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notzeekachu · 20 days
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This bitch better stop staring at me like that before I clock her in the face
My school is letting me hyper fixate for a grade so here's a little sneak peek [click for better quality]
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notzeekachu · 30 days
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My school is letting me hyper fixate for a grade so here's a little sneak peek [click for better quality]
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notzeekachu · 1 month
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Whenever you see us doing a quality check at Domino's it's really just us looking at your food and going mmhm yep that's pizza
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notzeekachu · 2 months
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notzeekachu · 2 months
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It’s ya boi
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notzeekachu · 3 months
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Idk why I thought of this but its killing me
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notzeekachu · 4 months
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i’d care if the person i reblogged this from vanished
idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it
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notzeekachu · 4 months
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@ghost-104 presents:
The Show
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notzeekachu · 5 months
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I will defenestrate you and I know for a fact that word isn't in the Bible
i hate the phrase 'none of these words are in the bible' because it's either true for Every word in the english language (the bible wasn't originally in english) or for None of them (i could translate the bible badly enough to contain any word at all)
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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Actually, I have to disagree. In Chonny's cover of Taken For A Ride, there is a flash of a whiteboard with the songs of the CCCC album color coded to the "main character" of each song, and some of those colors are black, which represents Whole, the person. An example of a Whole song is Time Machine Reprise, as if you watch closely, it starts with Whole singing before slowly fading into a monochrome color scheme with Soul's red lipstick and vocal effects.
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I am eternally thinking about how Whole is a concept of the fandom and not canonical at all.
Arguably, maybe someone would say the inclusion of Whole diminishes the original message of the album, to which I do not disagree but I do not agree either.
He changes the context of it, I suppose?
Because the original album, Whole is a concept to be strived for. He is not real, it is always just Heart, Mind, and Soul beneath the surface. They are manifested facilities of the way a person is, how they talk to themselves, the internal conversation. That "psychosocial envy" is the idea of the album. The effect that social standards have on someone who views themself as flawed beyond recognition without any idea how to fit into what the world wants of them.
Soul longs to be Whole because he longs to become what society deems is a person. All of what they are and what they want to be comes in many different forms. It could be any number of internalized ideals of what a man should be, or who you should love, or what you should strive for in life.
Two Wuv as a song is that realization that even after Mind and Heart are better, after they've been able to communicate and function "properly", there is no Whole coming. This is who they are, and that is fine. He is not perfect, he is not what society wants, but he IS a person, and to him, he is Whole.
It is a concept of self forgiveness and grace. The ability to have nuance that what society seeks of you is not so important as truth of the self, owning your flaws and seeming imperfections.
Ultimately, everyone's brain runs differently. Everyone talks to themselves differently, refers to and conceptualizes their inner-world in many ways, and none of it is definable. We have no capable way of putting the way somebody speaks to themself, refers to, and functions within themselves entirely into a box. We are a collection of lived experiences turning itself into informed reactions and responses. If that makes any sense at all.
Of course, the things we have put labels to are definable and are all a part of how we interact with ourself, and there are always commonalities and similarities. There is so much variety in it, being human is fluid...
Anyways.
Without Whole, the "end" of the album means they are in acceptance of one another, that there is a positive relationship with your inner dialogue for some time before something happens and causes a harsh reflection to shatter it all. With him, it is essentially the same, just that there is a more literal or tangible figure to represent that cohesive self-acceptance.
Whole being a tangible character doesn't change Soul, but as I said, informs him more. Whole and Soul are mirror images, they are had to separate and Soul is what Whole is without the interwoven Emotion and Thought.. I suppose. Soul strives for him, and without him, comes to accept this is how it is and who he is. With him, Soul may miss that aspect, or more so, get it only to discover Whole is real, and everything he did worked, but now he sacrifices himself for that.
The dynamic is interesting but incredibly devastating in that regard, especially because it is unlikely Whole's intention to ever split. Nobody wants to have a mental breakdown, y'know?
I could go on about this forever. Whole not being a real character (at least not in the way we often think of him) in the album but something very real and even achievable within the fandom space is.. I dunno, so unique? Its not often fans get to create something that while entirely uncanon to the project, is very important to it.
Side note, what I mean by not how we see him is that Whole is real because they have always been Whole. In album there is no separation. If anything, Concord is like leaving CJ's inner dialogue and witnessing just all of them in tandem being him.
Okay okay. I'm done.
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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teehee
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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And who will break apart? The Piss, The Shit, or the Fart?
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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You'd better listen
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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@ghost-104 is threatening to kill my family. They are my family
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notzeekachu · 6 months
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This app confuses me idk what the fuck I'm doing or who's posts I'm reading
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