I'm tired

Baka pag namatay nako baka naman maag bago ka na?

Pagod na din ako bhie

Hindi ko alam pano ako or San ako mag sisimula. Napapagod na din ako

When you died nawalam na din ako gana mangarap 😭

I miss my friend the one who always there when I needed to talk to someone.

Lagi nalang ako nag aadjust.

Ako nalang lagi nag eeffort

Napapagod nako.

Don't act that you are so good person

If you make someone feel guilty about their mistake, then you have not forgiven them ✨

Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. - Bruce Lee

Living a lie

It’s getting harder and harder everyday….. Acting like I’m doing good, and telling people how happy I feel, and how life is going good, and peaceful. Telling everyone that I’ve made it though my depression and that I’m walking on a happy bright road. When in reality I’m still at the bottom of this mud. Nothing’s gotten better, it’s just easier to say it has. A simple “I’m okay” turned into a huge giant lie, and now people believe that I’ve escaped this dark depression that I’m still living in. There was a time when I was real about how I felt, I told people about what I struggled with. Then it felt like to them, I wasn’t human, I wasn’t happy and fun to be around, I was just another depressed kid. I hated that, I don’t like it when people thought that way of me. So I’ve created a persona that people would Acually wanna be around, I’ve created a persona that people looked at and thought “just an average girl” I’ve created a different personally that isn’t me. Because the real me isn’t human. The real me is a dead walking ghost, not happy, no life, no colour. No emotion, no hope, and no love. I don’t even think the “real me” is me either. I’ve lost the true me a long time ago. Well I guess should say I’ve lost my innocents a long time ago.