It is enough that I exist. I don't need to scream it out into the void or anything. I am here, it's okay. It's never going to be okay. But here I am nonetheless.
i blipped out of existence for a bit. temporarily lost contact with reality & dropped my grasp of my school & work & everything slipped a little out of control. but i’m taking it back.
just had to add as soon as i pressed “post” i had a sizeable (& most likely audible) gum-and-water burp, only cared enough to post about it (bc i pictured micelf posting about it ofc)
i am hear in the library top floor & i’ve been supposed to be doing schoolwork stuff thus far in the evening (1700 or so till now, 2+ hrs later), but all ive done is sat for an hour in my car scrolling thru reddit, smoke a bowl, & make this blog lol
yknow how sometimes you just Need To Blog On Tumblr,
anyway gonna actually schoolwork now seeya interanet