New job for me! Super excited and scared! I beat my first hurdle walking to work. I Did It! Feeling good. ChronicIllnessIsSuckinReal #lupusawareness #MS #RaynaudsSyndrome #Fibromyalgia #painisdifferentforeveryone #wearenotfakingit #warriors Spread awareness it's #Lupus month.. (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdElqI0vr3d/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Okay, where has this been my whole life. Extra pickles yes pls... Sign me up. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc964bUrHgN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Facebook made me buy it.. This is a dog tag that stores all your info about your dog. All you do is report your dog lost, when found they scan the code with their phone and the info you want them to see pops up with a GPS tracker so you can go to them.. It's similar to my medical bracelet.It's very durable because Calypso has tested that out, as a puppy who likes to chew on everything.. So far it's a 10/10 for me. I liked it so much I applied to be an ambassador for the company and have a code for you when you purchase your own. its the word ***Referral Code *** (in all caps) #bytetag @bytetag.co https://www.instagram.com/p/CcEKbhrJNYe/?utm_medium=tumblr

My mom is beautiful. Hacked... https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb2FPbouujT/?utm_medium=tumblr

Why am I not good enough for you to love? To quit after being together for so long. My heart only knows one person and that's you. I will never make it without you. I can't do this. #DivorceIsNotTheAnswer (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbpWB3_r1wG/?utm_medium=tumblr

Calypso Rose my sweet lil girl.. I am so happy you are mine. #happynationalpuppyday https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbd6dSJp2XM/?utm_medium=tumblr

I'm tired, exhausted and just want things to be over. I am so hurt to find out he's felt this way for 2 yrs and acted like he loved me. Who does that? Why do I still love and care about this man? My heart is shattered. How do I love myself now? Who's gonna want to be with a sick divorced 46 yr. Old me? Why would they? (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbcGiXjL8X2/?utm_medium=tumblr

My sweet girl is growing up so fast. She's a 5 month old pup now.. Wow.. She's a sassy girl! But a sweetheart too.. So glad I have her by my side... (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbRZ-wnuweG/?utm_medium=tumblr

My sweet Calypso Rose. I love this pupper of mine she keeps me on my toes. (even when I don't want to) Thank You God for this amazing Positive Blessing especially now, she let's me cry and snuggle then licks my tears away. #EmotionalSupportPup #Divorce it's all over and it's not what I want. (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbBarKvPNUa/?utm_medium=tumblr

Needed to get out of the house so I pulled myself together got dressed and took Miss Calypso for a walk, ran into Jayedyn walking home from work walked her to the door, and then Mayson. Sowe played on the grass for a bit, and wore her out.. 😴 I love when she see's someone familar and tinkles because she's so darn excited.. 🤣 J/k on the tinkle part. That's messy 😫 My sweet girl Daizie did that too. (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaqSZOiPU9S/?utm_medium=tumblr

This right here. My world is ending. He no longer Loves me I pushed him away for so long and never even realized what I was doing. My heart is broken, my life is over, I can't do this. He is my everything. I'm not strong enough. I will Never love anyone again. 29 yrs together he is all i ever dreamed of and I killed it. I'm such a fool. I want to go back and make things better treat him better. Let him know how much I appreciate and love him. But that times is past and I can't make him love me again. He's done. It's all to late... https://www.instagram.com/p/CamARk3riV8/?utm_medium=tumblr

I only post because I need help in anyway.. After 29 yrs of marriage it's all OVER I take accountability for my part In what I caused, and I am sorry. Just when I was trying to make 2022 my better year. trying to do more, and be a better person. It was all to late. My heart is shattered and I am broken. He was my everything! I am looking for a job that does not require a lot of standing, not a lot of strength. I am barely getting back on my feet. Also a place to live that will take my dog *she is my emotional support animal paperwork has been started. (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CajAJLWr2Xd/?utm_medium=tumblr

Missing my KJ so I reppin his hat at the pediatrician for Mayson. #usarmy #airbourne #Specialist #proudarmymom❤️🇺🇸 (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaVxq6zJrYa/?utm_medium=tumblr

Happy 19th bday to the kindest kiddo a mother could ask for. He would give you the shirt of his back if he knew you needed it. I'm hope you have a great day. I love ya a ton.. (snatched this beauty up when he was trying on his glasses hence the tag) (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaFacKFJUnK/?utm_medium=tumblr

It's never gonna be the same again. I think he hates me the more he see's me or hears my voice. (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaDA_fOpwfT/?utm_medium=tumblr

*I am sorry for spamming the feed with all the pictures to come...*😘 Puppy snuggles at 3 a. m. They still feel great. 😊Trying to warm up her wet feet from going outside. Love this snuggle bug. #Calypso Rose is the final name choice. #cockadaspanielgirl🐾 #cockerspanielPup (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXs8mqsL-in/?utm_medium=tumblr

Welcome my new lil' baby girl *Calypso Rose* she is a beautiful cocka da spaniel girl. She was a gift from a wonderful lady. Who I can't begin to thank enough. @dbehunin She is in her Forever Home. She will never replace my @daiziedukejohnson but she will help heal my heart. #MyEmotionalSupportBaby #cockerspanielPup (at West Jordan, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXrjp2Xv3eI/?utm_medium=tumblr