sorry for not posting for like ten thousand years and then suddenly reblogging a donation post _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): i haven’t been hacked or anything the person just dmed me so help them out if you have the means…

also, i know i said like 2-ish month hiatus but every year i forget i have SAD and overestimate my capabilities during the winter… i’m having a Good Time (megalovania in major key plays).

Need help

Hi everyone previously I had 2 months rent due and few bills due but now my problem is even worse I have 3 months rend pending I need some serious help please help me everyone anything is helpful it’s very necessary and urgent

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princess bubblegum and my favorite of her children

(tumblr doesn’t like wips but i don’t finish my stuff anyway…) .

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((by the way, i have been drawing! but it’s not much of my usual fare, so i’m refraining from posting… ))

i'm the #1 jogo stan in the world, but it always kills me how immediately after sukuna does his whole "you fought well" bit to jogo, he fights mahoraga.

hello, i have certain responsibilities, so i think i’ll go on a little hiatus from tumblr for maybe a month…? but i promise to return! tumblr is just a little too much for me right now.

(“i’m such a hard worker” *posts a sketch*)

anyway, Happy Halloween!!! have a treat!

birthday’s tomorrow and i’m mad about it.

It has been hard for me to talk about how what is going on with Israel and Palestine is affecting me personally, but I grew up in Gaza and most of my family still lives there. My father did not survive the bombings last week and I have not been able to contact my younger sister in days. I am try to being understanding that most people do not have personal connections to what is happening and therefore are justifying their silence, but is heartbreaking to see this misinformation being spread. What’s happening there is a genocide, not a war. It is not antisemitic to support Palestine, it’s not even antiemetic to criticise Israel. There is no grey area or neutrality regarding this, and it is so easy to find resources that will educate you on the subject. It is my people and my home being destroyed so I will never be silent about this, but I please urge everyone to get informed and start speaking up and finding ways they can help.

decolonizepalestine has tons of information on Palestine’s history/propaganda that has been spread throughout the years

UK citizens can email their MP asking for a ceasefire

US citizens can call/email their local government officials asking for a ceasefire

Jewish Voice for Peace also has many resources for ways for US citizens to get involved, including protests

Donate to Palestine Children’s Relief Fund

Donate to Medical Aid for Palestine

Donate to help get food and hygiene kits to Gaza

what’s poppin’, you swaggy little boys?????

coming back to this to add my own advice: ⤵️

i had this really bad during and post lockdown, although it was probably linked with brain fog and/or anxiety on my end. for me it’s kind of like being a brain in a jar with eyes and ears…? i ended up talking to two therapists about this, but they kind of just said “huh that’s weird” and didn’t bring it up much after that (it wasn’t their expertise, i guess?).

random things that maybe helped:

- i wear glasses (literally watching my life through a window lmao), and for me it helps to take them off when the disassociation gets really bad. i can’t explain it, but it makes the world feel closer…? and the background details are less distracting.

-not using headphones/earbuds in public. maybe this isn’t an option for those with auditory sensory issues, but listening to music or podcasts makes me do brain spirals, which makes it hard to feel like i’m existing as a body in an environment.

-changing your environment/avoiding triggers. this is a super hard one, but generally disassociation happens because of trauma. (for me, i had some discord-based trauma bc i’m a cowardly loser, so i moved my friendships off discord… the interface alone was sort of triggering, and made me go all brain-jar.) again, this is really hard, but it’s easier to not disassociate if you don’t need to (or feel like you need to) disassociate.

anyway these are my suggestions, sorry for jumping the gun and assuming disassociation… hopefully this helps someone…? generally i think logging off the internet helps. some other ppl r saying HRT, but i haven’t gone on hormones before, so idk. sorry for my mind boggling word slag it’s kinda late here, goodnight.

how can i feel like i am my body and my body is me instead of feeling like i'm trapped between the back of my eyes forever

fucking english teachers, “the studies you used are on point and your dictation is fantastic as always, but you used ‘kids’ instead of ‘children’ in the thesis which is too informal, so I’m docking 2 points”

LET ME GET THAT SWEET SWEET 100!!!!!!

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how can i feel like i am my body and my body is me instead of feeling like i'm trapped between the back of my eyes forever

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by the way i was so productive today. if you even care.

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