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moontrail Ā· 3 years
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a relationship should be 50/50. you save me from getting hit by a truck in the parking lot of forks high school, i demand you tell me what the fuck you are.
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** sourĀ  sentenceĀ  starters.
brutal.
ā€œĀ  i think that iā€™ll die before i drink.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iā€™m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iā€™m so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  theyā€™d all be so disappointedĀ  because who am I if not exploited?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  whereā€™s my fuckinā€™ teenage dream?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  if someone tells me one more time ā€œenjoy your youth,ā€ Iā€™m gonna cry.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iā€™m anxious and nothing can help.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i wish Iā€™d done this before.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i wish people liked me more.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  all I did was try my best.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  this the kind of thanks I get?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  they say these are the golden years.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i wish I could disappear.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  god, itā€™s brutal out here.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ feel like no one wants me.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i only have two real friends.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  lately Iā€™m a nervous wreck.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i love people I donā€™t like.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i hate every song I write.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iā€™m not cool, and Iā€™m not smart.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ canā€™t even parallel park.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  got a broken ego, broken heart.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i donā€™t even know where to start.Ā  ā€
traitor.
ā€œĀ  brown guilty eyes and little white lies.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i played dumb but I always knew.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ kept quiet so I could keep you.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ Ā ainā€™t it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ Ā ainā€™t it funny how you said you were friends?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  it sure as hell donā€™t look like it.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  you betrayed me.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  iĀ know that youā€™ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  loved you at your worst but that didnā€™t matter.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  guess you didnā€™t cheat, but youā€™re still a traitor.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  thereā€™s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  ainā€™t it funny, all the twisted games, all the questions you used to avoid?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid?Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  you gave me your word but that didnā€™t matter.Ā  ā€
driversĀ  license.Ā 
ā€œĀ  i got my driverā€™s license last week.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  just like we always talked about.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  today I drove through the suburbs crying ā€˜cause you werenā€™t around.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  youā€™re probably with that blonde girl.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  sheā€™s so much older than me.Ā  ā€Ā 
ā€œĀ  sheā€™s everything Iā€™m insecure about.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  how could I ever love someone else?Ā  Ā ā€œ
ā€œĀ  i know we werenā€™t perfect but Iā€™ve never felt this way for no one.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i just canā€™t imagine how you could be so okay now that Iā€™m gone.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  guess you didnā€™t mean what you wrote in that song about me.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  I kinda feel sorry for them because theyā€™ll never know you the way that I do.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  i still see your face in the white cars, front yards.Ā  ā€
ā€œĀ  canā€™t drive past the places we used to go to because I still fuckinā€™ love you.Ā  ā€
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moontrail Ā· 3 years
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fine u all suck im deactivating
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my malina heart thriving rn aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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The Raven Cycle: Locations in HenriettaĀ 
ā€œThe thing was, Henrietta looked like a place where magic could happen. The valley seemed to whisper secrets.
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š–š‡š€š“ šŠšˆššƒ šŽš… š‡š„š‘š š€š‘š„ š˜šŽš”? Ā | Ā adamĀ  parrishĀ  .
ā€” Ā  MINTĀ  Ā .Ā  Ā the Ā world Ā is Ā a Ā puzzle , Ā so Ā complex Ā and Ā multifaceted Ā that Ā you Ā long Ā to Ā run Ā your Ā hands Ā through Ā the Ā tapestry Ā of Ā its Ā wonders Ā and Ā stay Ā there Ā forever , Ā lost Ā in Ā the Ā threads Ā and Ā colors Ā and Ā stories . Ā you Ā wish Ā to Ā stay Ā there Ā forever Ā and Ā you Ā tell Ā yourself Ā it's Ā to Ā know Ā the Ā world Ā but Ā maybe Ā it's Ā not , Ā maybe Ā it's Ā a Ā fear Ā that Ā you're Ā not Ā enough , Ā that Ā you're Ā so Ā fragile Ā and Ā helpless Ā in Ā a Ā world Ā that Ā moves Ā too Ā fast , Ā to Ā sharply , Ā too Ā many Ā bright , Ā painful Ā colors Ā that Ā you Ā stay Ā locked Ā inside Ā your Ā mind Ā and Ā thoughts , Ā where Ā you Ā decide Ā the Ā tempo Ā of Ā your Ā world , Ā where Ā you Ā can Ā grow Ā and Ā be Ā as Ā competent , Ā as Ā capable Ā as Ā you Ā want, Ā where Ā the Ā world Ā is Ā as Ā wide Ā as Ā you Ā can Ā imagine Ā it Ā and Ā never Ā out Ā of Ā control Ā unless Ā you Ā want Ā it Ā to Ā be. Ā your Ā shield Ā is Ā your Ā knowledge , Ā your Ā mind , Ā and Ā you Ā never Ā feel Ā ready Ā enough Ā for Ā the Ā world Ā around Ā you , Ā never Ā feel Ā prepared Ā enough , Ā never Ā safe , Ā and Ā you Ā wonder Ā if Ā things Ā could Ā have Ā been Ā different , Ā if Ā you Ā could Ā have Ā been Ā better , Ā happier , Ā more Ā like Ā everyone Ā else Ā if Ā you'd Ā just Ā known Ā what Ā you Ā know Ā now .
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Ā  Ā ā€œ Ā youĀ ā€˜ reĀ  soĀ  inĀ  loveĀ  thatĀ  youĀ  actedĀ  insane . Ā ā€ Ā  | Ā  marleneĀ  mckinnonĀ Ā & Ā lilyĀ  evansĀ  ( Ā @serendpitousā€‹Ā Ā )
Ā  Ā  Ā  ā€œĀ  whoĀ  saidĀ  anythingĀ  aboutĀ  loveĀ  ?!Ā  "Ā  sheĀ  pacesĀ  upĀ  andĀ  downĀ  theĀ  roomĀ  ,Ā  browsĀ  furrowedĀ  ,Ā  andĀ  armsĀ  foldedĀ  infrontĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  .Ā  sheĀ ā€˜ sĀ  furiousĀ  .Ā  ā€œĀ  iĀ  donĀ ā€˜ tĀ  likeĀ  jamesĀ  potterĀ  ,Ā  letĀ  aloneĀ  loveĀ  Ā  Ā Ģ¶ Ģ¶ Ģ¶ Ģ¶ Ģ¶ Ģ¶Ā  Ā  Ā heĀ ā€˜ sĀ  aĀ  completeĀ  arseĀ  .Ā  ā€Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā 
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TAYLOR SWIFT / FEARLESS (TAYLORā€™S VERSION)
These lyrics are from Taylor Swiftā€™s 2021 re-recording of her 2008 sophomore album, Fearless. These lyrics may be modified to better fit roleplay purposes. Please note: every track from the new album has been included, except Love Story (Elvira Remix) and Forever & Always (Piano Version) due to their lyrics being duplicates of lyrics already in the album elsewhere.
FEARLESS
Thereā€™s something ā€˜bout the way the street looks when itā€™s just rained
Iā€™m trying so hard not to get caught up
Youā€™re just so cool
I donā€™t know how it gets better than this
With you Iā€™d dance In a storm in my best dress
I wanna stay right here
Iā€™m not usually this way
You pull me in and Iā€™m a little more brave
FIFTEEN
Take a deep breath and walk through the doors
Try to stay out of everybodyā€™s way
You know, I havenā€™t seen you around before
When youā€™re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, youā€™re gonna believe them
When someone tells you they love you, youā€™re going to believe them
Weā€™ll be outta here as soon as we can
All you wanted was to be wanted
All I wanted was to be wanted
Back then, I swore I was gonna marry him someday
I realized some bigger dreams of mineĀ 
Iā€™ve found time can heal most anythingĀ 
I didnā€™t know who I was supposed to be
I didnā€™t know who I was supposed to be at fifteen Ā 
LOVE STORY
We were both young when I first saw you
Hello
Stay away from Juliet
Iā€™m begging you, please donā€™t go
Please donā€™t go.
Take me somewhere we can be alone
All thereā€™s left to do is run
Youā€™ll be the prince and Iā€™ll be the princess
Itā€™s a love story, baby just say yes.
Baby, just say yes.
Weā€™re dead if they knew
Theyā€™re trying to tell me how to feelĀ 
This love is difficult, but itā€™s real
Donā€™t be afraid, weā€™ll make it out of this mess
I got tired of waitingĀ 
My faith in you is fading
Iā€™ve been so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head?
I donā€™t know what to think
Marry me, Juliet
Youā€™ll never have to be alone
I love you, and thatā€™s all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
HEY STEPHEN
I know looks can be deceiving
I know I saw a light in you
I didnā€™t say half the things I wanted toĀ 
You might have me believing I donā€™t always have to be alone
I canā€™t help it if you look like an angelĀ 
I wanna kiss you in the rainĀ 
Come feel this magic Iā€™ve been feeling since I met youĀ 
I canā€™t help it if thereā€™s no one else
I canā€™t help myself
Iā€™ve been holding back this feeling, so I got some things to say to you
I never seen nobody shine the way you doĀ 
Iā€™ve seen it all, so I thought
I think you and I should stay the same
Why arenā€™t you here tonight?
I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well, theyā€™re beautiful but would they write a song for you?
WHITE HORSE
Say youā€™re sorry
That face of an angel comes out just when you need it toĀ 
I honestly believed in you
This ainā€™t a fairytaleĀ 
I was a dreamer before you went and let me downĀ 
Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyesĀ 
I didnā€™t know to be in love that you had to fight to have the upper handĀ 
I had so many dreams about you and meĀ 
Iā€™m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me wellĀ 
YOU BELONG WITH ME
Sheā€™s going off about something that you said
She doesnā€™t get your humor like I doĀ 
What youā€™re looking for has been here the whole timeĀ 
Why canā€™t you see that you belong with me?
I canā€™t help thinking this is how it ought to beĀ 
Youā€™ve got a smile that could light up this whole townĀ 
Hey, isnā€™t this easy?Ā 
You say youā€™re fine but I know you better than thatĀ 
I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the nightĀ 
All this time how could you not know?
Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me?
BREATHE (FEAT. COLBIE CALLAIT)
None of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
Itā€™s killing me to see you go after all this time
I donā€™t know what to be without you around
We know itā€™s never simple
Youā€™re the only thing I know like the back of my handĀ 
I canā€™t breathe without you, but I have to
I never wanted this, I never wanna see you hurt
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall outĀ 
Itā€™s 2 A.M, feeling like I just lost a friend
TELL ME WHY
You might think Iā€™m bulletproof, but Iā€™m not
You took a swing, I took it hard
Down here from the ground I see who you are
Iā€™m sick and tired of your attitude
Iā€™m feeling like I donā€™t know you
You tell me that you love me, then cut me downĀ 
You know you got a mean streak
I remember what you said last night
I know, that you see, what youā€™re doing to meĀ 
You could write a book on how to ruin someoneā€™s perfect day
Iā€™m sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
Why do you have to make me feel small?
Why do you have to put down my dreams?
YOUā€™RE NOT SORRY
Iā€™ve been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
Itā€™s taken me this long, baby, but Iā€™ve figured you out
Youā€™re thinking weā€™ll be fine again, but not this time around
You donā€™t have to call anymoreĀ 
This is the last strawĀ 
I donā€™t wanna hurt anymore
You can tell me that youā€™re sorry but I donā€™t believe you, baby, like I did before
Youā€™re not sorry
I might believe you if I didnā€™t know
I couldā€™ve loved you all my life if you hadnā€™t left me waiting in the coldĀ 
Youā€™ve got your share of secrets and Iā€™m tired of being last to know
You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade
THE WAY I LOVED YOU
I couldnā€™t ask for anything better
You look beautiful tonight
I feel perfectly fineĀ 
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
Itā€™s 2AM and Iā€™m cursing your nameĀ 
I never knew I could feel that muchĀ 
Youā€™re so in love that you acted insane
He canā€™t see the smile Iā€™m faking
My heartā€™s not breaking cause Iā€™m not feeling anything at all
FOREVER & ALWAYS
Were you just kidding?
I donā€™t feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened?Ā 
He still hasnā€™t called
You feel so low you canā€™t feel nothing at all
I was there when you said forever and alwaysĀ 
Was I out of line?Ā 
Did I say something way too honest?
I thought I knew you for a minute, now Iā€™m not so sureĀ 
Where is this going?
Did you forget everything?
I donā€™t think so
You didnā€™t mean it
THE BEST DAY
I donā€™t know why all the trees change in the fall
Youā€™re not scared of anything at all
I know I had the best day with you today
How my friends could be so mean?
I donā€™t know who Iā€™m going to talk to now at schoolĀ 
I have an excellent father, his strength is making me strongerĀ 
Youā€™re the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
I didnā€™t know if you knew
CHANGE
I believe in whatever you do
Iā€™ll do anything to see it throughĀ 
These things will change
Can you feel it now?Ā 
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
The time will come for us to finally win
So weā€™ve been outnumbered, raided, and now cornered
Itā€™s hard to fight when the fight ainā€™t fair
Weā€™re getting stronger
They might be bigger but weā€™re faster and never scared
Thereā€™s something in your eyes says we can beat thisĀ 
We never gave in
JUMP THEN FALL
I like the way you sound in the morning
Your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
All I can think is we should be together
Donā€™t be afraid to jump then fall
Iā€™m never gonna leave youĀ 
Iā€™ll catch youĀ 
The time is gonna come when youā€™re so mad you could cryĀ 
Iā€™ll hold you through the night until you smile
Every time you smile, I smile
Every time you shine, I shine
UNTOUCHABLE
Iā€™m reaching out and I just canā€™t tell you why
Iā€™m caught up in you
When youā€™re close, I feel like coming undone
Say that weā€™ll be togetherĀ 
I wonā€™t wait here all dayĀ 
I want to feel you by my side and standing next to me
COME IN WITH THE RAIN
I donā€™t wanna go there anymore
I know all the steps up to your door but I donā€™t wanna go there anymore
Iā€™ll leave my window open
Iā€™m too tired at night to call your name
Just know Iā€™m right here hoping that youā€™ll come in with the rain
I could stand up and sing you a song but I donā€™t wanna have to go that farĀ 
Iā€™ve got you down, I know you by heart and you donā€™t even know where I startĀ 
I donā€™t know what else I can sayĀ 
Iā€™m too tired at night for all these gamesĀ 
SUPERSTAR
This is wrong but I canā€™t help but feel like there ainā€™t nothing more right
I canā€™t help but wish I could see your faceĀ 
I knew from the first note played Iā€™d be breaking all my rules to see you
Iā€™m no one special, just another wide-eyed girl whoā€™s desperately in love with you
Loneliness comes around when Iā€™m not dreaming about youĀ 
I knew when I saw your face Iā€™d be counting down the ways to see youĀ 
Iā€™m invisible and everyone knows who you areĀ 
THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR
In the heat of the fight I walked away ignoring words that you were saying
This time Iā€™ve had enough
Iā€™m so mad I might tell you that itā€™s overĀ 
Leave
Iā€™m in love with you
All I need is on the other side of the doorĀ 
I keep going back over things we both saidĀ 
If you know everything tell me why you couldnā€™t see when I left, I wanted you to chase after meĀ 
I canā€™t even look at youĀ 
I donā€™t need you, but I do
Thereā€™s nothing you can say to make this right again, I mean itĀ 
TODAY WAS A FAIRY TALE
Today was a fairy tale
I used to be a damsel in distress
Time slows down whenever youā€™re around
Can you feel this magic in the air?
I fell in love when I saw you standing there
Itā€™s getting so much clearerĀ 
Nothing made sense ā€˜til the time I saw your face
YOU ALL OVER ME (FEAT. MAREN MORRIS)
I lived, and I learned, had you, got burned
Swore that Iā€™d get out of here
No amount of freedom gets you clean
Iā€™ve still got you all over me Ā 
The best and worst day of June was the one that I met youĀ 
Donā€™t you wish you had me?Ā 
Every breath of air I breathe reminds me of thenĀ 
I watched a part of myself die
MR. PERFECTLY FINE
Iā€™ve been waitinā€™ for you all my life
Every single day until the end, I will be by your side
It takes everything in me just to get up each day
Hello Mr. ā€œPerfectly fineā€, howā€™s your heart after breaking mine?
Itā€™s wonderful to see that youā€™re okay
Everything revolves around you
Well, I thought you might be different than the rest, I guess youā€™re all the same
'Cause I hear heā€™s got his arm 'round a brand-new girl
I never got past what you put me through but itā€™s wonderful to see that it never fazed you
WE WERE HAPPY
When it was good, baby, it was good
No one could touch the way we laughed in the darkĀ 
Goodbyeā€™s so much harder 'cause we were happyĀ 
I hate those voices telling me Iā€™m not in love anymoreĀ 
THATā€™S WHEN (FEAT. KEITH URBAN)
Need some space to think about all of thisĀ 
When can I come back?Ā 
All this playing, did you ever think of me?
Iā€™ll be waiting at the front gate
I did you wrong, made mistakes and put you through all of thisĀ 
Iā€™ll come back
DONā€™T YOU
I knew Iā€™d run into you somewhereĀ 
Itā€™s been a while
I didnā€™t mean to stareĀ 
Iā€™m sure sheā€™ll make you happyĀ 
Donā€™t smile at me and ask me how Iā€™ve been
Donā€™t say youā€™ve missed me if you donā€™t want me again
You donā€™t how much I feel I love you stillĀ 
Sometimes I really wish that I could hate youĀ 
I swore I wouldnā€™t do this
BYE BYE BABY
It wasnā€™t just like a movieĀ 
This is the last time Iā€™ll drive this way againĀ 
I still love you but I can'tĀ 
I was so sure of everything we thought weā€™d always have
Seems like Iā€™m becoming part of your past
Thereā€™s so much that I canā€™t touch
Youā€™re all I want but itā€™s not enough this time
I can feel you like youā€™re slipping through my handsĀ 
Iā€™m so scared of how this ends
I want you back but itā€™s coming down to nothing
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