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mygjm25 · 10 months

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𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔲𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢

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and before we get into this post i really hope that the people here know the basic themes of signs, planets or houses because i'll actually pull my hair out if someone asks me what are the themes of leo or the moon.

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♇ so what are derivative houses? it comes from horary astrology, and it is when you measure a chart from some point of the wheel which is not from the ascendant. using this topic as an example, [future spouse], what if you wanted to learn how your future spouse's siblings are like?

♇ and we know the number/house for siblings in astrology is the number "3", so from the main future spouse house [the seventh house] you count three houses.

♇ so, 7⟶8⟶9. so the sign/or planets in your ninth house would tell you how your future spouse's siblings are like. [before i thought it would be the tenth house, but when you count in horary astrology, number one would also be from where you start!].

♇ another example, your future spouse's friends, the number 11 rules over friends in astrology so you will need to count eleven houses to see.

7⟶8⟶9⟶ 10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2⟶3⟶4⟶5. so the sign/or planets in your fifth house would tell you how your future spouse's friends would be like! now there's some understanding lets get into the post :)

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S PERSONALITY AND APPEARANCE WOULD BE IN THE SEVENTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE FIRST HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [1 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS APPEARANCE AND PERSONALITY].

♇ 7.

⟶ if you have mars in your seventh house, this could imply that your future spouse is someone who is likely going to have a built figure, could have a strong stance and could be someone who is passionate about politics or how they appear to the world.

⟶ if you have gemini in your seventh house, this could imply that your future spouse is someone who is comical, communicative and curious. you might find them pretty and they could have really full or curly hair.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S VALUES AND FINANCE WOULD BE IN THE EIGHTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE SECOND HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [2 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS VALUES AND FINANCES].

♇ 7⟶8.

⟶ if you have venus in your eighth house, this could mean that your future spouse is abundant with their money [or in the future] or they could be in a very comfortable place with their money, and they could be someone who values harmony, receiving love and money.

⟶ if you have scorpio in your eighth house, your future spouse could be someone who receives a lot of money from the people around them, from the government or it could be a legacy/will given to them. they could be someone who values intensity, sex and power.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S SIBLINGS AND COMMUNICATION STYLE WOULD BE IN THE NINTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE THIRD HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [3 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS SIBLINGS AND COMMUNICATION].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9.

⟶ if you have lilith in the ninth house, this could imply that your future spouse's siblings could be people who go through a lot of stuff, or they might not get a long with each other, or they could have a troubling opinion about religion/spirituality or they could have questioning morals. or your future spouse could be someone who is straight forward when communicating or could be perceived as a rude person. they might flirt a lot too.

⟶ if you have aries in ninth house, this could show that your future spouse's siblings could be trouble-some but fun people. they're people who are about the adventure and like to lead what they're apart of; this could show that your future spouse could have a type of communication style which has people immediately listen to them, they can sometimes come off as aggressive as well.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S FAMILY WOULD BE IN THE TENTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE FOURTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [4 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS FAMILY].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10.

⟶ if you have uranus in the tenth house, this could imply that your future spouse's family could be really progressive people or they could be really chaotic. they might like to be on the internet a lot or they might like to move around a lot, there could be arguments and fights over wills.

⟶ if you have libra in the tenth house, this could mean that your future spouse's family could be people who are diplomatic, kind and stylish. they might be people who are into creative things and you're likely going to get along with them. on the other hand, they could be people who are flaky and indecisive.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S CHILDREN WOULD BE IN THE ELEVENTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE FIFTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [5 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS CHILDREN].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11.

⟶ if you have the sun in the eleventh house, your future spouse would most likely have children who are wise, talented and glamorous, there could be a sense of them wanting to understand their life path or always want to know what they're supposed to do in their life time.

⟶ if you have sagittarius in the eleventh house, your future spouse is likely going to have children who are big on principles and moralities, they could be really obnoxious but funny, and they might be hyperactive. your future spouse could have [or give you children] who are big on religion or spirituality.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S SKILLS WOULD BE IN THE TWELFTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE SIXTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [6 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS SKILLS].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12.

⟶ if you have moon in the twelfth house, your future spouse could have the skill of being very intuitive, they could be good at swimming and creating projects. they could be skilled in singing, painting or other things.

⟶ if you have taurus in the twelfth house, your future spouse is likely going to have the skill of being creative and they could be good at cooking, they could be someone who is great at fashion, and they can be someone who is good at making music and handling money.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE AND WHAT KIND OF PARTNER'S THEY ATTRACT WOULD BE IN THE FIRST HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE SEVENTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [7 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS PARTNERS].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1.

⟶ if you have pluto in the first house this could mean that your future spouse could attract people who transform their lives a lot, they could also attract people who are self-destructive and powerful. people who could be considered as sexy and hard-working.

⟶ if you have aquarius in the first house this could mean your future spouse could attract lovers who are different races, ethnicities, they could be people who are also attracted to the same sex. they could attract people who are hard to pin down and romantic partners who are very progressive.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S SEX SKILLS WOULD BE IN THE SECOND HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE EIGHTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [8 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS SEX.]

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2.

⟶ if you have jupiter in the second house this could mean that this person can be a big giver when it comes to sex, they could be someone who likes to be given a lot of pleasure as well. they could be someone who likes spending a lot of physical intimacy with their romantic partners, could be interested in oral sex as well.

⟶ if you have virgo in the second house this could mean that your person could be a very precise and giving person when it comes to sex. they might be interested in quickies and be interested in sex that has themes of using other senses.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S MORALS AND BELIEFS WOULD BE IN THE THIRD HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE NINTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [9 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS MORALS AND BELIEFS].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2⟶3.

⟶ if you have saturn in the third house this could imply that your future spouse is quite traditional when it comes to rules and morals. they might have very strong principles and loyalty might mean a lot to them, or they could be someone who lacks beliefs and they might over-step morality.

⟶ if you have cancer in the third house this could show that their morals connect to their emotions & emotional state a lot. they'd be the type to cry because someone betrayed them, they could be considered a decent person and you wont have a problem with sharing your beliefs with them.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S STATUS AND HOW THE PUBLIC VIEWS THEM WOULD BE IN THE FOURTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS IN THE TENTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [10 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS STATUS AND THE PUBLIC].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2⟶3⟶4.

⟶ if you have venus in the fourth house people are likely going to perceive your future spouse as someone who is attractive, they might get along with a lot of people and they could be considered as someone who has a good status. they might dress well, and people usually compliment them, there could be some envy because of this.

⟶ if you have capricorn in the fourth house, people are likely going to respect your future spouse, they're likely going to have a good status and they'll be deemed as someone who is hard-working, resilient and wise. they could be seen as someone who's better than their peers.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S FRIENDS WOULD BE IN THE FIFTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE ELEVENTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [11 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS FRIENDS].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2⟶3⟶4⟶5.

⟶ if you have lilith in the fifth house there could be a good chance you dont get along with your future spouse's friends, or there could be something weird about them. they could be people who break traditions, and some of them might be cheats and liars, they can either be very liberating or misogynistic.

⟶ if you have pisces in the fifth house there could be a chance that your future spouse's friends are emotional, receptive and creative. you'll likely live through them or have expectations for them, or they'll have expectations for you and they might even put you on a pedestal, but they're the type of friends that would immediately turn their back on you if you do something bad.

THE FUTURE SPOUSE'S MENTAL HEALTH AND HIDDEN ENEMIES WOULD BE IN THE SIXTH HOUSE OF YOUR CHART SINCE IT IS THE TWELFTH HOUSE IN THIS TOPIC. [12 IN ASTROLOGY REPRESENTS MENTAL HEALTH AND HIDDEN ENEMIES].

♇ 7⟶8⟶9⟶10⟶11⟶12⟶1⟶2⟶3⟶4⟶5⟶6.

⟶ if you have juno in the sixth house your future spouse could be someone who is open about their mental state, they could be someone who runs to relationships as a way to escape from their sadness, they might not be able to live without romance or them being away from a romantic partner makes them depressed. they could have been in relationships where they thought they were with their potential marriage partner just to get disappointed and betrayed, some women might've betrayed them.

⟶ if you have leo in the sixth house your future spouse could be someone who is too prideful to open up about their mental health, they could be someone who easily has a defeated ego, they could be someone who might've had a father figure be their hidden enemy and their own pride and ego.

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mygjm25 · 1 year

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OBSESSION.

warnings: obsessive!suna x obsessive!reader, stalking, yandere behaviors, weed, alcohol, fire play?, knife play, making out, choking, hickeys, fingering, pussy eating, dick sucking, public sex?, rough sex, pet names: little one, bunny, bun, pretty.

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you and suna were at your spot, the rooftop of an abandoned building beautifully overlooking all of hyogo prefecture. you were sat in his lap, sharing a blunt, enjoying eachothers presence.

suna, rin to you, has been your boyfriend for about a month and half now and youre obsessed.

you love everything about him from his dark brown hair, his mesmerizing eyes, his physical appearance to his sarcastic personality.

but in addition to your love for him you also know everything about him. full name, home address, social security number, mother and fathers name, to his favorite song, color, number, and everything else.

you memorized his whole schedule and adjusted your routes to class to make sure youd pass his locker everytime.

you have his instagram password. you go through his following daily, his likes, his archive, everything.

if its about suna rintaro you need to know.

you stalked him a little too, just to gain more insight into his home life, you reasoned.

you saw all the nasty things hes done behind locked doors. you saw how he masturbates to your instagram highlights. you even heard how he moans your name as he cums all over the screen of his phone.

youd be lying if you said you never done the same thing.

you fantasized about the things you want him to do to you too, more than any regular human should.

your late nights are spent with a dildo, the most similar looking dildo to sunas you could find, strapped to a fuck machine fucking into you at max speed. clamps vibrating on both of your nipples and your shaky hands holding a hitachi wand to your clit. you cum every 2 minutes and when you do you scream and moan for your rin rin.

but little do you know suna is just like you but worse.

he does all you do but even more constantly.

in addition to that, anybody who dares flirt with you is either jumped, publicly humiliated or exposed, sometimes all three. nobody will never know it was him though.

hes protective. nobody is allowed to come within a 2 foot radius of you when hes around. you need to hold his hand, too. a little one like you gets lost easily.

and most nights hes at your window, watching you moan for him, like his good little slut.

despite all of this, you two have yet to be intimate, and sunas trying to change that today.

now back to the present...

suna passes you the blunt with a heavy sigh. he speaks, breaking the peaceful silence you both built, but not before he takes a nice swig of the tequila you brought for the two of you, "let me try something."

"go ahead." you reply. you trust suna and youre not one to ask too many questions anyway.

suna loves that about you, he already doesnt like talking so it saves him words. though even if you did ask, he wouldnt mind explaining just for you.

once you pass the blunt back suna takes a drag, cups your face and pulls it to his. you get the idea at this point. you peck his lips before opening your mouth so he can transfer his smoke to you.

suna smiles and you do too, "such a smart bunny, catching on so quick. maybe you deserve a lil reward."

he puts the blunt out on your zip up, and ashes spill onto your neck. they burn on your skin and instead of pain you feel pleasure. the burn is good. suna throws the extinguished blunt to the side.

youre a little too high to realize him snaking his hands up your skirt, into your panties until he slowly starts to rub your clit. you cant protest though, not that you wanted to, because sunas lips are on yours.

youre still kissing when his hand moves to your throat and gives it a squeeze. before you can do anything about it your mouth opens, tongue lolling out. suna takes advantage and begins to suck on your tongue.

you stay like that for a moment before suna moves down to your neck leaving purple bruises as he travelled to your collarbone. he comes up to speak,

"good little bun. be good for me and thisll be good for both of us, kay?"

"mkay, rin rin."

he unzips your zip up, not knowing you had no bra or shirt on under. when he realizes he kisses your lips once more before sucking and swirling his tongue against the harden buds on your chest.

his fingers stop their circles on your clit, eliciting a high pitched whine from you, and slip into your pussy. two fingers, after a few pumps, turn into three.

until suna suddenly stops. you whine and complain as suna lifts you up and lays you down on the roof, positioning himself between your thighs.

"please rin rin, pleasee!"

"patience, little one. youre gonna like this."

he reaches into his pocket and grabs a pocket knife, tracing it along your thighs, cool metal making you moan. the sensation to die for. suna then slips it under the waistband of your panties and cuts them off. the knife goes back into his pocket and his face goes into your pussy.

he slurps, spits, swallows and suckles as squirm and sob. he enjoys every noise you make and twitch you do. it doesnt last long though because as soon as he plunges his fingers back into you you squirt all over his fingers and face.

he gives you a second before he sits you up. he takes your hands and guide them to take his sweats and boxers and push them just under his balls. exposing his 8 inch cock to you, fully hard.

"open." suna commands. and you do.

he puts his tip to your lips and automatically you suck. you swirl your tongue and give kitten licks to his tip, making sure to give it ample attention before moving to his shaft.

when you do finally move down to his length, you suck along the sides before placing half his length down your throat, going up and down. your head moves in a wave motion, eventually you take his whole cock inside the wet cavern that is your mouth.

"mhmm.. just like that, pretty. youre so good at this. youre such a perfect little thing, and youre all mine."

sunas head is thrown back, his hands the only things keeping him up. you really start to hear him moan as you hollow your cheeks, swirl your tongue, bob your head, and play with his balls all at the same time.

"...mine, mine, mine. nobody else can have you."

low grunts, soft moans and sighs that can only be described as pretty all come from sunas mouth. you giggle at his cuteness, the vibrations from your action immediately go to his dick and push him over the edge.

sunas big, veiny hands grab the back of your head and push you down his dick, forcing you to let his cum leak down your throat until he lets go. you swallow.

rintaro takes his squirt covered shirt off before laying you back down on your back. quickly, he lines himself up with your entrance and pushes himself in. with each thrust he goes deeper, deeper and deeper.

rin grabs your ankles, holding them over your head, he has you in a mating press. he angles himself to hit that one spongey spot you love. how does he know where it is? all the times he watched you try ever so hard to hit it with your little dildo. maybe he should make this known to you...

"im way better than that little fuck machine, arent i, little one?"

"huuhh..? how do yo- fuckk! know about that?"

"answer me, bunny."

"yes! way way better! way better than any of my toys! please go deeper, rin harder!!"

rintaro slams into you over and over until youre both ready to cum. and when you do you do it together.

you both lay there for a while, eventually you put your clothes back on. you both drink for a little longer until suna walks you home and spends the night at your house <3.

im back... maybe. i feel like everytime im here i write a fic to self project then leave. wtv 🤷‍♀️.

p.s. i love my boyfriend 💗💗💗.

rushed so dont come for me.

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It’s not common to see Atsumu fuming.

Genuine anger, not the petty shit he throws at you when he decides he wants to be an obnoxious turd to yourself or his brother.

You can tell the difference, too, because a petulant pout and attitude is plastered on that pretty face of his, but when he’s genuinely mad, there’s no attitude; it’s just raw emotion and lips pulled in a straight line, his chest giving irregular, short breaths because he can’t breathe. It’s almost scary, but it happens so little that you’ve learned to manage it when it does happen.

This is one of those rare occasions you have no clue which he’s feeling.

The car door outside slams shut, sending a nervous chill up your spine, but it’s immediately squashed when you hear Hisako’s innocent laughter. You smile and turn towards the now opening door, and you give atsumu a fake, sympathetic look when his thick brows are furrowed in frustration. On his leg, Hisako’s tiny arms are wrapped around him, her legs locked around his ankle and her smile that’s missing a tooth is beaming up at him.

“You,” he scolds, looking down at his menace of a six year old. “Go upstairs. And don’t come out until you’re seventy-eight.”

“Can I hug mommy first?”

“If you must,” he growls. With that, Hisako quickly bounds over to you and reaches her arms up for a hug, and while you give her one, you watch as Atsumu paces the floor, cards his hair, chews on his cuticles, anything to make him calm down.

“Daddy’s mad,” she whispers in your ear.

You offer her a snort, “I know.” With a kiss to her head you plant her back to her feet and nudge her to go into her room, waiting until to door closes before you turn back to your husband.

“Atsumu-“

“I’m not ready for this,” he growls. “The little traitor, I can’t believe she’d do this to me- my own flesh and blood.”

“Don’t word it like that, you make it sound like she committed arson or something.”

He softens and pouts like a dog; clearly, whatever it is, it’s taking a toll, and you sigh before you walk over and plant a kiss to his forehead. “Whatever it was, I know it wasn’t on purpose; what happened?”

“She’s just not ready, okay, she just doesn’t know-“

“Sweetheart, you need to let me in here-“

“He was holding her hand!” He whines, scrubbing his face with his hands. “They-They-They were holding hands! I thought I had a few more years to prepare for this shit! Wanted to wait before I put the fear back into these damn boys! I can’t fight a six year old!”

You pause. You retract your hand and give him an absolute smirk.

“You’re kidding me?”

“Sure ain’t!” He barks, crossing his arms over his chest. He’s so mad his forehead vein makes itself known with a sheen of sweat. “Tomorrow, I’m going to that damned school, and I’m moving her classes!”

“Honey,” you say sweetly, gently grabbing his arm to ground him. “It’s okay; I’m the one who told her to be nice to this boy.”

Instantly, his head whips in betrayal. His eyes are blown wide, muscles tense and despite how angry he looks, he can’t find the words to convey it.

“YOU WHAT?”

You shake your head, “she asked me why she feels butterflies in her tummy when she sees him.” To try and soothe him, you hook your head over his shoulder and bat your eyes innocently, “and I told her that it’s the same feeling I get when I see you-“

“Don’t try to be sweet, I’m mad at you,” he snarls, but there’s a softness in his eye that makes you think he’s not as serious as he thinks he comes across. A massive hand cards through his hair and he looks up to the sky as if to ask for patience. “I can’t believe this. My two babies, the loves of my life, betraying me in such juvenile ways.”

“Atsumu, spell juvenile,” you challenge.

“Spell ‘no’,” he grumbles. You sigh and gently grab his arm to pull him to the couch, and for a few seconds he puts up a small fight, but does end up giving into you in the end.

“Sweetie, listen to me,” you soothe. “Hisako is six. She’s going to start having little crushes soon enough-“

“Fuck, stop reminding me,” he whines.

You shake your head and rub a soothing hand on his back. “And all we can do is let her express those feelings in healthy ways; it’s what we’ve always done.”

“What if he hurts her?”

“He’s six.”

“What if he breaks her heart?”

“I’m sure she’ll cope.”

“What if he-“

“Atsumu.” Your hands squish his cheeks. “Calm down; she’s going to be okay.” You smile and kiss his pouted lips, “you remember what it was like having a crush at school-“

“Excuse you,” he grumbles from his squished cheeks, shaking his head from your grip. “I’ve only ever been in love with you.”

“You’ve told me about your relationship with Rintaro, trust me, that was a crush.”

“Was not!”

“Was too.”

“Was not!”

“It absolutely was.” You smile warmly, “and that’s fine. But now, you need to let her experience the same thing. She’s a big girl. Besides,” you nudge your nose with his, “you’ll always be her favorite man.”

“That’s actually Osamu, but I appreciate it.” Your words do seem to calm him down however, and he wraps a big arm around you to settle into the couch, “I just love her, baby… just want her to be safe.”

“I know; and she will be.”

The silence you get comfortable in gets interrupted by the door to your home getting flung open, and while you jump in the air in shock, next to you, Atsumu chuckles.

“Speaking of the devil.”

“What did you-“

Before you can say anything, Miya Osamu suddenly stands in the middle of your living room, the hat on his head tampered with and his apron turn on his hip, his head lined with sweat as if he ran here. Your jaw slacks in surprise, “Osamu, you did not leave work to come here-“

“WHAT STUPID LITTLE SNOT WAS HOLDING HER HAND?”

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🍰 Astro Bite #13

Second House Ruler in the Houses

The 2nd House in the chart tells us:

How can we earn income?

Do we have a strong desire to accumulate material goods/are we attached to the material?

What do we value in life and about ourselves?

What replenishes our energy and strengthens our stamina?

What practical skills do we have?

We analyze the sign, the ruling planet of the sign, the degree, and any planets in the house (and their aspects). For this post, I am only asking you to look at the sign on the cusp and where its ruling planet is placed.

E.g., if you have a Pisces 2nd house, look at the house where Neptune (also check out the traditional ruler, Jupiter) is placed, and read the explanation below.)

You can scroll to the bottom of this post for a little surprise. 💜 Enjoy!

2H Ruler in the 1H

If the planet is masculine, your income depends on YOU and your ability to actively go after what you want. If it's feminine, it could be linked to your ability to ATTRACT supporters and connections. It's possible to make money through your appearance, your self-image, and your physical body, as well as by actively expressing yourself in the world. Anything that boosts your self-confidence will energize you and make you feel like a 10/10, which is important for your drive and motivation to make money and put yourself out there.

2H Ruler in the 2H

The themes of the 2nd house are highlighted for you. You likely are quite invested in the desire to make money, maintain great health, and achieve a higher level of comfort in life. Making money is directly linked to your sense of self-worth. It could also mean that you can make a lot of money by investing and holding, working in real estate, working with the land, or crafting beautiful items with your hands.

2H Ruler in the 3H

You can make money with your intellect, advertising, commerce, and your communication skills - written or verbal. Learning new skills and crafts comes easily to you, and you could also be good at working with your hands. When you acquire new skills and gain new qualifications, it boosts your sense of self-worth and helps you expand your streams of income. Making money through your eye for details. Practical ways of making money, and engaging with the day-to-day.

2H Ruler in the 4H

To be financially stable and productive, you need to have a harmonious, stable home environment. Your work could have something to do with real estate, psychology, or children. It could also be a family business. You invest a lot of your energy into family/home matters. Perhaps, money struggles can destabilize your mental health a great deal, because money is directly linked to your sense of emotional stability and sense of safety. You could also be motivated to make money by the desire to provide for your family.

2H Ruler in the 5H

You could earn money through 5th house matters such as working with children, the entertainment industry, creative self-expression, hobbies you love, risky business, and sports. Be careful with gambling and the desire for quick gains and hedonism. You love to invest time and energy into fun, luxury items, and pleasurable activities. The good thing is that by having fun and enjoying yourself you can definitely achieve great health and financial stability.

2H Ruler in the 6H

As a Mercurial house, the 6th talks about specific skills and "niches", so you could be a field specialist or work in fields related to health, nutrition, and counseling. You could be a great worker, really methodical, intelligent, and resourceful. You could invest a lot of your money and energy into your health and fitness. Your financial stability will largely depend on your health. You make money by being of service and your self-worth can come from knowing that you are serving and helping others in some way.

2H Ruler in the 7H

You could make money through your romantic partner - you will either benefit from their wealth or have a business together. Generally, you will have more luck in finances if you partner with someone. But you could also lose finances or property because of divorces or your open enemies, so be careful with that. You invest a lot of time, energy, and money in your relationships. Your income might have something to do with the public - how people will view you will depend on the planet and its aspects. For example, if you have Uranus as the ruler in the 7th, you could be known for your shocking, unique ideas and self-expression that people readily pay you for.

2H Ruler in the 8H

Things get extreme in the 8th house - on one hand, you could be skilled at handling people's money, running your own business, and investing. On the other hand, you could be prone to major financial losses, especially if the ruling planet is aspected poorly. Both houses have to do with health, so you need to be careful with that, as well. Occult practices (such as yoga, Reiki, magick, etc), as well as psychotherapy, can help balance your energy and make you more efficient in the ways you make money. You are probably secretive about your income and don't like to brag about your possessions.

2H Ruler in the 9H

Anything that expands your mind and worldview such as higher education, long-distance travel, and meeting with different cultures, philosophies, etc... will boost your sense of self-worth, and help you make money. You could also earn your income away from your home country, or work as a "digital nomad". You could also be called to teach your wisdom and share your expertise with others. You probably set long-term goals for your financial future. Your work should definitely align with your belief system, and values, and should bring you a sense of deeper purpose.

2H Ruler in the 10H

You will make money by following your true calling in life, which is seen by the 10th house and the Midheaven. You are here to strive for the top of the mountain, and the 9-5 grind simply won't make the cut for you. If the planetary ruler is masculine, you could be greatly ambitious and strong-willed (depends on the sign and aspects, too). It's essential to find out what you want to do career-wise and go for it. You are definitely here to be seen and widely known, so if you shy away from the spotlight, your self-confidence and finances might suffer. Own the energy of your 10th house, and strive to be the best.

2H Ruler in the 11H

You invest a lot of time and energy into your friendships, social service, groups of people, and your dreams. You are probably idealistic and get a lot of visions and ideas for your financial future. Your values and self-worth come from going after your highest aspirations, as well as serving and contributing to the collective and society. You like to feel connected to others and crave a sense of a bigger purpose in your work. Your friends and network of people can help you generate your income. You could also build a large following online or do something technologically progressive.

2H Ruler in the 12H

This placement could indicate working in the mental health, and spiritual fields, as well as doing charity. You could also be an artist. Your great sensitivity and intuition help you make money in mysterious ways. You probably keep your income a secret or feel confused about defining your skills or asking for the money that you are worth. Your streams of income could be ever-changing and unpredictable. You could have trouble with spending money on unnecessary items or even on addictions that help you escape/cope with reality and mental health issues. If the planet is aspected poorly, you could go through major financial losses. Careful with being deceived. You need to pay extra attention to your mental and spiritual health in order to be physically and financially healthy.

- Veronika

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❥,,Sad/Troubling placements in a chart☔️:

❥,,12H Placements. (Esp. Sun, Moon and Venus) I don't usually prefer to discuss them in this topic but it's the truth. 12H are usually blinded by illusion that they have to WORK HARDLY on to get rid of, they're born with a sense of hyper awareness, heightened intuition and derealization, all at the same time. 12H placements are also known to be pretty karmic. For Sun, they may have had an emotionally absent father, for Moon it'd be their mother, for Venus likely their partners/friendships and relationships. Advice for these people are to spend time alone more, allow yourself to explore spirituality and dont be afraid of saying no, your feelings are just as important as the next person's🫶🏽.

❥,,8H Placements (Sun, Moon, Venus).These individuals are INTENSE. Having this placed on a personal placement especially the moon can be detrimental to the person. 8H placements usually have spiraling emotions, heightened intuition and typically have trust issues because of their past, and are similar to 12H placements. While both being dark, 12H and 8H are wise and spiritual individuals, they go through lots of pain to help others avoid it. Advice for these individuals are to cope with physical activity, anything that can release frustration and pent up anger, inlcuding exploring their identities and going on walks, similar to 12H placements.

❥,,Moon/Sun-Pluto Hard Aspects + Conj. These people are going through constant restless transformations, for the moon person, it can be in their family or emotions, for the sun it can be their image/personality. These people struggle mostly in their earlier years of life due to being exposed to many different troubling experiences in life. These people can not know how to express their individuality. They are often surrounded by people who have dark energies or controlling people who see their power and want to dim it. These people are very resilient individuals 🫂. These people and 12H/8H Moons are more likely to ghost people often. Advice for these people are to constantly tap into their emotions, utilize them for greater things, additionally doing activities that heal their inner child.

❥,,Mercury-Pluto/Mars/Moon hard Aspects. The dark side to this aspect between these planets can be trouble with expressing thoughts, especially when placed in square or opposition, it can be hard for them to decipher their emotions from their actions. Many may not understand what they try to get at, these people should turn to journalism and writing, when they do, they may find a sense of peace. Advice for These individuals are to try journalism, reach out to professionals anonymously or online, tapping into art is also an option, these people can find peace through writing down their angers on paper and burning it.

❥,,Moon in Scorpio and Capricorn (HM: Aquarius, Gemini, Aries and Sagittarius). Specifically Scorpio and Capricorn, these individuals may have had a complicating relationship with their mother, they may had certain ways of acting or different ideals that strained the relationship. Their mothers could have been emotionally unstable in some way. For Aquarius and Gemini, these individuals don't usually have emotionally available mothers, they often blew up on them or were constantly way too over protective sometimes even for no reason. For Aries and Sagittarius, these people may have had VERY impulsive mothers, mothers may have had a crazy past with their behavior and placed the Fire moon child on high expectations that they couldn't reach, these individuals often hide their true identity to seem more likeable. Despite seemings social, these individuals have very low social batteries and are likely to ghost. For all moon placements, this is intensified if placed in water houses (4H, 8H, 12H). 🫂♥️ Advice for these individuals are to express their emotions with people close to them, or similar to the recent observation, reach out anonymously.

❥,,Venus Square/Opposition Saturn. In my opinion, this aspect seems highly relevant no matter how far the orb is. These individuals can feel restricted with love all the while desiring it, they long for someone to care for but dislike being CARED for. These individuals can feel conflicted most of the time with the idea of relationships and are likely to twist their faces when they see couples in public (lmao). If orb is between 0-3, they may not believe in the idea of love or that it can be given to them. This is intensified if Venus is also negatively aspected by Neptune. Advice for these individuals are to look more into their self love and their true values before jumping into relationships.

❥,,Chiron 11H/4H/3H. These Individuals may have been shunned when it came to family and friends. Often treated like the outcasts or the "weird kids", they may have expressed their individuality more when in their younger years but as they got older, were forced to fit themselves into a diluted and mundane personality. Advice to these individuals are to grow themselves slowly to express individuality and stand up for themselves if possible, their words can go long ways.

❥,,Pisces(12H Merc.)/Cancer(4h Merc.) Mercury. These individuals may have had gotten bullied in younger years, many saw them as defenseless and siblings might've spoken over them a lot instead of letting them speak. Often misunderstood, unheard and wise individuals. Many people do not take the advice of these individuals but they always end up right in the end, its always an "I told you so" moment, even so many will continued to ignore the advice of these individuals. 🙁♥️🫂 Advice for these individuals are similar to Chiron placements.

❥,,Saturn 1H/4H/5H/6H/7H. One word. Limitation. These individuals often missed out on the pleasures in life, they can constantly be hard on themselves and often never gave themselves chances to be themselves and have fun. These individuals need to recognize that it's okay to make mistakes and its okay to spend time alone but they should not restrict themselves from enjoying the pleasures of life. ♥️🫂 Advice for the individuals are to stop themselves occasionally, and force themselves out of their comfort zones and try small but new things.

❥,,Saturn-Neptune Opposition/Square. These individuals have trouble with separation from reality and illusion, these people often have on rose colored glasses and tend to not trust the right people, they can often find themselves being betrayed by people they thought cared for them. Prone to depersonalization and dissociation. Please take care of yourselves, these individuals must learn to protect their energies and heighten their awareness♥️🫂.

❥,,Aquarius/Capricorn placements (Esp Risings). Also known at the Saturnian placements. These people may have karma on their sides but that also means karma hits them 10x as harder. Wherever these signs are placed in your chart require one to mature and learn hard lessons based on it until their mature years. Advice for these individuals are to maintain their awareness and find grounding in the midst of the chaos they can experience.

❥,,Sun/Moon-Saturn Trine and Hard aspects. These individuals similar to Saturnian placements go through heavy karma in life, they're often mature at very young ages due to their experiences. They feel things heavier than most and they often have great advice that can save others from their troubles. These individuals may only seem their bad qualities and fail to point out their good ones. ♥️🫂 Advice for these individuals are to explore self love and understand how to save their energy and limit themselves from self-criticism.

❥,,Sun/Moon-Neptune hard aspects. These individuals may have toruble setting apart from their images(Sun) and their emotions(Moon). Everyday life can seem like a challenge due to this. They may not seem themselves the way others see them similar to Sun/Moon-Saturn hard aspects. ♥️🫂. Advice for these people are to protect their energies and grounds themselves, w the use of Mudras, sigils, meditation, and more.

I should've done this before but if I'm missing anything please comment them! I will reply with an observation ♥️. That is all for tonight, cya! ~ J.

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astrology notes: 12 🏰

quick note: i'm absolutely not an astrologer. these are just a collection of some observations, thoughts, theories, and personal experiences. above all this is just for fun. lastly, these may or may not apply to you but you might find something to be true about your friends, family, or lover. enjoy!

➷ capricorn/saturn doms: they absolutely won’t be an enabler. they’re big on competence and aren’t too fond of overdependent people. it’s lowkey repulsive to them when people won’t even bother trying, choose not to put in the work, or they always want/expect people to do things that they’re capable of doing for themselves. they value independence so they don’t just encourage others to be independent but they expect themselves to be independent and competent as well. otherwise they’ll put in the effort to learn. they hold themselves to the same standards they have for others.

➷ gemini in the 7th house, especially with inner planets or a stellium: for these natives, the person they end up marrying must be funny. might even be a deal breaker for them if their partner isn’t funny. they love to laugh, like to joke with they’re friends/loved ones, so they have to be able to laugh and joke with the person they’re going to spend the rest of their life with. may desire someone with a similar sense of humor. they bring an upbeat & lighthearted energy into their relationships and they need to be able to express themselves or feel comfortable enough to be themselves. communication is also of great importance in their relationships. they may want to text and talk to their favorite people all through out the day.

➷ saturn brings difficulties and challenges but there are also rewards. so if your saturn placement has only brought you trouble or hardship stay tuned to see the blessings in disguise, how/where your hard work pays off, how/where you’ll reap what you've sowed.

saturn in the 10th house - you may experience conflict with your bosses, those who are superior to you or have more authority than you. they may be condescending, a classist, a megalomaniac, or they held you back in some way. but you endure that mistreatment and later on you receive a promotion, you obtain a leadership position, maybe you take their spot. but in your new position you don’t treat your subordinates like your bosses or mentors have treated you. you’ve learned from that experience, you know what it’s like. you treat all your employees or the people working under you with the same respect, you consider and value their ideas, you give them opportunities or bonuses when deserved, they feel like you’re a good leader, they learn from you and may consider you the best boss they’ve ever had. as a result, this can contribute to a good reputation and can benefit your career.

saturn in the 2nd house - you may experience issues with your self-esteem. could be the type to look in the mirror and pick yourself apart. may be hard on yourself or too critical. perhaps you’ve been picked on or you’ve been belittled by others. but then you may start a career in the fashion/beauty industry, perhaps you become a model. because you worked through the issues that saturn presented you with regarding your confidence or your beauty, you’re now impervious to the critics, their words don’t get to you because you know yourself, you know what you’ve gone through to become a stronger person. the people who teased you now look at you with envy or admiration. you’re confident in front of casting directors, you have tough skin, you don’t compare yourself to other models, your confidence oozes through your magazine covers, you have a strong presence on the runway. and perhaps there’s a sense of professionalism about you that makes clients or designers come back for more, time after time, leading to longevity or an impressive resume or portfolio.

saturn in the 4th house - you may have been your own parent, probably felt like you had to raise yourself and your siblings. may have felt more like a parent to your parents than they were to you. you couldn’t depend on your family or mom so you we’re only able to depend on yourself. you had to be an adult when you were just a kid. your experiences here can make you feel reluctant to have children of your own. but if you do have end up having kids, you could make a great parent. yes saturn can be strict, and you may be a parent that emphasizes rules, respect, hard work, etc. but you’ll also give them the childhood experience you didn’t get to have. your upbringing/family life was hard so you want it to be better and smoother for them. they don’t have to feel the burdens of life and responsibilities so early and so harshly, they have someone they can depend on, a parent that’s always there for them. raising them to be awesome human beings with good morals, passing on the wisdom & life lessons you’ve gained, giving them the affection you didn’t receive, making home feel like a safe environment. you’re patient with them. the difficult times at home gave you experiences and lessons that make parenthood easier to handle. and that child or your children may help you heal you from those emotional wounds. you might look back on those tough times and be proud of yourself when you see the family you came from and the family you’ve created.

the themes of saturn may not always be fun but they’re necessary. and depending on the way saturn plays out in your chart, it may present you with things that you’ll later look back on and be grateful for.

➷ leo in the 12th house: may struggle with the idea of fame or popularity, shying away from the spotlight but lowkey wanting it, you daydream about getting compliments, being on stage, displaying the talents you very much have, the crowd cheering for you & enjoying your performance. egotistical thoughts & desires. struggling with self-expression, you stand out but want to hide, reminds me of this emoji 🎭, you appear happy & sunny on the outside but you feel dead inside, could express your pain through music, acting, or art. aware of the activity in your subconscious, introspective, humble, not boastful or flashy, proud of how you’ve faced adversity or overcame the suffering you experienced, you could be like a light to others who have faced similar experiences, potentially leading them out of their suffering. seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, you may have the tendency to remain hopeful despite everything you’ve endured.

➷ virgos remind me of cats because they’re always cleaning/grooming themselves. they constantly check their nails making sure they’re free of dirt & looking nice, they smell good, their clothes fit well and look presentable, primping their hair, making sure their skin isn’t dry/ashy, checking for nose/eye boogers, etc. idk about you guys but they’re the type of person i’d sleep with, like thank you for not being dusty and respecting me & my body. you guys know that saying “common sense isn’t so common” ? well neither is proper basic hygiene or cleanliness so i don't blame them for their tendencies.

➷ mercury dominants: probably good at typing and they type fast. may enjoy typing and testing their typing speed, trying to beat their previous wpm, and they may like writing by hand just because it can be calming. naturally good with their hands, sewing, cooking, building, doing hair, drawing, etc. random but probably good at untangling things like necklaces.

➷ mars in the 6th house: once they get going, they work nonstop. they want to get everything done at once. the type to do things one after another with short breaks or none at all. they may take on more than they can handle and force themselves to complete all their tasks but that’s because they can be so driven and hardworking. the types to take their work home with them. this can be detrimental for their health but for employers this is someone you’d most likely want to hire.

➷ your lilith sign may show you where you have scars (including surgery scars), where you often get cuts/wounds/pain, or the body part you obsess over because you see flaws:

gemini - hands, arms, shoulders

pisces - feet

capricorn - knees, joints

leo - heart, back, hair

cancer - chest/breasts

aries - head, face, eyes

➷ chiron in aquarius: may have experienced troubling friendships, or losing a lot of friends. loyal to a fault, you put great effort into your relationships, maybe you were more considerate, more eager to be their friend, and you’re probably a good, genuine friend but the love and energy you showed them wasn’t reciprocated or they suddenly turned on you.

➷ stewie from family guy has to have prominent capricorn & aquarius placements. he’s sarcastic, funny with a dry sense of humor, so damn smart, smarter than his peers, wise beyond his years, inventive, independent, ambitious, great with technology & he has so many cool devices & gadgets, he’s a baby but he’s mature, logical, and his personality makes him appear older than he looks. hmm, probably some scorpio or aries in his chart too because he’s also revengeful, holds grudges, strategic, driven, and can be violent. despite his possible aquarius placements, his main and constant friend has been the family dog brian who is mature and much older (56 in dog years) than stewie. he must have some stuff going on in his 4th house too, he basically hates his family & he's so mean to them, especially his mom 😂 maybe he has mars in his 4th house. he’s straightforward & tends to be condescending and harsh/rude. he also likes to be in control & he’s an initiator which may be due to the cardinal energy if he does any have capricorn and aries placements.

➷ gemini rising/mercury, sag rising/mercury: because you're so funny & sarcastic people may not take you or your words seriously because they always think you're joking. others can be shocked when you have to take it up a notch to show them you’re serious cause they don’t see that side of you often. your reaction is unexpected. but you also don't take life seriously either. with that being said, it’s rare to see these natives fuming especially with more reserved moon signs or those that like to be in control like capricorn, virgo, and scorpio moon.

➷ taurus in the 6th house: may be prone to procrastination and being messy. taurus is often described as lazy or not quick to act, so they might not be the types to put things back where they got it from or they clean up in a half-assed manner. and they’re stubborn so if they don’t want to do something or they want to do it later, it may be hard to dissuade them. i’ve also noticed they tend to have stable employment & this is partly due to their great work ethic and determination. they always have a job, if they’re unemployed it’s not for long, or they've worked at the same job for many years making it a huge part of their career and resume.

➷ pluto in the 7th house: may be possessive of their relationships. not just romantic relationships, but their relationships with those who are important or closest to them. best friend, family, etc. you’re their favorite person so they want to be your favorite person. if they have a best friend, they don't want that person to have other best friends, they want to be the closest person to them. i also think this stems from a place of control & fear. they don’t get close to a lot of people but they’ve opened up to a few selected people & shared some of their secrets with them, so they don’t want the people they’ve trusted to potentially share those things with others or to form stronger bonds with other people because they might leave them for someone else, and other reasons.

➷ 9th house ruler in the 5th house: sunday school teacher for children, arts/fashion school, may have played sports in college/university, a division 1 or 2 school maybe, a sports coach, possibly a hedonist, popular in school, interested in child development, learning could be something you enjoy, confident in your intelligence, creating and planning fun trips, proud of your academic achievements, lots of college parties & hookups, having a pleasurable and memorable college experience, the type to either put fun before their studies or to go to class late & still drunk from the night before but you excel anyways, inspired by different cultures, could be good at playing games like chess.

9th house ruler in the 8th house - religious trauma, a natural interest in the occult or esoteric spiritual practices, may study finance or business, well versed in psychology, may be a therapist, mortuary school, challenging the law, unpleasant or negative experiences with spirits, someone who possesses profound knowledge, people may ask you, “how do you know that stuff?” may teach others about sex & the reproductive systems like sexual education, sharing your knowledge about astrology, could have spiritual experiences with drugs or psychedelic plants like shrooms, cannabis, or ayahuasca.

9th house ruler in the 11th house - science over spirituality, studying politics, could like traveling or going on vacation with your friends, an atheist, could be the wisest one or religious one in your friend group, the friend people go to for advice, philanthropic/generous, might’ve gone to trade school, took online/virtual classes, received alternative education other than the traditional college/university, part of a sorority/fraternity, interested in astronomy, big dreams, wanting to make an impact in the world, possessing knowledge & ideas that could change the world in some way.

➷ empty 2nd house: may not have a lot of personal belongings, most of the things you have were given to you or someone purchased them for you, you can be low-maintenance, not really having any personal income, but you may have money from other sources like an inheritance or a benefactor, or you rely on your family or government assistant for your financial needs, others might pay your bills, may dislike shopping, might not cook often, a simple wardrobe, nothing too fancy, not materialistic, could be indifferent towards money, you’re not impressed by it.

if you read this until the end i hope you enjoyed it & thank you so much for reading. ♥︎♥︎♥︎, those hearts are for you.

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South Node in houses synastry

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South Node in partners 1st house makes the house person feel so fucking comfortable. South Node person can help the house person with how to have a healthy, and loyal partnership. House person is alright with South Node person being the leader in the relationship, and feels like South Node is someone they have a deep soul connection with. This placement is meant to have a relationship of some kind, and a very deep one. U left a deep impression on each other in a past life and you're supposed 2 meet one way, or another in this one fam ✨❤️‍🔥.

South Node in partners 2nd house makes the house person feel very possessive over the South Node person, but not in a toxic way. House person feels safe for the first time, and doesn't want anyone to ruin that. Honestly, they were probably together in a past life so house person will do anything they can to protect the South Node, maybe sometimes even do irrational things 2 keep South Node around. But they'll love to be in each others company, and can last a very long time cuz they feel so secure together 👫🌤.

South Node in partners 3rd house makes the house person feel like they met in a past life, or have some unfinished karma to take care of. House person finds it very easy to communicate with the South Node person because they've met before, they could also have been siblings or neighbours in a past life ⭐⭐⭐. House person can also feel a little tense at times, because they think so alike ⚡⚡⚡.

South Node in partners 4th house makes the house person have deep karmic relations 2 the South Node person, can be bad or good tho depending on aspects 😇👿. They have each others back at ANYTIME! against anyone that tries 2 tear them apart. House person feels so connected, that they sometimes even go against their own morals. But they are meant 2 be together, and they're family 🖤. Till death do us apart baby 💋⛓.

South Node in partners 5th house indicates that they were lovers in a past life, maybe even an extramarital affair between the two 👀💍. In this lifetime you've come together 2 do it right, and be together properly. Social events, and parties is ideal 4 u guys. Kids could also have been a big theme in a past life 4 u guys, so no kids could be a big option in this life 💍🥂🍾.

South Node in partners 6th house makes the toxic traits a bit more obvious here, than any other placement. House person could feel like the South Node person owes them something from last life. House person might have the upper hand in this lifetime 🗣💪👀 it also indicates that they will feel like they can't be without each other , so you'll keep coming back together 🙅‍♀️🙅💗.

South Node in partners 7th house means they were tied by death in a past life🤲🪐, and will be together in this one. House person will feel like South Node pushes the house person to change, but 2 change with them and not feel alone while doing so. After they worked their karma out, there's a high chance that they will part ways. South Node helps house person 2 find out who they are, and when they do? all bets are off 🤷‍♀️❤️‍🔥💔

South Node in partners 8th house means that you guys were probably enemies in a past life, and no we're not talking about petty shit. One of y'all could have killed the other, especially the South Node person 🧐😮‍💨👁, now let's get2 the good shit. House will have been waiting 2 find South Node person for a long time. House person feels like South Node is the only one who can connect with them, soul level indicated 💋💋.

South Node in partners 9th house makes the couple expand every area of their lives, especially when it comes to higher learning, spirituality and long distance travels. They are meant to be each others "guiding star"⭐ in this lifetime, cuz they've healed each other before and will do it again ❗❗❗. House person will feel like South Node person knows best, not because they don't trust their own judgement but because they have so much faith in South Node person<33.

South Node in partners 10th house indicates great business deals and partnerships, u guys helped each other a lot in a past life so naturally you'll do the same in this one 💁‍♀️💸💸💵💵. Could also indicate an arranged marriage by your parents tho 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫. House person may feel like South Node person want to get married, getting started on creating a family quick and things like that. They naturally look good together btw 💅✨✨.

South Node in partners 11th house could be an indication of step kids in this relationship, both or one partner could have kid/s before meeting the other 💜. Your soul contract is 2 finish unfinished business, and start 2 love how fucking nice it is that y'all are different. You met in a past life, and probably didn't like each other 😭🤣, but in this lifetime you'll learn how to love each other and come together when things get rocky 🦾🖤.

South Node in partners 12th house is a deep soul contract/karma that these two have. One can end up with a deep soul connection, or a deep heartbreaking experience with no understanding of what was really going on 👿🥺. South Node could take advantage and use the house person, 4 their own personal gains! but look at the aspects 2 c which way it will go babe<333.

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𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 ⊹ kita shinsuke.

summary : the morning after your first time together, kita shinsuke shows you how you're his entire world–and then some.

warnings : fem reader, smut (minors do not interact), mentions of first time together (NO virginity loss), protected sex, established relationship, oral (f. receiving), fingering, slight hair pulling (character receiving), teasing, begging, pet names (sweetheart, my girl)

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When you wake, the first thing you feel is warm.

The second thing you feel is Shinsuke’s arms around you, holding you loosely yet firmly–as if to reassure you that, even in sleep, he’s there. That he’s unconsciously thinking of you, reaching for you even while his mind has drifted into a deep lull.

For a moment, that is all; you feel a blissful sense of peace fill your chest, and with your eyes still closed, you bask in the inherent sensation of comfort surrounding your heart. The smile that makes its way onto your face is not of your own accord: you can’t help it–not when Shinsuke’s breath fans across the nape of your neck, his lips grazing against the skin there. You want to shiver at the ticklish feeling–to bury yourself further in his hold–your body instinctively shifting as your heart tugs in your chest.

When you shift your legs–moving them back so that one rests between Shinsuke’s legs–it is then that you feel the deep soreness that lingers between your thighs.

Your heart nearly clenches when you’re reminded of the previous night: when, merely a few hours prior, you and Shinsuke had given in to long-awaited desires, embracing over and over until you’d had your fill of the other. Even then, it had hardly been enough; you recall fondly how Shinsuke seemed to continue reaching for you, the look in his eyes begging for more in such a way that you could not deny.

You hold your hand over your sternum–a poor attempt to calm your now-racing heart–a dazed look crossing your features when you’re reminded of how much love the previous night contained.

The night you and Shinsuke had fully given yourselves to each other; it was much like Shinsuke himself, you muse: wholly giving and filled with reassuring affection, loving touches and gentle caresses, an entirely selfless act of love that you had never experienced before.

As you watch the thin, gauzy white curtains shift as the heater kicks on, with Shinsuke’s arms wrapped around you, you feel like the luckiest person in the world.

From the window across your line of sight, the light has just barely crested the horizon, peeking over the rolling hills and nearly bare rice paddies; contently, you think that in just a few weeks’ time, the fields will be ripe for planting. You look forward to seeing your lover hard at work, standing up in the distant field to wipe the sweat off his forehead–leaving a small streak of rich brown dirt smeared on his brow. He’ll grin when he sees you making your way towards him, offering you that charmingly lopsided smile that you fell in love with, ready and willing to chide you for not adorning the proper wet boots as needed to aid in the planting process.

For now, however, it is still too early–both in terms of the morning and the planting season. For now, you can bask in your satisfying embrace of pure, unbridled joy, relaxing in Shinsuke’s arms.

You shift, moving slightly until your back is closer to Shinsuke’s chest. It causes him to stir, and the smile on your face only broadens when he mumbles something against your neck, still toeing the hazy line between consciousness and unconsciousness.

“Mornin’ sweetheart,” he presses his lips to your temple in greeting, and the deep tone of his voice is enough to make you sigh happily.

“Good morning, Shin’,” you return, allowing your eyes to fall shut again.

In response, the man behind you pulls you closer, embracing you in his steady arms until your back is cradled against his broad chest.

Only then are you reminded that Shinsuke is bare–minus loose briefs that hang low on his hips. Even from this position, you can feel the ridges of his lower abdominal muscles, the flexing of his biceps as he tenses his arms in a pseudo-stretch, ever mindful of how he has you in his arms.

“I could get used to this,” Shinsuke chuckles against your ear, brushing his lips over every inch of exposed skin he can reach.

An exhilarating feeling swarms your chest at his attention, making you feel light and airy. Shinsuke never fails to convey his affection for you, often leaving you speechless and swooning in the wake of his honest words. Even while boyishly bashful, he has never shied away from letting you know how he feels, opening up a bit of his heart with every sincere statement that falls past his lips.

You find that you are still not immune to them, nor his unknowing charms. Even after all this time, even after finally having all of him for the first time.

“I don’t know how you do that,” you state softly, not wanting to disrupt the peace that has wrapped you in an embrace almost as warm as Shinsuke’s.

You feel his thoughtful hum before you feel it, nestled just underneath the skin of your ear, and you almost tilt your head further to feel his lips more fully against you.

“Do what? Enlighten me, please.”

His words, similar to every part of him, are sweet. You don’t think you’ve ever met a man as sweet as Kita Shinsuke before, and it sometimes leaves you reeling that someone as wholly good as him looks at you like you’ve put the stars in the sky.

“Dunno how you can just–” you wave your hand around as you look for the appropriate term, snapping your fingers when it appears in the forefront of your mind, “–just say such intimate things. Like, how you can be fully honest and not feel shy about it. You drive me crazy, Shin’.”

Similar to when he hummed, you feel him smile against your throat. He’s still distracting himself by kissing along your skin, allowing his lips to drag along the softness he so adores. Then, as if offended that you moved your hand away from him in your brief word search, he pulls it back until it rests against your navel, just under his own.

“In a good way, I hope,” he teases, and the slight lilt to his words leaves you convinced that the room is spinning.

You have to remind yourself that you’re lying down.

“Definitely a good way,” you reply, allowing your head to rest against his shoulder.

Shinsuke adjusts behind you, pulling you further into his embrace. When he guides you, he unknowingly ruts his cock against your backside, and you nearly lose your breath when you feel how he’s half-hard in his briefs.

But he quickly relaxes, letting out a soft sound of contentedness, his lips moving against your skin as he yawns.

“Good,” Shinsuke says, and drowsiness coats his words, causing his voice to sound rough with sleep, and you feel a deep flush of arousal despite yourself. He busies his free hand by running it up your side, though he still remains respectful, never daring to trail his fingertips along the same burning path he did last night.

The notion of his thoughtfulness simultaneously leaves you wanting–deep pulse settling between your thighs at how his touch lingers, at the memories of what transpired a few hours prior–while also causing your heart to thrum in your chest.

You wonder if the titillating feeling of being loved by Shinsuke will ever diffuse; you don’t think it will.

You lapse into a tranquil silence, the kind where you cannot tell whether seconds or minutes have passed. It seems as if Shinsuke is just as satisfied with the quietude, the state of stillness, as he remains that way for what could be forever.

“How’re you feelin’?” he asks, but his voice is just as calm and quiet as a spring breeze.

His words, dipped in care and concern, remind you of the satisfying ache you feel between your thighs.

“Fine,” you say, but when you feel him begin to fuss behind you, his hand moving to massage the bare skin of your hip, you amend it with, “good, I mean. A little sore–but the good kind. I like it.”

It seems to calm him, your reassurances, as his restlessness appears to settle. His touch against your body feels a bit more confident when he resumes trailing his fingers just barely below your hip, dipping down your thighs with a calming, feather-light touch.

“You like it?” Shinsuke questions, and you think you hear a trace amount of amusement coloring his tone.

Your other hand–the one still held underneath one of Shinsuke’s–twitches when he reaches a sensitive area just under your hipbone. If you were turned around, you’d be able to see the soft quirk of his brow, followed by an almost mischievous grin that would put the Miyas' to shame.

He does it again, and this time, you move your hand, so it’s on top of his, curling your fingers around him.

“I do. It’s the good kind of ache, you know?” you clarify, hoping he understands the underlying meaning of your words. Despite all the barriers that had been brought down last night–his hands and mouth on you, worshiping you, his cock bringing you to the peak of pleasure–in the barely-there light of morning, you find that the shyness has returned to you, encompassing you once again.

But, similar to the ache that lingers–the good kind–you like it. It reminds you of the feeling of having just fallen in love, the enchanting and seemingly neverending phase of being completely enraptured with Kita Shinsuke.

“Yeah, I do know,” Shinsuke murmurs, unable to help himself when he leans forward to place a chaste kiss against the dip of your throat. The way he says it is not as if he is merely humoring you; he says it as if he understands because he feels it, too. As if, instead of a physical ache, he’s referring to the nearly incessant beating of your heart, pounding and fluttering under any ounce of his affection.

It causes you to rephrase the question: “What are you feeling?”

He grins–as if he was waiting for you to ask that question, wanting to answer it. It’s flattering, the way he so obviously yearns for you. You yearn for him, too.

“A lot,” he says, sighing deeply. His arms tense as he begins playing with your fingers, threading them through his own, doing his best to convey the complicated emotions he feels. “‘M feeling a lot, honestly. But I wouldn’t trade it for anything.”

Again, humor laces his tone, egging you on.

Repeating him from earlier, you ask, “Enlighten me?” and Shinsuke immediately catches on to the underlying please you hadn’t spoken.

You don't need to, not when you understand each other so perfectly. It’s as if you’re in tune with each other; one glance is all you need, unspoken words unnecessary.

Shinsuke swears that if he wasn’t already in love with you, he surely would have fallen at that moment.

“Hm,” he pretends as if he’s contemplating his following words–as if they weren’t already on the tip of his tongue–moving to kiss along your neck, grinning against your shoulder. “I wanna keep ya’ all to myself. Don’t wanna leave this bed for anything. I wanna keep kissin’ you,” he punctuates his words with a deliberate, lingering kiss to your cheek, not pulling away even after his lips leave your skin, “and I wanna love on ya’ some more.”

Shinsuke speaks as if he hasn’t just swept the floor out from underneath you, as if he can’t feel how your pulse races under his touch. Surely, he can feel it, especially with his lips mere centimeters from your pulse point.

“Oh,” you tell him, breathless. “‘S that all?”

You meant for your statement to be cool–teasing, even–but, like with anything regarding you, your lover picks up on your meaning effortlessly.

“Mm. No. ‘M definitely feelin’ a lot more, if you wanna hear about it.”

Oh, do you.

“If you don’t mind,” you state, and Shinsuke feels his heart warm at your playful tone.

With slow movements, like he’s giving you time and room to stop him, Shinsuke tugs at your hip, urging you to roll over and face him. Of course, you oblige, because when you turn to look at him and he’s smiling at you like that–eyes bright and hair still mussed with sleep–how could you ever deny him?

He cups your cheek, caressing his thumb along your cheekbone with a delicate, mellowed touch. Instinctively, you lean into him, nuzzling your face into the warmth of his palm, fully indulging in him.

When you open your eyes to find him already staring at you, eyes brimming with so much adoration and care, you could swear you’re still dreaming.

“You make me really happy. I can’t really explain it,” Shinsuke says, and while the warmth in his voice is ever-present, the mischievousness he’d previously adopted has softened around the edges. “Like, I was happy and all before you. But ya’ make it all better. More clear, if that makes any sense at all. Honestly, it feels like I’m talkin’ nonsense right now, but I think you get what I mean.”

And you do. The sincerity of his gaze, the sure way he holds you–you wholeheartedly and enthusiastically understand Shinsuke’s feelings because they are a mirror image of your own.

“I know I said it a lot last night, ‘nd that I probably sound like a broken record,” Shinsuke pauses to chuckle–a small, almost self-deprecating thing but with no connotations of negativity–before continuing, “but I mean it when I say that I love ya’. More than anything, really. ‘Nd that I could stay like this forever, if you’d have me.”

As he speaks, Shinsuke busies himself with tracing over the details of your face. His fingers run over the bridge of your nose, his eyes quickly following wherever his fingers touch. It’s like he can’t get enough of you, and the look gleaming in his eyes only further affirms that thought.

“I would have you,” you say because, after the sweet confession he offered you, it feels like the most appropriate thing to say. How can you top that? How can you express your love more fully than Shinsuke already has?

Your eyes quickly flutter shut when he drags the pads of his thumb over them, taking in the sight of your peacefully closed lids.

“I could stay like this forever,” he whispers with a breath, repeating his previous statement.

“Me too,” you agree with him, though it sounds more like a plea than anything else. “If you’ll have me.”

You feel Shinsuke’s shoulders move in a near-silent chuckle, his fingers dipping from your eyes to pull at your bottom lip. He lets the pad of his thumb sink into the plushness, pulling it down and keeping it there until you kiss it.

“I’ll always have you,” he says, but it sounds more like a reassurance than anything. Like he’s promising not only to always love you but to always care for you, to always keep you, and keep you safe.

To always leave you a spot next to him, at his table, in his bed. To clear out one of the drawers in his dresser, making space for you, asking you with quiet eyes and a docile smile to let him integrate his way into your life.

“And I’ll always have you,” you reassure him, and when it falls from your lips, it’s a promise.

He kisses you then; you knew he was going to when his eyes became half-lidded, his gaze thoroughly distracted. Still, his hand lingers to hold your cheek, eventually moving to cup the back of your neck, tilting your head to kiss you deeper.

You respond immediately, wrapping your arms around him. You’re both grinning; it makes the kiss a bit difficult, but you wouldn’t trade it for the world. Like almost everything, apparently, the kiss feels different from the ones you shared last night. You try to think about it–perhaps it’s the light of early morning just beginning to peek into the still-blue room, or maybe it’s something else entirely–but your head spins the longer Shinsuke kisses you, and any other thoughts quickly fade.

His lips remain soft against yours, moving against your mouth until it turns warm and pliant for him. You’re soon parting your mouth for him, urging him closer, letting out a slight sound when he presses his tongue between your lips. It’s hot as he licks into your mouth, and you feel yourself reeling at the taste of him, tugging your hands through the messy hair at the nape of his neck.

Shinsuke kisses you slowly, almost lazily, like he has all the time in the world. He kisses you like the sun isn’t just barely cresting above the horizon, gracing the tops of the mountains miles away–like he has nothing to do today. As his hands slide down your sides, doing a better job of warming you than the heater and blankets combined, you humor the thought that maybe Shinsuke doesn’t want to do anything else today. That you’ll be able to keep him in bed, all to yourself–until the sun disappears and the moon takes its place and the sun rises again.

It takes a few more seconds for him to pull away, and when he does, you’re breathless. Shinsuke doesn’t move far, though, staying with his lips just a hairs-width away from your own. You stay like that for a moment–his gaze warm and soft, darting between your eyes and your lips, his mouth grazing yours–before you feel an intense longing to feel him close again.

Twisting your hands in his hair, you tug him close again, losing yourself to the feel of his lips. Shinsuke happily obliges, roughly chuckling against your mouth. He kisses you deeper this time; when he licks into your mouth, he presses down on your tongue, allowing the spit to pool there before sighing gently against you.

He warms you up, hands still trailing down your sides. It’s not until you shift, moving to rest underneath him, that Shinsuke moves. Carefully, he braces his arms so that he’s hovering over you, refusing to break the sweet kiss that makes your mind feel tremulous. Quickly, you find yourself feeling a similar heat that was ever-present last night; it’s the sort of heat that begins between your thighs, lingering until you feel the need to press them together–anything to relieve some of the pleasurable ache–before eventually spreading up your stomach, caressing your ribs, filling your heart and head.

“Please, Shin’,” you manage to murmur against your lover’s mouth, and while your voice is shaky, he understands your meaning.

“Don’t wanna make you even sorer, sweetheart,” he tries to reason, but your hands are running down his bare chest, gripping and pulling at his hips, guiding him until he’s leaning over your body.

“But it’s the good kind,” you tell him, and the desire has become so poignant that you can’t even bring yourself to be embarrassed over the uncharacteristic whine in your words. “It’s the kind I want to feel. Please, Shin’.”

He can’t resist you. He’s never been able to. You make his head spin–make his heart throb and cock feel heavy where it rests between his thighs.

“Yeah, it feels good right now. I don’t want it to become too much,” Shinsuke fusses over you, but he readily indulges when you pull him down for another kiss. This one is messy, eager, full of spit and desire when you moan greedily into his mouth, making your needs known.

You see his resolve crumbling before you when he pulls away, but the concern is still evident on his face. He doesn’t want to hurt you, doesn’t want to make you feel an uncomfortable sort of ache that will surely come if you continue indulging.

His gaze drifts to your swollen lips again, longing gleaming in his eye despite the concern, and you become almost frustrated at his inherent sweetness.

With your hands still in his hair, you pull ever-so-slightly–enough for him to take you seriously. “Shinsuke,” you begin, willing yourself to convey even a modicum of normalcy, “I love you. And I love that you’re looking out for me. But I want you to fuck me now. Please?”

Your words cause him to pause–it’s almost comical how he appears to choke, to sputter on his words. How his eyes go wide, how you feel his cock throb against your hip. The visceral reaction you pulled from him is nothing short of satisfying, and you can’t help the proud smirk that barely begins to tug at your lips, lifting your heart with an equally pleased feeling.

When he finally gathers himself, a similar look of mischief is present on Shinsuke��s face. “What,” he leans down, placing a chaste kiss against your lips before quickly pulling away, “am I,” he kisses you again–just enough to leave you wanting for more, “going to do,” another kiss, “with you?”

You like seeing Shinsuke like this–playful, with a certain lilt to his words that would make anyone swoon. You like seeing how he smiles down at you, happy in his place hovering over you. It makes you feel safe–wanted.

“Make me feel good?” you ask, grinning when your voice comes out as equally in-love sounding as Shinsuke’s. “Please?”

Kissing down your neck, he gently bites at your skin, and you feel him grin when you gasp at the sensation.

“I’d be a happy man,” Shinsuke says, fingers pressing and massaging against your hips. He remains with his head resting in the crook of your neck, distracting you with breathtaking kisses, dragging his tongue along your skin, before he pulls away to look at you again. “If you’re sure.”

He’s still looking out for you, still worried about making you sore. You feel the urge to sob at his inherent sweetness, feeling an unmistakable tug jolt in your chest.

Reverting to seriousness, you cup Shinsuke’s cheeks, holding him close. He watches you with rapt attention, giving you his all, staring at you like you’re the world.

You suppose you are his world.

“I want you, Shinsuke,” you repeat, allowing the playfulness and teasing to abandon your words. “I want to feel you again. I really do feel fine, I promise. Hardly any soreness.”

He watches you for a moment–gauging your words, debating on whether or not to believe you. But you’re unwavering, staring right back at him with a slowly building grin, still holding his face between your hands.

Then, you watch as his face relaxes all at once, and he drops his head to your shoulder.

“Yer gonna be the death of me,” Shinsuke mumbles against your collarbone, unable to help himself as he places a kiss there.

Carding your fingers through his hair, you hold him for a second, reveling in the feeling of Shinsuke visibly relaxing under your touch. His weight on top of you is welcome, warming you all over, and you once again feel like the luckiest person in the world. He makes you feel unbelievably safe, comforted, and you want to bask in this feeling for the rest of your life.

Oh, to be loved by Kita Shinsuke.

He lifts his head from the spot by your neck, now looking up at you, almost pleading. “Can I use my mouth on ya’?”

Immediately, the pulsing between your legs is back. It returns with full force, and if you didn’t have Shinsuke on top of you, ready to make you feel good, you’re almost certain the feeling of desire would be an annoyance.

“Yes, please,” you say, moving your hand until your fingers trace over his lips. They’re soft to the touch, giving under the pad of your fingertip, and Shinsuke simply watches you with pure, unbridled love as you admire him.

Then, he becomes impatient; it is a very Shinsuke-like impatience, one that still drips with kindness and politeness despite his clear desire to love on you in the ways he wants. He leaves a kiss on your thumb in parting but doesn’t go far; with his gaze still on you, refusing to break your intense stare, Shinsuke begins making his way down your body, dragging his large palms and following his hands with his lips.

His lips a burning trail on your skin, igniting the desire even that throbs in your veins all the more. It’s all you can do to watch him, hoping beyond all else that he can see the deep adoration pooling in your eyes.

“It’s no fair–how good you are at this,” you sigh, once again threading your fingers through his hair. It’s soft under your touch as you smooth a hand over his forehead, brushing his hair away to better see him.

Shinsuke pauses in his descent down your body–pauses in his worship of you. The look he offers you pins you to the spot–makes it feel like the oxygen in the room is anything less than plentiful. Deliberately, he parts his lips just under your navel, not breaking eye contact as he sucks and kisses at the skin.

The intensity is almost too much to bear; you tilt your head back with a needy sound, pressing your head against the plush pillow Shinsuke had made sure to position behind you the night before. With your eyes closed, all you can focus on is how he feels: how his hot tongue drags down your navel, leaving a slick trail in its wake as he dips his head between your thighs, pulling your underwear down once you spread your thighs further apart. His hands–long fingers digging into your hips, keeping you still so that he can mouth at your cunt, openly groaning against your clit at the heady taste of you.

A strangled whimper escapes your throat as Shinsuke sucks over the entirety of your cunt, wrapping his lips around you to savor how you squirm, how your hands tighten around the hair near the nape of his neck.

He suckles your clit into his mouth for a few seconds, refusing to let up on the pressure of how he mouths at you before pulling away, eyes flicking up to meet yours. “‘M only good ‘cause yer irresistible. Can’t blame a man.”

Then, he’s suckling at your clit again, eagerly digging his tongue against you, pressing a finger against the heat of your cunt before sinking it in knuckle deep. As he sweeps his tongue from side to side against your clit, you can’t stop from gripping his hair harshly. Hurriedly, you look down at him with wide eyes, an apology already poised on your tongue, but Shinsuke merely shakes his head, groaning with a sound you hardly recognize that causes a deep pit of need to settle in your stomach.

“Oh–Shin', fuck. You’re spoiling me–I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of this,” you keen, arching your back in an effort to press your cunt further against his face.

Shinsuke obliges with a needy sound, nearly moaning against your clit, pressing another finger into your tight heat, cock throbbing at the way you nearly suffocate his fingers. He pulls you against him harder, refusing to let up on circling your clit with his tongue, repeatedly swiping over it before pulling it into his mouth with little pulsing sucks.

“Ya’ deserve to be spoiled,” Shinsuke mutters against you, barely moving away from your cunt. While he speaks, his fingers continue stretching you out, preparing you for the thickness of his cock that you’d only become acquainted with recently. “Don’t think I’ll ever get enough of spoilin’ you.”

He’s back on your clit with a fervor, eating you out and lapping at your cunt messily. Shinsuke lets his spit pool on his tongue as he sucks on it, making you feel wet and swollen between your thighs, aching as you pull on the softness of his hair.

Your orgasm comes incredibly quickly, though, with how your lover appears wholly devoted between your thighs, it’s hardly surprising. Your gasping pants alert him to your approaching peak, squirming under his hands that keep you pressed to the bed, unrelenting in how he pushes his tongue just under the hood of your clit. His jaw goes slack, encouraging you to rut against him, to use him for your pleasure, letting his tongue hang out as you grind yourself against him.

“Shin', I’m–oh, please–I’m–”

“Yer okay, sweetheart. ‘M right here, you can let go f’me.”

Your body pulls tight at his words, a blissful wave of pleasure cascading across your body, pulsing at your clit. Shinsuke continues lapping at you, holding you gently while you crest over the high he brought you two with his fingers and mouth, still mouthing against you as you writhe. Your lips part in a silent moan as he sucks at you, pulling all of you into his mouth with increasingly gentle laps of his tongue, smoothing his hands over your hips to soothe you, to help bring you down.

“S’good,” Shinsuke mumbles, finally pulling away from your thighs to make his way up your body again. He leaves a smattering of wet kisses up your thigh, against your side, pressing his lips to the underside of your breast, moving to pull your nipple into his mouth. It’s gentler than when he had his mouth on your cunt–he’s calming you down–kissing you and touching you with no ulterior motives other than to comfort you. “Yer so good to me. Dunno what I did to deserve you.”

The scoff you let out is good-natured. “I think I should be the one saying that,” you say, massaging into the muscle of his neck.

Shinsuke tilts his head up to look at you, tilting it to the side as if he’s admiring every part of you. Despite how he just brought you to orgasm, the deep-seated look of pure love on his face makes you feel warm–bashful.

“Still wanna feel you inside me,” you tell him when he reaches you, your lips mere inches apart.

The admission–despite being almost entirely too obvious, you’re convinced–makes Shinsuke suck in a breath, still unused to your blatant desire for him.

It feels surreal to Shinsuke–getting to hold you like this, getting to be the one who gets the pleasure of loving you. It feels like he holds the entire world in his arms, and when you look up at him, tilting your chin to offer him that endearing grin, stroking your fingers through his hair, he comes to the realization that you are his entire world and then some.

He doesn’t voice these thoughts, but you clearly see them reflected in the soft look he gives you; something is on his mind, but the longer Shinsuke remains hovering over you, you realize that it must have been a private thought, and it makes your heart flutter to life in your chest.

“You sure? We can stop now. I’m content with just holdin’ ya’,” Shinsuke reassures you. He brushes his thumbs delicately over your sides, and while you assume he meant to appease you, it only awakens that desire in you more.

Pleadingly, you wrap your arms around his neck, aching to feel him closer. “Please,” you look up at him through your lashes, lips parted in silent want when you feel how stiff his cock feels by your thigh. Even through the thin fabric of his briefs, he’s hot, and your mouth waters when you recall how hard and warm he felt in your palm.

Shinsuke fixes you with a look, but you offer your own in return. A few beats pass–enough for his look to fade into one of amusement; you’re reminded of his statement earlier: what am I going to do with you?

You both shuffle to tug his briefs down, laughing in tandem when he almost fails at kicking it down and off his ankles.

A look of hesitance passes as Shinsuke looks at you; you wait for him to gather his thoughts, silently being patient with him by running your hand down his arm. "Do you want to?"

“Of course," he says, then moves.

"Here,” he says after a few more seconds, shifting back in bed until he’s sitting against the bedframe. You pick up on what he’s implying, grinning knowingly at the sudden sheepish look he’s adopted.

“Oh?” you tease, but straddle his lap eagerly. His thighs feel thick when you sit on them, squeezing your legs around them and admiring how he flexes underneath you.

“Always wanted to try this.” He’s blushing–scratching behind his neck and avoiding your gaze. You find the sight terribly endearing, especially how his cheeks continue to redden even while reaching across to pull at the drawer by his bed, pulling out a condom you struggled to find last night.

You’re still smirking, intent on pulling more of those sweet reactions from him. “Who knew my Shin’ thought such dirty thoughts. Tell me: do you think about stuff like that often? About what you want to do with me?”

You’ve thoroughly flustered him, but as he tears open the wrapper of the condom, carefully watching as the latex rolls over his cock, he does his best to not appear shaken. “‘M tryin’ to be a gentleman here,” he tries his best to match your teasing energy, but his breath hitches in his throat when your hand wraps around his cock, rolling the condom the rest of the way down until it reaches his base. Then, you squeeze around him, keeping him tight and snug in your hand.

Shinsuke thinks he could cum right then.

“Well, I think about you,” you admit, lips hot as you murmur against the shell of his ear.

The flare of desire that’d burned to life inside him only intensifies; with you sitting pretty in his lap, hand still caressing and palming his cock, your breasts pressed teasingly against his chest, Shinsuke can’t find a shred of restraint left.

Almost possessively, yet still gently, he cups the back of your neck, urging you forward. A boldened look gleams in his eyes as he pulls you to look at him, a deep brown amber shining as he brings his lips to hover over yours.

“I could think about you forever,” Shinsuke smiles against you, but his words apparently lit something similar inside you because you’re looking at him like that and suddenly sitting up, rocking down on his cock when you press it tight against your entrance.

“Oh,” he breathes out, reveling in the sudden tight heat that surrounds his cock. Even through the condom, he can feel how hot you are–absolutely dripping for him, even more slick and swollen and tight than he remembers.

“Oh,” you agree, rocking your hips forward again to take more of him. You shift and grind until you’ve taken his cock in to the hilt, and then you circle your hips to adjust to the thick stretch of him inside you.

He startles then–a hand jolting out to hold your hip, bright brown eyes blown wide. For a moment, you think you’ve done something wrong and can’t help as a flash of near-panic jolts through you.

But then Shinsuke relaxes, his head falling against the headboard, stuttered curses so unlike him falling from his lips. “Sorry-sorry. I just–you feel so good,” his voice has taken on a pleading tone, clearly strained.

It’s then that you feel it–the kick of his cock inside you, the tip of it pressing against that one spot you’d so adored last night. And you immediately understand.

He's close to cumming.

Cupping his cheek with your palm, you bring his face towards you, needing to look at him.

“Do you feel good, Shin’?” you whisper against his lips, slowly beginning to circle your hips again. It causes him to nudge against that spot again, and you find it difficult to halt your motions once you’ve started.

His grip is still tight on your hip–not harsh, but firm, like he’s reminding you to go slow. But satisfaction wells inside your chest, something akin to pride, when he doesn’t stop you, enjoying how you touch him.

“Too good,” he says, and when you begin to grind against him a bit firmer, rising off his cock before taking him back inside you, you watch with fascination how Shinsuke’s chest heaves. "Keep goin', please. Feels too good to stop."

He presses his hand between your bodies–still keeping the other steadily gripping your hip–to rub at your clit. He massages it in wide circles, pressing three fingers tight against it to help you feel the most pleasure.

From all the previous teasing, combined with the pleasure from the previous night, it doesn’t take long for you both to reach your highs. Shinsuke continues guiding you to rock over him, to gradually increase your pace until you’re bouncing on his cock. He spreads his thighs as if to feel more of you, to give you more of him, his heated gaze traveling down your chest, watching with hungry eyes how your breasts bounce in front of his face. It almost feels like second nature when he leans forward to take one into his mouth, laving his tongue over it, not dissimilar to how he did your clit.

Shinsuke rocks with you, fucking his cock up into you the longer you bounce on him. It only makes the pressure increase inside you tenfold, building and building just under your navel until the tingling in your clit is overwhelming.

“There we go, that’s my girl,” Shinsuke coos, circling your clit with his fingers as you cum. He bites his lip as you clench impossibly tighter around him, rutting his cock into you to feel the delicious pleasure consume him, tugging at his groin until he’s cumming, holding you tight against him.

As you catch your breath, the first thing you feel is warm. It fills your heart and spreads up your neck, burning a trail along your skin wherever Shinsuke kisses.

The next thing you feel is love, because when Shinsuke looks at you, he looks at you as if you’re his entire world.

The sun has crested the horizon when you look over at the window.

haikyuu mlist.

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Your Fashion and Style Guide

Pt.1

Aries:

Prioritizes comfort but doesn't compromise for their fashion style

Absolutely rocks streetwear & athleisure

Prefers sporty fits the most!

Looks best in red & black clothing

Their style always has some sort of edge to it

Big on grunge and vintage rockband t shirts

They love combat boots and they generally prefer flame or camo print clothes

This sounds odd but they kinda remind me of a racecar aesthetic?

Very Sharp with their fashion choices

They look great in leather jackets

A bold colour paired with a neutral for a high contrast look suit them best

They love the rockstar or baddie aesthetic

Looks ~

Taurus:

They have three modes, classy bitches, edgy e-girls & bohemian botanical.

But generally, I see classy and soft the most

Green, Brown, Beige, White, Black, Pink & Red for sensuality.

They love wearing neutrals but they often mix it up with some colour now and again

They usually have some sort of special necklace

A fan of pearls because it's classic

But diamonds are their best friends too ofc

Fuzzy & Fluffy cardigans or sweaters have their heart, especially the white and brown colours

They are into floral and flannel patterns

Their favorite colour options are brown & pink or white & pink 🕊💕

They usually dress more modest but make it look high fashion

They usually like to incorporate silk or a corset into their outfit, being ruled by venus makes them into a sensual and seductive look

Generally they favour comfortable fabrics and silk

Looks ~

Gemini:

I noticed they don't really like dark colours and generally prefer brighter neutrals or colours

They like off-the-shoulder, cold shoulder, cutout tops & cool designs on their shirts whether its long sleeve or not

They choose tops based on the arm style such as balloon sleeves or cutouts

Asymmetrical styles suit them best

Colors are white, bright pinks, and green.

Earrings & Bracelets are their favorite accessories

They like a fairy aesthetic, something that feels whimsical

Likes to switch between feminine and masculine clothing frequently

Very experimental with their clothes

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Cancer:

Either soft and girly or moody and dark!

They prefer to keep it modest unless showing off their chest

Their choice of jewelry are pearl necklaces

The shoes they tend to favour are chunky block heels & sandals

Prefers blue, pink & white or black

Soft and flowy clothes like cardigans or kimonos

Knee high socks + sweater dresses look great

They love sweetheart necklines

Into crop tops! Usually silk crops

They like to pair tight clothes with a flowy jacket! Especially if it has a pop of colour

Overall style changes depending on how they're feeling that day

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Leo:

Everytime I looked up a Leo rising celebrity that were ALWAYS wearing sunglasses

A fan of sunhats too!

Anything bright & metallic suit them perfectly

They look lavish in silky and shiny materials

They tend to wear fur coats

They like long and sturdy coats in general!

Usually they own big statement jewelry

Everything looks shiny tbh especially their hair.

Sparkly clothes & sequins are their weakness

They could rock sundresses

They look great in animal print, specifically cheetah or leopard.

Bold fashion is their go-to

Even if they wear neutral colours they make sure the texture standouts

Jumpsuits were really popular among them! I think they like to look playful but glamorous at the same time

They will not leave the house unless they look ready for a fashion show lol

Their motive is to standout and turn heads.

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Virgo:

Less is more for them

They like simple t-shirts with cute mottos like "be kind" or some shit that HAS to be written in small font or they won't wear it LOL

A Preppy Style & Sweater Vests are their thing

So is gingham print

They rock high-fashion looks

Fake glasses are a cute trend they look good in

A big fan of trench coats and cardigans

They prefer a business casual look

They prefer earthy tones & greens.

They are all about the simplicity in versatility! For instance they usually like black jeans and a white top but the top can be a tube top or a halter top based on what they want that day

They LOVE BLAZERS

Very picky about fashion, I find super bright colors often turn them away

Quality > Quantity for them

A lot of them look great in crop tops, or waist accentuating clothing like kim k is known for

Watches are usually a staple item they prefer

Looks ~

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VENUS IN THE HOUSES

The sign of your Venus & aspects to Venus are not taken into consideration in this post.

How to attract the Venus signs

MASTERLIST

Venus in the 1st house

These people attract a lot of luck in their lives because of how likeable they are. Everything from friends, partners, jobs just seems to come naturally to these people. Other people are envious of their lives because they seem to just have it all. No matter how jealous they make people they wont be hated because their haters can sense that everyone will be on the venusian persons side. Social and charming. They make sure to not butt heads with the wrong people. They know how important it is to be well liked and what gifts it will bring them. Physically these people have symmetric faces and very good looking bodies. The fat on their bodies is evenly distributed making them look good. The facial features just seem to melt together perfectly creating a look that everyone will find attractive. They usually fit the beauty standard of the country they live in. Whatever they lack physically will be made up for with the right makeup and clothes. They have a friendly look to the face making them very approachable which adds to their popularity and gives them huge ammounts of social connections. The outer corners of their lips are usually upturned making them look like they are always smiling. They usually have dimples either on their cheeks, or lower back to show a proof of symmetry for potential mates that says ”Look i have good genes, procreate with me Im balanced and make symmetric babies!” The dark side of this placement is that there can be an almost obsessive need to be well liked by people. These people can be the first one you call when you need help with something because they will say yes, especially when it comes to people who can help them look good or are well connected. Remember that Venus wasnt that innocent.

Venus in the 2nd house

People with this placement can have a very sweet and seductive voice that can be almost hypnotizing. Some of these people also have the habit of making their voices softer than it already is on purpose because Venus is how we charm and how we get away with stuff. People with Venus in the 2nd house knows how to seduce by using their magic hands and their magic voices, especially when they are being confronted. This is a very sensual house and people with Venus here loves to indulge. They value everything that feels, looks and smells good. They love stuff like jewelry, expensive restaurants, expensive parfumes, spas, 5 star hotels, art and they have excellent taste in all of those things. 2nd house is also the house of finances and Venus will definitely bless these people here. This placement is very common among child actors, politicians and royalty. So basically its common in the charts of people who never even experienced poverty and who comes from a bloodline of rich people. Its a typical ”old money” placement. North West for example got this placement and she was born to two extremely rich parents. Physically this gives a stunning face, especially the eyes, lips and chin will be gorgeous. Look at for example Olivia Hussey, Jessica Biel and Kelly Rowland who all 3 got Venus in the 2nd house and their faces really stand out. This is a fixed house and also the house of moral values so these people have very strong sense of moral values that they wont go against. They are extremely loyal and will leave instantly if betrayed because these people dont play when it comes to their self worth. You will have to treat them just as good as they treat themselves or they will leave.

Venus in the 3rd house

These people are really good at giving compliments and showing their appreciation which is why they are so well liked. There can be a fixation with talking here. Like the people with this placement can feel a need to ALWAYS have some kind of communication going on, they could be on the phone 24/7 or just message people about random stuff to have some kind of interaction going on. Mental stimulation is very important here. They love using fancy words and they are very tactful. They can find it hard to talk back aggressively so they prefer to say something witty back instead of screaming. Britney Spears have this placement and even when she was screaming at paparazzi who stalked her she was being nice. In a lot of the worst paparazzi videos on Britney she says stuff like ”Leave me alone sir” which shows that no matter how angry she is politeness is still important. These people have their own signature way of talking they might for example have a unique little laugh that always comes out after they said something. They are good at writing because they have such an amazing imagination. Very good at presenting themselves, especially in professional settings since they are so good at small talk. They are so good at mingling.They looove to come up with nicknames for people or call their partner stuff like ”honeyboo” and ”cutie”. They are usually well known and very well liked in the neighborhood they grew up in. The girl next door. The popular girl at school. Their siblings are well known and probably good looking. This placement is common in that cocky kid at school who everyone wants to beat up but they cant because everyone know who his big brother is. The negative side of this aspect is that less kind people around them notice how much these people dislike to be rude and talk back which leads to bitter people taking out their anger on them. If this placement is badly aspected it can lead to obsessive gossiping and obsessive communication that can become very annoying for people close to them. These people usually have gorgeous naturally wellshaped arms and beautiful hands.

Venus in the 4th house

These people have a very beautiful relationship to their mothers. The mother is usually beautiful and kind. This aspect is common in people who are the first child who was the family blessing but its also common in the youngest child who becomes the family sweetheart. Anyways these people have a special role in the family. These people can be the first one to do something good for the family. For example they could be the first one to get an education or the first to move from the country. The first one to break a generational curse. Kamala Harris got this placement and she is the first female vice president which will definitely be good for her children and grandchildren. This will bless her family for generations to come. These people usually come from a bloodline of beautiful women. Their bloodline could even be royal. King Charles the 3rd have this placement and he is the longest-serving heir apparent in British history. These people value their home a lot and its important for them to have a beautiful home. They are prepared to spend a little extra on beautiful furniture. Their homes are beautiful and luxurious with a lot of scented candles and cozy blankets. People with this placement have a warm motherly aura surrounding them. Children are very drawn to them. These people might be kind, nurturing and willing to do anything to help a friend in trouble but dont betray them or mess with their family because they are protectors. The negative side of this placement is that there is a risk here to value tradition and culture a little too much. A lot of patriots have this placement. You know the kind of annoying people whos whole personality revolve around them being from a certain country/area, yeah those people are likely to have this placement.

Venus in the 5th house

These people have an aura around them that screams STAR. These are people who have that IT image. People cant help but admire these people just look at Naomi Campbell, Megan Fox, Eva Longoria, Janet Jackson, Alexa Demie, Megan Fox who all have this placement. The list of influential people with this placement is sooo long. These people have a unique sense of fantasy and style and thats what makes them the best artists in the world. Everything from the way they talk to the way they walk screams confidence and pride. These people if they have children will have a lot of them. These are the kind of people who have like 10 children. They usually have a very good relationships to their children. The first child is almost always a Venusian. And if one of your parents have this placement then lucky you because then you are probably gorgeous. Ive noticed that a lot of men with this placement get babytrapped by women they are not interested in (their own fault tho, nobody forced them to sleep around) and have a lot of different babymamas. These people are usually very much into music and art. They want everything around them to be attention grabbing. They have the most expensive car in the neighbourhood, the hottest partner, the most expensive watch. They need to show whos the king of the jungle. They need a good looking partner, this is the house of Leo afterall. They find confidence extremely attractive and they love a partner with beautiful hair/beard. One downside to this placement is that these people come off as way more flirtatious than they really are which can make a lot of people think that the Venus 5th house person is interested in them which leads to a lot of drama and conflict between them and their current partner.

Venus in the 6th house

These people are very ambitious and dedicated. Not because they want luxury or status but because they want to have a comfortable daily life. These people usually live very comfortable lifes too. They are very well liked by bosses and colleagues. People with Venus in the 6th house are very health orienten and into fitness. They really do treat their body as their temple. The way their body look is very important for them and if badly aspected they could go so far as to get plastic surfery. Lollo Ferrari the woman with the lagrets breasts in the world have this placement. Most of them dont go that far tho because these people want to be natural. They work out and eat well. There is a natural and glowy beauty to them. There is a beauty and sophistication with these people that is incredibly attractive and makes people feel like these people are very important but it can also make them come across as arrogant.They look really good without doing much and their bodies are gorgeous and so captivating. These people also look incredible in any kind of uniform. They are very interested in nutrition, gym, yoga and diets. A lot of vegetarians and vegans have this placement and so do a lot of athletes. They need to feel productive which is why they always got some kind of project going on. This is the house of Virgo so these people can be kinda judgmental but not in a mean way. This is because they see instantly what needs to be fixed. They need to understand that most people wont appreciate their advice. These people can be very picky with everything from food to clothes, they need perfection.

Venus in the 7th house

These people are incredibly socially aware and possess social skills that will charm anyone. This is something that just comes naturally for them they dont even have to fake it. They are usually very popular and have a lot of contacts. This is the kind of person who everybody in their hometown knows who they are. This can sometimes become too much for them. They love to connect with people and they take good care of their relationship but sometimes this ”fame” and having to constantly be on their best behaviour can become too much. They know that they are expected to be the kind one, the one who solves and doesnt get angry and this puts pressure on them. This is why its common for these people to actually move from their hometown at some point. These people will get the person they want because they are seen as wifey/husband material. People around them can get shocked over how easy these people attract partnerships, they were just going to the store to buy some milk and comes back with 5 new contacts in their phone. These people prefer to be in a relationship. They feel like they need their other half. They prefer to do stuff with company than doing it alone. These people love everything beautiful especially clothes, art and homedecor. They want to be surrounding by beauty. They also want a goodlooking partner but not to show off but because beauty makes them feel comfortable. If Venus is aspected in this house it can make the person very vain and judgmental tho. The downside to this placement is that they value peace and harmony so much that they might have a hard time standing up for themselves. This can lead to them holding grudges over stuff they never confronted their partner for. Physically these people are almost always attractive and if they arent people wont notice anyways because thats the kind of charm they possess. Just like with Venus in the 1st house they seem to always be smiling.

Venus in the 8th house

This placement can bring great insecurities to the person because they dont see their own beauty and charm, its like the 8th house is hiding it from them and making it visible only to everybody else. They notice how mesmerized people are by them but they just cant see it themselves. A lot of these peoples insecurities comes from envious people who have been making mean comments trying to humle them. Remember that the 8th house shows obsession so people are completely taken by these peoples appearances. Someone close to the family, a relative or even a parent was probably obsessed with the way they look when they were just a child. This placement is common in children who had parents who got them into childmodeling or beauty pageants. Other people noticed your appearance before you did and you never stood a chance against the envy and hate thrown at you. There is a depth to their personality and they have a deep understanding for others. These people were often hurt early in life by someone they loved which made them feel an obsession with control. The 8th house is the house of others people money and these people are incredibly lucky here. They attract A LOT from others. It doesnt have to be cash it can be gifts, rides, meals anything expensive. People want to give them stuff. There is a huge chance or of getting an inheritance from a husband or from someone in their family. They attract rich and successful people. Physically there is something very mysterious about the face here, especially the eyes and the lips will be so seductive that people cant help but stare in awe. They possess a magic sex appeal and they put a spell on everyone they meet. The dark side to this placement is that they attract a lot of secret admirers and attention from the wrong people. Most people with this placement have had a stalker at some point in their life. The stalking seems to most times be sexually motivated. They also attract people who envy them and wants to take from them.

Venus in the 9th house

These people are very interested in art, fashion and movies from other cultures than their own. We can see this placement in for example the chart of Kim Kardashian who have been appropriating other cultures for years. Ofc not everyone with Venus in the 9th house will be like this but it can happen if Venus is afflicted. They love to travel and they love adventure. This love for adventure can sometimes put them in risky situations because these people can be very reckless when it comes to having fun. These people can feel a strong need to move away from their hometown or even from their homecountry. They are not afraid of change at all infact they are the opposite, they want change and excitement. These people love to learn and a lot of them are very well educated. They take great pride in their intelligence. They have strong opinions that they are not afraid to share. Sometimes when they share these opinions they can sound very preachy and arrogant. They are drawn to religion and history. This is a common placement in people who at some point convert to a different religion. These people have an incredible sense of humour since this is the house of Jupiter. They are naturally funny without even trying and can be very clumsy. They are easy to be around because they dont take themselves too seriosuly and they are super down to earth. One downside to this placement is that other people can make way to much of a deal about their cultural background and they might be fetishized. Jessica Alba got this placement and she talks in a lot of interviews about how they wanted her to play a stereotype of latinas and that for years she was only seen as ”the latina” and was fetishized by men in Hollywood. She was also told that she couldnt be the main star in a lot of movies because that role was for someone whos more european looking.

Venus in the 10th house

These people are seen as very professional and respectable. No matter what they actually do behind the scenes there is something about them that makes people think highly of them. Usually very well connected. You just cant help but envy them because they seem to have it all, they make sure to be seen this way too. These people take their reputation very seriously. If you talk badly about them or make them look bad infront of others you will have to pay. These people need to look good even going to the neighborhood store because they want to always be seen at their best. The annoying part of this placement is that other people are so invested in their relationships. These people are picky and want people with a good reputation just like them which leads to them most times dating someone well known in their community or just someone whos very good looking. Because of this they attract a lot of attention. People can be obsessed or even fixated with these peoples relationships. Their relationship drama have a tendency to become very public. Look at for example Johnny Depp, Kanye West and Victoria Beckham they all have this placement and they all date well known good looking people but it comes with a price. The downside to this placement is that their life can become too much about reputation, work and material gain that they forget to enjoy life. This also happens in their relationships, they look for a partner that makes them LOOK good instead of going for someone that makes them FEEL good which they regret when they get older. There is also a tendency here to think that people are watching every step and therefore they are deadly afraid of doing something embarrassing. Physically these people usually have gorgeous hair, skin and gorgeous bone structure. Their bodies are usually blessed by Venus too.

Venus in the 11th house

This aspect is really good for people who are a part of anything organized and that involves a lot of people. Its a good aspect for criminals since this guarantees a high position in the gang and loyal members. For example Pablo Escobar who was the leader of the Medellin Cartel which is considered the first major drug cartel. He easily became reapected and seen as a leader. This is a typical ”Regina George” aspect. These people are incredibly talented when it comes to all subjects that are considered taboo or odd for example Astrologer Liz Greene. These people are incredibly intelligent and good at thinking outside of the box. Friendships is very important for them and they want their relationships to feel a like a friendship too, to be romantically involved with these people they will want you to be their friend first of all. The 11th house also rules social media and these people can quickly become very popular here. These are the kind of people who reach overnight success or go viral because of some video they posted. Its a perfect influencer placement, especially since they are so good at coming up with new ideas and knows how to be steps ahead of the rest of society when it comes to fashion. These people value originality and this can be seen by how they dress. They usually have their own style because expressing themselves is so important for these people. The downside of this placement is that being unique can become almost like an obsession. These people have a very logical mind and they detach emotionally easily when needed. They need space and freedom and they wont be with someone whos too clingy. These people are usually humanitarian and fight hard to change the world for the better. They cant stand equality and they are not afraid to go great lengths to change society. A lot of protestors have this placement. These people are extremely needed in society.

Venus in the 12th house

These people are very well behaved and socially appropriate. They behave like angels and they look like angels too. There is a glowy and magical aura surrounding them almost like a halo. The eyes are usually glossy and the skin got a dewy look. They are super cute. There is a sense of mystery to the way they dress and look that makes them hard to read and figure out. These people have so much feelings and can be oversensitive because they feel the feelings of everyone around them. They are very good at putting themselves in other peoples shoes. There is humbleness about them that is incredibly attractive. This is unfortunately why they attract a lot of bad people tho. They attract people who need their healing touch but doesnt want to give anything back. These people give and give until they have nothing left. They forgive too easily. People want all this glory and goodness for themselves. Everyone can see that they are kind and naive, its written all over their face. These people have the habit of getting involved in secret relationships with unreliable people who could even use them. They have psychic abilities and are drawn to spirituality, tarot and astrology. They also use their psychic powers in their relationships. These people can feel what their partner wants and need. For example they see a hot person that they have never seen before and they intuitively know how to act to attract This person. This can be seen by others as them being deeply manipulative but they just can help themselves, they are chameleons. Their partners can also become disappointed when they find out the Venus 12th house person were not liked they seemed.

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