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nymeria1105 · 1 month

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2 IG stories in 2 days??!!

#ryan hawley #robron #Does he speak Portoghese? 😍#His voice ❤️‍🔥#Now can we see his face?#And his kid little voice 🥹

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nymeria1105 · 2 months

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Ok so are you telling me that after the picture posted by Danny in which he and Ryan were together in the pub and the Aaron return in the show, now they are mentioning Robert and Seb multiple times??? Ok...it's the moment...

#robron #aaron dingle #robert sugden #emmerdale #please bring him back #I miss robron 😭

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nymeria1105 · 7 months

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5th Aprile 2023 "...reminiscing about old times and talking about OUR NEXT CHAPTER"

9th of october 2023...

ARE YOU THINKING WHAT I'M THINKING?!?!??!?!

#emmerdale #robron #aaron dingle #robert sugde #Please take them back 😭

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nymeria1105 · 8 months

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Time of death: 4 pm

Cause of death: Mr. Nicholas Gasilitzine playing with David

C'mooooon he is too cute 🥰🥰🥰

#rwrb movie #red white and royal blue #henry hanover stuart fox #nicholas galitzine

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nymeria1105 · 1 year

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I'm sorry what??? "Our next chapter" what?? 🤯🤯🤯😱😱😱🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️

#robron #aaron dingle #robert sugden #emmerdale #i'm obsessed with them #help me #is there a point where you get over them?

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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Mood of the day 😔💔

youtube

#deran x adrian #adrian dolan #deran cody #animal kingdom #animal kingdom tnt #Youtube

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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To me this is the end of their storyline, I won't even watch the final episode because they don’t deserve my attention and my time.

fear of the water

i wrote this in like, an hour, because fuck you john wells, that's why

spoilers for the finale

It’s in one of many resort towns that he finds him.

Canggu is a resort town. In a weird way it sort of reminds him of Oceanside. If Oceanside were surrounded by terraced rice paddies and had temples on every corner instead of Starbucks, that is. But its miles of palm tree lined beaches dotted with resort villas and milling with tourists make him think of home. His home. Their home. Which is now someone else’s home, he realizes. Not for the first time he wonders if he should have burned it down instead of selling it. Should have burned it down when Adrian left, really. It just doesn’t sit right with him that some couple, some other family, is right now eating where they once ate, sleeping where they once slept.

He’d spent months in Mexico, after, just trying to get here. After Craig. After finding out that Pope wasn’t coming to meet him; would never be coming. After stitching his arm and shaving his beard and cutting and dying his hair sloppily in a dirty truckstop bathroom. He’d needed new IDs, new papers, new everything. He’d worked a series of off-the-books jobs to make enough money to even make it overseas. It had taken him even longer to find what he was looking for once he got there. He’d worked and bartered his way from city to city, from island to island, each time his simple M.O. the same. Go to the water, find groups of tourists with boards; Americans, Brits, Australians, whatever, anyone who spoke enough English for him to question. He’s managed to pick up a few local phrases, but he’s pitiably bad at actually speaking them aloud. But surfers he understands. Ask around, earn enough money to get to the next place, follow the next lead.

It’s in one of many resort towns that he finds him.

It’s dawn, sun barely beginning to peek over the horizon; the early morning waves bathed in deep pinks and oranges. It’s a good swell, and not for the first time he longs for a board. The sand is cold between his toes and feels damp beneath his ass, the humid air making his thin clothes stick to every part of him.

It’s early, too early for most people to be out. The beaches are empty save for a few disciplined joggers and one or two unfortunate bar-goers lying passed out in the sand, who must never have made it back to their villas or hotels. It’s only the true enthusiasts out on the water, their sharp silhouettes bobbing in the deep blue water. But he only has eyes for one, and he’d somehow known him as soon as he’d seen him, even with stretches of beach and ocean between them. He thinks maybe he’d know the shape of him anywhere, know the way his body moves even after months, longer. Probably forever.

He sits and he watches as more surfers arrive to take on the growing waves and tourists to take their morning swims, as the sun creeps its way into the increasingly blue sky. He watches as after a long while he seems to have had enough and rides his wave into the shallows, pausing briefly to call a greeting to a passing surfer. He watches as he makes his way up onto the sand and leans to untether his leash from his ankle. He watches as he shakes the water from his hair, props his board in the sand. He watches as he looks up, turns to survey the water, sides still heaving with exertion. He turns to look up the beach, then, and he watches as his eyes at first pass over him, then double back. He watches them go from confusion to disbelief to shock.

He watches as Adrian looks at him and sees him.

His throat is suddenly very dry.

Adrian looks much the same as he ever did. Same long legs, same broad shoulders, same deep blue eyes. He’s leaner than before, maybe, and his hair has grown out. It’s longer than he’s ever seen it, shaggy and a bit unkempt around his ears.

He opens his mouth hoping to unstick his stupidly clumsy tongue but all that comes out is a harsh breath he refuses to call a gasp. He thinks he can actually hear his heart pounding painfully in his chest. His hands are shaking and he digs them into the sand, squeezing damp handfuls between his fingers. He can’t bring himself to look at Adrian. He can’t bring himself to ever look away.

Adrian looks back at him across the beach, his face held carefully blank, his eyes dark and searching, brow furrowed. He visibly swallows. “What the fuck took you so long?” he says, and his voice is as tremulous as the shifting waves before them.

He pulls his knees to his chest, his heels digging gouges into the sand. He thinks of Craig; of the worst, most painful phone call he’s ever had to make. He thinks of Nick, his nephew who will grow up without his father. He thinks of Pope, of his brother who sacrificed everything to give them a chance. He thinks of J, who betrayed them in every way someone can be betrayed. Of how stupid he was to ever trust in him.

He tries to surreptitiously wipe his eyes; clears his throat, sniffs wetly, pushes his rapidly dampening cheek into the fold of his arms. He manages to speak through the tightness of his throat. “It’s, uh. It’s a long story.”

He feels more than sees Adrian’s approach, the same way he’s always been able to feel him, like some kind of extrasensory awareness. Like there’s something deep inside him that awakens when Adrian is near, and that familiar feeling, that nearness after all this time threatens to overwhelm him. Adrian sits carefully down next to him and he buries what he’s terrified might be a sob deeper into his arms.

It’s quiet for a long time, and he tries to focus on the sound of the waves, of the surfers calling to each other, of the town just starting to wake up somewhere behind them. Anything so that he doesn’t have to focus on how close Adrian is, how much he wants to reach out and touch him, how badly he wants to say everything all at once, how he physically aches with the need to tell him I loved you, too, I always did and I always will and I never stopped and I’m sorry and I should have gone with you. He doesn’t know if he deserves to say it now.

When he can’t bear to not look at him a moment longer he looks up, and Adrian is looking back at him, expression still unreadable. This close it’s impossible not to notice the sunburned patch on his nose, the water still clinging to his eyelashes.

“Well,” Adrian says, and sighs, not unkindly. He leans back, his hands in the sand holding his weight. “I’ve got time.”

Adrian’s eyes aren’t warm, not yet. They don’t say I missed you and I still love you, not yet. His hands don’t move to touch, not yet. What they do say is I’m here and I’m listening and for now? That’s enough.

He takes a deep breath, fuller and easier than he thinks he’s managed in months, and begins to speak.

And the sun continues to rise into the clear blue sky.

#animal kingdom spoilers #animal kingdom #deran x adrian #animal kingdom tnt #so disappointed #i'm so pissed right now 😤

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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And here we are, to the last episode of the show.

When tomorrow morning I wake up and open IG and Tumblr I will be greeted by happy comments from fans, clips and photos of Deran and Adrian last scene together (and then spend the day watching it over and over again) or I will spend the day brooding with myself, cursing John Wells (who was already on my black list for trying to ruin the Gallavich storyline 😑😑😑) and basking in my sadness watching old videos on youtube of the two of them together and thinking about how great it would be to have two seasons of dynamics between these two characters instead of having to watch hours and hours of flashbacks of a young Smurf or storylines without any use for the purpose of the story, like the Tommy's one? 🙄🙄🙄

Who knows?? In the meantime let's put on our ufficial uniform...for one last time and let's cross our fingers 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

#animal kingdom tnt #animal kingdom #deran x adrian #deran cody #adrian dolan #animal kingdom season 6 #season finale #series finale #i can't believe i'am still here hoping #i'm such a 🤡#i don't want Deran to die #he deserve an happy ending #sorry i feel a little bit emotional right now 🥺

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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Ok, or they are all sadistic people who enjoy torturing us (and given the last few seasons I wouldn’t be so surprised 🙄🙄) or maybe there is still a little hope for Deran to get out alive and reach Adrian.

If this is the case I really hope that they will give us the opportunity to see them together for one last time and maybe even have a minimum of conversation between them 🤞🏻🤞🏻 (I know now I’m asking too much but if I have to dream let me dream big 😁🤡😅)

#animal kingdom tnt #animal kingdom #deran x adrian #deran cody #adrian dolan #animal kingdom season 6 #series finale #I still can’t believe they robbed us of two seasons with them #Can you imagine how many dynamics they could have created?

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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- Ok then...why don't you want me to go?

- Because... I'll miss you...a lot.

#never have i ever #devi and ben #team ben forever and ever #love this show so much

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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"Not Guys...just you!"...it's always been Adrian... 💔🥺

[…tell me what you’re doing, where you’re gonna go?]

#deran x adrian #deran cody #adrian dolan #animal kingdom tnt #animal kingdom #please give us a last scene with them together 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#i miss them so much 😭

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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Where are from?

Where am i from? Mmm i'll give you few clues (😏😏😏).

1. I'm not from America (and when i say America i'm speaking about the Continent not the USA) 🌍🇪🇺

2. My Country has a very funny shape 👢😉

3. My Country is pretty little but there you can find pretty much whatever you like: Mountains, Hills, Lakes, Sea, Rivers, Plains, Art Cities, Hamlest, Castles and long kilometres of beaches 🏔🏖🏞

3. In my country there are about 12 active volcanoes. Many of these are currently in a resting phase (but 1 of them is the most studied in the World and it's considered one of the most dangerous) while 2 of them are characterized by almost persistent activity 🌋

..sooooo did you Guess?? 🤌😜

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nymeria1105 · 2 years

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😂😂😂😂