yes i’m a huge stoner however i will ruin the vibes at the sesh by falling in love with everyone there and then greening out

the is my dm to chappell roan: hey queen im a fully homosexual twink and you’re a divine being of lesbianism but pls one chance pls pls pls plslsplpsllpsl

another thing i was thinking about a bit ago

aether but with that old man retired emo vibe

like he wears slacks and button downs and nice shoes every day but when he rolls his sleeves the hint of a faded tattoo peaks out or if you get close enough you can see the scars left from piercings or him over hearing some of the younger siblings talking about “old school emo” music and it’s sparks his interest so these kids are showing him the ‘vintage’ cds and shit they have and aeth is like “oh yeah i saw their gig” or “yea i saw him when he was an opener” and they’re just like “holy fuck you’re old”

okay i’m back for a sec cause im stoned BUT

thinking about dews hand hovering next to swiss’ waist here

so what if swiss is just so fucking ticklish but cause he’s him he’s so dramatic about it like slightest tickle or shock and this dude is bent in half on the floor (the ogs know that vid of phantom tickling swiss iykyk)

and USUALLY dew likes to fuck with him cause he’s a lil dick but on stage he does like to enjoy the moment of looking over an audience cheering for you and someone you love so he actively avoids accidentally tickling swiss and ruining the moment

a graceful tumble out of my hiatus to show proof of life and new moony hair colour :D

coming out of my early retirement to say and my bingle bingle 🍃🌿💧💨playlist is so good

okay now that i’m not a complete emotional wreck like i was a few days ago

i’m gonna be taking a step back from this account for a bit, i do hope to return but currently my entire personal life is in shambles and i need to take time away to figure myself and my life out. i’ve been battling possible undiagnosed and untreated bpd on top of all my other problems and it’s caused me to be incredibly emotionally unstable and that’s instability is not something i want to be shown on here. when things in my head get bad they get really bad and it’s not pretty and i’m not gonna lie it’s been a really fucking tough past few months.

this community has brought be nothing but joy for the past year and a bit and i’m so incredibly grateful for the friends i’ve made but right now i don’t like who i am and how i act so once im back at a more stable and happier headspace i shall return to regular horny gay ghoul posting

if you want to contact me i’ll try to respond to dms when possible or my discord is moonster69420 (amazing ik)

in the meantime take care

love ya <33

ain’t nothing better than clearing someone’s existence from your socials

save me carmans dark choc & roasted nut protein bar save me

why must i have problems and suffer the horrors when i can just meow :3 ^-^

My attempt at drawing phantom ghoul as a para track runner for an au I might be making

the sun goes down and i transform into a wolf (i get really sad and scared for no reason)

i do need to flex my current set up for the day:

laptop on nightstand w true crime videos playing for audio and visual stimulation but the sound is quiet enough i can watch my tiktoks without feeling overwhelmed, i brushed my teeth washed my face and brushed my hair with the last amount of energy i had for the day so i feel nice and clean, hairs in bonnet so it’s not in my face and pissing me off also don’t have to worry about rough cotton pillow cases damaging it, weighted blanket under duvet for max warmth and comfort, wind and rain against window for the vibes and of course

got my man duncan

i’m on a whole new level of vibes rn

also if nobody else supports my 1am posts i always know you support my 1am posts and i thank you :) -river

your 1am posts are my 3pm posts so it’s the only time timezones work in my favour

i get to wake up from my midday nap and talk about big gay ghouls it’s amazing

they are 100% allowed to make out about it -river

okay great amazing

cause i really like the thought of the big strong hairy ghouls™️ aether and swiss getting all hot and heavy in bed one night and all the heat and emotions triggers a nose bleed for both of them but they’re too into it at this point that they couldn’t care less about the stains on the bedsheets and as the blood meets their lips the taste only fuels

swiss and aether ghoul chronic nosebleed havers