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There’s so many things I could write on here, but..what I will write ✍️ is this: I am truly so very grateful 🥹 for everything Jesus has done in my life. How’s he’s healed ❤️🩹 my heart, restored my joy and hope again and again; He’s given me a true zest and a zeal for life. For the Zoe God kind of life. 2024 has truly only just started with this only being the fourth month of the year.
And, I can’t help but sense or feel that much more is yet to take place. There are many more prophetic events that are truly unfolding all around us. biblical events are playing out in real time. Just as Father God parted the Red Sea 🌊, Jesus will be doing many miracles, signs, and wonders within these upcoming days. Don’t be surprised at what you see in the natural or in the news.
For Remember, these are all the beginning of the prophetic birth pangs that was already promised and prophesied about in the Bible.
Pick up a Bible, buy a journal 📓 or several📔. Begin to truly after the very heart of Jesus with all of your heart. Buckle up and get ready. The prophetic timetable and what’s gonna happen next will seem just a little bit bum py. Don’t be surprised. Or again, Shocked.
Remember, that absolutely nothing ever surprises the very heart of God. There is a prophetic tidal waves 🌊 of God’s glory on the way. The awa kening isn’t coming. Oh no. It is already here. Get ready. For the greatest days are upon you saints of the sovereign most high God. What a time to be here on this earth. We get to show others the majesty, the honor, and the very glory of God.
This is the season to go on prophetic treasure hun ts. Look for the gold others. In other words-to speak forth the radiantly beauty of what the heart of the Father sees in you.
Jesus is absolutely and is radiantly in love with you. You are all so precious, beloved, loved, cherished, adored by the heart of the Father. I can sense even right now. Just how much Jesus loves each and every one of you. And, I’m weeping 😭 at the truly rich magnitude and depths of his true love for you. You thought you knew love of what it means to be adored or loved by another. The love of God only forever magnifies that. Why? Because the love of Jesus is endless. It is eternal. It is never ending. Jesus will never ever stop loving each and everyone of us. He woos us. He beseeches for us. He cries for us. Jesus gave his life so that we could be his forever. To be forever betrothed and wed to Jesus. Jesus passionately and truly intricately pursues us. He looks at us with unconditional love personified. He will never ever stop loving us. Jesus is the eternal forever bridegroom and we are his bride. The wonderful beautiful bride of Christ.
I pray if you don’t know Jesus as your Savior and as your Lord; that you’ll call on Jesus today.
Oh man 👨🏻. I feel Jesus presence.
Better days are coming.
Each day is wonderful. Because of Jesus:)
Jessica
Jessica Wolf 🐺
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So truly thankful 🥹 that Jesus 🙏🏼🤲🏼✝️💕🥹🥲☺️ has given me His forever fullness of joy🤩. Now and forevermore. Amen 🙏🏼
Wrote this two years ago in 2022: But God. I don’t know any other way to start this post. The articles I posted below are what I could relate to just several a Sundays ago.
I had an encounter with Jesus that still just stops me in my tracks. I don’t expect anyone to read this with a dry eye, nor do I think you’ll be able to.
You see, I thought I was permanently emotionally broken and that was just how things were. I didn’t know that Jesus could completely free me from my cptsd.
Let’s go back to 2008. I had joined an internship that left me emotionally scarred and broken for at least one decade.
Fast forward to 2022-The next moment…is what brings me to my knees in thankfulness to Jesus. Jesus asked me audibly if I wanted to be made whole. He asked me this at least three times…if not more🥺. My first time thought was, ‘yes, of course Jesus. But if you heal me of my cptsd; who will I be?’ He responded back immediately, ‘that’s not what I asked you. I asked you if you wanted to be made whole. It was a command. Not a question. Do you want to be made whole?’
I said, ‘yes, Jesus😭. I’m done being broken and angry on the inside all the time. I just want to stop hurting.’
Seconds later, but I’m sure it was instantaneously, I saw myself back at go ministries international-a part of where my cptsd was stemmed from. I was all alone in the woods….just done with everything. It was during the com m unison game the core leaders had instigated. It was pouring outside. I had found a perfect rock. Jesus spoke to me again, ‘I sent someone right then to stop you from attempting to end your life. The timing could not have been more crucial than you’ll understand. The person I sent over; had no idea they were part of saving your life. I worked through them to rescue you.’
Jesus than showed me another scene. He asked me..’do you remember when you were so depressed and a su icidal when you were sneaking showers so no one would know what you were planning? I sent my guardian and ministering angels to you at that exact moment just as you had the r a z o r poised at your arm and they took those things out of your hands-saving your life. You had simply thought right than that you just changed your mind. Nope, there was a war going on for your destiny. Little did you know just how close you were to end ing your life right than.’ I, of course am bawling my eyes out at that point. I could feel years of pain, heaviness, and heartache melting away. It wasn’t a small trickle of emotions; it was a flood. I wept as I had never wept before.
Jesus spoke something else to my heart. He said to me, ‘My beloved daughter Jessica, you have spent years removing the spiritual grave clothes off of others; revealing a gorgeous gown or tuxedo for others. It’s beyond time that the spiritual grave clothes come off you too. It’s time for you to really live.’ In that moment, I started seeing chains ⛓ being broken in the realms of the spirit.
Jesus asked me another question. He said, ‘it’s time you to stop hating your mom. She was parenting you out of her own brokenness. You must fully forgive her. The pain and hurt that you’ve held onto over the many years-has been destroying you. Let that pain go. Forgive her. Love her from a distance.’
I turn to mike and tell him, ‘I’m not hurting anymore. I don’t feel angry any more. Jesus just now healed my cptsd. Completely. The pain is gone.’
There’s a softness around my eyes that I haven’t seen in quite some time. Ok, it’s been years. I don’t need to keep walls up anymore. I can be free to feel and not shut down.
I’ve been weeping more than I ever have. But, in a good way. I no longer feel the need to hold back my tears or to prevent myself to cry. I’m finally my age at 35 and not as someone who’s ancient. I feel younger in a good way. Jesus has done this. He’s done all of it.
So when I say-but God. I mean every word of it.
Jesus saved me. It’s that simple. I am here
For a purpose. I’m still learning and discovering what it all means. But. Now, I am
Whole. Jesus can do the impossible in your life, too. I know this to be true…because he’s done it in mine🥺
Love you all,
Jessica.
https://themindsjournal.com/9-ways-beautifully-broken-girl-loves-differently/
https://themindsjournal.com/what-it-means-to-fall-in-love-with-a-girl-who-is-beautifully-broken/
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When I think about all that Jesus has carried me through & What happened to me in 2008, reminds me that no matter how challenging; with Jesus by my side; I can overcome everything. Yes, every word of this is true. I’m not a victim. I no longer have cptsd. Because Jesus healed me. I’m an overcomer. Read what I shared and you’ll learn why. I love you guys. Thank you all for praying and believing in me🙏🏼😭🥹: This is my go ministries international story: this is what I remembered when I asked Jesus to remind me of the things my brain blacked out for many years. *Warning ⚠️. What happened in 2008 was intense. What you are about to read isn’t for the faint of heart or younger readers. Please be advised.
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> One memory I just now remembered was the Christmas production in 2008. we put on at lwcc, in that drama I was the emo/goth girl who was a cutter. Somehow, they had chosen to mock me even if they didn’t know I was suicidal for months and had fought the desire to slit my wrists.
Wrote this a few years ago: I’m just so thankful to JESUS and having a 🥵 hot mess moment right now😭🥺.
This might or not be in my upcoming go ministries international story...that happened in 2008 but, I am forever grateful to the intern or staff member who wasn’t fully aware just how depressed I was while at boot camp during the game at night.
(If you wouldn’t have walked over when you did- to where I was hiding in the woods during the pelting raining; and let me know that the meeting was starting. I would have successfully slit my wrists. I had a found a sharp rock and I was ready to end it all). I would have left go. But. It would have been in a body bag.
So. To whoever you are. I am eternally forever grateful Jesus had you walk over to me when you did🙏🏼🤯😭. Thank you. Jesus had you save my life.
> *Why did you decide to join go.
> As long as I can remember, I always wanted to pray for and minister to others. I wanted to show them Jesus. To show them His heart. When I saw that go ministries international they had a youth program; I wanted to learn everything I could, bless others back. So many precious young people are hurting and they just need someone to care. To reach out to them. To let them know they are never alone. To show them Jesus.
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> 2. What were your first thoughts once you were an intern?
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> The day before go started, I was with my family at living word Christian center. The core leadership seemed to care about me. They were so kind and seemed to be loving. Other people had a different thought. They told me, “Jessica, are these fake faces or faith faces.” At that point, I honestly did not know. I had wanted to believe the best in them. Little did I know, how truly wrong I would be the next day.
> My parents and family, had already dropped me off and were driving away. I assumed everything would remain happy. Seconds later, the leadership started screaming for all of us interns to get to the front lawn. I didn’t know why I felt complete terror. All I knew and could feel at that moment, was this: my hands went completely numb. I felt like throwing up as we were screamed at to start doing up downs and sit-ups, push-ups, the bear crawl, running back and forth. Many on my left and on my right were throwing up and passing out. The leaders didn’t care. They screamed at them to get back up.
> Next, we were told to fit as much or little into a duffle bag. The next thing we were told was to file into the vans silently. We were not allowed to talk to anyone. We were told to keep our eyes straight not looking in any direction. The bus ride to Wisconsin was several hours long. When we arrived that night, it was already dark out. They screamed at us to file into formation. For years, the memories have seemed like a bad dream. The distant memories blurred into dreams.
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> 3. What were your most vivid memories of go. Good, and bad. How did it affect you?
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> Alright, as soon as we all were on the line. They began spray painting numbers onto a T-shirt. I can’t remember what my number was. But, during that week; that number was my name. The week, I was no longer Jessica. I was nothing more than a number. We were told that we had to carry our bible, water battle, a stick, and an egg. We were forced to run far past the point of what seemed normal human endurance. At one point, I thought my heart and lungs would give out from all the running. I was told by one of the leaders that I had to keep running until they said to stop.
> The next thing I remember, was doing military style exercises that involved balancing on a small metal string, I slipped and the metal string slapped into my leg, it had cut my leg deeply into the bone. The bone was exposed. Blood was gushing everywhere. I couldn’t limp, let along walk. But, we were told that the word can’t wasn’t allowed. So, despite the deep pain-the leaders didn’t show me any levels of compassion or mercy. I had to run with blood gushing down my leg. I couldn’t stop crying. After that we were forced to run up and down slippery stairs for 2 to three hours at least nonstop. After that, we were told that we had to carry a hundred pound cross up and down the stairs.
> The other memory that I can’t forget: being awoken out of sound sleep with a blow horn to my heart and being told to clean a building from top to bottom in the middle of the night. The nights turned into days. And the days turned into nights. The mere idea of food or even eating became unneeded to my weary and tired brain at that point. I didn’t want to throw up. Thankfully, I never did. But the feeling was horrible eating and being forced to eat everything on your plate. Then, you had to run. For hours. Or whenever they decided for us to stop running.
> I remember we had rock experiences, where we had to pick up huge boulders that were so sharp. The rocks began to cut my wrists and my arms. I was forced to wear long sleeves for weeks; because the leaders didn’t want people assuming that I’d cut my wrists.
> The next memory is very painful. They called it judgement day. We all had to line up once again and wait our turn. When my name was called, I had to recite from memory Ephesians 6:10-12 from the message or amplified version. But, if we forgot the verse at all-we would be pushed off the dock. Mind you, it was nighttime and freezing out. I was pushed off
> The dock twice, I walked back to my spot in line. I was freezing cold and I worried that I’d die of hyperthermia. I couldn’t stop shaking. No one asked me if I was alright. No one asked me how weak I felt or how numb my body had become. They simply screamed at me. They called me a failure.
> That night, I had to sleep in freezing, wet clothes. We weren’t allowed to shower they week. We were their slaves and how they treated us-we were nothing. They even took our cell phones away. Gee, wonder why.
> The next memory was the communist game. We were awoken once again out of sound sleep with a blow horn to our ears. It’s a miracle I didn’t go deaf or lose any hearing. We were told we were being arrested for being Believers in Jesus. And we had to find the hidden tracks before the other communists found them. We had to run in the freezing rain. I ran to a hiding spot. Somewhere deep in the forest. It was pelting rain. I huddled onto the grass and bawled my eyes out-laying in a fetal position. Telling myself that somehow I’d survive this. I asked Jesus to take me home that night. I wanted to find a rock or anything sharp and end it all. I was done.
> The next second, someone grabbed my arms and told me I was going with them. They brought us to a building where we had to sit completely still. No movement. Zero movement was allowed. We had been up for over 24 to 48 hours without sleep. Anyone who started to doze off had a blow horn to their ears. I kept slapping my cheek just to stay awake.
> We get back to the ranch in mora, Minnesota. We are told that daily we’ll have pt. Every morning at 5 or 5:30 sharp. Meet outside of the house. If we were late. We would have to write down Luke 16:10 100 times. If we failed, they’d add on another hundred more. That was only the beginning of the nightmare.
> One of the days of pt, I heard my back snap when we were doing up downs. I told one of the leaders that I couldn’t run anymore and she screamed at me. Threatening to punish me even worse for simply saying, “I can’t.”
> Fast forward to a month or two later, my confidence was already shot. Not to mention, I had lost 10-15 pounds at bootcamp. My ankles, legs, and feet were so swollen that I couldn’t even put socks on and my pants wouldn’t even fit. The physical breaking was terrible. But the emotional breaking nearly destroyed and almost killed me.
> I was told that I would be put on ministry probation. They prevented me from praying for anyone. I couldn’t speak to anyone unless they addressed me first.
> Only few of the people there showed me one ounce of kindness. I snuck showers, because I was so depressed that I want to slit my wrists. I had a plan to bleed out in the shower. So no one would know. Those thoughts went through my mind for those four to five months I was there.
> One night, the female leadership told us that we had to strip down to our bras and underwear. But, if any of the boys found out; we’d be writing sentences till our hands fell off. We were told to shower with other girls. I never did. I snuck showers.
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> 4. When did you leave and when did you realize they were toxic?
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> How go affected me. My dad said hi to me one Sunday. I didn’t call him as dad. I called him, sir. My dad broke down and cried. He looked at me, and said, “Jessica, I’m your father. Not sir. What did they do to you?”
> My mom pulled me into the church bathroom one night and said, “we’ve had enough of them treating you this way. We’re taking you back home to Hutchinson tonight. Lie if you have to. But, you’re not going back to go. We’ll leave your stuff there.” I lied to one of my leaders. I felt terrible. I cried the whole way home.
> When I got home. I called friends and they didn’t even recognize me. I didn’t act the same. I had nightmares and my room was blood red. Go gave me ptsd. I was in multiple inner counseling sessions. I’ve had many panic attacks. Flash backs. Different times where I would hyperventilate.
> The signs of go being a cult are obvious:
> *They tell you-that they are your family.
> *zero contact with the outside world.
> *they took our cell phones away.
> *they shut the water off.
> *they stopped communication with me after I left.
> I was told that I lacked faith. Reality: I ran out of money.
> But. Jesus has been healing my heart. I’ve forgiven the leadership. I pray what I have shared with you all today is a warning and an alert to the youth who might consider go ministries international. I’m sharing my story so you never have to attend or experience what myself or others have seen and heard. I want to spare you from this pain. And hold the hearts of the ones who are still suffering because of go or the ones who are stuck in go and don’t know how to get out. Know that I’m praying for you. I’m praying for the complete healing of your heart. That there is so much love in your heart. Never forget who you are. That’s what go wants. But, Jesus wants you happy and whole. I want my life to seen as someone who helps others escape from the trenches and hold you close. You each have giftings and talents. Don’t allow go ministries international to ever steal your purpose or your identity. You are not a mistake. God loves you. He has never stopped loving you. I pray that you can feel Jesus heart even in my message.
> -Jessica
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This is why I gave my first ever kiss of all time to my wonderful husband Michael Wolf 🐺 as a priceless gift 🎁 and treasure on our wedding day 11 years ago, when I was 27 years old, at the altar; after the pastor had announced my husband and I, as husband and wife:)
Michael-baby,
You were and you are forever well worth the wait. I waited for you for nearly 30 years and I’d gladly wait for you all over again-I love, cherish, respect, and adore all that you are. And, I always will💕.
Love your wife,
Jessica Wolf:)
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Testimony time🙏🏼🤲🏼🥹🥲💜❤️😭🙌🏼. Thank you Abba Father God, Dear King Lord
Jesus, and Precious Holy Spirit-
As I was sitting down, another go ministries international flashback began to play out in my mind. I could see the leaders from g o begin to ye ll at me, I could see the wall sits, the pun ish ments for dro pping the eggs 🥚, being scr eamed at by one of the main lead er s-being told that I had been the reason that the go ministries international boot camp of 08’ pu n ish ments was the wor st because I almost kept passing out from the pain when I was told to run till they said to stop running and I had a hard time breat hing.😭. Or when I was told. That’d. Since i was so ‘socially Akw ard and was so close to God-wouldn’t it be better if I was already d e a d and gone in heaven already. Or having leaders pointing their finger in my face and screa m ing at me. Telling me how worth less I was.
The holy spirit. Said to me,
“Jessica. Are you ready for the flashbacks to stop. You’ve been seeing these memories daily since you were 22 years old. The pain hae stunted your emotional growth for
Years. Are you ready for me
To fully heal you. Your past traumas are not your true identity. Do you want to know what I see when I see you? I see a woman who has overcome much and is healing ❤️🩹. You have
Grown more in me than you can ever even begin to imagine. I am removing the trust issues, the emotional walls, the pain. The gentle flower I forever created you to be-is being fully healed and also restored. Look at the petals, they are becoming Un cry sh e d. no longer is your heart sha t t er Ed and fr ac t u r e d glass on the ground. I am mending your heart.
I am bringing the joy, the youthfulness, the zeal, and zest for life back into
Your world. Everything will
Become beautiful again. Beloved,
You are
No longer a cactus. Always having to watch your back on every turn. Look up. And rejoice
You are my rose. I see
Your heart and I smile. I see what most could never even truly see. I am so very proud of
You my dearest beloved
Bride. remember. When
Asked a small child
What
You wanted to
Be when you grew
Up and you said- a princess. Oh beloved. That is who you are. you can feel the healing ❤️🩹 fully beginning to take place. I told
You that this year of 24’ about restoration. You didn’t realize or even know
That
I’d truly be restoring you also. You wanted others to be whole. Oh my dear
Beloved
Bride. know this. I am fully restoring
You, too. So fully complete in
Wholeness as if those wounds
And pain never Even happened at all.
Remember. This is your year to soar.
I love
You always. Now and forevermore.
All of my love for you.
I love you.
Jesus’
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One ☝🏼 look into the eyes 👀 of Jesus 🙏🏼🙌🏼 and you’re never the same again. Set apart for Jesus. He is my heart and He is my life. My whole being abides in the shelter in the most high God. Jesus is my forever high fortress. In Jesus I forever find my safety and refuge. Jesus ever eternally abiding love and precious presence changes everything. Stay in the glowray realms of Jesus agape love and you’re undone in the Presence of the King. The Holy Spirit is the great comforter and intercessor. Father God is the ruler of all things both great and small. The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob loves each and every one of us with an everlasting love. This love is never changing. It is always abiding. In the third heavens. In the Heavenly realm of Jesus heart.
Soaking and resting in the throne room of grace. Jesus glory is here. You can feel it. This is the start of the great soul harvest season. It cannot be stopped. Nor the glory of God will be stopped. Revival. The great awakening is here. Jesus will have the final say in all things. This is the time of the saints of God. Think on Daniel 7:22. Jesus wins. The very best surely is yet to come. Get ready get ready get ready get ready. I’ve always known that I was set apart.
I was never like the rest. Even from a young age. Even when I was young. Jesus has always been my true first love. Jesus has always had my heart. My soul belongs entirely to Jesus. I am a Christian. Jesus forever lives and abides in my heart. I love being in the glory and In the eternal majesties of Jesus.
If I were to tell you all of the lives I’ve seen Jesus change and be completely transformed. You wouldn’t be able to fully stand because of the glory of Jesus that changed countless young people. I’ve seen young people with their arms raised and weeping unashamedly as Jesus healed their lives. I’ve held young people in my arms as Jesus gave me words of knowledge and words of life over their hearts. I’ve seen young people running after the heart of God and they are now powerful women of God. Jesus has great plans for each generation.
I’m just so honored and humbled that Jesus trusted me to be able to speak into their lives. I love them all so dearly. I love them all so much just as much if they were my own flesh and 🩸 children. I’d gladly give my life for each of them. There has never been a minute or even a mere second that I’ve ever stopped praying for them. Jesus sees each of their hearts. They each have a legacy. I pray they all know just how deeply they are loved by the heart of Jesus. No matter where they go in life I will always love them. I will never stop praying for them and I will never stop believing in them. If I could hold each young person in my arms again for even just one second. I wouldn’t have enough tears in my eyes when I tell them just how much I love them.
You see. I’ve never been an average 37. In my heart. I feel far older than that. I’ve been far more mature in my heart than my natural age. Jesus has given me his wisdom. None of the grace and words I could never attain on my own. The changed lives-Jesus did that. I am his vessel he worked through. Nothing more. I’m so honored Jesus has chosen me to speak for him. All that I am today and all that I ever was I owe to King Jesus.
I can hardly even see through my tears 😭 as I write this down. Jesus presence is here. This is the very best place to be. Is in Jesus presence. Everything is so simple here. It’s peaceful. It’s full of him. Everything about Jesus is so very beautiful. Jesus is so good. Heaven on earth. The greatest days are yet to come. Thank you Jesus for this life and for all that Is soon yet to come. Jesus has good things planned. Turn to Jesus before it’s too late. Trust Jesus in all things. Call on Jesus today. Ask Jesus to be your Savior and your Lord. Jesus is everything. I owe him my life. I owe Jesus everything. Love you guys.
Jessica
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Jesus bawling 😭. Copied and shared: 👉My child I need you to understand this one thing; it has never been about punishment, only preparation. While many, including yourself at times, have written you off it was all in due season of training.
I kept you all this time! I held your hand all this time! I was there right beside you all this time! I have been training you, preparing you, in the secret place.
Now you simply carry the secret place. In distress you still carry the secret place! In persecution you carry My essence! In rejection you still carry heaven. In not understanding you lean on your ABBA!
Though most have not been able to champion you nor understand you, I, YOUR FATHER IN HEAVEN have great use for you. I have plans to shake up the status quo with you.
Your time of arrival,so to speak, is drawing so near all you feel is the pressure. The pressure of birthing the new thing. The pressure of being a pioneer as I AM and was when I walked the earth. The pressure of the hounds of hell attempting to get you to abort the mission.
Hell loses again! Yes! My child as you rest in Me, as you lean into My bosom I AM giving you the fresh manna you need in this hour. Everything the enemy has attempted to do in harming your heart I have used to purify you.
I had to know it was all about Me! I keep you safe in My arms but soon My child Everything will look different. Do not be afraid! I have everything prepared in advance! Only walk in blind faith, knowing you can fully trust me!
After all, you can trust me, right!?! I AM THE GOD WHO CANNOT FAIL! People fail. People change. People misunderstand you. People are human My child. Your job is to give them all mercy, grace, and love.
AFTER ALL, I DO!
I have been brooding over you and watching your hearts response. You may feel as though it's only you, this is not the truth. I have a remnant reserved! Trust and believe I have a powerful army I AM set to use in every sphere of the world.
3.2.1. GO TIME!
You may feel that you have folded, or cannot take anymore. You may feel rejected, neglected, or even out casted. I was too! You have learned in these moments what My love truly means to your heart.
You have felt in these places of time and space what the world is in deep need of and it's only Me. You have come so close to Me that the enemy has attempted to make you feel far away. This is because he is so afraid!
He knows My regulators are arising on the scene. Every scene I need them to be. You must know this and be militant. The enemy is. Do not forget who I created you to be, even in heavy warfare you must know I accept you. I made you. I chose you.
I molded you into My image as you sat in the fire with Me. Remember, always remember, there's another in the fire! You go through these fires by choice all because you choose Me over everyone and everything.
Living this way will leave you with no regrets. Now watch as the warfare launches you! Watch as the deep place becomes your normal! Watch as all the trials and times of being with Me pay off.
Many who have misunderstood you and even rejected you shall come and seek you out. Remember My child I love them too. I send you out to be as wise as serpents but gentle as doves. Your life of mishaps has blessed you.
They don't understand that level of intimacy with Me. For you it was necessary for survival. You would have literally died without My presence. They just don't have that same experience. Count it all joy for it brought you to Me!
The life you suffered and endured was a blessing in disguise! The wars and battles you faced in the spirit and the natural were training! The months and even years when i was the only one there prepared you to carry THE HOPE OF GLORY!
This is no light thing! Rejoice in all things for I AM with you!
The rejection was protection! Every no is a better yes! Things never go just as planned, because it's always better! My ways are higher and each human either chooses My way or their own. Many come to look back and see the fork in the road where compromise took hold.
You can be thankful you stay close to Me. My sheep hear My voice and obey! Another voice they will not follow! I know the process has been grueling! I know the pain. I know the tears.
I AM RIGHT HERE MY CHILD!
Come to Me as you always can. You have a deep trust for me and it will never fail you. The enemy comes for your faith. You have once again passed a test.
YOU HAVE PASSED A HUGE TEST.
Go forth as gold My beloved to pluck the ripe harvest as I bring you others who are like minded. They have My mind. They have My heart. They breathe for Me.
Nothing and I do mean not a thing has been wasted! I use all things for training!
YOU WERE NEVER BEING PUNISHED!
ONLY PREPARED FOR YOUR TIME OF RELEASE!
- Angella Brevitz
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