I have something to say....

Do I want both my composer madness account and my main account to be interconnected in a sense.

No....

I want people to like Composer Madness because of its originality and all that stuff and not because I run this account that they may also like/already follow... I doubt anyone is doing that, but just wanted to say that...

I don't want my original works and my fanart to be connected... I'd prefer them not to be as that gives them both a more natural look to them...

I want my original artist self, my original stories and my goofy fanart self to be two completely separate entities so to speak... Two separate people... And Not related in any way, you know?? I hope you guys are understanding my babbles, it's just a thought I had to share....

For any and every person out there who needed this....

How to Stop Comparing Yourself to Others

1. Don’t listen to the voice inside your head that tells you that you are inadequate.

2. Don’t hang out with people who look for the flaws and who can’t see the best in the people in their lives.

3. Recognise that each person is different and unique. There is no-one like you - and you have great attributes.

4. Take note of your efforts, and the progress you have made. You’ve already come far. You should celebrate that!

5. Appreciate others, and what you gain from them. Don’t see them as people who undermine you.

6. Remember that NO-ONE is perfect at all - and that other people struggle with the same stuff as well.

7. Go after what matters the most in this life: being loyal, and thoughtful, and caring, and kind.

Time for a chat post!!

If you've ever seen the TF2 horror film, Emesis Blue then you'll somewhat understand what I'm getting at.

If you haven't Emesis Blue- Go watch it NOW!!!

Anywho, that film inspired me to ALSO think of a horrid respawn system, that's not a machine... But something much worse!!!

Take Metal Gear Rising for example (or any game of your choice MGR is the first game I could think of.) What if instead of Raiden 'respawning' The 'dead' Raiden is replaced by a living Raiden before being sent to a backrooms of sorts known as The Recycling Bin, essentially a slaughterhouse where the 'dead' Raidens are sent and taken apart to form the power ups and in game currency, like for example the REALLY badly messed up Raiden's were sent to a cricket to form BP and health items, some Raidens are sent into machines full of deadly mechanisms that'll tear them apart, and The dead modded/Raidens with different skins were taken and used on basically a black market where they're torn apart so skins can be brought by players?!?! Wouldn't that be really messed up???? Wouldn't it be EVEN MORE messed up of the 'dead' Raidens are actually NOT dead just badly hurt and are taken away when the player hits 'last checkpoint' and go through all that I just mentioned... ALIVE?!?!

Wouldn't it be even more messed up if a Raiden that didn't die accidentally falls into this area and witnesses EVERYTHING I just mentioned?!?!

Wouldn't that be super messed up?????

That's my idea of a messed up respawn system, it has its flaws and stuff... But let's discuss hm??

Something I would like you all to know!!!

Okay...

So this is sudden...

If you've noticed I updated my blog page... This was originally going to be for a different story but the stress that came with having to work on a story collection whilst having a series in the works was... TOO MUCH. So I shelved it... Now I stumbled upon something I had began work on but never got to updating and after reviewing the pictures... I felt like I did this series dirty and so... Now I'm bringing it back...

Most of these images were on my nanahsplitsreblogs page, so I put them here, you'll have pictures of both the older concepts (they'll be more at the top as I posted them last) and the more canon newer concepts (bottom as I posted those first.)

(you can still view them on the other page.) I think it's time I give this story I had forgotten about a well deserved resurgence... Who's with me? Let's grow this sprout together!!

And for my Composer Madness fans, don't worry Composer Madness is still a top priority!!

I plan on updating the pictures and stuff... Just give me time!!

Love you guys 💝 thanks for understanding!!

Here's some Mr. Sys fanart of mine!! (Top) You can compare it to his original design (This is from the FNF mod, but that's basically what he looks like, Bottom.)

And I'll admit it... I've been trying to draw him as a Tumblr sexy man for the past hour... I just wanted to challenge myself to see if it was possible because nothing is really known about Mr. Sys, opening him up to many possibilities of what he could be like, y'know?

Also one question, is he wearing a tie or a jacket?? Because I see a jacket, but other people see a tie...

Once you give your answer, feel free to tell me why in the comments or reblogs!! Also if you want to go into more detail about what you think he would sound like, let me know in the comments or reblogs too!!

Just something I posted on a different blog but wanted to share with you guys...

I just HAD to draw Martin Luther a second time, but the camera couldn't focus properly so I had to take two pictures of both sides.

Now for context this comic is about my illustrated self being stuck in Martin Luther's time period, and I've spent most of the day sulking and upset, Luther being hospitable and nice decided to try to cheer me up with song... Here's what he says...

Martin Luther: Well- For the time being... How good can you sing?

Me: Did you say SING, Martin Luther?

Martin Luther: Yes, sing... I mean you are stuck here for some time- Might as well do something PRODUCTIVE right?

Me: Uhm- See?

Martin Luther: Exactly, instead of sulking, Let us SING.... Now, Sing with me...

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Knowing myself, this would make me smile honestly...

I had fun drawing this, see you all in the next post!!!

If I gave you nostalgic memories, you're welcome!

Drop your favorite quote from Radio in the comments or reblogs!

If you don't know who this is, watch The Brave Little Toaster.... DO IT NOW 🫵

Wait, so hypothetically, could lockdown just…. Remove the extra limbs?? I mean they don’t seem to be stuck permanently. If anything he’s probably the least damaged. If you don’t just pull those limbs off you and go about your day. Smh he don’t think sometimes I swear.

Heh, I didn't even think of it like that!!!

And neither did he I guess!! Because those human limbs are just... Sitting in his body rotting and stuff.... He could just take them out but where's the fun in that?

I didn't like the first Mr. Sys picture... So here's my redraw!!

It's Mr. Sys with a ring.... That's right- He's married! He's saying that he's thinking of his beloved wife...

And that's where you guys come in- Who's his lovely wedded wife?? Tell me in reblogs, comments, or you can even draw his lovely wife and tag me so I can see!!!

Bring in the memes! BRING IN THE MEMES 🫥🫥🫥!!!!

Little fellas

Awww they're cute!!!!!!

😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

I the most wild thing to say rn.

How are you? Are you having a good day? If not remember that self care is very important and always make sure to take time to chill for yourself!

P.s. can I doodle your transformers ocs?

Oh thank you!!!

Of course you can doodle my OCs! Go for it!!!!

with the Let's Find Larry TFA au, what if the skin stealer is Shockwave? He's already a master of disguise, it wouldn't be so far fetched to believe he could fool everyone

That's a good point actually...

Hmm... 🤔

If this is annoying please tell me, but I’m in a very talkative mood today lol, but we (the community) really need to play with cannibal blitzing because random likes eating fingers. He stated he loves those. I think what would make it even more cool if it was only random, and all the other faces had to try to stop him or they hate the after math, they can taste it, feel it. Going inside their unified body. Squirming around…. Some things feel like they’re still living…. It’s sickening. I can also totally see him eating earth creatures too, like whole and sometimes alive.

Idk just dumb thoughts lol

That's grotesquely intriguing....

Yes... VERY INTRIGUING!

I like this...

This idea needs time to cook... Allow me to throw it to the fandom... They're about to have a field day!!!!

Hey so I was thinking bout that ask you sent me and I’m assuming Willy Mack (was that his name?) was like mr. Skin stealer? When it comes to detective… hmm.. tbh, I don’t remember much from the game (I have realized I don’t feel like doing research teehee) but I think ratchet or blurr. Blurr would probs fit best tho?

This might be dumb idk lol

Hmmm..

Blur- as the detective???

No, Ratchet matches the rugged personality better and I can see ratchet in that role- blurr? Not so much....

The jetwins

Whoa.

N- now I see where the suggestion came from!!!

That is gnarly and nightmarish holy crap!!!!

Calling ALL metal gear rising fans... I have an idea!!

(not my idea though, it's a friend's idea they asked me to share...)

Someone just told me about a fanfiction idea that just popped up into their head, they don't even know if they want to write it, but it was so bizarre...

The entire story of Pinnochio, but retold using Metal gear characters????? More specifically characters from MGR: Revengance??

Like freakin' snake would be Gepetto or something, Raiden would be Pinnochio, because they thought that made the most sense... And it's hilarious. That's all they got for the cast so far, they asked me to post the idea and see what everyone else comes up with... They aren't even going to write this.... It was just an idea! They said if someone else wanted to make this, that'd be epic. They even had an idea for the pleasure island scene, instead of the boys turning into donkeys, they'd be turning into blade wolves!!! This idea was sick!

It was the weirdest thing I've heard... But in a good way.... And I felt it would be a crime to NOT share this (with permission of the person of course.)

Just tell me what you think in the reblogs and comments, and if you want to make this story a reality, go ahead... That'd be comedically epic in every sense of the word!

Hey Nana, this isn't really an ask but I really wanna make sure that you know how to turn off third party sharing with the new midjourney ai thing going through! You've got such a great art style and it makes me mad to think that if someone forgets to turn off third party sharing Tumblr can just give away their art for ai training. To turn it off you go to the bottom of blog settings. Sorry to bother you, I just really wanna make sure you know how to do it just in case!

Oh, thank you for telling me!!! I'll answer this so other people who follow me could know to do this too!