Me and my youngest daughter harmoni

Old pof female

Crazy female off mocospace #prdmthrof2grls

I’m writing this letter as an apology for my unessential behavior. I don’t really know where to start, I have so much to say but don’t know how to begin.

I know it's been hard for you and man man when I haven't been their, the worry I have put you both through, the pain. This upsetting mess has been so hard for me and you guys to put up with. Why didn’t I respect your mom or why didn’t I listen to her sometimes even when you sat there and talked to me? I don’t even understand it myself--why I do these thing that raise my blood pressure and makes yawn feel hurt. And this sorrow was caused by my selfish and thoughtless behavior.

I can’t very much explain my actions, neither justify why I do them. My excuse would be it’s a generational thing and I copy what I see. I guess I wasn't meant to be a leader . Many people would say how, or I’m not perfect,I'm to the point now it’s feel impossible to make thing right its 'impossible' that's not a reason or word for someone not to try.

I’ve hurt my kids so badly. And I can never take back what I did as much as I wish I could turn the clock backwards and make the right decisions.

I have prayed and prayed and I feel know one is listening I know I’ve lost yawn trust, and one thing I also know is that i love my kids because if I didn’t I wouldn’t hurt so bad i know yawn mad at me I done wrong.i feel like this world isn't for me anymore

Me and my baby girl lacey

My baby girl Gabrielle

My babys bria and brian