ  sheā€™sĀ  moreĀ  comfortableĀ  with
sheĀ  doesĀ  enjoyĀ  socializing,Ā  itā€™sĀ  justĀ  thatĀ  socialĀ  cuesĀ  donā€™tĀ  comeĀ  naturallyĀ  toĀ  her
probablyĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  goĀ  toĀ  majorĀ  socialĀ  eventsĀ  likeĀ  partiesĀ  veryĀ  often
smokesĀ  weedĀ  fairlyĀ  regularlyĀ  becauseĀ  itĀ  helpsĀ  relieveĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  emotionalĀ  pressureĀ  andĀ  exhaustionĀ  sheĀ  experiencesĀ  dayĀ  toĀ  day
whatĀ  elseĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  ?Ā  sheā€™sĀ  stillĀ  veryĀ  independentĀ  andĀ  likesĀ  doingĀ  mostĀ  thingsĀ  herself,Ā  whenĀ  sheĀ  can.Ā  fairlyĀ  quiet.Ā  veryĀ  smart.Ā  hatesĀ  lyingĀ  andĀ  isnā€™tĀ  veryĀ  goodĀ  atĀ  it,Ā  soĀ  sheĀ  veryĀ  rarelyĀ  lies.
someĀ  otherĀ  randomĀ  stuff:Ā Ā 
herĀ  familyā€™sĀ  likeĀ  pĀ  richĀ  butĀ  sheā€™sĀ  stillĀ  gettingĀ  paidĀ  forĀ  herĀ  labĀ  work
notĀ  greatĀ  atĀ  smallĀ  talk
wearsĀ  looseĀ  flannelsĀ  90%Ā  ofĀ  theĀ  timeĀ  becauseĀ  sheĀ  likesĀ  theĀ  feelĀ  ofĀ  them
catchĀ  herĀ  chewingĀ  onĀ  herĀ  pencilsĀ  orĀ  clickingĀ  herĀ  penĀ  whenĀ  sheā€™sĀ  focusing
hasĀ  anĀ  extremeĀ  irrationalĀ  phobiaĀ  ofĀ  vomiting
bisexualĀ  babe
hasĀ  headphonesĀ  inĀ  listeningĀ  toĀ  musicĀ  orĀ  whiteĀ  noiseĀ  likeĀ  75%Ā  ofĀ  theĀ  time
likeĀ  ...Ā  soĀ  smolĀ  omg.Ā  katieĀ  douglasĀ  isĀ  5ā€²1ā€³ soĀ  iā€™mĀ  justĀ  gonnaĀ  sayĀ  reeseĀ  isĀ  5ā€²1ā€³Ā  too.
sheĀ  playedĀ  simsĀ  2Ā  likeĀ  allĀ  theĀ  timeĀ  whenĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  younger
sheĀ  hasĀ  heardĀ  allĀ  yourĀ  reeseā€™sĀ  piecesĀ  jokesĀ  already,Ā  iĀ  promise
hasĀ  aĀ  waterĀ  bottleĀ  madeĀ  fromĀ  recycledĀ  metalĀ  sheĀ  alwaysĀ  carriesĀ  withĀ  herĀ Ā 
okĀ  iĀ  gottaĀ  goĀ  toĀ  dinnerĀ  nowĀ  butĀ  plsĀ  giveĀ  meĀ  allĀ  theĀ  plotsĀ  ā€¦Ā  friends,Ā  ex-friends,Ā  will-they-wonā€™t-they,Ā  labĀ  partners,Ā  etcĀ  etcĀ  !Ā  iā€™llĀ  probablyĀ  writeĀ  upĀ  aĀ  smolĀ  wantedĀ  connectionsĀ  postĀ  laterĀ  butĀ  forĀ  nowĀ  haveĀ  thisĀ  too-longĀ  introĀ  hehe
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When something bothered me, I didnā€™t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought thatā€™s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.
Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart (via books-n-quotes)
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katie douglas in thicker than water (2019)
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Bureaucracy is not stupid. Itā€™s elegant. Itā€™s a beautiful puzzle waiting to be cracked. Every rule, every form has its purpose. It all fits together, and when the puzzle is solved and you take a step back and see the big picture, itā€™s like staring into the face of God.
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Maeve Wiley in Sex EducationĀ 
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i am extremely analytical and everything needs to be explainedā€¦ hate living in the unknown bitch i have to know everything or i will fall into a coma
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She appears frail and small, but sharp and incisive bodily too, with a presence full of nervous energy and nervous fire like a bird. As she talks her focus is impeccable, her language subtle. Quick-witted and graceful.
AnaĆÆs Nin, from The Diary of AnaĆÆs Nin, Vol. 5: 1947-1955 (via violentwavesofemotion)
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something spiritual about grocery shopping with headphones in
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Spider-Man: Far From Home (2019)
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The Great 1.02
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alternate narrative: itā€™s actually fine if someone found me a little weird or even off-putting. i am a little weird and itā€™s no big deal
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The impulse to know someone else before you reveal yourself. The impulse to know someone else because you have never been asked to reveal yourself. The impulse to know someone else because otherwise, you do not know yourself.
Yanyi, from Diary (via wishbzne)
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