newlifeahead
Submissive wishes desires and dreams.
This is where I go to be myself. This has been my refuge and a home I am Trish Nielson. Welcome. While this is me, it could also be you. As we go through various stages of our lives, we go through periods of education, of risk, of curiosity, of staying safe, of exploration. There are challenges, and ups and downs. Questioning how we want to define ourselves, our relationships, what we choose and need to include, that which we have excluded. My journey is in many ways feeling as if I am at the beginning again, even though it is somewhere in the middle, because now I have returned to that of place where I am once again learning me. While I explore myself and learn better who I am. As I expand my knowledge of myself and increase the places I may dare to dream. This will all be a part of my blog. This is simply a running journal, things I feel, think,see or imagine. What I am now daring to dream. If we never dream? How can the dream come true.
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The invitation from Michael had come late in the day. It was quite unexpected as I had presumed him to still be out of town, but was delighted to learn he was back. Any time he left for business he was gone for far too long for my tastes.
This time however, it was such a long time we were well into winter from summer. The property we shared was adjacent, and not a far walk at all, unless it was winter and snow had blanketed the earth. I may have taken too long to prepare myself for him. It was important however that everything be perfect. It didn't matter that we spoke daily we had not been together since the cardinals eggs had hatched, and summer had just begun. it was as if the light summer breeze had whisked him away, and a blustery winter gale had returned him to me.
I slipped on the collar necklace he had given me for my summer birthday, and then found my fur coat to slip on for the walk to his place. It felt delicious on my bare skin. As did my over the knee fur lined boots, on my bare feet and legs.
I walked briskly up the walkway to his place, bundled and warm. There was a comfort in the sound of my softly muffled steps crunching on the newly fallen snow. And an enormous tingle all over my body as thoughts of him dampened my thighs, instantly freezing in the frigid air. I was so excited and the all over tingles so extreme I nearly orgasmed while walking. I giggled out loud in embarrassment. To spite the cold, I needed to stop for a moment to collect myself when I was nearly there.
Taking a deep breath I opened the small picket fence gate, approaching the back of the house off the patio, I entered the side door which was unlocked.
He was standing in the dark kitchen, and looked up as I entered. His instant smile nearly lit the room. He crossed the space between us in two steps, instantly pulling the fox fur down my arms, pulling the coat with me close to him, his lips claimed mine in an instant. I was trapped against his body with the coat pulled tightly around me. Which was fine I never wanted to be away from him again.
Time seemed to stand still, while the kiss lingered, the intensity grew exponentially as did the deep unquenchable arousal deep inside me. He had somehow removed his robe, and my coat, which lay in a heap around our feet.
His eyes locked on mine when he reached his hand between my legs finding the pool of excitement waiting for him. He smiled at me over the wetness he found. while I bit my lower lip. There was an electric current awakening us both while the desperate need for one another driven by time and distance, seemed to arrive at an untenable level. He dragged his finger through my wetness, and with two fingers deposited some on each of my pointed nipples. and then playfully licked and sucked each hungry nipple. My groan of pleasure nearly instant. He guided us both to the floor, where we lay on the earlier discarded robe.
His fingers dug into my large breasts, while his feet quickly kicked my legs apart. Without ceremony his engorged cock nearly instantly found my pussy and with a single thrust, he drove himself deeply inside of me. He stopped instantly, holding himself still, while the walls of my pussy pulsed rapidly on his throbbing cock.
He was my home, his cock never failed to make me feel whole, but never before had we simply lain no movement except for our sexes moving. Without warning we instantly came together. It was loud and long and complete. We lay on the floor in each others arms for the longest time. After a long while I turned my face to his, kissing him on the tip of his nose, I finally said the first words spoken between us.
"Welcome home."
Trish Nielson
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There are times when I sink into the thought of him so completely that I can not even begin to imagine a minute without him. He is my greatest blessing. I wait quietly while he walks around me. Feeling his eyes as the touch my every inch, My every molecule is primed and ready for his touch.
It physically hurts while I wait for his beautiful large manhood to plunge hungrily into me. Owning me, body and soul.
The one work he can utter which makes me melt beyond all other words.
MINE. I am.
All his.
(tn)
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hope you've not abandoned your blog, as it is delicious and I so look forward to every new entry.
I have not abandoned my blog, my time is simply not as available as I have hoped it would be. I am grateful for your want of new posts. Thank you.
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You have an incredibly sexy blog. Your Sir is a very, very lucky man,
He said to say thank you. I am also lucky,, not simply for him, but for your kind words as well.
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If only you would have written ‘it’ instead of ‘if’ 😭
I am deeply sorry for the disappointment, I do with I knew which post this was for, I could go back and change it for you. All my best wishes regardless.
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Your stories awakened me this morning. In a good way. The way you form your stories brings a memory to my manhood.
That is kind of the point, I am glad that you understand my innocent intentions.
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And so too does a woman.
“A man
sometimes needs
to taste
a little madness “
~Dark Stranger
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The strange new outfit was for him. He had chosen it, insisted I dress in it. It had me feeling awkward at first. I was never one to feel like I was sexy, the strange straps smelling like well-oiled leather used around the horses had me indeed feeling just that way. Wiggling and rubbing my pointy nipples against the material made me tingle a little at first, and finally sending a white-hot charges deep inside me, where my body was slowly awakening craving him in a way I had also never before known.
Independent at heart, it was hard to admit that I ever needed anything from anyone. But this man created deep within me a tangible need so well defined it was feeling like a living breathing entity of it’s own. It was alive inside of me. A wonderful creature created of lustful frenzied desire to be taken by him. A fiery beast inside of me screaming to be seen and touched.
Staring into his eyes, I felt as if I had fallen into a deep well, and it was all him. I was lost in the world of him, and yet I felt that he had at the same time found me. His musky scent made me dizzy with a hungry desperate need of his body. A need to belong and to be owned. A foreign experience where the untamed desperate need to please him, was completely overcoming my natural tendency to be in charge.
One would think that my take charge management side would be at war with the need to give in completely to his dominance. Being submissive in all ways to his strong presence did not feel at odds at all with my core self. He had me completely comfortable with his control. His large hand gripping my neck tilting my chin up and taking a demanding kiss in a rapid motion, weakened my resolve further.
My body felt as if it were melting into an electrically charged puddle of desperation. A word I never said was spilling from my mouth, “Fuck me please?” my voice quivering unnaturally begged. I was now icy hot with a desperation trembling all over as a result of his eyes drinking me in with a matched desperation and hunger of his own, while kissing me so deeply his mouth claimed my breath.
His breathing was calm, his confident smile and smooth motions, opposite of the desire in his eyes, which nearly seemed molten as he looked me up and down.
Grabbing one breast, he bit and then sucked hard. I groaned wanting more.
“Patience baby. The night is young.” He said as he loosened his tie and took a sip of his drink. The clinking ice reminding me from far away I was thirsty. I did not care any longer. He leaned forward with a glass and straw, telling me to sip. And I did.
He asked me if I understood what was happening, I shook my head no, His confident smile with humor filled eyes suggested I did. He reached down and pinched a nipple playfully. “You know, and we will discuss it more later. Nod your head if you want to submit to me. That is all I need to know.
I nodded slowly my eyes locked on his. His hand on my neck again, his thumb grazing over my cheek, while he tilted my head up for yet another hungry demanding kiss.
He swiftly dropped his slacks; his enlarged cock sprang out with a mind of its own. “We are all going to become very familiar with each other now.”
He helped me to stand, and assisted me to my knees, and asked if I wanted a taste. I smiled while my head nodded yes. With an also unfamiliar boldness, I took him into my mouth. I licked and sucked and kissed losing time My hands moving and assisting my mouth. His groans helped me know I was doing right by his wants of me. His taste, the velvety feel of him on my tongue. How he felt in my throat. Never had I ever admired a man so much as this man. Time could have stopped that second, I would have been content to have this be the last thing I would ever do.
When he stopped me, I was disappointed, except he lay me down and began to touch me. He was right the night was only just beginning at that point, but before it had ended, there was no part of him I was unfamiliar with, nor he with me.
He has helped me find myself in him. It is strange, how the right person can help us to feel all the right things. And still want to share more. I am lost and found in him daily, and grateful as well. ® (tn)
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There are moments, I need you so much I could just drink you up with my kisses all over your body.I know I am the luckiest woman in the world to have you in my life. Color me gratreful. (tn)
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When the week has been too long and difficult. Please give me tub cuddles? With all the goodies too please? (tn)
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Am I your temtation? Or are you mine? (tn)
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As we give of ourselves to one another, we become like liquid flowing in and out of one another. It is as if we would gladly sacrifice our entirety for the other.
My heart so full with the receiving of him into my life, into myself, I feel there is nothing which could be too much to give to him. Even were I abel to hand him the world, it would seem too small.,
In his arms, I am more alive than I have ever felt before. It is as if there is a new birth in me, simply because of his presence in my life..
I gratefully give him my all. He has become the reason I breathe. the reason I exist. Simply because he claimed me as his..(tn)
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When he is out of town and he wishes me sweet dreams. They are always of him, pretending he is between my legs helps me sleep, and helps me to not miss him so much.(tn)
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Aftercare, that place in time when he has taken me to the moon and back. and I get to feel small and safe (tn)
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Photo credit: Pauly Pholwisf
It is only in quiet reflection on my own that the enormity of your presence in my life can be seen for what it truly is. You are a miracle. I tried to keep you at a distance, and I am so glad you pushed me to accept you in. Like so many things I have lived through, it is the things I am afraid of at first that have held the greatest reward. You are just that to me, a reward for having lived through so much. You make me grateful for taking a chance. For believing and trusting. Thank you. (tn)
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Good because that is for you and only you...but you knew that, didn’t you. (tn)
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