SO. ur trash student self ends today. ure gonna have a better tomorrow because you’ll be better TOMORROW. tonight ull sleep. once the alarm sounds tomorrow you stand up and STUDY. OKAY. LEGIT. SLEEP NOW WAKE UP EARLY BE BETTER. plan ur time wisely. okay. u can do this. u can make it til monday. after that assign all the cases na u need to assign. OKAY. STOP SLACKING. DO BETTER. make better use of ur weekends PLS LANG. okay. ha. aral aral aral. okay lang landi pero ARAL. ARAL DIN. just be thankful u havent been studying that much yet na tipong feel mo wala ka nang iba pang mabibigay. BE THANKFUL ure just tamad. pero please wake up. it’s now or never. gonna bite u in the ass sa finals or midterms if u dont study right now. so PLEASE. DO URSELF A FAVOR. U WANT THIS NOW WORK HARD FOR THIS OKAY. REFUEL IF U FEEL LIKE U ARENT DOING UR BEST. but please lang talaga please study. please. i need ur old self back. FULL TEXT IF U HAVE TO. new game plan, try to cover everything FIRST then go in depth. di pwedeng buhos sa isang topic tas walang alam sa iba. okay??? don’t let ur scorpio-ness extreme self get the best of u. PLEASE LANG HELP URSELF. mag extremes ka sa pag aaral okay. nowhere to go but UP. 

i fucking hate this schedule

pls help 

idk bat ang hirap ng sched na to 

hehe im tired

please lord ayokok na 

i cant do this righgt now

im so tired

Pls Lord ayoko na lang. I’d rather have no access than do this ayoko talaga naooverwhelm ako nauubos oras ko dito

Lord di ko po talaga kaya tong mga group work group work na to please. Napaka time consuming po.

idk. im tired. i know my worth. i know i deserve better. i know you arent treating me right. but why do i still love you. why do you still have this hold on me. 

why cant you just love me back.

i’ve always been the hopeless romantic, see the beauty in everything kind of girl. maybe this is why i haven’t given up on you, or us, yet - even after 9 years.

i guess i just really have to accept the fact that love isn’t what i think it is. just because i love you doesn’t mean you love me the same way i love you. i just hate being proven wrong about it. 

i have to learn that time doesn’t mean anything if he hasn’t been valuing you over these 9 years.

i really, really, really do not want you to have power over me anymore.

you have messed up my self-esteem, got me envying or being jealous over my freaking relatives, and have made me question my worth. you are not healthy for me.

why do you still have a hold on me?