i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

everyone pretending to care when i’m sad but soon as i'm angry nobody wants to help anymore

Killer in Love | Kimi ni Koisuru Satsujinki- chapter 35

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

“ur so angry??” i have to be because no one else is angry about what happened to me 

life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist

Am I really that unbearable?

i always run back to tumblr when i hit rock bottom, who else would be there to hold and listen to me.

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.

In another universe I was happy

i hate feeling alone but i want to be alone

Why the fuck am I the way I am

my silence means i'm protecting my feelings and yours

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.