I HAVE MOVED.

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I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

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i am not good. i am not virtuous. i am not sympathetic. i am not generous. i am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. i feel—everything. it is my genius. it burns me like fire.

INDEPENDENT WANDA MAXIMOFF, as crafted by rivka.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

I HAVE MOVED.

@nexusbeing follow for more witchery.

i am not good. i am not virtuous. i am not sympathetic. i am not generous. i am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. i feel—everything. it is my genius. it burns me like fire.

INDEPENDENT WANDA MAXIMOFF, as crafted by rivka.

lol anyone wanna help me leave this racist ass place? i was gonna be here another week but my show is over and im no longer needed for the gig they wanted me to do so i can hightail it out of here. however, my ride home decided to bail on me last minute so i’m pretty much fucked as rolla is not a hop skip and a jump from stl. i’m still doing commissions if that’s easier for you but either way, if you’re able to help, here is my paypal and/or ko-fi. thank you so much. ❤️

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hey so i hate that i’ve been making a lot of posts like this lately but this month has actually been really hard on me in regards to my health ( my type 2 bipolar, major depressive disorder , and derealization / personalization disorder are the biggest instigators ), and financially i’ve taken a serious beating . i’m not going to be able to make rent this month , and normally that’s okay, my landlady is very very kind and understands that my situation has a tendency to be a little difficult for me , to say the least — this whole year has actually been really rough . i tried to find another job and that financially cost me , i’ve been getting weirdly sick more often and that’s financially cost me — she’s been an absolute angel , and i feel awful , because i’m not this kind of tenant and i don’t want to keep doing this to her . i can’t give her nothing this month , but i had to take a personal leave for my health . i have a small thing i do on the side that brings in $100 dollars extra a month but i had to use that money for groceries last weekend , and what money i get for the paid holiday ( fourth of july ) i have to use on friday to go to the little clinic for my ear infection which is… eighty nine dollars , and i don’t even know if i’m gonna be able to do that , but work wants a doctor’s note . i feel awful . my neighbor has had to pull me out of bed on more than one occasion , force me to go outside and get fresh air , but my depression has gotten so bad that i just . i have minimal to no support system out here . i’m really really struggling . i don’t know what to do about it . i have no money to make it easier . i’m scared , and it’s getting worse . this is the second leave i’ve had to take this year . what the fuck . even if i did get put into a ward , i still would have to find a way to pay my bills , and my rent . i’m burning at both ends of the wick . so basically what this means is this is just another s.o.s. , and hopefully with some help i can give my landlady some money i can put into rent . i know that she probably won’t kick me out , she hasn’t before and this doesn’t happen often at all , if not rarely — but i still feel awful . and i still owe her money , and i’m like . so fucking frustrated because i just want to pay her back but i keep slipping three feet back for every one i take forward . i’m so tired lmao .

this is what i’m at currently . here’s my paypal . i can do commissions for basic edits , aesthetic / ship related / etc moodboards , and icon packs ( which will probably just be basic and unedited unless otherwise discussed , i’m not a talented person lmao ) . i know we’re all broke . i’m sorry i keep posting these . please disregard my deadname . if you can’t afford to donate that’s totally fine , i’d appreciate if the news could be passed along . i hope your day’s been kind to you.

EDIT : my rent is $375 , it doesn’t have to be exactly that but as long as i can give her something , it’ll be okay . i appreciate the help .

EDIT : my paycheck from work was literally only forty dollars ahjkfldsa but on the upside i’m getting somewhere around 150 which will leave me at $200 which is NICE bc now i have something to give my landlady — but that still leaves me $175 short on rent , and it would be nice to get it all to her if i can .while it’ll be nice to have money to give my landlady , it unfortunately means that i’ll have no money to put towards food , at all . $100 dollars can fill my fridge for the next two weeks . please donate if you can , i’m out of resources , and since i can’t drive and work a mid shift , as well as get to work through the bus line , there’s just no way it’ll work out . thank you to those who’ve passed this post along , it means a lot .

hey so, i hate to ask this, but times are fairly tough right now. the cable / internet will be shut off around the 26th and we’ll have to deal with my uncle’s incessant bitching for about 4 days, but im not asking money for that–that’s a lot of money i’ve asked for twice already for the same thing. but we are pretty low on funds for food and stuff, so if anyone can donate to my paypal here so i can save up some funds for dominos and the like in a situation where we absolutely need it, i’d be very much appreciative. as always, you do not have to do it, esp if you can’t afford it yourself–and if you want me to do something in return, i’ll be glad to do it! a dominos gift card is 20 dollars, and with that i can get a medium 2 topping pizza, a drink, and a salad (for my grandmother, usually) or two medium 2 topping pizzas, etc. any combination that uses the 2 for 5.99 deal. unfortunately, that includes the delivery charge, which is 4 bucks. but eating sparingly, we can have one pizza and make it last for an extra day or so. i only bring up this information to better give an example for donations. it’s not super imperative–we’ll figure out something, we usually do, otherwise i wouldn’t have been alive to post this one, but anything is appreciated, even a reblog. thank you for reading. 

“Open your eyes, look more sharply, see me as I am.”

— Renée Vivien, tr. by Jeanette H. Foster, from “A Woman Appeared To Me,”

i love wanda, it sure is a shame she hasn’t shown up in any marvel movies yet