two butches overstimulating and spoiling and teasing the fucking out of a sweet femme bottom is really the business tho. being held and supported between two strong protective bodies, allowing her to just let go and succumb to just pure feeling. lordt i’m sweatin

♡(๑′ᴗ‵๑)♡ my edit~

I also vaguely always want physical attention but hate being touched by most people so that sucks for me

the hardest part of masturbating hard to simulate anything vaguely rough is when your done but you have to do the after care yourself like I just want a cuddle

it's only 8 in the morning and I just came so good jshjsjhsh

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had this dream again but this time at the end she yelled at me and said I deserved to be alone like okay (name) chill

Honestly he best dream ever… cuddled twice with (name) in it… it was really really nice

This makes me happy

Honestly I didn't even hate sport that much when I was a kid; or more so, I didn't realise I was bad at it. I enjoyed running around and throwing a ball just as much as any kid, I didn't realise that my throws always missed their mark and that I was last in the races, I was just having fun. And the thing with kids is, people don't realise how much small, insignificant words can affect them. It only took one or two "last again?"-s or "not the best, are we?"-s. I can remember who said them, and it made me finally realise that I was shit. Worse than shit at sport. that I didn't have the coordination to do anything right, but I still liked it? Even now I don't mind it, but will i ever be able to play seriously with another person, and have pure, not acted or put on fun? My god //no//. Because a few SHITTY people made me realise how shitty I am, I can't enjoy it anymore, without being reminded, that yes I am slowing down the team, and yes I'm the reason we didn't get that point we needed and yes I'm the reason that everyone else has to work a little bit harder, to make up for the fact that *i can't do it*. My god I loved soccer as a kid so so much. I watched games, I owned this really cool shiny soccer ball and I just adored the game to no end. I never got to join a team because I knew I'd be a disposable member. Sure I would train, and yes I would build up my ability, but a kid doesn't think that way. A kid knows they're bad or that they're good and that's the be all end all. I loved it so much. If I had signed for a team then, I could guarantee I would still be playing now. I just wanted to enjoy running around with what few friends I had, and it was ruined for me. The shitty teachers who reminded me and the shitty parents who shook their heads because their child's team lost because of me; fuck you. Your 'insignificant' actions meant that I thought to low of my self to get up with my friends, secluding myself. I wasn't a shy kid I wasn't I wasn't i wasn't, the others didn't talk or play with me because you destroyed my confidence in myself to believe myself WORTHY of it. Don't tell a kid they can't do something. It doesn't make them determined. It makes them believe you. I didn't hate sport. Now I can't enjoy it because you fucked up with one sentence. I'm still bad at sport because I never thought I'd be able to get better. Thank you to the one girl, that one time who told one guy to back off because, yes she didn't pick me last in picking teams and that I deserved to have a fucking chance. I wish something that i truely loved once, couldn't be destroyed with singular sentences, I wish I was better than that. -Nhi, July 22nd 2017

It’s crazy how nature do that.

daily remider that i should shut the fuck up 

-nhi

Honestly he best dream ever... cuddled twice with (name) in it... it was really really nice

I want to die but I'm so scared of what it might be Does your sub conscious continue Is it blank Can you just feel the blankness or is it truly nothing I wish I could believe something, anything, so sat least then I could sit easy, right or wrong I'm just so scared of being either alive or dead. I want neither -Nhi, 10:47pm 16th of May 2017

are you a lace or velvet person?? mountains or fields?? paperback or hard cover?? rose bush or fruit tree??