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Mistress Mooncake
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Weird shit went down on Friday afternoon with my ex.
I think he's really unwell and really angry. It's coming out everywhere.
He accused me of fucking his brother. We had live location on all the time. He must have seen I was there maybe an hour.
I get this message "Anything you want to tell me".
We'd been talking previously in the day about being casual so I finished that convo and said sorry i was busy and asked if i could know what he might want and made a little jab and said "cause i have a line to pick from but i honestly cbf getting to know someone knew cause im too busy". He was like no waht are you doing. I said I was driving home just got home. Him: is that all? Me: popped into your brother quick but yeah just got home.
He starts accusing me of lying, that I tried to deny where I was, and that I better not be fucking his brother. I said I'm not, I was comforting his brothers crying child and had a chat with an old friend as his brother is also an old friend of mine. Ex says in lying. I point out if I wanted to sneak around with his brother I wouldn't have my live location on with him.
I took a screen and sent to his brother showing him the accusations. He demanded to know who I sent them to. I said his brother cause I was terrified.
I had previously taken some screens of a brutal convo we had where he essentially was ending it all and sent to his sister saying I didn't think it was going to work out. He demanded to know who I sent those to the day before. I said Laura as she believed we would get back together.
He loses it says I'm stalking him (when he stalked where I was and made assumptions and flipped out). Tells me to screenshot me and sisters convo to show him that I sent her the screenshots. I did but not her replies. She immediately asks who I'm sending that to. I say ex. She asks why. I say he thinks I'm fucking your brother.
Suddenly, sisters account unfriends and re adds me. I say this to ex and say it's suspicious. I accept the re add from her, and suddenly, the convo is being screenshot and screen recorded. I wasn't to worried as there wasn't anything nasty. Us talking about podcasts and then me just showing her its pretty much over. Otherwise he'd have just seen me caring and loving about him.
This re add start trying to talk to me but isn't typing like the sister and seems too strained to be coming off as a girl. I call her. I get from HIM "stop contacting my family". Im like oh sorry are you with her and he says no. I said i was confused, and he tells on himself saying "well when I'm confused i don't call your family".
Me: oh are you with sister?
Him: No
Wtf?
I call out the new add from sister. Saying its not her. "As if someone else is on my snap lol".
Then it all stops for 2 hours.
I get a message later saying he feels no bad blood. He doesn't want to destroy me. Just stop being friends with his sister and that he isn't accusing me of anything.
I essentially say ok, get better, goodnight.
Cause by now I'm just shocked and appalled.
From what I can deduce, his sister was at the house. When I told him I messaged the screens to her I believe he flipped out and intimidated her into giving him access to her snap. Then added me to look at all our conversation. After he did that I'm guessing whatever argument or conversation took place between them and I got that final reply.
What floors me is stalking me, and accusing me of stalking. Lying and gaslighting me and accusing me of lying.
When we separated we agreed to keep our locations on cause we cared for each other. On Friday I considered stopping but was too scared he'd freak out.
This morning rolls around and he's turned off his. So I'm like ok guess we don't care anymore so I turn off mine. SO HE BLOCKS ME.
I know I'm better off but just wow...
Trauma response didn't kick in till after that.
At this rate I'd rather die alone.
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I was so goddamn horny this afternoon. Ex called to discussed something. We ended up texting after, it got pretty hot and heavy fast. With me submitting a lot to him. His pride needs it.
He definitely misses the sex. He says he misses my company. Talking, hanging etc. That it's hard with no space of his own. He said he'd come over and let me suck his dick and if i was good and swallowed.
He came over. Would not give me the satisfaction of kissing me. Pushed me to sit down on the bed and made me work his balls. I was good and complied. He pushed me back and mounted me and started fucking my face. I let him play on his tip for a bit before I opened my mouth and throat. His beautiful body on top of me. He came and I swallowed, it almost came back up but I kept it down. He told me I did a good job after.
It's not us jumping back into a serious relationship. But God he makes me happy . His cock is honestly perfect. He's the best sexual partner I've ever had.
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Wow it's been a while. Over a year. So much changed.
I ended up in a monogamous relationship with the last boy. I loved him deeply. He has some pretty severe epilepsy. We tried to move out together. Lasted 3 weeks. A medicsl conditikn he has worsened and he had to return to family. We've broken up... it's been brutal... there's a lot more to it and he has had to go back to his grandparents. A relationship isn't very feasible. But it still hurts a lot... I miss him very much. I know many in my life are shitty and angry about it. But there's so much he can't control. I didn't care he was disabled. I loved him... I still do. His sister thinks it will all come around. I guess we'll see. I am not exactly looking.
He's angry. He lost his home. He has gone back to family but has no autonomy. I went home to mom but that was where I was before. I think it's easier to be mad at me for things too. His pride is destroyed. He can't move an hour from family. I think he's realised the extent of his disability.
I was sad and got some dating apps and tried for a couple Fridays, a week apart. The options out there are just... dismal. Just.. my god... It's disheartening, but then I remind myself I'm really not going to find someone on an app. It's just not genuine to me. I find it too hard to connect. Being demi, I need SOME rapport. I'm too old for this ho shit.
Feeling down, I ended up seeing one of the boys I originally began blogging here about my first bb boy. The young one I'd go on drives with. He lost his licence but came when called and paid rideshare. It's not the start of something big again, but it was so nice. We chatted, he cuddled me and kissed my forehead and cheeks while playing with my pussy. He was more aggressive with biting, I liked it. His body is so tight, he's still magnificent and his cum still takes like fucking honey. He fucked me after and he openly took more dominance pushing my head down and grabbing my hair while fucking me from behind. He hasnt much stamina but he's so fun and sexy. Hes also just amazing to talk to.
He said he hasn't had anyone since me in 2021, which i was floored about. He's certainly not unattractive but a bit aloof, and I know he wouldn't pick up on girls trying to flirt. He doesn't care. Originally, i had to be near explicit with my intentions. I tried to see him last weekend but he was busy and that's OK. The fact he has been responsive is really nice. He may be a bit here and there, but he's honestly the kind of steadfast friend who is always kind there in the shadows. A real Taurus. He's got a good heart and I love him for it. It's better for me as he's familair, I just can't build something new right now.
Another ex, one I dated at 19. I think is interested in fucking again. He helped me move back home after my bf just left me. He's always been interested in me, and he's still hot af. There's some distance but I'm considering seeing him.
One of the main reasons I'm here, tho is just to write out about my boss... Well, he was my boss, but right now we're equal and intertwined with his position. When he was just my boss we had a good rapport. I trust him, he's funny, so damn smart which is one of my biggest turn ons. We have a lot in common and he sees many things I don't. I have great respect for him. He was always kinda oddly handsome. Being demi ace, I become more attracted to people over time.
Since backfilling this higher role and working closer with him, God damn I have become ridiculously attracted to him. But the funny thing is, I think he is attracted to me. Nothing serious has happened and I don't think anything will. He's married with 4 kids and I respect his wife she sounds amazing. Frankly I'd be their pet but I don't think his wife would be a kinkster like that. I think a situation like that could the wildest dream he didn't think was possible.
Some weird things have happened between Boss and i since i moved up. We don't see each other as often as he's not my direct boss. He's there when I'm not and vice versa. When he's my boss, he has to check in with me and see me in person. So we finally saw each other cause we were hiring and doing interviews together. At one point between interviews we were talking and I think we agreed on something. The look we gave each other was positively doe eyed. Both of us. We were very close and when we turned our faces toward each other we were probably the closest we've come.
Then something weirder happened later that day. We have disability bathroom's, they are gendered but even the male has a sanitary bin, and the women's was locked the men's was green, unlocked. I open the door and he is doing up his pants around his hips. He is thankfully mostly clothed and I don't see anything. I give a little shriek and go "OH MY GOD SORRY!!!"
And HE says casually "no it's OK you can come in".
.... what!?
I go "What!? No! Lock the door!!!"
He kinda seemed to con on and apologised I said that it was OK I was glad he was already near done.
It was embarrassing but also kinda hot. What was that? Did he accidently think I'm his wife for a second?
I've not let it make anything weird... in fact we may be closer.
He was very upset for me when my recent bf left me and the rental we had so quickly. He knew i was devastated.. he frankly took the grunt of how fucked up I was. I think he was a bit mad at how brutalised I was. Even tho my ex has issues he can't help. Today we were in a video call and my phone buzzed and i looked over at it. I sighed and said it was my ex and it wasn't important, frankly I thought he was making an issue of a non issue. Boss sorted of gave a dark look to the side and quickly mumbled "sounds about right" and continued conversation. It was oddly flattering.
I wont lie. I've been trying to gently push the boundary a little... just for fun. I don't expect anything to happen. We never get to see each other it's not like we can fuckk in the office or anything AND I am NOT ruining his amazing life with his wife and children.
A couple days ago we were talking and something came up that made him mad. He never gets mad. Never raises his voice. In fact the one time I've seen him mad and raise his voice like this was exactly one year prior to this year. He got triggered about a subordinate who has been bratty lately but I also a terrible enabler. So he starts yelling about her and her behaviour and I'm like "I know I know.." and then he rounds on me! "BUT WHY DID YOU DO X!?" I was a bit: O.O
Me: please stop yelling at me ..
Boss: No!!! Why did you do X! You know better!
Then he calmed down and rubs his forehead and says "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I yelled.. "
Me: O.O ... no it was so hot..
I caught myself and apologised, "I'm sorry you never get mad and you never raise your voice at me and that was ridiculously attractive for some reason".
Risky. I know.
But he laughed and seemed flattered.
When we video call he is always smiling warmly at me. He always listens and provides his best input.
The way he reacted to my ex leaving me, I do think he cares about me in some way.
Ngl lewd thoughts have definitely crept into my mind about him. But I don't think it'd ever be acted on. I hope he thinks about fucking me sometimes when he fucks his beautiful wife.
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“aww you remembered“
of course i did i'm obsessed with you
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Ron DeSantis just kidnapped a 13-year old boy.
Earlier this evening, at around 7 PM CT U.S., Rebekah Jones (notably one of DeSantis’ biggest political enemies right now) underwent a raid on her home by state police.
Guns were pointed in the face of her 13-year old son, Jack. They arrested him under the charges of digital terrorism and “on state orders.”
They are refusing to let him go home and they are refusing to let Jones see him.
These are her screenshots recounting the incident from earlier tonight. They were taken at 10:23 PM CT U.S.
Reblog. I don’t care who you are, reblog this. We have to make sure that this doesn’t get buried – it’s already happening.
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A lot has changed. I dumped my meta. I got rid of all the extra toy boys and started seeing that latest boy [W] exclusively.
I don't think I can be poly. I'm truly just awful at it. I'm not madly in love with him yet but it's getting close. He's very good to me and good for me. The sex is incredible. He fucks me like an escaped convict. His cock is impecable. He's down to earth and honest with me. He talks to me. Everything I look at him I melt.
One of my old fuck buddies (barely, if that) has gone kinda psycho on me. He keeps trying to be besties but anytime he's upset or mad I have to deal with it. He says I'm all he has but that's not my problem.
He asks me to babymetal. I say not really my thing. I think he thought he had a hole in one with the band and was surprised I said no. People are idiots when they assume what I like. Yes I like anime. Yes I like metal. No I'm not a super fan of babymetal like God wtf. To assume makes an ass of u and me.
Anyway when he's annoyed I say no he goes around in circles with the same shit and then wonders why when I start getting annoyed and then it's "calm down". I say OK, it's all good and leave the chat app. What I don't know is he sent some message about having anxiety as I closed it and I didn't see.
Later I'm with my bf and I see him messaging and I just ignore it thinking I'll get back to him. Then he starts calling me. I miss the first time but he calls immediately after anyway and I pick up thinking something is wrong.
I'm say hello he's like YES. HI. I ask if hes ok hes like NO. IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW. I'm like oh ok why. And then he tucks I to me for leaving the chat and not being there for him and I'm like wtf OK I didn't know hes like OFC YOU DIDNT. I take it on the chin and manage to calm him down and we get off the phone.
He deletes the messages he had sent I'm sure they were some whiny bullshit. But then he sends some more messages later that night. I don't check them till the next day when I'm out.
He was really nasty and made all this commentary on what I should have done with my last bfs, what my new bf should know about me, and how he was hoping to be my bf after I dumped my meta (who he's friends with). That's it. He's pissed he wasn't immediately promoted to bf. He's pissed he's been waiting all this time for me to dump my meta, expecting he's next in line, some knight in shining armour. Like we're some star-crossed lovers meant to be. Like i fucking owe him something. He thinks his fucking opinion on what I do and who I see is best? Fucking seriously? He's also coerced sex out of me before and didn't know it was a form of rape until I told him when I started backing off after.
He began seeing a shrink the last few months and he's trying to tell me what's wrong with ME. Bruh. I know I have problems at least I can manage them, who tf are you to diagnose me?
I tried. He keeps trespassing. The worst thing is he thinks he's do harmless and nice he literally is in denial about how much of a fucking incel he is. He seriously thinks he's not like other men but he's exactly the same. I was too i only really clicked on after all that disrespectful inappropriate bullshit made me so fucking angry i saw him for what he is. He lashes out then thinks he can be all sorry I wasn't in a good head space and that wasn't me I'm sorry blah blah. Fuck off. It is you. It's the bad parts of you. We all have it. We control it.
I realised I was getting no good out of this friendship. I get anxiety when he messages me. He does not spark joy in my life in any way.
I sent him a large message about how he can't just apologise for repeat shittiness and expect everything to be fine. I asked him to leave me alone and that if I wished to speak to him I would.
I don't even want to talk to him again. So fucking done. He's so toxic.
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Last night we got into a bit of a conversation. At first we both agreed not to be serious... but feelings are obviously happening and we both didn't expect it. He said he's surprised he likes my company so much. He finds most girls annoying and doesn't hang around much. I don't think he's one who usually looks for serious relationships.
He said I made him feel warm inside. I asked if he ever felt that way about any other girl. He said only a girl way back in highschool.
Tonight he fucked me for an hour and a half, we only separated once for a few minutes. He came five times. I am dripping. We just stayed wrapped around each other just moving against each other.
When he finally pulled out he almost looked pained it was so sensitive. His cock was a bit raw.
The issue is I'm poly. But my meta is in a different town. My boy and I had agreed to fuck until my meta moves up then its over as he doesn't want to share.
I do love my meta, but I lack the passion I once had in me. I worry that with my side boy, this is just a fresh relationship in its honeymoon period. I don't want to risk it all.
Now I don't know if I'm so in love with my new boy or not to destroy my metas heart. Or to destroy a boy who has been rejected by the most important women in his life, who has never really felt for anyone as he does me.
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He came in me three times within an hour tonight. Absolutely destroyedmy pussy. First and second were just one huge continuous fuck. Like I was next to screaming. He came the second time while I said his name while moaning loudly. He was like "OH God damn".
We rested a moment laying tangled in each other. He said he wasn't ready to cum that he was still horny.
He told me he loved how secy I look from behind. That my back and skin are beautiful and smooth. He makes me feel so sexy...
I'm home now dripping with his cum inside me and I have his smell all over me <3
Goodnight x
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He can be bad at expressing himself. But he's definitely a sub. He loves being called a good boy. He cums when I moan and say his name. He likes being told what to do.
He got in his own head a bit tonight and got shy and embarrassed but I just reassured him and kept licking at his balls and cock. I told him to fuck me like he meant it and damn he didn't miss the assignment.
I'm glad we found each other...
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I love coming home with my g string soaked in his cum
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When you sneeze after coming home from your booty call and you don't know if it's cum that just shot out of you or if you just pissed your pants
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Didn't get to see my boy all weekend cause we had different plans..was torture. But I saw him tonight. He was so sweet...
Called me beautiful and funny.
He told me he's never really had a positive woman influence in his life... and it's true.
Also his last relationship... God I've not heard something so fucked up before.
Childhood crush, he seemed to really like her. She has 3 kids. One to her brother ... yeah I know. Anyway she told him she was a cleaner. Turned out she was hooking... he saw the app and people contacting her. She said she didn't use it and removed it. A friend of hers confirmed she was a hooker and showed him the site and that she'd accessed it via Web 8 mins prior.
So he has some trust issues. I'm trying to push past them. He's not toxic just paranoid. Poor sweet boy. I hate he went thru shit like this.
His family pushes him around a little too...
He told me he loves how i "fold like a wallet" during sex if he wants to be on top.
He's so good I'm going to show him what it is to be loved.
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Last time my new bb boy came when I moaned his name. I don't think it'd ever happened to him before.
Tonight he was fucking deep with my ankles on his shoulders doubled over and I softly said his name again and God damn the look that came over his face and he came uncontrollably and goes "WHY did you have to say that 🥺 its so hot". It was so fucking cute.
To make amends I teased him buy licking his balls for about an hour. Which made him destroy my pussy doggy style. He came when I called him a good boy which was new.
He's what I needed.
I still feel residual feelings for my first boy earlier this year... and I'm still hurting over it just a little now and then...
Three weeks ago I'd have still taken him back. I may not be in love with the new one like I was him, but I am happy and have more self respect. My new boy treats me so nicely it made me realise how much the first never cared.
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Still alive. Just had a really tough time for a while. The boy I loved in the previous posts dumped me, made a lot of promises and ghosted me. I don't know why he couldn't just say he wasn't interested. But here we are.
Got a job and was bullied out cause the supervisor hated me.
Got a new job in the field I want to be in but it's only casual. Love it but not enough hours.
In the last week I landed a new boy. One who I've actually known for years. Who kinda cropped up. I saw him a couple times but didn't stay long. Then last weekend we were just talking and he brought up how he always liked me... I always like him.
When he mounted me that night I saw years of want being realised. I actually feel sexy with him. We entangle in each other and the sex is so fluid between us.
It's escalated over the last week and for a boy who is so independent it's incredible how soft he is inside. He gets disappointed I don't stay the night. But working night shifts Rn he falls asleep earlier and I'd rather him rest.
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Why do they insist on keeping you arms length away.
Why do they never want you fully.
I'm not clingy. I'm not angry. I never mind what they want. I just want them to be happy.
But they just never give a fuck.
Why am I never worth giving a shit about to any of them.
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