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June 5, 2021 - 7:00pm
Alam mo ba yun natutunan ko habang hindi tayo nag uusp? Madami..... as in sobrang dami and i also change, hindi na ko yung pala message sayo na as in masasakal ka at parang nag mamakaawa ako sa oras mo...
Natutunan ko na may buhay ka rin at hindi naman kailangan na parati tayo mag usap, dapat may time karin sa sarili mo. Oo sinasabi ko dati na dapat may time tayo sa sarili pero hindi ko naman nagagawa kaya ngayon ginawa ko and look at us. Pag may time tayo sa isat isa dn tayo ag uusap kasi nga busy tayo sa sarili natin buhay kaya dapat maging priority muna natin yun sarili natin diba?
I like it this way mas inuuna natin yun sarili natin muna kesa sa iba.
Pero alam mo mahal na mahal kita.....
Have a nice training, remember to breathe in and out. Also don’t stress out okay relax ka lang.
I miss you pero yeah priorities muna natin unain natin.
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Still the Vince i know from the start. 🙈🙈🙈
That’s what i like about you love, yung kahit na break na tayo. You still choose to be bestfriend and choose to watch over me araw araw. Na hindi mo iniisip na “ex ko na yan hayaan mo sya.” You choose to stay just to make sure i’m okay and happy. Salamat kasi you didn’t leave me behind like the previous boys i dated back then. I love you and alam mo na totoo yan , hindi mag babago yan kasi alam mo kung bakit, may hope pa na babalik tayo sa dati. 😘😘😘🥰
Kaya mong mag paliwanag sa magulang ko kung ano talaga nangyari satin and your willing to fix everything para magkausap parin tayo at walang mag bago. Love thank you ahh thank you talaga.
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I don’t know but i’m happy around you 😊
Alam mo ba masaya ako pag kasama kita, pag nakakausap kita gumaganda yun mood ko hindi ko alam kung ano pinakain mo sakin pero kahit anong gawin mo kahit saktan mo ko, babangon ako at mahahalin kita. Love bakit ganun ano pinakain mo sakin?
Unti unti ako gumagaling pag nanjan ka, nawawala yun pag ka bipolar ko or yun pag ka tulala kong mag isa. Love hindi ko alam pero may something talaga sayo na wala yun ibang lalaki. Kaya siguro kita minahal.
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Overthinkin...
Love alam mo ba nag ooverthink nanaman ako, sa sobrang pagod ko kasi wala pa kong magandang tulog at may sakit pa ko alam mo ba ikaw lang an nasa isip ko ngayon.
Love nag papasalamat ako sayo ka sa puso ko at iniingatan mo ko. Salamat sa lahat ahh love, napaka swerte ko sayo. Sana hindi ka mag sawa sakin ahhhh mahal na mahal kita alam mo ba yun. :)
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Start?
May 30, 2021. 9:30pm
We decided to start new again. We decided to be friends nalang muna, i decided to do that kasi dun ka masaya. Pero alam mo yun nasa utak ko, natatakot ako na baka mawala ka sakin, na may makita kang iba na magpapasaya sayo.
Love, mahal na mahal kita alam mo yun? Ramdam mo ba? But yeah kung san ka sasaya dun ako basta ako mahal na mahal kita and sana hindi mo makalimutan yun.
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Lalaban ako, kaya please lumaban ka.
May 29, 2021 - 10:00pm
Tinanong mo ko kung kakayanin ko na hindi tayo mag usap ng months? alam mo sagot ko? kakayanin ko para satin kasi alam mo kung bakit, hindi naman tayo mag hihiwalay nasa barko kalang nag tratrabaho., kaya iintindihin ko na kaa hindi tayo nag uusap kasi walang internet and there’s no way for us to talk or facetime. Kakayanin ko kasi mahal kita and nag promise ako sa sarili ko na iingatan ko na tong lalaking to kasi ayaw ko na tong mawala.
Love alam kong takot ka kasi ako yun first girlfriend mo, pero love distance lang to and alam kong natatakot ka sa lahat ng pwedeng mangyari na baka ma fall out of love ka kasi walang communication pero love laban ka ahh wag kang susuko or wag kang mag paadala sa tukso or ano man isipin na may taong nag hihintay para sayo.
Mahal na mahal kita, kakayanin ko lahat basta hindi ka mawala sakin..... sorry kung tanga pero mahal kita ehh anong magagawa ko? Diba wala...
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That time we had that deep talk about our future together. 🥺🥺
May 24, 2021 at 6:00pm
Nag usap tayo sa lahat ng mang yayari about sa future. Yung mga what ifs natin na ayaw kong mangyari satin dalawa. Mga nakakalungkot na ayaw kong mangyari. Hindi natin alam kung anong mangyayari satin dalawa, hindi natin lam kung dumating yun time na may balita sakin na wala kana, hindi kana uuwi, hindi mo na ko mahu-hug, or makikiss or mahahawakan.
Right now its hard na pakinggan lahat yun kasi nasanay ako na nanjn ka sa tabi ko, nasanay ako na kausap ka. I dont want to lose you, ayokong isipin na mangyayari yun satin pero hindi natin alam diba.
Basta lagi mong tandaan na nandito ako parati sayo mag prapray na sana ingatan ka ni lord na sana hindi mo kami iiwan. Aamin ako sayo na takot na takot ako pero lalaban ko para satin.
Love promise mo sakin na mag iingat ka ahh, wag mong hahayaan yun sarili mo na mag kasakit ahh mag kikita pa tayo okay. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA SOBRA. LALABAN AKO PARA SAYO. 🥺🥺🥺🥺😘😘😘😘😘😘
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A Seaman’s Girlfriend Struggles.
May 24, 2021
Mahirap talagang mag Boyfriend napg mga seaman kasi hindi mo hawak ang oras nila at LDR nga diba. Ang hirap kasi pag kailangan mo sya or gusto mo syang ma hug, makiss, or mahawakan hindi mo magawakasi ang layo nyo. Pero kailangan mong tanggapin yun kasi yun npang nag papasaya sa kanya and kayanin mo lahat kasi nga mahal mo sya. 😊😊😊
1. Distance - He is far away from you, you can’t hold, hug and kiss him when you needed too. There are times that you wanted to talk to him specially when you are so down but he is not around.
2. Communication (Signal) - For every couple this is very important but how can you communicate with him when in the first place he doesn’t have any signal. Specially when they are on their training they are not allowed to use or have a phone with them. They will secretly call you just to make sure your okay or calls you because they misses you. Gurl i’ve been there, he hide his phone because theres a officer walking around just to collect phones. All you need is patients and you need to wait for him.
3. Timezone - I live in Australia and he lives in Bataan Philippine. So Long Distance Relationship talaga, i’m scared coz kagagaling ko lang sa break up and yeah dumting sya. I’m scared kasi susugal nanaman ako at masasktan at higit sa lahat hindi ko pa alam kung pano maging gf ng isang seaman. Lots of people say na wag kang mag bf ng seaman. Pero alam mo ginawa ko, sumugal ako kasi mahal ko sya at tatanggapin ko lahat ng sakit na marereceive ko kasi decision ko yun. 2hrs advance and Australia kesa sa pinas so ako yun nag aadjust kasi gusto ko syang makausap, it either gising ako sa gabi and tulog sa umaga pero pag may pasok ako sa susunod na araw pinapatulog na nya ako kasi ayaw nya kong mapuyat. We communicate what we need to do just to keep in touch. I know its hard but i‘m willing to sacrifice everything for him.
4. Worried - Since he is far from you and home, you are always worried for his safety. There are time na nag kakasakit sya or time na papabayaan na nya yun sarili nya kasi sobrang busy nakakalimutan kumain. Also when the time come na sasakay na sya ng barko you wouldn’t know if the sea does not seem to be calm and its not safe for them. All you need to do is pray for his safety every single day and that God will always watch over him and guide and protect him to all harm.
5. Trust - You will have trust issues, you will be paranoid on what he is doing while he is away from you. What if he will find someone who can comfort him? Someone who can provide his needs? Cause as what other people say SEAMAN’s are like every port, report every place replace. But regardless of all of that all you can do is wait for him, be patient, trust in him and always pray to god ask for guidance put him (GOD) at the the center of your relationship
It takes a strong and courageous woman to love a Seaman. ❤️
Only the best man can go to sea, only the best woman can be will the best man.
My heart belongs to a Sailor. 😘😘😘
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Time na nakausap mo na yun Parents ko.
May 23, 2021.
masasabing official na talaga tayo kasi nakausap mo na magulang ko at tanggap ka talaga nila kasi tinawag ka ng “Anak” kaya masasabi ko ng Welcome to Family Ablaza hahah goodluck and have fun love. 😂😂😂😂
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Will I Marry a Seaman?
Answer: YES I will marry a seaman pag nag propose sya. Haha
Love, kakayanin ko yun distance between us, iintindihin ko yun trabaho mo as a seaman. Lahat gagawin ko.
THINK ABOUT THIS:
1. are you ready to be a single parent for your children? 👶👩
2. are you ready to be your partner in everything especially when husband is onboard? 🙅
3. You are everything, you will never be a partner in everything.
4. Even if you want him to be with you, it is not possible because he has to work for the future of your family. 😔😢 ⚓
5. Even if you want someone beside you.. you can only get internet and cell phone because you can only talk to him there..
6. You will wait for a few days again when they are already underway because you need to switch to a port sometimes it takes 15 days or more. you're lucky if it's just for a few days or you're lucky if their ship is new and there's wifi.. 🚢📱 💻
7. When you are pregnant prepare yourself to give birth without her. because you have to work so you can save birth.. you are lucky when baby is just out he is already there.. usually it's months or years before they meet. 👶👶 🍼
8. You need to get used to the WASTE OF HIS ARRIVAL, THAT'S HOW HARD YOU WILL LEAVE.. 🛫
9. You need to prepare yourself that sometimes 5 months together is already lucky.. 😔💑 👪
10. When you hear a song especially ′′ BOTH WORLDS ′′ and ′′ I WILL WAIT ′′ your friend is there who will annoy you and your tears will automatically fall because you will remember him. 👰👸
11. Everyday you think of what you can do just don't notice the days that are passing by..
12. You should be ready to make her happy even if you are so tired because that's the only time for each other.
13. You should be ready to stay awake just to talk to your seaman.. that's the only way to make the sadness that you feel and when you miss him to relieve even a little.
14. What a good feeling and double nervousness when you pick him up, your feeling is more triple heavier when you need to bring him again, it's fun to fetch him, it's so heavy inside to deliver.
15. You need to be ready for the possibilities that he can't go back to his exact contract because he needs to be extended because there is no exchange. ⚓
16. If you don't have money or anything, don't force them to leave or go to court immediately, because that's the only time that you're with his family, you need to help him that's why he became his wife
17. You need to understand him especially when he is asleep after his duty, you need to expand your patience and understanding because working on a ship is not easy..
18. You need to get used to the gossip you're already rich because your husband is a seaman.
19. you need to save, don't waste your blessings because every seaman sweat it just to send money to the family left here..
20. When you get sick, you need to heal yourself because they are on the ship, there is no doctor, what are you here in the PHILIPPINES?
21. When you are paranoid thinking especially when they are traveling you need to pray that they will be protected and away from temptation.
22. REALIZE things why he needs to stay away and make sacrifices, that is also for you..
23. Prepare yourself that when they go home your child won't know them because they are not here most of the time..
Remember mo to, you send me this and pinabasa mo so yung binasa ko and first thing i read was “Should I marry a Seaman?” Sabi ko naman “OO” basta ikaw, ikaw yun seaman na yun at wala ng iba. Alam mo kung bakit ko sinabi yun sayo? Kasi gusto ko ikaw ang last ko.
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May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021 (9:51pm Australia Time) - (7:51pm Philippines Time) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So eto na nga yun date na sinagot kita. Haha we were joking around na naturn sa totohanan. We change our relationship status to In relationship para tignan kung sino mag cocomment sa mga kaibigan natin but we change it back to single pero yung that time tinotoo ko na so yun naging tayo.
hanggang sa araw araw mo na kong tinatawagan, sinasabihan na i love you’s and hindi mo ko iiwan which is ginagawa mo naman. We also started to make plan for the future which you really love doing. I’m happy na sinasama mo ko sa future making mo and I love you before you making me feel special every freaking day of our live together. I want you to stay with me for so long and i wish to god na ikaw na yung last and forever ko.
Everyday kong sinasabi sayo na Mahal na Mahal kita walang mag babago. So please stay with me forever. Please. ❤️
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Accident turn into Everyday.
May 12, 2021 at 8:00pm (Australian time)
Since nung una kang nag chat sakin we continue talking and talking hanggang i accidentally press call syempre mabilis ang kamay pinatay ko hahaha.
Tapos nung tinanong mo yung facetime ID ko at dun na tayo nag usap araw araw hahah.
Araw araw ka nang tumatawag sakin to make sure na kumakain ako at para makita ako syempre hahah char, araw araw nadin tayong nag aasaran sa call and araw araw mo na din akong binabantayan matulog. what i like about it is sinasabi mo sakin lahat, nag kwekwento ka about your day and ina-update mo ko sa lahat ng ginagawa mo without me asking.
Ilan araw palang pinakilala mo na ko sa mga kaibigan mo and proud na proud ka na kausap mo na ko hahaha gano ka proud ulit yern love? Hahaha
Minsan nag kakatampuhan kasi lagi mong binababa yun call haha yan kasi sinanay mo kong kausap ka lagi kaya yan ang clingy ko na sayo hahah.
sorry sa pagiging clingy ko and sorry kasi sensitive yun gf mo hahah
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Continuing our story....
May 10, 2021 at 1:00am (Australian time)
Alam mo, sobrang kinikilig ako sa Convo nato i don’t know pero natatouch ako sa mga sinasabi mo dito i know kalokohan lang to at bruan pero natouch ako sa lahat. Especially yung time na nasense ko na gusto mo na ko nun and sinabi mo sakin na No hard feeling na kahit masaktan ka pakita lang ako na masaya, masaya ka na rin. Ganyang na ganyan ako pero ngayon meron ng taong ginagawa yan para sakin. Maraming salamat kasi you made me feel like i’myour queen for the first time sa lahat ng naging bf ko ikaw lang ang gumawa yan maraming salamat. This is our first night na nag puyat tayong dalawa and i’m happy na ikaw yun taong nakapuyatan ko kakachat. 😂😂😂😂
I love you so much.
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