Cute little outfit from saturday🖤

It’s all so dramatic.

What a month … my family all found out that i smoke stuff and now my mum isn’t speaking to me and my dad has barely ever been in my life. Am I an orphan now lol

I have too many ideas to expel

O Serpent Heart hid with a Flowering Face

He called me his angel with a

mouth full of lies.

A serpent as a flower in disguise.

Love is blind,

and he took my eyes

Ripped them out and made them his.

-moonnymphh

I just love romeo and juliet so so so much

Unemployed not studying just slowly rotting every day that goes past.

At the hair salon<333

Isn’t it a blessing to have Grandmas

She cut me up some strawberries after lunch and brought them to me. A surprise, besides my mother no one really does these little gestures for me. And to me that means the world. You looked at some fruit and cut it up delicately and placed them in a bowl with sprinkles sugar ( she knows I have a sweet tooth) and gave them to me.

It brought me to tears.

I love you.

I didn’t have someone like myself growing up, I didn’t have a guardian, a protector, a guide, a lover (someone who loved me unconditionally). To be on guard with me help me, listen to me when no one else was. To be kind to me, gentle when others snapped. To have a little bit of patience with me and listen to all my rambling and word vomits of all the thing I imagined in my head. To sit at look at my terrible drawing but still praise me for it. To take me out on little trips they thought I would enjoy and buy me my favourite snack just because they remembered. I didn’t have that person to protect me from all the monsters from under my bed that constantly lurked around me, in my thoughts on my face, on my body and that were slowly sucking the soul out of the little me. The person who had had a few lessons in life and would hate to see me go through the same things so they smile a little at me even when they’re tired or give me a hug even when all they want to do is lay down.

All I needed was a big me.

I’ve lost so much weight I’ve got even less boob than before

And my gap year is coming to an end and idk wtf I’m doing

I feel extremely lost rn life is stagnant and so shit I feel like my body is literally slowly rotting and I am trying to hold it together but I think I’m going to explode any second

I feel like people have truly stepped on me and treated me like trash for my whole life. Like every single person I’ve met and I’ve tried to maintain my character so I don’t lose who I am as a person but I’m slowly losing that person more and more

I’m sick and tired of it. Even people who barely know me treat me the same every where I go

I’m sick if it

I should’ve been a cunt my whole life and people would actually respect me and not treat me as a fool

☁️🤎✨cinnamon girls pt II ✨🤎☁️